You wholeheartedly broke me. You showed me the other side of the world, and now all I'm left with is not wanting to be on this side anymore. Your side made me secure, goofy, silly, relaxed, fun, confident, loved and I desperately want it all back. Tell me, why did you introduce me to the other side if you were gonna leave me all on my own? I was perfectly fine before you, before all of you and now I don’t know anymore who I am. Remember when we were driving in the car, you looked over at me, smiling and said “the sun should always be shining on you”. I’ll never not remember those words, word for word. I recall thinking to myself, that’s the sweetest thing any man has ever told me, and with something as innocent as that, you made me fall so indescribably for you, I was left with no words but “I love you”. You knew those words were hard for me to say, they were completely new words for me, and still you dared to introduce them into my world and then it was like I had never not said them to you. The lightness of the words on my lips made me never doubt your undeniable love towards me. I counted on you. The familiarity and comfortability you brought into my life was mind-blowing. There was something in you that was so heaven it made me speechless. I was so deep I didn’t even realise it. Initially, I didn’t wanna fall but you gathered all my attention and it was all for you. So why did you take advantage of my trust and leave me hanging to dry? You left my heart to damage, and now what am I, but empty inside. Nothing. You took my ability to believe again. Our love was everything I ever wanted, why did you have to push and lie to me? Maybe I should be at fault, maybe it was all me, maybe my naiveness made me fall into your arms without realising the consequences it would bring me.