Summary: Poly!141 x Omega!Reader. Ghost misspeaks and reaps the consequences of his actions. Gender Neutral Reader
Simon was never particularly good with words. His gruff and short nature was perfect for the military. Never use five words if two will do, sort of thing. He’s succinct and to the point. And his mates have learned to find the meaning in his clips of rough speech and curled lip.
But you are new to the pack. Still determining the line between teammate and pack-mate. Still learning and finding the place you fit with them all. And when your first heat is on the horizon, it’s crucial to have a proper meeting about it. About what you need and what you expect from them, what they can reasonable provide and how to ensure this all goes smoothly.
And Simon looms at the edge of the conversation. All he can think about is that he doesn’t want to ruin your first heat with them. He doesn’t want to chance accidentally harming you when you’re so vulnerable, when you need their care. He can’t be effortlessly comforting as Price is. He doesn’t know how to soothe you the way Kyle does, nor does he know how to ease your anxieties the way Johnny does. There’s a certain amount of gentleness you need, and Simon doesn’t know if he can scrape it together. So when the conversation turns to Simon, he puts his big foot in his mouth.
“Leave me out of it.” The words are too harsh for the conversation, and he can see it in the way you blink, taken aback. There’s a brief flash of hurt before acceptance fills the space and you agree. Simon has no responsibility to you during your heat, and he’s certain that’s the way it should be.
At least until your heat actually hits.
It all goes according to plan. Price is primarily the one tending to you, though Gaz and Soap make it a point to regularly tip upstairs to check on you. And Simon is… Simon is there.
He finds himself regularly lingering near the stairs. It’s as close as he lets himself get. Your scent has become ambient in their shared dwellings, and it’s always potent on the betas when they finally return downstairs. He can imagine the way you’d roll yourself over them, satisfied with yourself for making your pack smell like you. Well, your pack minus him.
And he can’t ignore the biting annoyance at how pleased the betas look when they come back from your heat nest. Kyle at least will try to straighten himself, but Simon can see the bite marks that run up his forearm and bicep, the glassy look in his eyes as he practically floats down the steps. Johnny simply doesn’t care. He’s come down the stairs in various states of undress with evidence of your marking all over his shoulders and back. Showing off what Simon could have if he simply took it.
But Simon doesn’t march up those stairs and kneel at the edge of your nest to ask for a place with you. Instead he takes care of the other tasks that pile up. It’s not as good as having you in his arms, but it’s satisfying to know he is providing for you in someway. He ensures all your snacks stay stocked, he only needs a hint that you are craving something and he takes up the responsibility to go get it. He ensures the rest of the den stays clean and protected so none of his mates need to worry.
It’s the third day of your heat when you finally come back down for a brief visit. Kyle comes trotting down the stairs in nothing more than a pair of sweatpants that clearly don’t belong to him. He yawns and grumbles to himself, mutterings about Johnny always being a sore winner. But it’s only a few minutes before the smell of frying eggs and sausage fills the air, no doubt filling a midnight craving for breakfast.
You only come stumbling down the stairs when the food is ready to plate. Price leads the way, holding your hand and guiding you as if you can’t manage a few steps. Johnny is pressed to your back, arms looped around your middle. And you look sleepy but content, dressed in a shirt that is too big to be yours, the shirt soft and worn from years of use. When you see Simon you perk up, making a low chirping sound that immediately grabs his attention. And for a moment he sees you begin to lean towards him, and he feels the urge to reach out for you, to check you over to ensure you are still in one piece. And then you blink and you pull yourself back.
You let yourself be herded to the kitchen with ease, Price leading and Johnny following. Simon brings up the rear as always, lingering in the doorway as breakfast is being organized.
Price brings you over to where Kyle stands near the stove with the plates and deems you safe enough there. John takes all of five steps away to start the kettle, his hands already reaching for teabags and mugs. Johnny is dumb enough to try and snatch a sausage out the pan, huffing and puffing when the hot meat touches his tongue, but that doesn’t stop him from chewing through it. You simply sway where you stand, waiting patiently.
When Kyle finally fills up your plate with food, he offers it over.
“I got that hen-“ Johnny begins to say, trying to reach around you to take the plate for you. Johnny’s fingers don’t even curl around the edge before you growl and snap at him. The sound makes the kitchen freeze for a brief moment before Johnny nuzzles under your jaw and gives little apology licks to calm you, to assure you that he has no intention to steal your meal. You look guilty for a moment, whining low in your throat, but Johnny simply sneezes playfully at you, ensuring that no harm was done.
Once the misunderstanding is cleared up, you’re sat at the table and the rest of them fill in around you. You look so pleased with yourself, stuffing cheesy eggs into your cheeks and tearing buttered bread in half. Simon simply watches. He finds himself scooping food off his plate and dumping it on yours. He doesn’t offer an answer at your confused glances. But he can’t help the warm feeling that settles in his chest at the happy wiggle you do as your craving is fulfilled.
Since Kyle cooked, Johnny is on cleaning duty, which he bemoans about. Simon refuses because he has been the one doing the dishes the whole time they’ve been “busy”.
So, Simon leaves the kitchen and finds himself back on the couch, his legs kicked up as he looks down at his shitty phone. He figures you'll be heading back for your nest now that you're full, and he'll stay down here. There are dozens of emails that have came in just the last hour alone, and he figured he could get a head start on that. At lease that was his plan.
Because he feels you come inching around the couch towards him. The alpha only lifts his head when he realizes you’re waiting for something.
He makes a small grunt in acknowledgment and that’s enough for you to move. Your movements are slow and careful, as if waiting for a sign that you need to retreat. But Simon doesn’t give you one. So instead, you tip closer until you can rub your cheek against jaw. And Simon can’t hold back the urge to curl a large paw around your waist, steadying you, yes, but also keeping you right where he wants you.
That must have been the right answer cause you slowly shift to sit on his lap, rubbing yourself up against his scarred scent gland and all over his shoulder. Your little content rumbles make Simon’s mind hazy. Your arms curl around him and he tightens his grip on you, eager to prolong this as much as he can.
He ignores the teasing and knowing looks his other mates are giving him. It doesn’t matter. You chose him, even when he wasn’t sure how to tell you he wanted to be picked.
He feels you settle into his embrace, your eyes shutting as you begin to shift to find the best position for your post-meal nap. And Simon doesn't interrupt. Simply leans back to ensure you have all the space you could need.
This is better than emails, anyway.