Shouldn’t be allowed to talk to people in that pose... I mean...
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Shouldn’t be allowed to talk to people in that pose... I mean...
I was listening to a podcast while making this of course.
Hiii
I feel so alone, like the only one who just can not focus and concentrate for the life of them to pass their exams. I know what i need to do, i just don’t do it? I have not one ounce of motivation left and it’s so hard because if i don’t do anything i’ll definitely fail but i still don’t???
And i also feel like the damage has already been done yk? 4 out of 8 exams have gone really bad and i already know my french exam will go horrible so that’s already 5 failed exams…
I’m just sooo scared i’ve been crying so much
I just want to know i’m not the only one
I think maybe one of my least favorite things about having ADHD is explaining to someone why I function the way I do and that it is because of my ADHD because I feel like I’m just blaming it on ADHD instead of trying hard enough. But like, it’s not that simple. As I’m writing this, I’m mainly thinking about hyperfocusing on something when I have more important things to do and I just can’t stop hyperfocusing even though I know I need to ughhh
I have two (2) brain cells and this is what they look like
So the other day I was talking to my mom, and my housemates were blasting music in the living room. Like my mom could hear it over the phone. Loud and clear. And she kept sighing and I was like “mom what’s wrong?” and she goes “it’s hard to concentrate on what you’re saying with the music and I’m getting tired of the loudness”. And I was like omg that’s the closest analogy I can think of to how it feels to be me trying to focus... like there’s music (with words) blasting, and people talking, and background noise, etc. Except obviously there’s not actual music blasting in my head, it’s all just thoughts and noise in my head and ahhhh. Anyways. There. In case anyone wants to understand (to some degree) what it’s like for me trying to focus.
The real difference between NT and ND folks
NT: *procratinates on the internet* Huh I better block all websites that keep me from working. *blocks websites, suddenly productive*
ND: *procratinates on the internet* Huh I better block all websites that keep me from working. *blocks websites*
ND brain: OH BOY, howdy, you're just in time to join me going over these 3,536,548 things that have nothing to do with your task!
other peeps: “yea this app totally helps me concentrate it blocks everything else on my phone haha i get so much more done”
me: “You Don’t Understand I Once Typed f f f f f f f f f f f Times A Dozen So The Cold Turkey Writing App Would Turn Off”