➤ PAIRING: GN!READER X BIGBANG (T.O.P, GD, DAE) ((no tae cause that man is married and has a kid))
➤ GENRE: MISCELLANEOUS
➤ WARNINGS: SERIOUS RED FLAGS, ETC.
T.O.P:
RED — SECRETIVE. Seung-hyun never genuinely means to be secretive, but from his past he typically enjoys to keep to himself. People love to twist his words and use them against him. While doing so, he ends up not communicating very well. He tells you that he's working on it every day and you can see that he is definitely trying his hardest. Tabi wants to become the best version of himself with you, even if that means he needs a little help along the way.
GREEN — RESPECTS BOUNDARIES. If you tell him that you do not want something, or it makes you uncomfortable, he knows to never do it again. He's very good at remembering these things, and he notices even the little things that you thought he wouldn't. This feature helps him keep his "gentleman" status for being kind.
BEIGE — HIS DATING PROFILE SAID “183 cm if that matters”. When you two first met his bio stated his height, which surprisingly made you fond of him. Once you met him in person and confirmed that it was true, he told you that it was actually just a joke (even if it's correct) but he was just desperate for someone.
G-DRAGON:
RED — LOVE BOMBING. Ji-yong has little to no clue that he does this. He's been told off by many girls for doing such a thing, but he's never known what it exactly meant. He thought it was a kind gesture, gifting presents, showing affection. But it gets to the point where he's doing it excessively. Once you told him what was wrong with it, he learned to limit himself from it.
GREEN — COMMUNICATION. GD is SO good at communicating how he feels to you. As a K-pop legend he's always found it difficult to show how he actually feels, but with you, it's an entirely different story. He's good at giving compliments, how much he loves you, and even what is making him upset. Ji-yong hates yelling, in fact, he has never yelled at you before. He believes that keeping his cool helps weaken the situation, which it does.
BEIGE — USES A LOT OF ELLIPSES… | Something about using them makes everything more simple. In his mind, periods are too bland, exclamation points are too happy, and ellipses are perfect. He has to use them at lease once in every sentence, like he's leading you on or something.
DAESUNG:
RED — DENYING. Dae-sung forgets a LOT of things. So the denying part doesn't come in until he does something and completely forgets that it was him. I was going to put "blaming" for him but they both work hand in hand. If he truly believes he didn't do anything, he will go to very high measures to show that it wasn't him, specifically blaming.
GREEN — EMPATHETIC. Dae has always been such an empathetic person. He tries to hide it under his happy and bright demeanor but the second he sees you crying, he will be joining you. Out of all of the Big Bang members I would put him in second place for his emotional support (Taeyang in first, T.O.P in third, GD in last/in no way am I saying GD isn't good at emotional support but out of all of them he is the only "T" LMAOO. I think all of them as great caregivers).
BEIGE — USES REACTION GIFS IN SERIOUS CONVOS. Back to the emotions topic, this man has issues taking things seriously, he's usually just acting silly. He doesn't really know any other way to ease the situation to a calmer level. As per usual, he's a Millennial...this behavior isn't odd. :3
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Pairing: kwon jiyong x reader, choi seunghyun x reader, kang daesung x reader
Summary: you're an actress in a musical
Daesung: SIX; Jane Seymour
When Daesung found out that you were cast as Jane Seymour on SIX the Musical, he was very ecstatic for you. Though, he didn't know what it was about.
"I'm very happy for you! You've been practicing your audition for ages and now you got the part!! That's so amazing!" Daesung clapped. "So, what's it about?"
"What do you mean?" You asked.
"Like, what's the musical about?" He asked.
"Oh, well it's about King Henry VIII's six wives."
"SIX WIVES?!" He shrieked. "Damn. And your role is...?"
"My role is wife no.3, Jane Seymour." You said proudly. "I'm very excited because there's not much research about her other than the fact she died of childbirth."
"Ooh, that's interesting. I know you'll nail it!" He smiled, giving you a tight hug.
When opening night came, Daesung sat on the best seat in the theater: third row, center. He even brought the guys with him who were just as excited.
"Dae, why'd you pick third row, again?" Jiyong asked as they made their way to their seats.
"Because sitting in the first row will give us neck pain from looking up and it's the best view because you can see everything." Daesung explained as they all sat down. A few minutes later, the show started and the guys were immensely surprised to see your performance. They knew that you were a musical actress, but they've never seen your work before.
From the corner of Seunghyun's eye, he caught Daesung mouthing the lyrics and dancing some of your steps; the steps he helped you polish, seeing as he was there during rehearsals.
Seunghyun leaned on his side and whispered, "You even know their steps?"
Daesung nodded, "I'm their biggest fan. I was at all their rehearsals."
When it was time for your solo, Daesung was excited. You had been gatekeeping your solo for a while now. Yes, he was present at rehearsals, but you'd kick him out whenever it's your turn to sing. You'd always send him out to buy food or something you don't even need just to keep it a surprise.
The piano's intro played and the boys' attention were quickly shifted to you as the spotlight stayed on you for your solo.
"~You've got a good heart, but I know it changes. A restless tide, untameable.~" You sang, feeling the song. During all those times Daesung was out, you were able to focus and really imagined yourself in Jane Seymour's shoes. You knew Daesung loved you to pieces, but you had to imagine your love for him being unrequited and only transactional. It was hard because he's such a sweetheart, but you had to. In the end, it was all worth it and you perfected your performance.
"Oh my god, I didn't know she could sing THAT good." Jiyong said quietly, his jaw dropping as you hit each note. "Daesung, why did you have to gatekeep her voice?! We could've collaborated."
"I'm gonna cry." Seunghyun said as tears clouded his vision. "It's beautiful. She did a great job.... and don't tell anyone I cried."
"That's so going on the internet." Youngbae chuckled as he shed a few tears, himself.
Daesung sat quietly as he smiled proudly. He was crying too. You sounded so angelic and for some reason, it sounded so holy; like some higher power is there with you.
"~Soon I'll have to go. I'll never see him grow, but I hope my son will know he'll never be alone. 'Cause like a river runs dry and leaves its scars behind, I'll be by your side 'cause my loooo~" You sang, holding the note.
"You better hold that note, girl." Jiyong said, sitting at the edge of his seat.
"She will. She's like Daesung. They both hold their notes well." Seunghyun said, nudging Daesung with a small smile.
"~ooove is set in stone.~" You smiled sadly, before belting, "~Yeaaahh~"
Youngbae's eyes widened as his jaw dropped, "She's been hiding those insane vocals from us after all this time??"
Daesung was already clapping quietly to himself, but he stopped when he heard your whistle notes. "Oh, I'm so mad she kept this from me, but I forgive her because she's so amazing." He watched in shock.
"Okay, that whistle note got me." Jiyong sniffed. "Only she can make us grown men cry because of a performance."
"Facts." Seunghyun croaked out. "The lyrics are also very heartbreaking if you listen to it. I guess that's why I'm crying hard. Unrequited love at its finest."
"Always so angsty, hyung." Youngbae joked.
When the show ended, the guys immediately looked for your backstage. Daesung was the first to pull you in a bone-crushing hug.
"You did great, my love! I'm so proud of you. I love you so much." He pulled away to look at you and he grinned. He kissed your forehead and said, "The guys wanted to say their praises too."
"Move away, Daesung." Jiyong said sassily. "Gotta give this girl her much needed praise after serving us vocals from heaven."
The guys gave you a hug and all of you chatted for a bit before they left to let you change out of your costume. When you left the dressing room, you saw Daesung leaning against the wall with a bouquet of flowers.
"You may have played someone whose love is unrequited, but I'm here to let you know that your love for me will always be returned." He smiled and handed you the bouquet.
"Aww, thank you, Dae." You smiled as you smelled the flowers.
"With that being said," He took a deep breath and got down on one knee. You gasped as he got out a small velvet box from his pocket.
"Oh my god, yes." You breathed.
He laughed and joked, "I'm just tying my shoelaces."
"No, you're not." You said giddily. "I'm saying yes."
"At least let me ask." He chuckled, grabbing your left hand.
"Okay, okay." You smiled excitedly.
"I was going to do this, like, way into the future, but I bought this ring a year ago with Youngbae. Tonight has been full of surprises, so I figured tonight would be the right time to propose. I want to be with you forever, Y/N. You're the love of my life and I wouldn't want it any other way. Y/N, my constant, will you marry me?"
"Yes." You cried as he slipped the ring on your ring finger. He stood up and both of you shared a loving kiss, not aware that the boys were watching the whole time.
"He's all grown up." Seunghyun cried as he took pictures.
"Stop or I'll cry too." Jiyong said with a giddy smile.
"I hope I'll be the best man." Youngbae said, earning a glare from Jiyong and Seunghyun.
"No, it's me! I'm the leader of the group."
"So? ToDae is a very prominent ship, y'know. The best man'll be me."
Jiyong: Hamilton; Angelica Schuyler
Jiyong knew you had an interest in rap, so it surprised him that you got cast in a musical.
"Babe, it's not just a musical. It's hip-hop and rap. Lin's a genius." You said through the phone. Jiyong was on tour and you were going to be on tour with the Hamilton cast too.
"Alright, alright." Jiyong chuckled. "I'll see you on one of the tour dates, okay?"
That day came quickly and you were very excited to see Jiyong. He was very excited to see you perform. This was your first role after taking a much needed break. During your break, you and Jiyong got married and lived a quiet life for a while until both of you decided it was time for a come back.
Jiyong was extremely happy for you and he couldn't wait to watch the show. He dressed in a simple, semi-formal outfit; not wanting to draw attention to himself because tonight was your night, not his.
When the show started, you saw him in the front row, nodding his head along to the songs and he made facial expressions that showed his interest in the beat which made you almost break character.
When the intro for 'Satisfied' began, you were incredibly nervous. You nailed it every time during rehearsals, but tonight was different. Your husband was watching a.k.a the main rapper. You wanted to impress him so bad, but you knew he'd love you no matter what.
When you started the song, Jiyong was particularly interested in the choreography during the 'rewind' part because the dancers also rewound their steps. He watched intently to understand. When you started rapping faster, he wanted to stand and dance along to the beat, but he knew it wasn't allowed. Instead, he tapped his foot to the beat.
"~I'm a girl in a world in which my only job is to marry rich. My father has no son, so I'm the one who has to social climb for one.~" You rapped.
"That's fucking sad." Jiyong whispered to himself. "But she served."
When 'Non-Stop' started, Jiyong was already invested. He made a mental note to listen to the album during his free time.
"~Hey, what are you waiting for? What do you stall for?~"
"~What?~"
"~We won the war, what was it all for?"
"Hamilton's right, Burr. C'mon!" Jiyong nodded to himself. He smiled when he saw you on stage again for your part.
"~I am sailing off to London, I'm accompanied by someone who always pays. I have found a wealthy husband who will keep me in comfort for all my days. He is not a lot of fun, but there's no one who can match you for turn of phrase. My Alexander, don't forget to write.~" You sang beautifully.
Jiyong was smiling from ear to ear. When the climax of the song was nearing, he was seated and actively paying attention.
When everyone's favorite part came, Jiyong's ears were blessed. The harmony scratched an itch and it felt absolutely right.
"~Look around, isn't this enough?~"
"~He will never be satisfied. He will never be satisfied, satisfied, satisfied.~" You sang, proud of yourself for hitting the high notes. You took a quick glance at Jiyong and you see him smiling widely, making you smile too.
When the first act ended, Jiyong was the first to give a standing ovation, followed by the rest of the audience. When the curtains closed for the 15-minute break, Jiyong made his way backstage. A power that he has that he liked to use to his advantage.
"You were amazing, baby." He said as he hugged you from behind. He kissed your shoulder and you grinned.
"You enjoying so far?" You turned to face him and he nodded. "You should really go back to your seat. I have to get ready for act two."
"I know, I know. Just wanted to drop by and give you a good luck kiss." He said shyly. You playfully rolled your eyes and gave him a big kiss.
"Good luck, baby!" He smiled excitedly before running back to his seat.
Seunghyun: Wicked; G(a)linda
It's no secret that you had an amazing talent for singing and acting. In fact, you and Seunghyun met while filming a movie both of you starred in. You were a child actress, beginning your career in theater before cementing yourself as a promising actress for movies and tv shows. You also began your career as a soloist, earning multiple platinum awards, even earning a Grammy win.
When news of Wicked coming to Korea spread, you immediately told your manager to book an audition for you as Glinda. Seunghyun knew you could sing, but he never heard you sing in a musical. He didn't know your vocal range was high, so he was in for a surprise when he was sitting down in the theater as you sang in opera.
"~Let us be glad, let us be grateful, let us rejoicify that goodness could subdue the wicked workings of you-know-who. Isn't it nice to know? That good could conquer evil? The truth we all believe'll by and by outlive a lie for you and- ~" You sang with your Glinda smile.
"So angelic." Seunghyun complimented, the boys nodded in agreement.
When the climax of the song came, the guys were in awe; jaws dropped.
"~Goodness knows, oh ooh. She died alone.~" You sang.
"Is she doing opera?!" Daesung asked with wide eyes.
"Damn, hyung. You swear you didn't know??" Jiyong asked, nudging the older gentleman.
"Nope." He shook his head in shock.
"~No one mourns the wicked. Wicked. Wicked!~" You sang with the ensemble, giving a special treat to the audience by singing the last note higher than intended, which gave Seunghyun goosebumps.
When the first song ended, everyone clapped.
"And that's just the first song." Seunghyun said.
"That's JUST the first song?!" Youngbae said. "Imagine how she'll sound in the next songs."
"That's insane." Jiyong said. "She should insure her vocal chords for like, a bajillion dollars."
"Facts." Daesung said. "Take care of her, hyung. I'm now a diehard fan."
"Hey, I'M her diehard fan first. You can be second." Seunghyun chuckled. "And yes, I'll take care of her. Don't worry."
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a/n: i think i got carried away with daesung lmao anyway, y'all can pull thru w reqs! <3
summary: distractions happen, but a shared hobby brings you closer together
word count: approx 5.6k
warnings: none, just some fluff!
author's note: this was written for day 18 of the april bigbang challenge - bonding over a shared hobby! i'm sorry for posting late, i just couldn't seem to get my stuff organised, and im sorry about the end (i really had trouble this time round) but i hope you enjoy nonetheless!
The morning sun filtered through the windows, warming you as you stood watching the door. You didn’t have to, of course - it’s not like you had x-ray vision that would let you see the postman before he knocked on the door. Seeing that the tracking information had changed overnight had gotten you excited, however, and you wanted to get your hands on the package as soon as possible. Impatient? Definitely, but you had never claimed to be anything else.
You were so focused on the door that the knocking startled you. You barely held back from making an embarrassing noise, moving quickly to answer the door, your excitement giving you an extra bounce in your step. You smiled warmly as you greeted your regular postman.
“Morning, Steve. Good route so far?”
“I get to see your beautiful face, so I can’t complain, can I?”
“Your husband know you’re flirting with me?”
Steve laughed, holding out the PDA for you to sign. You scribble the signature and swap the device over for the your package. Your smile grows wider as you hear the familiar rattle. You were tempted to shut the door without saying goodbye, but even your impatience had limits. You had the whole day ahead of you, anyway; a couple more moments wouldn’t do harm. Your expression gave something away, however, Steve laughing as he tucked away the PDA and adjusted his postal bag.
“I won’t keep you long today, Y/n. You look like you’re about to vibrate out of your skin. Gotta ask though, is it meant to sound like that?”
“That is the sound of happiness. It absolutely should sound like that.”
Steve simply laughed again, raising a hand in farewell. You waved back, watching for only a moment before dashing back inside, already pulling at the wrapping of the box. You paused once the door had closed behind you. The dining table would be the better option, but your eyes kept being drawn to the living room. Nostalgic memories came to the forefront: blanket forts, pieces strewn across the floor, the quiet drone of whatever show your parents were watching as you built whatever your imagination could conjure.
The decision was an easy one. You already were going to spend the day playing with Lego, so why not give into the childlike whimsy? Your back might not thank you tomorrow, but that was an issue for future you.
You hadn’t thought about Lego in years. You loved it as a kid, but as you grew up and life got busier, it fell to the wayside like things often did. It wasn’t until a co-worker gifted you a set for your birthday that you got back into it. Putting together the orchids piece by piece had brought you a sense of peace and happiness you hadn’t felt in a long time. You picked up more sets over time, keeping them aside for a day off or when you needed to disconnect from the world. But the package in your hands was different; you’d been wanting - needing - to create, but you were feeling restricted by the designs and the limited pieces. The opened package in your hands was the answer.
A giant box of classic pieces, with every colour and weird shape piece you could dream of. You dug your hand through the box, enjoying the sound of the pieces cascading like a clunky, plastic waterfall. You weren’t exaggerating before; the sound of the bricks against each other might have been loud, but it was pure happiness.
You start building. Simple things at first, little houses and structures and the like, but as the day went one, your creations got increasing complex and bizarre. Abnormally large towers with weird turrets, recreations of fairytale monsters, an attempt at a car with wings, a misshapen heart - nothing was off limits. It was freeing to just pick up the pieces and stack them together, seeing what idea you would gravitate towards next.
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The morning turned into the afternoon, and the afternoon quickly gave way to early evening. You didn’t noice at first, but once you had, reality came back to you quickly. You’d barely moved all day outside of bathroom breaks and a light snack, too engrossed in your joy. You had no regrets. You stretched, working out the pins and needles from sitting on the ground for hours, and moved towards the light switch. You flipped it on, intending on making dinner and being a responsible adult for a little bit.
A knock on the door interrupts you.
You weren’t expecting anyone, especially not at this time of the day. Curious and cautious, you made your way to the door, looking through the peep hole. When you saw who it was, you swore loudly, causing the man on the other side to call out.
“Y/n? Is everything okay?”
“Yes! Hi! Give me a moment, Daesung!”
Daesung was at your door. Daesung was waiting politely to take you on a date. A date you had completely forgotten about. You looked down at yourself - not dressed up for a date, but that could easily be fixed. The same couldn’t be said for the very visible living room.
Fuck.
You close your eyes, taking a moment to calm down. There was no need to work yourself up. Daesung had been nothing but a sweetheart since the day you met; if he was rude or mean about the scattered pieces, it was better to know now before the relationship progressed. It wasn’t a dealbreaker by any means, but you guessed it would serve as a decent litmus test.
You opened the door, and you were met with a bright smile, one that lit up Daesung’s face.
“Daesung, hi. I’m so sorry, I completely spaced out. But if you come in, I’ll be ready in a few minutes?”
You stepped aside, an invitation for Daesung. He took it, the smile never dropping.
“It’s all good! The reservations not for a little bit anyway, so we still have time.” He paused, turning back to face you. “It’s nice to see you, Y/n.”
You felt your cheeks warm up and your heart rate picked up. It was a simple statement - nothing more than small talk, really - but Daesung said it with such sincerity that it made you feel like you were the only person in the world. Instead of being overwhelming like it had in the past, Daesung’s attention made you feel warm. Safe.
“Sorry about the mess. I’ll be right back, but feel free to make yourself comfortable!”
Daesung nodded in affirmation, his eyes drifting around your apartment. You saw him linger on the Lego, and you tried to quell the anxiety. It probably meant nothing. Just looking. You couldn’t stay to watch him, though, to analyse his reactions. You didn’t want to keep him waiting for longer than he already had.
Fifteen minutes later, and you had changed into more appropriate attire. The outfit clung to your body, showing it off, but it was still classy enough for the restaurant. You checked yourself out in the mirror; you looked good. Satisfied, you made your way back out to the living room. Daesung didn’t notice you, so you gave into the earlier desire to watch him.
He picked up your creations, careful and reverent. He inspected them, turning them over, interacting with any moving part he came across. The earlier panic dissipated. It was clear that Daesung wasn’t going to mock you for your hobby, not that you thought he would; you’d just had too many people look down on you in the past for interests that they thought were childish, and you now you always expected the worst.
“Those are why I wasn’t ready.”
At the sound of your voice, he looked up, a startled expression on his face.
“Oh, Y/n! I didn’t hear you….”
His sentence trailed off as he noticed what you were wearing. His eyes looked you over, a hungry gaze in them, and you felt yourself blush again.
“Like what you see?”
“Yes! Uh, yes. Y/n, you look…. wow.”
You stepped closer, pressing a kiss to his cheek.
“I meant my creations,” you teased, the opportunity too good to pass up, “but thank you. You look pretty good yourself.”
Silence stretched between you. Moments passed, and the longer it went on, the more you worried that you had gone too far. You took a step back, ready to apologise, when you heard Daesung make a noise. Not just any noise, though, but a giggle. It was soft at first, but it didn’t take long before it was loud, filling the room with warmth. Your lips curl up in a smile, your own laughter joining his. It wasn’t that funny of a joke, but Daesung’s joy was infectious.
“I think they’re great, Y/n,” he said, once the laughter had died away. He picked up the heart shape, inspecting it once more before holding it up to you, showing it off like it was some precious treasure.
“I think I like this one the best.”
Your real heart started to beat faster. You wouldn’t say that Daesung was in your mind when you had been making it, but that would make you a liar. You had been thinking about your first date, about how well he treated you; you thought about how you could see a future with him, despite only knowing him for a short time. That vision was stronger now, seeing him surrounded by Lego, surrounded by pieces of plastic that represented who you were.
You had always tried to believe in the philosophy that your heart knew best. It had led you astray before, and it had hurt, leaving you wary. Cautious. But seeing Daesung literally hold your heart in his hands, with such tenderness and care? It was easy to believe in that philosophy seeing the proof of it.
“Thank you,” you said softly. “I think I like that one best, too. Still, I’m sorry for being late.”
Daesung shook his head, smiling wide.
“It happens to me all the time!”
“Wait, really?”
“Yeah! I love Lego. It’s one of my favourite things to do on days off! It gives me a good chance to rest and - ”
“Recharge,” you finished off Daesung’s sentence. The excitement was hard to keep out of your voice, and you could see it reflected in his expression.
“Exactly! Would you like to see the last thing I built?”
Daesung pulled out his phone, and scrolled through his album to show off his latest Lego masterpiece. You responded with enthusiasm, asking him about the finer details of it, and he explained, showing different photos to highlight his talking points. You talked about your desire to just build without instructions, and Daesung admitted that he hadn’t done that in a long time, but maybe he should do it sometime soon. It was easy to get caught up in the back and forth of the conversation; you’d never really known anyone who understood this hobby of yours, at least not in real life.
The conversation would have continued for linger, if you weren't interrupted by your stomach growling. There’s more laughter as you glance over at the clock.
“Hey, Daesung, what time was the reservation?”
The tone of your voice made it clear immediately that regardless of what Daesung said, you were late. Very late. Time had gotten away from you - again. Daesung looked over at the clock, too, as if to confirm what he already knew. He let out a said little sigh, and you knew that you would do anything to make sure that never happened again, tonight or in the future.
“Hey, it’s okay. Just the Lego effect, right?”
That got you a little laugh, but it wasn’t enough. You could guess that he felt bad about your date not being, well, a date. But you had already had a good time tonight and you weren’t quite ready to say goodbye yet.
“Okay, sure, maybe the original date fell through. But you could stay, and we could order food? I just like spending time with you.”
Daesung’s eyes lit up immediately, any lingering sadness disappearing in an instant. He smiled wide, pulling you close. This time, he was the one pressing a kiss to your cheek.
“I like spending time with you too, Y/n. Maybe… maybe we could spend that time building something together?”
You both looked over at the Lego before meeting each other’s gaze. You smiled wide, seeing it reflected back on Daesung’s face.
“It’s a date.”
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Neither of you noticed when the sun came up a few hours later, too busy sharing pieces - and kisses.
summary : You’re sitting with Dae beside the creek and enjoying a day off when you have the urge to tease him a bit, but what you don’t know is, he’s ready to get you back 100x better.
!warnings! : starts with fluff, somewhat nsfw… no smut but there’s some forms of foreplay, swearing, makeout, grinding, hand stuff (fem! receiving), fem!dom, no touching tease
a/n : FIRST I AM USING DIVIDERS BY @anitalenia !!
writing a dae ff bc i can’t find many on tumblr and its sad bc i love this man so much, he could literally solve all my problems with a single hug. this ff is a lot shorter but i hope you all enjoy it regardless. after the amount of smut i wrote for jiyong, i wanna take a solid break from that and write fluff but smut does so much better soooo im finding the middle ground, kinda.. anyways enjoy!!
You sat with Daesung on a cotton blanket in the grass, the material soft on your bare legs. Daesung had his legs out and was leaning back, supporting his weight with his arms outstretched behind him hands on the blanket. You sat wit your legs sweeped behind you, your poofy sundress resting on your thighs.
The day was gentle and warm, the sun out and shining, a soft breeze that pushed your hair slightly, a little whistle from the air gliding through the leaves of the trees above you. The glistening stream of water that rolled down, the little sound of the water crashing on itself. The sky a baby blue with white fluffy clouds that rolled over one another as they moved along, sometimes forming little shapes you’d point out to Dae. Occasionally you’d hear the chirping of little birds that sang to their family and friends before flying overhead from one tree to another. It was perfect, the perfect way to spend your day off, with your love and the beauty of nature surrounding you two.
“What do you think the bird is saying?” You ask Daesung, looking up to the tree curiously.
“Hm I’m not sure. Maybe he’s saying ‘hi’ to a friend, or checking up on girlfriend, maybe even telling her he loves her.” He looked over at you with a cheesy smile and you laughed, hitting his arm playfully.
“Psh, that would be sweet, wouldn’t it?” You ponder to yourself. Dae nodded and closed his eyes, taking in the sound of the bird’s wings flapping as it sored in the sky, gone a second later.
“Thanks for dragging me out here. I really love it.” He stated with a wide smile.
“I told you you’d love it! You just didn’t believe me.” You pouted, crossing your arms at him.
“I thought there was going to be more mosquitoes than there actually is.I'm sorry.” He raised his hands in surrender before he pulled you close to his side, laying you both down.
“Yeah you’re lucky I bought you a bottle of bug spray. Drama queen.” You muttered, which made him chuckle.
“I am not a drama queen! Just protective of my skin. No mosquitoes get to kiss this. Only you.” He smiles at you again which made your cheeks flush. You giggled.
“Are you saying I’m the only one who gets to kiss you?” You tease him, sitting up and running a finger down his hard chest. His muscles tensed briefly.
“Yes I am. Only you get to kiss me baby. And I’m the only one allowed to kiss you.” He blushed at his own statement, catching your hand and bringing it to his lips, placing a kiss to your knuckles.
“I wanna see what else I’m allowed to do.” You say as you get up, swinging a leg over his lap, effectively straddling his hips. His eyebrows gently came together as you danced your fingers back up his chest. Your hand stopped and you leaned down, capturing his lips in a kiss. He responded immediately, his lips moving against yours, his hands holding your waist. You smile in the kiss and Daesung chuckles.
It's all fun in games until you shift on his lap ever so slightly when you go to tilt your head to the side. Daesung's grip tightens on you making you move again. You pull away from the kiss, sitting back up before Daw sits up soon after.
"You're allowed to do this." He says, his voice soft but possessive, as he moves you on his crotch showing you, effectively grinding you on him. A breath slips out from your lips before you throw your head back from the friction. You decide to tease and pull Daesung's hands off your hips before placing a kiss on his lips.
"No touching me yet handsome." You gently push his hands to hold themselves behind his back, and Daesung lets you, trusting you fully.
You smile as you capture Dae's lips with yours. This time the kiss is faster and has an eagerness to it. You start rocking back and forth and a low groan comes from Daesung. You pull your face back, now watching as he fights the urge to move you harsher.
Beneath your skirt, you can feel the way your boyfriend's length hardened in his pants. You let out a soft moan as you move faster, now fully grinding yourself on him.
"Fuck- baby please let me touch you." He bunched the blanket in his fists, but when you said he could touch you, his hands were on your hips before you finished blinking. He clutched your sides and moved you faster, helping himself to some pleasure.
You kept the pace even when one of his hands maneuvered under your dress's skirt and found your covered clit. He applied slight pressure with his fingers before swiping the bud with a fast pace, making you gasp.
"Grind on me baby. Get all the friction you need." His voice had a sharpness to it, a growl- almost, and you were losing it.
"Dae- is it safe to do it here?" You managed with heavy breathing.
"Yeah, no one is here, do you want to?" His hand slowed down as he waited for your answer.
"Yes. I need you." You moaned. He chuckled before continuing his hand work.
"Alright then my love." He kissed your lips before going further.
WARNINGS: MENTIONS OF SEX, MOANING, DEGRADING, PRAISING, NAME CALLING, ETC.
AUTHORS NOTE: guess who has to go back to college...me :( i love college and what i do but it takes so much work, and even if this is the last you see of me for now, i have posts in my queue!! you'll see new works soon!
DAESUNG — PRAISING.
Okay...don't get me wrong, but he could never degrade someone. Daesung can be a sub or dom, but the only thing he refuses to do is degrade. Even if you are asking for it. Something about it seems so disrespectful and harmful, to the point where he fears it will damage your self-esteem (he has told you that you both can talk about it, but he doesn't actually want to). He's completely fine with teasing; in fact, he does it VERY often. But degrading is a whole different story. As for praising, he is so hot when he does it. Dae can be very shy, but the way he holds eye contact with you holds a special place in your heart. The closest he's ever been to degrading you was one time when you told him to call you a mean word in bed. He called you "his horny slut" but he couldn't keep a straight face and started laughing. However, he personally doesn't mind either if you're the one giving. Somehow, the degradation makes him cum faster; he says it's because you're a master at it. The praises will stick with him forever, though; he truly believes every kind and kinky thing you tell him while having sex.
SEUNGHYUN — BEST OF BOTH WORLDS.
I wouldn't say Seunghyun isn't interested in either of them; he just doesn't mind which one is chosen. His mood also doesn't matter whatsoever...as long as you're in the mood, he'll find a way to be with you, the way you like it. Tabi does not talk a lot during sex, but when he does, it's usually subtle words to match the mood. For degrading, he uses: "slut", "whore", and "dirty", but manages to always put "my" in front of them, so you know you're not just anybody to him. As for praising, Seunghyun uses short sentences like: "you're my good girl", "taking me so well", and "you feel so amazing". He does not mind the volume. Besides, you both are usually at his home or your home and couldn't care less about who hears. Although he's on the quieter side, he's always super close to your ear, or he's bending over you to make sure you can hear him alright. He may put up a "tough guy" demeanor, but deep down, he's always been afraid he'll say something that will potentially hurt you. If he sees you even a little bit close to cumming, he'll speed up and give you praises at the speed of light. He enjoys watching you get overstimulated on his dick.
JIYONG — BEST OF BOTH WORLDS.
Out of these 3, Jiyong easily has the highest sex drive. He can be horny anywhere and everywhere. Similar to Seunghyun, if you want sex, so does he. However, he's usually praising/degrading based on HIS mood. He's had a long day filled to the brim with people who won't listen? Yeah, you're getting the short end of the stick (& his long stick 😍). He is the kind of person who, when you accomplish something great or do something outstanding, he gives you the BEST treatment. Whether that be buying you gifts, taking you out for dinner, or eating your pussy for dessert. All I know is that he gives out praises like a fountain that's overflowing. Not to mention, it's so easy to fold with him since he makes direct eye contact with you when he says such nasty things. His favorite phrases include: "you're doing so good baby", "make yourself feel good", "my stupid slut", & "did I say you could ____?". When it comes down to the actual sex happening, he's much more incoherent when he's praising. His voice is a few octaves higher, and he's panting. But when he's degrading, his composure is pristine. He lives in a huge apartment, who really gives a crap how loud you guys are? He doesn't. And that's why he'll take you anywhere he desires.
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Pairing: jiyong x reader, daesung x reader, seunghyun x reader
Summary: a silly tiktok trend
Daesung: fashion and random childhood lore no one asked for
Daesung is usually quiet on social media, so you took it upon yourself to feed your boredom and his fans to some new content.
"Let's make a TikTok!" You exclaimed giddily. He looked at you like you grew another head.
"I'm good, thanks." He said, not really up for it. The thought of filming something and doing it all over again just for a 15 second clip is so taxing.
"Noooo, I promise you'll have fun!" You pleaded.
He whined and said, "I don't fee like dancing, Y/N."
"We won't dance!! We'll just do a few silly trends." You promised, with a smile on your face.
"A few??"
"Okay, maybe just two because that's all I can handle." You confessed and he nodded. "Alright." He shrugged. "What're we going to do?"
"I really want to do the Super Freak challenge thing." You laughed and showed him a few videos.
"Ooooh, so it's like random lore from like ages ago. I see that most of it is being sent to the emergency room or something like that." Daesung said, finally getting it.
"Yup." You smiled. "We'll do separate videos for it. I'll film you and you'll film me."
"Got it. You can go first so I know what to do." Daesung said.
Getting to work quickly, you gave Daesung your phone and he started filming. When the music began, you held back your laugh and started talking.
"One thing about me is that when I was 16, I got a part time job at a grocery store. It was a tiring job, but it was fun because every day is like a wild card." You started.
Daesung nodded intently. It was his first time hearing about this, after all.
"On a peaceful Sunday, my whole being shattered because of my co-workers. You see, I had to restock instant ramen noodles so I went to go and get it at the back room. When I got there, I heard some noises. I literally stopped in front of the door. I was scared to go in because it sounded like porn."
Daesung let out a laugh.
You laughed too, "I thought I could handle it because it's no big deal. It's normal to watch porn. I went inside and to my surprise, I saw my two co-workers getting it on. I was so traumatized that I just stood there. I didn't know what to do because I was only 16. My co-workers saw me and literally stopped. The three of us stared at each other. Then I said, 'I need to get some ramen' and then I just walked passed them and grabbed a box of ramen. As someone very awkward, I told them to 'carry on' before I left. So the next day, I quit my job. That's the story of my short career as a part time grocery store employee."
Daesung stopped filming and he couldn't stop laughing. "Oh my god! That's so traumatic!"
"Yeah, it was! Your turn!" You were very excited. You wondered what Daesung's secret lore was. He stood where you stood earlier as you took his place on the couch.
"Okay, I'm ready for my close up." Daesung jokingly said. You laughed and hit record.
"One thing about me is that when I was 6, we had family reunion at my aunt's house. My older cousins were all together and I wanted to be just like them. They did gymnastics and they were doing all these tricks. I wanted to impress them 'cause they were so cool so I went up to them and told them to see what I can do."
"Oh god." You muttered, stifling a laugh.
"I showed them a lot of different tricks. I did a flip and landed in a split. I wasn't supposed to land in a split, so when I did, I heard a few cracks. My cousins were shocked and stood there in surprise. I held back all my tears and tried to look cool. I even did a pose and tried to wink, but the pain was unbearable and I started to cry." Daesung said with a bright smile on his face as he told the story.
"Oh no." You giggled.
"One of my cousins, helped me stand up but my legs were hurting so, so bad. My mom and my aunt heard that I was crying so they went outside to see the commotion. My other cousin explained what had happened and my mom panicked and called an ambulance. When they arrived, I was screaming in pain. I was sent to the E.R. and my thighs were swelling and my mom created a scene. I was so embarrassed that I covered my face and then my thigh's muscle decided to strain. Due to my age, I was in sheer agony so I started to faint. When I woke up, it was already the next day and I was in my room with ice packs on my thighs. When it got healed, I never did a flip ever again." Daesung finished his story with a laugh.
You ended the video and uploaded both of your videos on TikTok and Instagram. You immediately got a bunch of notifications (especially from his fans) with funny comments to read. Many people even requested you two to do more.
Surprisingly, Daesung was the one who initiated your second TikTok. He wanted to try the random fashion one while you were out shopping. You entered a thrift shop and started filming each other. Like last time, you went first.
You stood next to a random rack of t-shirts and started walking as Daesung filmed. "Stop." He said.
You grabbed the shirt and laughed, "Oh my god. This is so 2012."
"You gotta get something to pair it with." Daesung chuckled. You both went to the pants section and you started walking.
"Stop." Daesung said.
You pulled out the pants and your jaw dropped. "No way! Can I try again?"
He shook his head laughing, "Nope! Don't cheat! Get some shoes now."
You went to the shoe section and you closed your eyes (as per Daesung's instructions). You held your hand out and hovered over the shoes and you began walking.
"Stop."
You opened your eyes and laughed. "What the actual fuck are these? Oh, god. I'm so getting revenge on you."
You went to shirt section again and Daesung seemed nervous.
"I'm actually scared."
"Oh, you should be." You joked.
He chuckled, held his hand out and started walking as you filmed the whole thing.
"Stop." You said
He grabbed the shirt and loudly said, "Yah, why is it like this!?!" He turned the shirt to show you and you laughed so hard.
"Bottom wear time!" You laughed.
You went to the pants section again and he started walking.
"Stop."
He grabbed the pants and sighed in defeat, "These are so ugly! Oh my god. I think they're too small!"
"Yeah, but you can't go again." You giggled at his misery.
When it was time to get shoes, Daesung said, "Make it a good one at least."
"No promises. Go!"
A few second later, "Stop!" You said.
Daesung groaned, "Jesus! They're in different colors too!"
"Ready to buy them?" You laughed, still filming him. He shook his head and playfully glared at you, "I hate this."
You laughed and he ended up laughing too. You ended the video, paid for the clothes, and went home. When you got home, you wore the clothes you bought and took pictures to post on your Instagram: new tiktok video coming soon x
"I really love doing these random things with you." Daesung chuckled.
"Aww, I love it too, Dae."
"I love you, Y/N."
"I love you more, Dae."
"I love you most."
Jiyong: suspect
You wanted to do a TikTok challenge, but you didn't know which one to do until you watched a few videos of people doing the suspect challenge. That's when you had a bright idea to bring in Jiyong with you.
"Why do I have to do this?" Jiyong sighed.
"Because it's funny and your fans will like it." You shrugged.
"And how do you do this challenge thingy?" Jiyong questioned with a hand on his hip.
"Basically just roast me and I'll roast you." You explained and he nodded. "Got it."
"How about I'll go first so you get the gist?" You asked and he nodded. You started filming and he starts jogging. "Suspect acts all tough, but relied on Youngbae to save him at school."
He stopped jogging and turned to you with his jaw dropped, "Oh my god. Shut the fuck up. My turn."
He turned the camera towards you and you started to jog. "Suspect orders a bunch of food and claims she prepares it."
You gasped, "That only happened once!"
Thus, began the back and forth banter.
"Suspect keeps coloring his hair to deem himself cool, but his hairline is receding."
"TAKE THAT BACK!!"
"Suspect says she doesn't need glasses, but she can't read from afar."
"I don't need them!!"
"Suspect acts all big to compensate for his short height."
"Fuck you, honestly."
"Suspect has a lot of junk in her bag and claims that she's sentimental."
"I AM!!"
"Throw the candy wrapper away, Y/N!! THAT WAS FROM TWO YEARS AGO!!!"
"Yeah, but you bought that for me from Japan!"
"Suspect wears my clothes just so people will compliment his fashion choices."
"GIRL, YOU DID NOT-"
"Suspect pretended to not know who I was when we first met."
"I WAS TRYING TO BE CUTE!!"
You uploaded the video and it immediately got a ton of views. You and Jiyong were actively reading the comments and laughed every time someone said something funny.
"I kinda wanna do a part 2." Jiyong confessed. "I had so much fun roasting you."
You snorted, "Likewise. Let's do a part 2 soon."
"Yes, please!"
Seunghyun: we listen and we don't judge (we lowkey do tho)
Your boyfriend was never chronically online. He never kept up with the latest trends and challenges so he was surprised when you asked him to do a TikTok with you. Usually, you'd ask your friends and sometimes, Daesung, to do one with you. He was so honored.
"So what'll we do?" He asked as he sat down on the floor, staying in frame as you set up your phone on the coffee table.
"We'll do the 'we listen and we don't judge' challenge. It's basically confessing your opinions or thoughts that you never told anyone." You explained, getting ready to start filming.
"Okay." He nodded. "You go first so I know what to do."
"Alright. So, we have to say 'we listen and we don't judge' together before every confession."
"Got it."
You started filming.
"We listen and we don't judge." You said in unison. "Sometimes, when I can't sleep, I pull up a PDF version of the storybooks I used to read as a kid and read to myself until I doze off."
"Oh my lord." He laughed. "Wake me up next time so I can read to you!"
"We listen and we don't judge."
"To get away from everyone, I tell the guys that I'm coming home early to hang out with you, but I just go to a samgyeopsal place to eat by myself in peace because I rarely have me time these days." He chuckled.
"You don't have to use me for your cover up." You laughed. "Just tell the truth."
"We listen and we don't judge."
"Sometimes, I tell you that I ordered something healthy so that I don't have to hear you nag about me eating junk." You said shyly and his jaw dropped.
"Are you scared of me?" He laughed hard and you nodded. "To be fair, you look like a meanie." You defensively said.
The more you did, the more judge-y it got.
"We listen and we don't judge."
"I'm not gonna say who, but I don't like that one friend of yours because she's fishy."
"We listen and we don't judge."
"I'm not a fan of your new cologne."
"We listen and we don't judge."
"Sometimes, when we go out with your friends and their boyfriends, I judge their boyfriends because I don't see them as a good fit for your besties."
"Oh my god, do you really?!" You laughed and he nodded, holding back his laughter.
"We listen and we don't judge."
"When I took your nephew shopping, he accidentally ripped the sleeve when trying it on and I told the saleslady that it was ripped and I blamed it on the previous kid who tried it on."
"My god, Y/N, that's evil!" He chuckled.
"I'm having so much fun!" You exclaimed happily.
"Maybe we should do this while doing skin care next time so it's more calming." He suggested.
"Wait, what do you mean 'next time'?" You eyed him.
He shrugged, "I like hanging out with you and I really liked this... activity."
Pairing: kwon jiyong x reader, daesung x reader, seunghyun x reader
Summary: a Sabrina Carpenter song that ties to your relationship
Daesung: Espresso
Being an idol, you had a tradition at every concert you have. You would sing one or two songs that's been stuck in your head the whole day. Today's your concert and the song that happened to be stuck in your head is Sabrina Carpenter's 'Espresso'. Who could blame you? It was catchy and the lyrics are kinda flirty.
You knew Daesung was watching in the closed off portion of the VIP section. He wasn't your boyfriend, not yet at least, but everyone was well aware that he was actively, loyally, and devotedly pursuing you. Knowing he couldn't handle his excitement for your concert on his own, he brought Jiyong along with him.
"Are you sure you'll be okay?" Jiyong asked when the lights in the arena went out. "Like, I can hear your heartbeat from here."
"I'm fine." Daesung waved him off, then he screamed at the top of his lungs when you came up on stage.
He was absolutely smitten with you and Jiyong made sure to get it all on video to show Youngbae and Seunghyun in the group chat later. A few songs later, Daesung's energy was matching yours. It was a sight Jiyong was surprised to see because that man literally sleeps at 9pm... and it was now 11pm.
"I've got a question for everyone." You spoke. "Are you guys getting tired?"
"No!!" Daesung screamed, holding up your lightstick.
"Oh, I can't hear you guys. Let me ask again, are you guys getting tired?" You asked.
"NO!!!!!" Daesung shouted at the top of his lungs and jumped up and down.
It was then that you saw Daesung and Jiyong. You smirked and walked towards their direction, "Ladies and gentlemen, we have guests here tonight! Two members from BigBang are here!"
Your fans screamed and cried when the screen showed Jiyong and Daesung on screen. Jiyong was his shy, giggly self and Daesung was waving excitedly.
You crouched down and said, "Dae, you have a lot of energy tonight." One of the stage managers handed him a microphone and he replied, "Yes! I'm a big, big fan!"
"He's been screaming and dancing the whole time!" Jiyong said into Daesung's mic.
Seeing it as an opportunity to introduce your last song syndrome, you slowly stood up with a smirk, "You seem to have a lot of energy."
"Yeah!" Daesung excitedly said.
"I think he took a shot of espresso before coming here, don't you guys agree?" You teased as the intro of espresso played.
Everyone screamed, including Jiyong (who was just plain and casual the whole time; not wanting to draw attention).
"Oh, I think that's for you, Dae." Jiyong smirked, catching on to your plans.
"I don't think so." Daesung shook his head. "It's just a song."
"~And I got this one boy, and he won't stop calling.~" You sang and the screen behind you showed Daesung, mid conversation with Jiyong. Jiyong glanced at the screen and began jumping up and down in excitement. He nudged Daesung and nodded his head toward the screen, but by the time Daesung looked, it showed you on stage.
"NO!!! It showed you, I swear!" Jiyong exclaimed. Daesung looked at him like he was crazy, but shrugged it off.
"Okay, Jiyong."
"~I'm working late~" You sang.
"'Cause I'm a singer!" Everyone sang in response, causing you to smile widely.
Daesung was showed on screen again and this time, he saw it. Jiyong nudged him again and said, "I told you!"
"~Oh he looks so cute, wrapped 'round my finger.~" You smiled and waved at him as you walked to where he was standing.
"~My twisted humor makes him laugh so often. My honey bee, come and get this pollen.~" You winked flirtatiously and gave him a flying kiss. The whole time, the screen showed Daesung's reaction and by the time you gave him a flying kiss, he damn near fainted. Jiyong had to hold him up and fan him a little bit just so he could stay awake and get through the whole concert.
When the concert ended, he and Jiyong went backstage and took pictures with you. Unfortunately, he didn't get to talk to you for long because you had to leave Korea immediately to go to the next country.
Daesung was still happy, though. When he met up with the guys the next day, he showed them your pictures together and Jiyong showed videos of Daesung being down bad for you.
"He nearly fainted when she sent him a flying kiss." Jiyong chuckled. "It was cute."
"I sent her flowers yesterday before the concert. I don't know if she got them." Daesung said. "There's a... special note there."
"Ooh, a love letter." Seunghyun teased.
Just then, Daesung's phone rang and Youngbae reached for it and said, "Oh my god, it's Y/N!!"
They all screamed like high school girls.
"Dae, answer it!"
"Accept the call or I will."
"It must be so important! What if it's a collab?!"
"Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god." Daesung whispered to himself before answering the call.
"Put it on speaker!" Seunghyun whispered. Daesung did as what his hyung said and put you on speaker.
"Hey, I just wanted to call and say that I got your flowers and your note." You said casually. "Thank you so much, by the way. I feel awful that I forgot to mention it last night."
"Oh, that's okay! You were tired and I would want you well-rested first and foremost." Daesung said with a smile.
You smiled and bit your lip, "Anyway, about the note..."
Daesung's cheeks turned red and he said, "Well, you don't have to mention it now. It's fine. You can just mention it when you come back to Ko-"
"Yes, I'll be your girlfriend."
Youngbae's eyes widened. Seunghyun screamed into the pillow. Jiyong's jaw dropped and he jumped up and down excitedly. Daesung froze.
"Y-You're saying yes?!" Daesung shrieked.
"Yes." You giggled. "Well, I gotta go now. I have to prepare for the concert. I'll call you later, new boyfriend."
Then, Daesung fainted for real.
"Oh shit!" Seunghyun said in the background.
"Dae?" You asked. "You still there?"
"Um, he'll call you back Y/N." Jiyong said sheepishly. "He kinda fainted when you called him your boyfriend."
"Oh my god!" You chuckled. "I'll check up on him later. I trust you guys to take care of my man while I'm away. Remember, my goal is marriage."
Jiyong: Feather
You and Jiyong have been best friends since you were children. Your friendship with him has stood the test of time as he became an idol and you became an actress. Recently, both of you were going through a breakup and being besties, you decided being silly together was the ultimate cure.
You rarely went on Instagram live, but when you did, everyone was present. You waited until a handful of people were watching before talking.
"Since you all know about how my relationship ended, the best way to cure heartbreak is by acting silly, right? That being said, I have my best friend, THE G-Dragon in my house!" You introduced.
He was dressed in pajamas (matching yours, of course) with a beanie on his head. "~When G.D.'s in the house~" You playfully sang.
"Ubermensch!" Jiyong exclaimed as both of you shared a hug. He pulled away and looked at the screen, "We're both going through something so, come and join our sleepover! Well eat, watch movies, eat some more, sing, dance, and read a few questions I guess."
"Yes! Feel free to send in questions or statements you wanna say to either of us." You said. "We want to be close to you guys."
Jiyong connected his phone to your Bluetooth speakers and played songs on shuffle. Both of you sang and danced like crazy, earning a lot of reactions from your fans. Both of you knew it would soon be viral later due to screen recordings.
Your phone was moved from the living room to the kitchen, the songs still being heard in the background. Jiyong carefully leaned your phone on your counter top's vase, angling it properly.
When he was done, he noticed a fan's comment about your relationship that made him giggle, covering his mouth.
"Oh my god. I just read the funniest comment." He cackled. You were getting ingredients to make cookies and said, "Read it!"
"It's about your relationship with your ex, though."
"READ IT, JIYONG!!" You exclaimed, excited to know what it was about.
"@ynstanforeverxoxo said: 'unpopular opinion, but Y/N shouldn't even cry about that guy because he treated her poorly. Like, he kept rejecting her and pushing her away. She deserves a man who gives the same energy like she does. Stay cunty, Y/N!' Your fans are incredibly funny." Jiyong chuckled.
"Oh my god. He really is an asshole." You said as you started baking.
He nodded, "Girl, I'm not gonna say I told you so, but I told you so." He grabbed a few chocolate chips and started eating them.
"Okay, enough about me. Read about your relationship next." You snorted. "Then, we're even."
Jiyong skimmed through the comments until he read one that read his relationship real good. "Daaang, I just got read." Jiyong laughed.
"Oh my god, spill."
"@jiyongieoppa said: 'jiyong out here picking girls who don't have the same life goal as him and he gets surprised when the relationship doesn't work out lmaooo i still love you jiyong but damn pls pick better ones'. I don't even know how I can get back from that." He laughed.
"You got read to FILTH." You laughed. "They're right, though! How many times do I have to tell you that you don't have to date the next girl you see because eventually, you'll find the right one."
"True." He nodded. "Oh! I forgot to tell you."
"What?"
"She called me." Jiyong said, you looked at him intrigued.
"And? What did you do?" You asked.
"Ignored it." Jiyong sad proudly. "I'm not crying about that anymore. It's tiring."
"SLAY!!! I love that for you." You smiled. "I did the same thing when he called yesterday."
Just then, 'Feather' by Sabrina Carpenter comes on.
"What a better way to celebrate! We HAVE to sing along to this because we're both free and cunty." You said.
"I agree." Jiyong chuckled.
"~Oh, it's like that. I'm your dream come true when it's on a platter for you.~" You sang, using a wooden spoon as a mic.
"~Then you pull back, when I try to make plans more than two hours in advance.~" Jiyong playfully flipped his imaginary long hair and rolled his eyes.
"~I slam the door.~"
"~I hit ignore.~"
"~I'm saying no, no, no, no more.~"
"~I got you blocked, after this, an afterthought.~"
"~I finally cut you off!~"
"~I feel so much lighter like a feather with you off my mind, ah. Floatin' through the memories like a waste of time, ah.~" You sang together loudly.
When the song ended, both of you felt extremely better. You placed the cookies in the oven and it started baking.
"While waiting for the cookies to bake, you want some ice cream?" You asked him and he nodded.
"Let's order pizza later." He said. "I've been craving for it."
"Sure!"
Jiyong answered a few questions until one question caught his eye. "Ooh, a controversial question." He said slyly.
"What is it?" You stood next to him, giving him his bowl of ice cream.
"There it is." Jiyong said. "@bigbangxyn asks: 'at some point in your friendship, did you guys have a crush on each other?? bc y'all look good together anyway'."
"Funny, we talked about this before." You chuckled.
"Yeah." Jiyong nodded. "We did, at some point, liked each other, but at that time, we didn't want to ruin our friendship so we kind of just... let it be."
"Yeah, and we said that if we were single at a specific age, we'd date each other and get married." You shrugged.
"Everyone's freaking out because we're so casual about it." Jiyong laughed. "Everyone wants us to revisit that topic."
"True." You chuckled. "Who knows, y'know? We don't know what the future holds."
Little did you know, Jiyong was already thinking of finally pursuing you.
Seunghyun: Coincidence
Going on a drive with Seunghyun is the most calming thing you've ever experienced. Usually, it'd be quiet and you'd talk about random things. Today was different. Whenever you'd go on drives, classical music would fill the car. For a change, you decided to play Sabrina Carpenter's 'Short 'n Sweet' album because it had been on replay on your phone whenever you'd go anywhere. Seunghyun didn't mind, though.
He nodded along to the songs and he'd sing a few lines or two with songs he was familiar with (Taste and Espresso). Your favorite song, 'Coincidence', starts playing and you squealed and turned the volume higher.
Seunghyun kept glancing at you in amusement. With the way you were singing the song with passion, someone would think it was something that happened to you and Seunghyun. When the song ended, Seunghyun asked, "What's it about?"
You looked at him in shock, "Oh my god. It's literally a love triangle if you listen carefully."
"Well, I couldn't listen carefully because I was busy watching the road... and watching you enjoy yourself with Sabrina's songs." He chuckled.
"Okay, so, it's a love triangle between Sabrina, Shawn, and Camila. Sabrina and Shawn were dating and apparently, Camila swooped in and stole Shawn from her. Get this: Camila and Shawn used to have an on and off relationship. Then after dating Sabrina, Shawn went back to Camila and they broke up again." You explained.
"That's... I have no words, truly." Seunghyun said. "Let's play the song again, so I can listen to the lyrics."
You giddily played the song again and this time, Seunghyun's ears were open. His reactions were so funny that you had to film them.
From then on, that became his favorite song too. You'd catch him singing it in the shower, humming it while he got ready to go to work, break out into song every time he hears the word "coincidence" in a conversation... it ate his brain, but you loved it. Sometimes, you'd hear him answering back to Sabrina.
"~The second I put my head on your chest
She knew, she's got a real sixth sense~"
"How many times does her name come up?!"
"~Now her name comes up once, then it comes up twice~"
You even have a favorite line he'd always say when the bridge comes on.
Pairing: Daesung x fem!Reader
Summary: You're still heartbroken over your ex even after three years, but Daesung has been nothing but patient and loving.
You hated yourself. You absolutely hated yourself for hurting Daesung's feelings. He assured you that it was fine and that it wasn't on purpose, but you still felt bad regardless.
It had been almost three years since you and your ex, Yeong-Jae, have separated. Though, it wasn't neither your choice nor his. Yeong-Jae had been diagnosed with cancer and the thought of losing him crept in your mind a lot.
Yeong-Jae was your everything. You were each other's first love and you knew that you wanted to spend the rest of your lives with each other. Unfortunately, fate wasn't on your side. The universe had other plans and it took the love of your life away from you. That day was the saddest, most painful day of your life. Your heart was heavy. After almost six years together, you didn't know what to do with your life. It was your first time, after a long time, being alone. Yeong-Jae cut off all contact with his family years ago due to a family dispute, so you never really spoke to them.
Knowing Yeong-Jae would've been sad to see you so lonely, you pushed yourself to slowly move on. It started with little things. You started cooking for yourself again, you would get up and shower, you'd go grocery shopping, you took yourself on a date at a new cafe because you didn't want to go to the cafe you and Yeong-Jae frequented, you stayed at public libraries to peacefully read your books, you asked your friends if they were free to hang out, and you buried yourself in your work to get your mind off of your loss. Despite doing those things, however, you still unhealthily text Yeong-Jae's number just to send him updates. It was silly because you knew he wasn't going to respond. You just imagined that he was too busy to answer back.
A year after losing Yeong-Jae, you met Daesung at a cafe. 'Ground Up Bistro' was a new cafe near your office. Curious, you went inside and you were hit with the smell of coffee beans wafting through the four walls of the quaint cafe. There were only a few people in the cafe. Two friends giggling in the corner, a student wearing headphones while reading a book, and a couple sharing a slice of carrot cake. You smiled to yourself when you saw the young couple, your thoughts immediately going to Yeong-Jae.
"I miss you so much, jagi." You sighed to yourself before walking to the register and ordering their special drink. You had always been adventurous when it came to ordering drinks. You were always fond of trying new flavors and crazy combinations. Yeong-Jae just stuck with his usual: iced americano. You would always joke that he's boring, but he'd laugh it off. You loved that about Yeong-Jae.
After ordering, you sat down and mindlessly scrolled on your phone. You left work early because all your tasks were done and you had nothing else to do. Thankfully, your boss allowed it. She was always very understanding and considerate. You looked up from your phone, thinking you heard the barista call your name. You stood up and walked to the claiming area and grabbed your drink... or what you thought was your drink. You felt a gentle tap on your shoulder and you turned around seeing a man with a shy smile, "I think you got my drink." He pointed at the drink and you glanced at it. Sure enough, your name wasn't written there.
"Daesung?" You questioned and he nodded. You gave him his drink and smiled, "Sorry about that."
"It's no problem. You must be Y/N, then? I got your crazy complicated drink." He chuckled. "It looks interesting, but I'm too scared to try it. I think I'll just stick with my iced americano."
As he handed you your drink, you froze. "Iced americano?" You repeated.
He nodded, "Yeah. It's my go-to drink. If I'm feeling a little adventurous, I get an iced latte. If I'm feeling extra adventurous, I get a brown sugar latte. Most of the time, though, I'm a boring guy."
Your heart couldn't help, but ache. He reminded you so much of Yeong-Jae. On the other hand, Daesung was absolutely smitten. He thought you were so beautiful in your simple office attire, half-tied hair, and minimal makeup. You were no model and you certainly weren't a celebrity, but Daesung didn't care. All he wanted was to be in your life forever.
Since that day, both of you swapped numbers and started texting day and night. To you, it was all friendly. To Daesung, it was his whole life. He was finally ready to date and he only wanted you. The rest of the band saw how smitten he was and they were very curious about the girl who finally occupied Daesung's heart and mind.
He did everything for you. He was there for you through everything. You weren't official yet, but you had already warned him about the baggage you had. You didn't want him to deal with it too. You kept telling him that and one day, he grew a little bit frustrated.
"Y/N, you always say that. Please understand that I'm not going anywhere!" He exasperatedly said, running his fingers through his hair. "How many times do I have to tell you that I'm here for you? I haven't left, have I?"
You looked at him from where you were seated, tears clouding your vision, "We don't know what the future holds, Dae. You could leave me one day because you realize you can't handle me after all."
"Please trust me." He pleaded. "Nothing you say or do can push me away. i know that something's bothering you. I know you have emotional baggage and I understand if you don't want to tell me yet, but I wish I knew just a little bit of it so I can understand you better."
He sat down next to you and cupped your face as tears cascaded down your cheeks. He wiped your tears away with his thumb and whispered, "I'm not a mind reader, jagiya. Please tell me what you're going through so I know. I care about you too much to allow you to deal with this on your own."
You closed your eyes and sobbed, "Yeong-Jae, leave me alone."
You felt his hands drop from your cheeks and you quickly opened your eyes. You realized what you had said, but it was too late. Your heart broke seeing the broken look on his face, "Yeong-Jae?"
"I mean, Daesung. I'm sorry. I-" You closed your eyes again and pinched the bridge of your nose. He looked away from you as tears flowed from his cheeks. Both of you sat in silence, crying for different reasons.
You cried because of a lot of things: you missed Yeong-Jae, you can't move on from Yeong-Jae, you liked Daesung a lot, you're scared that liking Daesung meant you're betraying and forgetting Yeong-Jae, you're hurting Daesung, and you knew it was time to come clean.
Daesung cried because of one thing: he realized that despite all his efforts, there was another man occupied in your heart.
"Dae." You croaked, your voice hoarse from crying. "Please hear me out."
He turned to face you, his eyes bloodshot and puffy. He wiped his tears away and nodded. It broke your heart even more. He still put you first even after hurting his feelings.
"Yeong-Jae, he was my boyfriend of almost six years." You started.
"Was?" He asked. You nodded, "He, um, he's gone. It's been a year since he died and I'm still terribly heartbroken about it. I miss him everyday and when I see you or when I'm with you, you remind me so much of him because you're so alike in so many ways. I truly didn't mean to hurt you, but moments ago, when I said his name, it was like I saw him instead of you. Then, I snapped out of it because how can it be him? He's dead."
You broke down. It was your first time finally admitting to yourself that Yeong-Jae was long gone. After all, you still text his number. You didn't want to lose him. Daesung sniffed and rubbed your back as you sobbed heavily.
You told him more about Yeong-Jae that night. He just sat in silence and listened, offering side comments to make things lighter. He watched you reminisce about the man you loved- love. Daesung knew better. He knew it wasn't the time to bring up your status. Instead, he kept an open mind and put himself in your shoes. After all, an almost six year relationship that abruptly ended isn't a joke.
You and Daesung became official two years after Yeong-Jae's passing. You loved Daesung very much, but Yeong-Jae was still occupying your heart and mind. Daesung knew that, of course. He was heartbroken about it. In truth, he was tired. Your one year anniversary as a couple is coming up and Daesung guessed that you two wouldn't make it. He never let it show, though. He was very good at hiding his feelings.
Sometimes, he'd hear you cry yourself to sleep. He'd turn to see you shaking and he'd just pull you closer to hug you. He's the best boyfriend you could ever ask for, but you didn't know how to exist without Yeong-Jae by your side. You were scared.
Daesung was at practice when you decided to keep yourself busy. You did a little spring cleaning around your shared apartment with Daesung. You got a little apartment near the cafe you first met. It's cheesy, but you needed to move out of your shared apartment with Yeong-Jae, anyway. You truly wanted to start fresh with Daesung and spring cleaning would help you.
Some of your boxes were still stashed in the storage room, so you decided it was time to unpack them and sort them out. You unpacked some of your clothes, photo albums from your childhood, your scrapbook, movie tickets from yours and Daesung's multiple movie dates, concert tickets from concerts you've been with your friends and Yeong-Jae, and many love letters from Yeong-Jae. He used to leave them in your locker for you to find. He was cheesy like that. You chuckled to yourself and shook your head. It seemed like a distant memory now. You placed the letters on the floor next to your other things when you see an unopened letter with your name on it with Yeong-Jae's handwriting.
"That's weird." You mumbled. You could've sworn you've read every single letter from Yeong-Jae. You carefully grabbed the letter and opened it:
"Dearest Y/N,
By the time you read this, I've gone to join the big man upstairs... or maybe I survived and I'm currently at work when you read this. If it's the latter, this is so awkward and I'll see you later, jagiya.
However, as much as I want it to be the latter, I know it's impossible due to my condition. I'm writing this letter to let you know that I've accepted my fate a long time ago. When I first met you, I was already sick. I survived the first time, but I guess I'm not so lucky now. Please don't blame yourself because I know how much you like to do that. You're probably thinking, 'if you hadn't met me, you wouldn't be sick again'. Y/N, I'd still be sick, either way.
As morbid as it sounds, I know I won't be alive by the time we celebrate our 6th year together. But please know I tried to fight. This cancer was just too strong; I'm sorry for being weak.
Since I won't make it on our anniversary, allow me to celebrate it a week early.
These 6 years with you have been the best years of my life. My family and I don't get along anymore, but you're the only family I need. Six years may seem short to a lot of people, but to me it felt like a lifetime. Thank you for giving me a lifetime full of love, laughter, and memories that I will forever cherish in this lifetime and the next.
I have so much love for you and I'm so happy to bring that love with me when I pass on. Knowing that I'll die with your love for me, makes me happy because I know I'll die loved. I know you have so much love for me and I know you have so much love to give. All I ask is for you to share it. I know it hurts, but I want you to find a decent guy who will love you as much as I love you. Please don't feel guilty about it. You deserve to move on. Please don't tie yourself to a dead guy. I'm very flattered, but you have to let go. Letting go doesn't mean forgetting me. I'll always watch over you.
If you don't find a guy for yourself, I'll send someone for you. You may know me as a lover, but I'm a pretty good wingman. Trust me when I say that the guy I'll lead to you will be the one you'll marry and I'll make sure you meet at a cute place like a bookstore or a cafe and he'll order a boring drink. Thank me later and I know you will.
When I finally rest my eyes, just know that I was thinking of you.
Yours,
Hwang Yeong-Jae x"
This letter was the only thing you needed to finally breathe. It felt like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. When Daesung came home a few hours later, you gave him a tight hug. Of course, he hugged back.
"What's wrong?" He asked, brows furrowed in concern. You shook your head.
"Nothing. I just wanted to hug you." You breathed. "I also just want to thank you for coming in the cafe that day."
Daesung chuckled and hugged back tightly, swaying you both back and forth. "It was weird. I wasn't supposed to walk in, but a voice inside my head told me to go in because it might change my life or something like that."
He pulled away to look at you and gently push your hair away from your face, "That voice was right. That unplanned cafe visit changed my life because I met you."
"I love you, Daesung." You finally said without a trace of hesitation. His eyes widen in shock. "I really do. Thank you for everything."
