Jun 1, 2023
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banning, minnesota
Ok so, instead of fuck, marry, KILL, this is Fuck, Marry, KISS: Dan-i, Eun Ho, and Prince Charming!
ABBY WHAT THE FUCK
YOU KNOW I WANT TO MARRY ALL THREE OF THEM WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME
okay, if I must:
Marry Dan-i, fuck Eun-ho, and kiss Prince Charming!
aaaaand i just had a mini heart attack
ITS NEARLY SIX O'CLOCK I HEAR MY PARENTS WAKING UP I HQVENT SLEPT SHITSHITSHIT
That's good for you banana!
MY FRIEND HAS LEFT ME FOR NORMAL PEOPLE
i am now sitting here in front of my computer in the dark muttering "cockblock o'clock" in a desperate attempt to say it correctly ten times fast and all i'm doing is looking and sounding really, really stupid
Dear person I’m jealous of
Dear Person I’m Jealous Of,
You know, part of me thinks being jealous of you is just the... the stupidest thing, but then the other part wonders if... if maybe it makes sense. I mean, he loves you. I don't think he'll ever stop, really. And now... now he doesn't even remember me. And I know he won't come talk to you, but he does that for you, because he's stupid like that. He thinks you won't be able to take it... You're strong. You were always strong. Stronger than I could ever even... try to be, and I think that's what he needs right now.
And I know maybe as you are right now you probably couldn't be that for him. You could be strong enough to handle seeing him, but he... I guess what he needs is something familiar, and there's not a lot left that can do that for him. You'd be the shock that he can't quite handle, rather than the other way around like he thinks. But I still, I always feel like... like if you were somehow... the way you used to be, or if he could go back... he'd do it in a heartbeat. No second guesses, no looking back... barely a moment to think about missing me. I feel like I'm a second choice, like he was only ever with me because he feels like he can't have you.
And that's not your fault. And I may envy you, but I could never dislike you... because you're a hero, and you're his first choice, and those are two things I'll never be.