This is so stupid I wanna kill mys- *gets shot by the "suicide jokes actually worsen the mental health" sniper before finishing the post* *the sniper realize they're not helping my case by doing that* *the sniper gets into dark magic and necromancy to bring me back and convince me to live* *is brought back but something is off* *doesn't do suicide jokes anymore and seems healed from depression but that makes me act widely different and the sniper is worried about me* *the sniper wonders if I'm really back or if they brought back an idealized version of myself* *the sniper falls into depression because they wanted to protect me but they ruined me even more instead* *doesn't understand why the sniper seems so sad so tries to act like I used to but everything is still off* *forces myself to make a suicide joke and the sniper breaks down crying and apologizing* *the sniper ends up killing themself because they couldn't handle the guilt* *is left alive grieving the one person who cared for and helped me the most but unable to express it because of the curse of my resurrection*
