#dev got fired

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i have such a bad migraine but am trying to fill out unemployment AND some applications for local museums / university jobs. but it is not a good vibe for this morning y'all. really just want to make some soup and lay in bed but my bank account says absolutely not

i'm supposed to be celebrating my graduation and being six months post op / cleared to go back to work but instead i'm crying every few minutes out of frustration that i got fucking fired

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i have a job interview today, send good vibes pls 🥺

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dev was fired

ha, so yeah. this week was phenomenal with the plagiarism of three of my fics, anon hate, and now being FIRED. sorry in advance for the rambling

i literally just applied for a position at another location for the bakery yesterday. i am moving to my mom's residence in the next state over since my medical expenses have become so much and my mobility has diminished. but now i will have little to no finances to move and have no job lined up

the company is telling me i can appeal the decision after 30 days and be deemed able for rehire. i am trying to get in contact with the other store i applied to, to see if there's any way we can maybe move forward despite this. because it's retaliation from my direct management here, i would swear by it

but yeah, so i have to put myself into that weird, rent will be late because i moved out / broke my lease, stretch the prescriptions i have until further notice, still provide necessities for my cats, and move three hours away by the end of the month situation. my insurance was cancelled the second i signed the termination papers and my upcoming surgery will have to be cancelled

i'm just...feeling so lost and beat down. i really don't know what's even happening right now. i just....yeah. there is absolutely no pressure at all, i promise you, but i'll be linking my ko-fi in case anyone wants be kind enough to toss me a few dollars. but i love y'all so much anyway, truly.

buy dev a ko-fi

the sheer support and outpouring of love in the wake of everything that happened this week has brought a smile to my face. i have so much love for y'all and this little community as a whole! droves of kind and loving people far outweigh the bad in my experience and for that i am grateful ♡♡

but i'll be taking a small break from being chronically online while i try and sort everything out as best i can (will still have access via mobile in at my new residence but need to get internet set up)

love y'all and hope the days are good to you ♡♡

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dev organizes before moving!

hello hello, i've been a little absent on the writing front as well as the interaction front but i am here when i can be! i have a few posts explaining the what's and why's of that here and here

but long story short: dev got fired and is moving states!

i have been jotting down scene ideas and some snippets while i pack and get my life situated to the new environment in which i will be living as well as navigating the unemployment process as well as job application for the new area i will be residing in

commissions are open and any help to make the move easier are not necessary but greatly appreciated!

in the meantime i have been able to:

finish this commission for a fluffy frankie {coffee and candor}

ideas and plot outline for {buckles and barley}

scene placement for the last chapter and alternative chapters for {by the grit of sandpaper}

working on the last two chapters + epilogue for {the melting point}

and working on my original arc for {of beskar and kyber}

internet is scheduled for installation in my new residence on the 1st, so i am at my apartment finishing up the semester until then. but i will be able to navigate things easier from that point on! living with someone will def take the strain of limited mobility and medical stuff off my shoulders and allow me to feel more like myself

love y'all and hope the days are good to you ♡♡

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finally have another interview on tuesday

pretty much applied to everything that isn’t fast food or stuff i don’t have qualifications for in the closest city and am now looking at the next one a full hour away 😅

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totally didn't have a mini breakdown about both how close and far my move date is last night

i am tired and sore from pacing around my room trying to take stock of everything i have and what i can fit into the back of the truck. i'll have to leave my loveseat behind and possibly my camping stuff. which sucks, but the stuff for the cats and clothing are the most important. everything else is just books and collectibles, which i do love dearly but aren't essential

all i'll have in my room when i get to ca is a bed and the stuff i left behind when i lived there last. just...it's all so mentally tiring when we haven't even booked the two hotels for the three day drive yet despite having the dates set in stone

my under the table job has closed for the summer, so there's no hope of making anything to help fund the trip between now and when i leave and that's....a lot to process. i cannot stand being so reliant on others for this particular move financially but it is what it is