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[merrymoon-stims]

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[theunconscious]

OBSESSOR

DID/OSDD ALTER TERM

Coined by: The unconscious/Lyre system (ANTI ENDO/TULPA/DEMO — TRAUMAGENIC ONLY) Obsessor An alter whose purpose is to obsess over something or someone. For us personally its usually because of a FP but it is not BPD specific.

[mentallyunstables-blog]

Being disabled means you're never enough. No task is done good enough or quick enough.

Your pain is expected to be pushed onto the back burner to simmer and sizzle until it spills over the edges of the pot.

Expected to disappear into thin air like a cold breath in the winter.

The shaking of your hands is seen as weak, attention-seeking, asking for help is an inconvenience that everyone will remind you of.

[ask-the-crayon-market-system]

That one time when Denmark cried over when he broke his Lego millennium falcon.  While everyone laughed at him drunkly. _______________________________________ Denmark:”HEJ LOOK WHAT I FINISHED JA?”  Everyone drinking in the kitchen: “what?” Iceland: “Gee, last time you were acting depressed now your uptown over Lego?” Denmark: “Oh shut your trap I spent 12 hours on this baby.” (he actually did.) Mathyas:”Oh let him be you guys.” Denmark:”You guys are so sneezy.” *walks away* *slips violently* *Insert a very broken lego millennium falcon* *insert Denmark having a breakdown* *laughing sound track from everyone* _______________________________________ -Cray (Host of the Crayon System)

[ayman-eckford]

DID life is...

Me: We need to make a video about dissociative amnesia. It's a popular topic….

Also me *found our video about dissociative amnesia on my channel. Actually one of our alters already made it several weeks ago*

[meefling]

Day 27 of Pride Month: taken hours before stomach was pumped full of mom food . Zack, 23, cis male he/him Pansexual, panromantic, poly . #pridemonth #queer #didsystem #didalter #didfictive https://www.instagram.com/p/CQpHSHXL1TY/?utm_medium=tumblr

[clearkneemomjeans]

I hate the holidays..

Everything that I consider my past is catching up to me. My mom, my friends, I somewhat remember having these people, having a life and body but yet it all contradicts to the here and now. I miss my mom, I miss my home, I miss my friends, and it all gets worse and worse around this time. I hate it. I want my life back. Don’t get me wrong, I love everyone in the system and whatnot but, I feel so lonely.

[ayman-eckford]

You are not responsible for your alters though.

You are not responsible for other alters feelings.

You couldn’t always control your alters actions.

You could ask but not control.

And sometimes you need help even with asking.

And, moreover.

You couldn’t even control your feelings and thoughts.

They are just there.

But you could influenced or made decision about your actions.

And yeah, you would make mistakes, your own actions wouldn’t be perfect.

Couldn’t be perfect.

This could be difficult to accept, but acceptance could help.

And anyway, this stuff is the only true thing about you and your System that I know for sure.

Just like it’s about me and my System.

There is the life.

Period. We just couldn’t change it.

-Abu Aziza and Abu Umar.