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I love you anti endo systems <3 giving all of you little kisses and pats. Especially you alterhuman/non human anti endo systems
We don't usually do comics but had to get this one out of our head
the lack of discussion about polyfragmented systems, especially very very big polyfragmented systems, is honestly really disappointing. like yeah we made that post about folks with infinite members and such but that is the only time we've seen something like that.
when all you see about your existence is how annoying or difficult or unmanageable it must be, it gets grating. we have NEVER seen a polyfrag post get anywhere close to our amount of members, because apparently anything over 1,500 is completely unmentionable. and even then, polyfragmented medians, spiritual systems, or people who have always been polyfrag are just not talked about.
our most modest estimate is that we have 100,000 members. our more accurate estimate is probably around 500,000. and there is systems who are WAY larger than this, somebody reading this is probably pushing the concept of infinity to a newfound limit!
outside of community spaces, the medical journals about polyfragmentation are so clinical, exclusive, and honestly inaccurate a lot of the time. there's more to multiplicity than just hosts and protectors and persecutors and fully-fledged people who can still somehow be boiled down to a convenient, palatable archetype. (i have thoughts on roles but that will be another post)
so many systems don't or can't have defined or consistent roles, origins, identities, internal communication, switches, structure, innerworlds, amnesia, opinions, etc (or have these things at all!!!) and expecting polyfrag systems to fit into the already narrow and stigmatized definition of what you think a system should be is honestly just plain screwed up.
this is messy and there's a lot more i want to say, but mecfs is kicking my ass, so...
to very large polyfragmented systems: please talk about your experiences. tag rambling highly encouraged!!!
If you have (or suspect) a CDD, please don't go out of your way on your own to try to unmask (DID masks itself so to unmask is to deconstruct barriers), discover alters, figure out who does what, map the system, or try to connect with others for the sole purpose of discovering more about yourself. I know there is a lot of content out there that says "journal all your alters and interactions and inner world and see who you meet!" but that advice can outright kill people, that is not something you do early on and especially not without a specialist to guide you through it.
When you break the dams you get trauma flooding. Content creators are often irresponsible in not disclaiming that, but it's especially true for cases with more severe dissociation. Let them exist, let them do their jobs, you don't have to ignore them if they talk to you, but holy fuck stop telling people it's okay to just try to figure that all out
endos are valid and always will be. kys you fucking stupid retard
No they aren't lmao.
Years of scientific research proves otherwise. Being a system is a disorder. You can't have the disorder without trauma.
Hiding behind an anonymous message to hate on a REAL SYSTEM is pathetic.
when you’re under a ton of stress then start to notice your memory worsen, your headaches becoming more frequent, and communication going nonexistent…
Being a polyfragmentation system feels like being in a discord server of a giant friend group where every single member has full admin access and some members secretly hate each other
reminder that you don't exactly need more trauma to split alters
the brain forms alters as it needs, if there is something that the system cannot handle or there is a gap in who is filling their needs then an alter can be split
every alter exists for a reason, even if it seems like there is none
(this doubly applies to polyfrag and autistic systems)
