#disheartened

[remyxavierr]

I've been applying to jobs since October. I finally, after 5 months of nothing, get an interview and then get emailed 2 days later that I didn't get the job. I feel like shutting down for a while. I'm just so tired of getting yelled at everyday, by managers and clients. I'm so tired of being told this is a professional workplace so you can't wear much jewelry or makeup or dye your hair, but you can for sure physically move moldy mattresses and mop up piss. 👍

[kentuckyfriedmegumi]

more megumi bc i still can’t focus

[asmallorthodoxblog]

Cast all your worries upon God, for He works on your behalf. Do not become disheartened and do not be troubled! He who searches the deepest folds of human souls knows your desires and has the power to free you from them, in a way only He knows.

You are to ask from God and not lose your courage! Do not believe that, because your desire is holy, you have the right to rebel; do not suspect that your prayers are not heard. God fulfills your desires in ways you do not know. Therefore, calm yourselves and call upon God.

-Saint Nektarios of Aegina

[hopelesslygaysstuff]

I literally don’t know what to do yall idk if I’m gonna find an internship or a job like… I just went to my university’s career fair and not a single booth there could give me any info on their design department. And also every job search forum or site I’ve been on has limited graphic design listings or they just don’t respond and I’m genuinely like… what the fuck do I even do?? Like I’m doing everything I can think of and it’s just not getting me ANY results and I’m genuinely getting more and more depressed every time I think about my future or a job bc I have no hope left at this point

[mybeautifulchristianjourney]

As the Deer Pants for the Water

For the choirmaster. A Maskil of the sons of Korah.

1 As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul longs after You, O God.

2 My soul thirsts for God, the living God. When shall I come and appear in God’s presence?

3 My tears have been my food both day and night, while men ask me all day long, “Where is your God?”

4 These things come to mind as I pour out my soul: how I walked with the multitude, leading the procession to the house of God with shouts of joy and praise.

5 Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why the unease within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him for the salvation of His presence.

6 O my God, my soul despairs within me. Therefore I remember You from the land of Jordan and the peaks of Hermon— even from Mount Mizar.

7 Deep calls to deep in the roar of Your waterfalls; all Your breakers and waves have rolled over me.

8 The LORD decrees His loving devotion by day, and at night His song is with me as a prayer to the God of my life.

9 I say to God my Rock, “Why have You forgotten me? Why must I walk in sorrow because of the enemy’s oppression?”

10 Like the crushing of my bones, my enemies taunt me, while they say to me all day long, “Where is your God?”

11 Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why the unease within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God. — Psalm 42 | Berean Standard Bible (BSB) Berean Standard Bible (BSB) © 2016, 2020 by Bible Hub and Berean Bible. All rights Reserved. Cross References: Deuteronomy 3:8-9; 1 Samuel 1:15; 2 Samuel 17:22; Job 3:24; Job 30:28; Job 35:10; Psalm 6:6; Psalm 16:7; Psalm 22:2; Psalm 42:5; Psalm 42:11; Psalm 44:24; Psalm 84:2; Psalm 119:20; Jeremiah 4:20; Joel 2:17; Jonah 2:3; Matthew 16:16; Matthew 26:38; Matthew 26:63

Psalm 42: The Importance of Confronting Yourself

[tributary]

it’s not like any of us can do anything major about it. but if you want a tumblr proxy war you’ll get one

[thedogslegart]

[thinkofitlikethis]