we get more anti-endo by day
wth do you mean by "wanting to be" a system?
we have been trying to survive, we are all desperate
our old host just spent 3 hours losing their shit
panic, anxiety, sleep paralysis, hallucinations, dissociating, passing out
we often have to remind them that we are safe, that the year is 2026, that we are loved and cared for now
dont get me wrong, im grateful for everyone, but it would be dishonest to say we never thought about NOT BEING a system
I DONT GIVE A SINGLE FUCK if you are lonely or what not
keep your obsession out our spaces
its already hard to get access to resources with all the ableism, WE DO NOT NEED your wishful thinking here
you CANT decide to be a system
being a system was the way our child self managed to survive
its not your roleplay show and tell oc competition