#feel lost

[iamnothingbutaconcept]

"It is true that we are all children of god; some of us are just born mangled and ruined."

[cache-e]

“I feel the loss terribly, like a fragment of my life itself. The loss of it is like my own death.”

Anaïs Nin, from Nearer the Moon: The Previously Unpublished Unexpurgated Diary, 1937-1939

[rocky2k12]

"Sometimes you need to cut off a little piece of yourself... no matter how much it hurts…in order to grow, in order to move on."

[yesthechaos]

[miniaturedelusionreview]

I often feel like I don't have a language. I speak Norwegian, of course, and I kind of have a dialect, but I don't speak this dialect fluently. I never did. I was not born around here, and I have lived in Trondheim, Alta, and Oslo. As a kid, I lived in Sweden. People are proud of their dialect and that they belong here, but I am not. I am a foreigner, and I don't feel like I belong. The smaller the place, the harder it is to fit in. I moved here to get closer to home, but I never felt more lost. I forgot that I never really liked the place that I grew up in. I just wanted to go home, but home to what? It was never anything there for me. The years roll by, and slowly, you get a bit rooted. It's nothing wrong with the place I live in. It's a nice place in many ways but when you haven't been able to create your own family and you end up alone out in the country, in a small place where most people have their gang, well, it ain't so fun. You don't speak the language, and you have no anchor... you suck at getting friends. You can only dream about getting a boyfriend. It's me, of course. Me and my ways. I end up living here on tumblr in English to get away from my dialect and to be a part of something bigger. In Norwegian, I am more or less mute.

[peach-paradox]

my honest opinion is that Johanna Barker should not marry Anthony Hope and I understand why she wanted to, but i do think after the events of the show with turpin dead, the last thing she needs is to feel like she belongs to someone again

i just want them to be travelling companions exploring the world together without anything binding them together too much

[anxietyqueenme]