a/n: intended lowercase, wk: 324, song is optional
warnings: angst, fluff, pet names (baby), mentions of being drunk, use of y/n
“i hope you’re happy- no you know what, i don’t hope you are. i hope you’re miserable just like me. i hate you. i hate you because i love you so much hollis.”
your breath hitched at the last sentence, mumbling and slurring your words leaving the message in his voicemail inbox.
not taking long for a response back from him, your phone buzzing underneath your thigh against the pavement of some random curb you sat at.
this is how you ended up in his passenger seat, head against the window. “i hate you hollis” you muttered with anger laced in your voice. “i know baby, i know.” was all he could say. he felt guilty, pushing you away, leaving you in the middle of parties for other people, he didn’t know what to say. he knew he couldn’t make an excuse to any of it.
“you don’t get to call me that anymore, you can call all the other people that.” looking at him, you didn’t want to cry but can feel the tears brim in your eyes. to make the situation even worse, ‘lover, you should’ve came over’ started playing on the radio. looking back out the window she begins to bite your lip
“stop that y/n, you’re gonna make your lip bleed” he says reaching over to remove your bottom lip from your teeth. wiping the hair from your face you turn to him “were they better than me? did they love you in ways i couldn’t?”
he sighs, feeling the pain in his chest from hearing the words come from your mouth
“it isn’t about that y/n. i promise” all you can do is cry, wiping your eyes every 10 seconds trying to stop the tears.
he pulls over on the side of the road opening his arms “come here baby, im sorry. i really am.” climbing into his arms and melting to his touch you just cry and cry.
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