I am almost finished with grad school. I never expected my time in the north to be so crazy and full of changes!
I am no longer Buddhist. I found that, even though I agreed with some philosophy (Madhyamika is the superior philosophy on the nature of reality), the ethics did not resonate. I am one of those people who believes that retributive justice is owed to anyone who is wronged in proportion to the nature of the wrong...if society and strength do not seek to make things fair, then adjudication by means of magick should be sought.
I have not talked about the nature of my paganism on here and how my vision of the earthly gods were more centered in the Norse pantheon... Well, I am a Gothi, that is a heathen priest-- I was chosen by my little group and trained with a Gothi to learn what I needed to learn.
I have found that Heathenry and Chaos Magick function quite well together. Part of me thinks about deleting the older parts of the blog, BoS...but it is fascinating for me to see how I have changed over the years and arrived at this point in time.
As a final little fact, while I will never reveal my face, I will say that coming to Massachusetts from Virginia was quite the change. I do not like the greater Boston area...but I would have been stupid to stay in the Mountains and skip out on an opportunity to go to Harvard...for free. If you wondered why I keep saying that I am coming back, but then school kicks my ass, that is why. IVY League Grad School is hard yo.
