#hate poem

[ibelieveinfairies425]

You are a bird,

You deny it, but you know as well as I, that it’s true.

Yet by some miracle, only I can see your feathers.

You are a bird.

But not out of beauty, and not out of grace.

Something more primal,

You do what it takes to survive.

You are a bird,

In the way that a vulture swoops in

To eat the remains of one whose heart used to beat.

You are a bird,

In the way that from the moment it’s born,

The cuckoo pushes the other baby

Out of the nest.

The bird who was laid, and hatched there.

Left to die.

Cold, alone, and broken, on the ground.

No one to tell its mother.

You are a bird,

But more than that,

You are a parasite.

[no-more-sweet-music]

There's an indescribable hatred in my heart for individuals who don't even acknowledge my existence most of the time yet when they do it's almost always in some sort of mocking or degrading manner. Though they probably forget these seemingly insignificant interactions – deeming them to an inconsequential joke – but their hurtful words will stay with me forever. My hatred only fuels my determination. I will be better them, more successful, more kind, more attractive, more intelligent. I will become everything they we're unable to achieve and maybe one day I'll make them eat those very words that they so carelessly spat at me.

[iloveducks796]

the other woman

the other people run circles around you as i cuck for you

as the other woman i clap as you win over me

i cry after you touch me

i cry after you choose her over me

i cry when you speak my name

i don’t do that anymore-

i may be yours but so are they

i beg you not to leave me while ignoring you

i know you said that for me

i only exist in glances in front of others

i matter but not enough for consistency or consideration

i matter late at night but not when they’re around?

i am sorry that i am not gentle enough

i am sorry i don’t have straight hair

i am sorry i’m not more lady like

sorry i am the other woman

do you miss me like i missed you?

did you really ever have love for me?

i cling to every word you speak

i am sorry that i am that easy to brush off

i am sorry i drink to cope with your absence

i still fantasize about you choosing me

i fantasize about you holding me

i miss your hands on my lonely body

their soft exterior with subtle calluses

i am sorry i lost myself in you

i am sorry i still imagine you over me

i am sorry i allowed myself to be treated like that by you

because i am the other woman

i know you can’t love her more than me

-jam

(image is from Pinterest—from black swan—)

[sxthee]

"I LOVE/HATE YOU"

A SCARIAN-THEMED POEM. BG PICTURE BY @cocoabats (post)[thanks to kunehokki for telling me the person ^^ xo]

[drowning-in-melancholy]

Myself and I

Walking in the border between divine and arcane

iam the forsaken child

the thunder

that never cracks

the shadow behind the light

a dreamborn god of fear and relief

a fire that never asks to be seen

call me madness

i’ll wear it like a crown

i've been called worse

the gypsy witch

with the marks

who never speaks

ah, but you see -

they never listened anyway

so i stopped talking

because the truth

would burn their ears to ash

if my mask ever slipped

but if it did

could we be ourselves?

you and me?

face frozen

death drpping from my eyes

watching the world go by

through whispers of my amber dusks

but i fear my soul

is a fading light

hardened by fury

if there’s a spark left in me

it flickers like a dying star

so if I vanish —

know it wasn’t surrender

i fought

but everything turned it's face

away from me

and the world already swallowed me up

and spit me out

and I was alone through it all

with my mask on

[lilifrozenintime]

we're an open secret

everyone knows I love you

everyone knows you hate me

everyone knows you enjoy our little game

constantly baiting me

egging me on

listening in for a chance to comment

or make one of your little faces

if I wasn't in love with you I think I'd hate you

your looks and words setting me on fire

like I do to you

[alpinecowboyy]

Ombre

I fluctuate; burning agonising anger—

Sticky, sweet like honey, oozing down your thighs.

Don’t talk to me, I’m empty

Don’t talk to HIM, you’re mine.

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Pretty little thing,

Sweet darling of mine-

Holding you close when I’m hot

Ice you out when I’m “not”

My double edged emotions

Tinged by YOU constantly.

27/05/2025-R

[alexithemiyatic]

I hate my sister

She is obnoxious

Contradicting her actions with her words

Delibertly striking when you're weak

Always trying to appear like the golden child

Acting like she is he most superb person in the family

Putting others above her and then complaining about it

Never having a voice yet always talking over others at home

Not keeping anything tidy and still pointing out your mess

Taking the attention she desires always

Not once having to live up to anyone's expectations

The wolf in sheep's clothing act that disgusts me

I don't hate my sister I loath her

I envy her yet

It would be my worst nightmare to end up like her

Because she gets all I've ever wanted

All I've ever worked so hard for

She doesn't realise how privileged she is

And still tries to downplay her special treatment

I hate my sister

Because she is all I'll never amount to

And she has all I've ever wanted

I hate

My sister