Apr 11, 2025
The devil couldn't get me so he made me clingy AND self-conscious
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The devil couldn't get me so he made me clingy AND self-conscious
I crave intimacy, but l don't want temporary people touching my mind, body, or soul.
love themed journaling prompts ♡
♡ where do u feel the most loved
♡ one trait about yourself that you love seeing in other people
♡ list the tiniest and ‚random’ things that somehow make u feel deeply loved and cared for
♡ a letter to ur future lover
♡ a letter from the perspective of someone whose madly in luv with u
♡ how can u use ur love language to show urself love?
♡ what romantic thing would u like to experience the most
♡ describe ur dream date
♡ list ur celebrity crushes / fictional character crushes and name one thing u adore the most about each one
♡ create a recipe for a self-love potion when ure feeling unwell about urself
♡ who have u loved the most in life
♡ make a tutorial how to treat ur heart in romantic relationships by ur partner
♡ which romantic relationship of urs do u regret the most and why, try to figure out why it didn’t work out
♡ what is one gift / item someone gave u / made for u that made u feel the most loved and appreciated
♡ describe how u want to feel for ur partner, how do u want them to see u
♡ if u had to write a novel about a person u loved, who would u pick and why? what would u write about them?
♡ what event/person from the past made u love the way u love today
Don't Look At Me Like That
Grumpy!Nick Wagner x oblivious!sunshine!fem!reader
DO NOT STEAL, COPY OR REPOST MY WORK AS YOUR OWN! - those who do will be reported and blocked.
Warnings/Word Count: brief angst, jealousy, r is a little bit oblivious, minor injuries, mention of alcohol, confession and PDA. r is a detective, mentions of smut, yearning. r is nicknamed Sunshine.
Summary: Nick Wagner has always been grumpy, ever since he was a kid, he's been grumpy. But something about you makes him smile. The way you greet him every morning. Before handing over a blueberry muffin from the bakery you go to every single morning before work. Nick has gotten tired of you complaining to Daphne and Morgan about your failed dating life. So he decides to take action, but what happens when you don't register that he's flirting with you for the past year and a half. Nick is on his last leg trying to get you to let him treat you right. So when you show about to a party at his house that's he's throwing for everyone, in a beautiful sundress, Nick can't keep his eyes off you.
Word Count: 2.3 k give or take
If one thing was for certain, it was that Nick Wagner was a yearner. Anybody could tell you that, that the grumpy captain, once he fell in love with something or someone, he yearned.
Now, Morgan was tired of him yearning for one of the new detectives that had joined months ago. Morgan and Nick's relationship was more like a fling because she felt like it was just about sex. So she ended it, he took it pretty hard, but he got over it. Morgan noticed how Nick had gotten nervous whenever you were around, how he would always find an excuse to be near you. Morgan and the rest of major crimes (she hoped) could tell you were clearly oblivious to how he felt and didn't notice the signs obviously. And Morgan was in fact tired of it so she came up with a plan.
In her defense it was a great plan, she knew you had just gone on some date that Daphne had set you up on. So all she had to was ask about your date, and get Nick's attention. Shouldn't be too hard right? She thought to herself while she got ready for the day.
"So, how did it go?" Daphne asked as you entered the bullpen. "Horrible, all he wanted to know was if I could put on sexy cop uniform when we had sex." You state as you hear Morgan's heals clicking against the tile. "How was the date?" Morgan asked sitting the the corner of Karadec's desk. "I'm never going on another date ever again, why are men so ughh." You groan as you set your stuff on your desk before refilling your candy jar with more of those lollipops that Captain Wagner likes likes.
"That bad, what did he do?" Morgan asks curious. "Asked if I could wear a sexy cop costume if we had sex, and if I could do it every time we had sex." You state not noticing Captain Wagner coming up behind you.
"Geez, talk about an asshole." Morgan states. "Then he let it slip that he was married and had like two kids, and asked if I was okay with being his side chick." You state making Nick frown.
You look up to see Captain Wagner towering over you. "Oh hi, didn't see you there." You state as you feel his hands brush across your hips.
"I saw how disappointed you were last night when my candy jar was empty, so I stopped by this morning to fill it back up." You state making him nod. "Thank you for doing that sunshine." He states as he leaves his right hand on your hip, before reaching over to grab two lollipops from the jar.
"How's your morning been?" He asks pocketing the candy. "Been okay, though last night made me wonder why I even try to date. I think I might be better off being single." You state before shrugging.
"How come you never get me candy when I'm sad that's your candy jar is empty?" Morgan asks as Daphne grins at how Wagner's hands are now fully grasping your hips, keeping you against his chest. "Because I'm her favorite, isn't that right sunshine?" Nick asks. "Technically, Daphne's my favorite, but you run a close second." You state making Nick pout. "That's mean." Nick states going to take his hands off your hips when you lean back into his hold.
"Not my fault, she likes me better." Daphne teases. "Though, this date you set me on was horrible." You interject getting Nick's attention back on you. "You went on a date?" He asks rubbing circles on your hips with his thumbs, neither of you noticing how Morgan and Daphne are grinning. "Yeah, guy was a total dick, wanting me to dress up if we ever had sex." You mutter before frowning when you feel Nick tense up.
"Asshole." Nick mutters. "It happens most of the time, whenever my date finds out I'm a cop. Either it's that comment or it's the comment of I probably slept my way to the top." You state your voice slightly cracking. "That one always hurts, because its not true." You stutter before turning the other direction and walking out of the bullpen. Nick doesn't even hesitate two seconds before he's trailing behind you.
"Walk him like a dog sis, walk him like a dog." Daphne sings. "So, did you see his hand placement?" Morgan asks. "I did, possessive much." Daphne states. "I mean, at least he yearns for her hard, its sweet." Daphne states as Morgan starts going on and on about how Wagner should just go for it, and ask her out only for Daphne to cut her off. "What if it doesn't work out?" Daphne asks. "He's probably scared to lose her. Not only would he lose her a partner, he'd also lose his best friend." Oz states.
Nick was following her into the family bathroom before she could lock the door. She let out a small scream which he muffled with his hand. "Waggy, you scared me." She stated as she felt his hands leave her lips before it traveled down to her hips. "Those men who think you're only a detective because you slept your way to the top are idiots." Nick states. "They are complete idiots if they think the only thing you're good for is sex, you don't deserve them sunshine." Nick states pressing his forehead to hers.
"Are you still coming over tonight, with Ingrid?" She asks. "Yeah, as long as you're okay with me spending the night." He states fighting back so hard to not kiss her. "I mean I wouldn't mind if you did, even though you lived right next door." She states softly smiling as she grabs ahold of his belt loops before leaning back.
"I guess, I'll see you tonight, Sunshine." He states as he goes to turn away. "See you tonight, be safe out there Cap." She states before standing on her tippy toes to kiss his cheek. She walks out of the bathroom leaving a stunned Nick Wagner.
Daphne finds you in the lounge panicking. "Yo, you good?" Oz asks handing you a cup of coffee. "I did something, and I left him in there." You state as Daphne just sits beside Oz. "What did you do? And more importantly, who did you do?" Daphne asks. "I kisses Wagner's cheek." You state suddenly causing Oz to choke on his tea. "He just looked so worried about me, so I grabbed him by his belt loops, got on my tippy toes and kisses his cheek." You stammer. "What did he do?" Daphne asks surprised by your actions. "I didn't let him do anything, I left the bathroom." You mumble.
"Wait, were you two the ones who were in the family bathroom?" Oz asks. "You took forever, men's bathroom is out of order and I'm surprised you guys didn't have line of people waiting on you." Oz states as he feels one of Daphne's hands travel to his thigh. You don't say anything before you leave the lounge. "Probably going to get lunch, it is her lunch break." Oz states. But you never made it to your lunch break as you got stopped by the flirty new rookie office David Turner.
She was just trying to get out of the conversation with David when he leaned closer. "So, I was thinking maybe you should go out with me." David states cockily. "I mean it would look so good for me if my friends found out I bagged a detective. What do yah say, sweet cheeks?" David asks not letting her get a response out before going on and on about how he could be so good for her. It was starting to make her nauseous.
Soto came into Wagner's office before glaring at him. "One of the new rookies, David Turner is flirting with Sunshine, and he's being completely inappropriate with her, and she's uncomfortable." Soto states as Nick gets out of his chair. "He's not taking no for answer, in fact he won't let her give him an answer." She states before continuing. "He's being real touchy, Nick, she's uncomfortable to say the least." Soto states as Nick takes off walking faster than normal. And instead of taking the elevator, he practically bolts down the stairs.
He almost runs into Oz before coming to a stop where this so called rookie (not for much longer if he had a say in it) was practically feeling up Sunshine, his sunshine. Before anyone could stop him, he was behind her, letting his hands find their home on her hips. She was tense as hell when she felt very large familiar hands on her hips. His lips pressing against the top of her head, but apparently David Turner turns his attention to Wagner.
"Oh hey Captain Wagner, I was just about to ask Sunshine her if she wanted to go out with me later tonight." David states not hearing the low deep growl that Wagner lets out stunning the entire Bullpen into silence as they all turn their attention to the scene in front of them. "Do you think you could, I don't know let her out a bit earlier than normal?" David asks grinning like there's no tomorrow.
"No can do Davis." Nick states. "It's actually David." David starts but gets cut off. "You see, Sunshine and I have plans tonight, and I don't really think its best if you try and ask her out." Nick states fully growling at this point. "Well she didn't say anything, so I don't believe you, besides she can do better than you." David states as someone mumbles "he should not have said that." "I mean I'm fresh meat, I can still get it up yah know." David states grinning fully proud of himself.
"I think you're done here." Nick states holding out his hand. "Badge, and gun please." Nick states. "You can't be serious, she's a woman, she's not even that good of a detective." David starts before continuing. "I mean are you seriously gonna destroy my future for some bitch." David asks making Nick crack. Before anyone can grab him, he's got you behind him and he's shoving David Turner into the wall behind him.
"Watch your fucking mouth!" Nick growls not noticing how Daphne and Morgan move you towards the opposite side of the room. "Wow, you really are crazy." David states only to get interrupted when he feels warm hot liquid run down his face. Morgan gasps as she watches Wagner punch David in the nose, so hard that there's a crack. That's when David's Sargent comes out.
"Captain Wagner, this is a surprise." Noalle Covanatich states. "Your rookie's done, he's sexually harassed and assaulted my detective." Nick states. "Which detective, if you don't mind me asking?" She asks as she holds out her hand for David's badge, duty belt, and gun. "Sunshine." Nick states quietly. "You're done, Turner. And don't even think about applying to another force or into the military because I will be making sure no one takes you." Noalle states as David storms off. "Have a good day, Captain." Noalle states as she turns and walks away.
Nick notices everyone staring at him. "What are you guys looking at?" He demands before adding. "Get back to work!" He growls before storming off to his office.
"That was so hot." You state suddenly. "It was so hot." You state as daphne pretends to fan you. "The way he just gently put you behind him, so you wouldn't get hurt when he slammed the man into the wall. I've never seen him so angry." Morgan states as she takes a sip of her coffee. "I'm gonna go check on him." You mumble walking towards Nick's office before going up the stairs quickly as you possible can.
You find Nick sitting at his desk, papers are on the ground, things have been clearly thrown about. Nick looks up from where he's seething before seeing you. He immediately rushes towards you before gently cupping your face in his hands. "Did he hurt you?" He asks checking you over. "He just kept touching me, and I'm glad you stopped him." You mumbled. "But you got hurt." You whine as you grab his bloody knuckles before grabbing the first aid kit off the floor and pushing him towards the couch in his office. Nick stumbles as you push him onto the couch, he looks up at you completely wrecked. His hair is all messy as you run your nails through his hair before sitting directly on his lap. "This might sting, but if you're a good boy, I might reward you with a kiss." You state.
Nick just watched as you patched him up. He waited patiently and quietly for his kiss. Once you were done, you looked up at him. "Can I have my kiss now, since I was a good boy?" Nick asks shyly. You nod before holding his injured left hand up before kissing his now patched up bloodied knuckles. You let his hand fall down to his side, when you feel his other hand cup your face. "I thought I was getting a kiss." He whines as he leans down, pressing his forehead to yours. "I did, I kissed your knuckles all better, you were a good boy. You are a good boy, Waggy." You state. "Can I tell you that what you did back there was so hot, it was sweet but so hot." You state but he cuts you off with pressing his lips to yours.
When he doesn't feel you kiss him back, he pulls away fucking scared that he's fucked up everything. He waits for you to say something, but all you do is full on straddle his lap, before tangling your hands in his hair and pressing your lips to his.
So this is way too long so I'm going to make it a short series.
Raven
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i always come back to you like a stray cat