Now that Iâve gone through the worst of my physical disability, and Iâm now receiving treatment, I wanted to talk about it since I couldnât really find blogs detailing their experience besides one that was like âit barely affected me!â (Good for you, lady, could you at least share the LITTLE BIT it did affect you?)
Now for some details (get on with it, Tasha!)
What I have: Hyperthyroidism
How it affected me: in every facet of my life, it became a mental disability as much as a physical disability
Symptoms: so many. Too many, and from what medical professionals told me, it can affect everyone differently. So hereâs what I experienced:
Severe anxiety (this manifested as imposter syndrome as I started a new job. Fun.)
Panic attacks (at one point I would have anywhere from 2-4, maybe more, per day)
Increased heart rate (resting and during light exertion)
Increased metabolism (was eating 4000 calories a day just so I could feel not hungry for 15 minutes, note how I did not say feel full. Weight loss is common for people but I am not sure if I did experience this.)
Muscle weakness (went from being able to squat 80lbs to barely being able to get up off the floor if I kneeled down)
Dry skin/scalp (idek with this one, it just happened)
Slightly itchy eyes
Hand tremors (especially if experiencing intense emotions)
Sensitivity to heat, sweating more easily (I am normally often cold and barely sweat even when working out)
Sleep problems/insomnia (worse than my usual coupled with ADHD. There were at least 2-3 nights I didn't sleep at all)
Light menstrual cycle (alarmingly light for me)
Thyroid gland swelling
My doctor detected it a year and a half ago, and sent me for a referral. I was pre-symptomatic at the time (besides the anxiety, that started around the same time). The specialist dismissed me fully from her clinic because I had zero symptoms.
Then last year I tested even higher (during the period where my anxiety became regular panic attacks). My doctor (bless her, she's the best) sent me for an EKG because I was worried about my heart rate. Fortunately that came back with no anomalies. But my thyroid levels (two of them, I think T3 and T4 but I may be misremembering) were 7x and 10x higher than they should've been, which explained all the symptoms.
Had to wait a month to get in with the specialist, but once I did I got medication and within a week I was already feeling better. It's been a few weeks now and I'm nearly 100%, at least in what I've seen so far. I'm working out again (though natural muscle atrophy has deteriorated some of my strength over 4 months), my heart rate is almost back to my normal resting rate, and most other symptoms are resolving. Based on the specialist's advice, the pharmacist, and a little looking online, the medication is supposed to start working after weeks or months. So I'm lucky. Even moreso that I didn't have even the basic and expected side effects (nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, itching/rash (although I did have two weird nights where I couldn't sleep because I was constantly itchy, but it didn't last)).
I'm still in recovery, but I seem to be out of the 'spoon theory' territory of any level of exertion, at least. I don't know if this will help anyone, I hope it does, but also if there's anything I didn't talk about (i.e.: how to cope with symptoms) feel free to ask in the notes or send me a direct ask.

















