#intution

[fortuneaday]

[enchantressiren]

❝𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐚𝐧𝐬, 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲.❞

What makes your future lover horny around you? (Detailed)

Masterlist.

Authors note,

Finding matching dividers and photos were a nightmare, unfortunately, but I also deeply missed my old theme.

Divider.

Pile 01. 

“You’re such a sweetheart, I wish I knew you before. I wish I waited for you instead of being in a relationship with her. I wished..” There are a lot of wishes from your future person and a lot of regrets from their past relationship. A lot of pain surrounds their heart, yet when it comes to you, their mind is crystal clear, and they know they are with the right person. You make them feel okay and safe and helped them understand their own emotions. A lot of healed energy and open-minded individuals here. I hear a lot of thanks from them; you also helped them realize their sexuality, yet you do not feel disgusted by them. A lot of them met close-minded individuals, and their minds have been accustomed to feeling ashamed and fearful about who they really are. You are their safe haven. 

Now, what makes your future spouse horny around you? A lot of things, they’re so romantically beautiful that my heart is fluttering for you. An immense feeling of serenity flows through me. 

The way you speak to them, you are always calm around them, and you speak/ooze elegance. Their hearts flutter, and this usually turns them on.

The way you command others to notice you, whether it is intentionally or not. You make others notice you so easily, which is also how you make your fp notice you or how your fp has noticed you. 

I see a scene where someone is wearing something that shines and makes others notice it. The outfit is your aesthetic; it doesn’t matter what it is. The vibe is this dark blue hue mixed with a saturated gray, but there is a spotlight on them. Everyone is watching their every move and cannot get enough of them. There are other socialites in this scene, yet everyone needs to notice this person. This is your energy, you steal others' spotlight, thus doing the same with your fp. Your dominant energy turns your fp on like a madman, and I can hear them masturbating while muttering your name.

Your word choices, your fp sees you full of richness. Your vocabulary is broad, and they think your intelligence is on another level. I see you saying filthy words to them during sex in a romanticized language, or your native language, and this is their killer. Their heart will beat like crazy, they will become sweaty and become aroused on the spot. Some will literally orgasm on the spot depending on their sex drive and yours (so this varies). 

This may seem normal to you, but to them this is.. Not sure how to explain it, but it is something else. Your healing nature is their turn on. So, as mentioned, their ex messed them up and there was a lot of toxic energy surrounding them with her (yes, regardless of their gender), but with you—it’s very healthy and romantic. For some reason (their words), it turns them on a lot. You could be setting up a boundary and explaining why, and their mind drifts to fucking you endlessly. Then they have to remind themselves to listen, and they will—every little word that comes from your mouth, the detail of where they are, every movement of yours, but ultimately go back to those thoughts. Again, this also comes back to your presence and how you make everyone drawn to you effortlessly. 

During sex, you tend to squirm around the person you make out with spontaneously, just something your body has been doing forever. For them, they find it adorable and cannot get enough of it. Some of you feel insecure about it, but you shouldn’t because it is one of their favorites. Now, it doesn’t necessarily turn them on, but it plays a part in your presence. Addictive is what pops into mind.

Seriously, your presence is incredible, so healing and nurturing and your presence itself is going to bring so many suitors into your life that you may feel overwhelmed. So make sure to tend to yourself and distance from energy vampires that will appear as your future lover; do not ignore your gut feeling or intuition around certain people despite how others speak kindly about them. Not everything meets the eye.

Your hardworking ability and determination are one of their turn ons. They have or will speak about this to their mother, hiding parts of their fantasy of you fucking them/pegging them endlessly while using a tie around their neck to control them but also choke them. A lot of rough fantasies, but aside from this. They adore how you work so hard to get what you want instead of projecting envious energy onto others and being bitter. Once again, this is normal for you, but for them and others around you, it is so refreshing. Also, they will peek around when you are working and admire your body and hope that you will not see them despite you knowing they are and accentuating your body for their eyes. 

Channeled song:

Climax - Djo 

✮ Masterlist.

Pile 02. 

With how you make them smile instantly. They have a rough and biker type of personality. Very heartwarming and soft with the right person yet so gruff. With you though, they are able to let loose, which makes it easier for them to show that they do become aroused by you. They have had instances where they could not or were not allowed by people they used to know. They have never been in a relationship, which has resulted in them being bitter, so do expect rough sex from time to time. I do find it ironic with how they have never had sex before, but you do teach them everything you know and they are able to adapt to the details and your body movement. 

You are an unbothered person and very laid back. They are someone who will overthink and let their insecurities interfere with their words, so sometimes they will try to assert their ‘dominance’ with you. The reality is: they want you to dominate them despite what they are actually saying. They have a lot of bratty energy, or scared bratty energy. Your unbothered personality turns them on and will make them realize they like being dominated, but it also pisses them off since they are used to others being intimidated by them and cowering away. 

They will become turned on by how you always wear something sexy or any type of accessory that is appealing to the male’s gaze, regardless of your and their gender. Something about them gets them going, and they will let you step on them, both metaphorically and physically. 

I see an image where someone is wearing red heels and clear stockings holding a baton as their lover's hands are tied with their used stocking after they came. And their lover is begging for them to touch them, but the person will not. The lover's main focus is their high heel as the image zooms onto it. Your fp main focus will be that sexy outfit or accessory whenever they can get their hands on you or if you are taking control. I feel a lot of vers energy despite you being prone to take the bottom role. I see them encouraging you and making you feel confident too.

This isn’t something that turns them on, but it is necessary for me to say. They love your legs. A lot of you feel insecure about it, and some of you feel shameful for not shaving your legs’ hair, but mind you, they will be worshiping your mind no matter what. If you were to insult them or your leg, expect them to drag you anywhere and kiss them so hard in an attempt to make a hickey but for it to fail miserably. 

Your tongue skills are to die for. The second you even mention oral to them, they will be aroused, and their heart will start to race like heartburn. Overwhelming sensations will drape around their body and make them into a mummy. This only comes down to when you do give them oral, as they will be your sucker. You could even bribe them or give a peace offering for oral and you will receive instant obliviousness or forgiveness. But they do know that it is their weakness, so they won’t be bothered or insulted by it. I see the both of you using this as a tease or a joke with others (when they become comfortable with the idea). 

I mentioned how they will worship you and have bratty energy, but I also feel toxic alpha energy. The meaning fits their personality when you meet and get to know one another but it is hidden perfectly. You will notice it and some of you will brush it off. They grew up in a toxic environment where toxic masculinity and misogynistic traits were normalized for them, and they believe it is their duty to do everything without getting help from anyone, hence the gruffness in their lovely personality. There are a lot of internalized misogynistic traits with them that they may project onto you, so when they do ask you out, make them wait for you for a few months or 1-2 years (depending on your gut feeling) and call them out for their behavior because it will be a toxic relationship if you do not. Calling them out makes them change for the better, so you can actually see the lovely personality I spoke of.

If you do make them wait, the relationship will blossom into something pretty.. Like a sakura tree. Their energy after they heal and are with you is so enchanting and soothing, it makes you desire to sit at a pond and read a book with one another while gazing at the clouds passing by. The breeze brushes on your skin, leaving a subtle chill, and their gaze from your body to your lips as you speak will send shivers both on your body. Their respectful movements with you will make you melt..

I could write a book on how beautiful the relationship will become, but that is for you to find out and for me to know. 

Channeled songs:

She calls me daddy - KiNG MALA

Sweet but psycho - Ava Max

✮ Masterlist.

Pile 03.

How many people do you have chasing after you? Your sex appeal is off the roof; I see so many people similar to a zombie horde chasing after you and begging you for your attention; the same goes for your fp. Some of you do manifestation techniques and affirm for sex appeal beauty, something about being sexy or being a queen/god, and an aura that draws people in and it’s working. This is how you will attract your fp. Some of you have met them and you know it’s them because you manifested them, and for those that haven't, they will come to you in April, May, June, or if you start to see things that have ‘’mars,’’ you are close. 

Now, what makes your fp horny around you?

They become aroused when you are boastful, cocky, and straight up arrogant. They remind me of a puppy, always following their owner, no matter what and always needing them. 

You have a seductive walk, you move and walk like a serpent. It’s silent, smooth, and confident, but you have this movement that draws its prey to you. I cannot explain the energy I am feeling, but I know that you know what I mean because you have been affirming it. 

You wear a lot of red and gold, red lipsticks, red eye shadow, gold suits, dark red suits, dresses that show a lot of skin, etc. You ooze the definition of sex appeal, and your fp sees it for themselves, and they desire for you to tie them up with red chains into your prey to devour. 

Is snakes your favorite or something you feel connected to? Your energy fits a snake in the best and worst ways. Meaning, you’re cunning as one but tantalizing as their eyes. You seriously pull people in, and I feel hypnotized as I do your reading. Your energy is secretive as a snake, but so open as the inside of their body when consuming their prey. You’re going to hypnotize them so well, and it happens accidentally. In that moment, you forget about your affirmations and techniques and meet them, even if you have met them (but you already knew that because it feels natural for you).

The way you move during sex. Your body movement is slow and smooth; your moves are sensual, as if you were a dancer for centuries. It reminds me of Egyptian belly dancers and their pharaoh would watch and enjoy. Your beauty and moves make them so horny that if you blew on their sensitive spot, they would instantly squirt.

You’re a secretive person, and you tell them small things about yourself, and they are itching for more. But the thing that turns them on is how you describe your past experiences, the words you use.. It is not meant to be suggestive, yet it is. 

Your tongue movement. You either lick your teeth sensually, flick your tongue, nibble or bite your lips, or do all of them and play with your hair in a subtle movement to make them notice you when they are busy with something. This catches their attention so fast and they will feel hot and bothered. 

Lap dances are your specialty, and if not now, in the future it will be because you wanted to tease them and be mischievous. Your lap dances compared to their last experiences always make them cum.. And it won’t even be 10 minutes in. And you will chuckle at them and play with their hair, and their cheeks will become so flushed they squirt.

There are so many things you will do that make your fp horny, but I have to stop it here because your energy is so strong that I felt like a sailor and you were the sirens singing to me and I was about to drown—I cannot write anymore (omg). Some of you have been manifesting for the ones I have written, and now that you have seen it, congratulations on your dedication and consistency for your desires. And to your fp, good luck to them because your energy—whew. 

Channeled song:

APT - ROSÉ and Bruno Mars

✮ Masterlist.

[cancerfairy]

𝐏𝐀𝐂: 𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠?

i feel like everyone’s been feeling the shift happening in so many different ways and i wanna bring clarity to those who’ve been wondering where this energy is taking them. i know i myself have been struggling so badly to let go of things. so to pick a pile take a deep breath and choose whichever one calls out to you. the piles start from left to right, 1-3.

disclaimer: this is just a general reading so if it doesn't resonate just keep scrolling! hope you enjoy <3

࿈ 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐈:

seven of cups rx - tower - ten of pentacles - five of wands rx- knight of pentacles rx - page of pentacles rx - strength rx - six of cups - six of pentacles - knight of cups — king of cups rx at the bottom

okay pile 1, i feel like, especially with this neptune in aries transit, you’re becoming someone who is starting to see things as they are. you’ve stopped being delusional and probably had a harsh reality check. no more frolicking in lalaland for you! a tower moment has come crashing down at your front door and the energy is thick; it’s now or never. you’re becoming someone who knows that endings have to happen for new things to bloom in your life. you’ve accepted that in order to rebuild, some things just need to go. you’re no longer accepting shoddy work or slow effort and no more amateurs! you’re tired of the stagnation and you’re tired of the boredom and procrastination. you want equality and you want to give to someone or something that is actually worth your time. you want things to be balanced and fair! you are becoming someone who wants and needs stability now. you need a secure foundation and a space for you to build something real. it’s been real slow for you lately and i’m seeing that others just aren’t putting in the effort that you’re putting in. you’ve been thinking a lot about the past and reminiscing on all the times things were slow or others didn’t meet you where you were. it’s caused you to become tired and made you feel weak. you’re exhausted from having to be the rock for everyone else. you feel out of control with your own emotions and you’re struggling to let go of the past hurts. you’re moving away from the drama and the stress into a space where you can follow your heart freely. you’re becoming someone who can fully tap into that love, but first you have to calm your emotions. you have the ability to create stability, but you have to find it within yourself. don’t suppress your emotions. feel the pain and let it flow through you. don’t try to control others with your emotions, just feel them and let them pass. the legacy and financial stability and security is waiting for you whenever you’re ready to let go. you’ll get through this pile 1, im proud of you!

࿈ 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐈𝐈:

seven of swords - nine of pentacles - eight of cups - death rx - three of pentacles - two of cups - queen of swords - seven of pentacles - four of cups rx - eight of wands - two of wands at the bottom

goddamn pile 2! i feel like for some of you this is about seeing the truth in someone’s lies and realizing you have the self assurance to leave and receive better but you’re afraid to let go (me too). but for the rest of you, i’m seeing that you’re someone who’s sick of lying to themselves and others. you’re seeing the truth of things now. you’re no longer avoiding it or running away from it; you’re staring the truth dead in its eyes and facing it. you’re becoming someone who is moving towards transparency now. it’s a time to confess your lies and release your guilt. in doing so, you’re becoming someone who feels confident. your self esteem is increasing and you’re embodying poise and self control. you understand it now… you’ve truly stepped into a sense of independence and self reliance. you’re no longer turning your back on yourself or others but you are walking away from things that don’t serve you. the deceit, the avoidance, the apathy, the boredom; you’re done with all of that. you want something more fulfilling than the way you operated before. you haven’t fully let go but you’re on your way. don’t avoid change even if it’s scary because i’m seeing it’s been keeping you stagnant but you’ll get everything you want when you decide to let things go and stop resisting the change that’s necessary. you’re becoming someone who wants to connect with others. you want a balanced and harmonious relationships with others. i’m hearing you may be becoming a better partner; better lover. i’m hearing you might’ve been emotionally unavailable and avoidant but now you’re ready to build trust, security and safety through co creation and authenticity. you’re feeling a strong urge to be honest with others and to speak your mind. you’re becoming someone who isn’t afraid to say it how it is! you’re going to become such a clear communicator! all you have to do now is plant the seeds and wait for the harvest. you’re becoming a person who can cultivate patience and learn to wait for your reward. perhaps in the past you’d get bored and give up mid way but i’m seeing that because you’re learning the art of patience, things are coming in fast. you are learning to take action and get things done. you won’t sit in the back seat and let things just happen and miss opportunities. you have the world in your hands and now you just need to look toward the future. you have everything you need! be confident, step out of your comfort zone and commit to a path. let your fear of change melt away because change is constant. you got this!

࿈ 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐈𝐈𝐈:

ace of pentacles rx - page of pentacles - eight of pentacles - three of wands rx - empress rx - the world rx - queen of pentacles rx - strength rx - knight of pentacles - seven of swords — ten of cups at the bottom

pile 3 you’ve been putting in the work non stop! i’m seeing you’re a hard worker or you’re becoming a hard worker. you focus a lot on the details of things and i’m getting that for some of you, you might really like your job but you feel like you’re just not getting what you deserve. you put all this work out and your payout or your rewards just aren’t coming in. you feel insecure or a lack of motivation to create new projects or just create in general. you had so much abundance of creativity but now it’s all kindve burnt out. i’m also seeing you’re not taking care of yourself in the way you need to. you need to nurture yourself and your creativity. i’m just getting a strong message of feeling burned out and just doubting yourself so much and feeling overwhelmed. it’s almost like you’ve kindve forgotten your worth just because you’re not getting the opportunities you want. you feel incomplete or you feel like something is missing from your life. like if you just had this one thing or this amount of money you’d be happy again. so for you guys im seeing you’re becoming someone who tries to develop a new skill. perhaps the old one isn’t getting you the results you want so you figure it’s time to become a student again. for some of you this is going back to school, for others it’s just picking up a pen and learning a new way to draw or pursuing a different career path. you’re becoming someone eager to learn and excited to plan! you have such a good eye for details and a strong work ethic that you’ll be great at whatever you choose to do. just make sure you’re consistent and not burning yourself out. i’m getting that you’re moving very slowly towards this with consistency. you’re really serious about whatever it is you’re crafting now. with all the pentacles here i feel like it may be something to do with your hands perhaps. i’m hearing “intricate” so perhaps some of you are making jewelry, pottery or something of the sort. either way, you’re becoming someone dedicated. you’re sticking to the plan and makin sure it works out and gets completed. this leads you to becoming the queen of pentacles! you’ll be able to regain that financial security and material stability that you were yearning for before. so much abundance will come in for you and you will be self sufficient and comfortable where you live. no longer are the days of feeling cold and dry in your body, home and creativity. you will get your spark back and find that whatever you touch turns to gold. you are becoming strategic and resourceful! your family life and relationships with others will greatly improve and i just get the feeling that there will be so much love and happiness in your life very soon. remember that you are smart, capable and abundant. your worth is not tied to material things. you are deserving of abundance and wealth but remember to plan and take a new route; you never know what’s waiting on the other side.

[princess4nastasia]

Who is your next partner? (Women/Feminine Version)

♡Pick-A-Pile♡

NOTES!!! : This is for people who are interested in women/feminine energy. Take what only resonates. This is a group reading and not everything will apply to you. This is only for entertainment purposes.

Pile 1 ༄.°

This person might be going through something when you talk to them. I feel like they’re not in the mood for interactions but they’re not the type who treats someone badly because they're in a bad mood. They’re not gonna make obvious facial expressions that you should leave them alone. They're good at hiding what they feel unfortunately. Somehow you feel that you know something’s wrong. You'll be nervous because you’re not sure if you should walk away because it's unclear. I don’t think this person usually acts like that. You just caught them at a bad timing/mood. They could be fighting with a friend/someone and feeling sad about it. You might’ve asked them “what’s wrong? ”and they will say “it’s nothing” at first. There might be an awkward small pause after, but then they’ll change their mind. They’ll open up on what’s going on and after listening to their problems. You will give them advice or an opportunity to vent. Maybe they just needed to feel heard and seen about their problems. You might think that you didn’t do or say much to help them but you being there and listening was enough for them. I feel like someone did them wrong. This person is sweet but the downside is that they have a hard time speaking up when someone treats them wrong. People think that their kindness is a weakness so people think it’s ok to treat them badly. The people have a mindset of ‘It’s ok if I treat them badly because they always forgive me in the end’. Another example is; if they expressed that they’re upset at someone, people will be like “You’re not as kind as you were before, what happened?”, “You’ve changed”, and “You’re not a good friend anymore”. But in reality, those types of people are just wanting to take advantage of their kindness so they can do whatever they want and not caring if they hurt them. You might tell them to leave whoever was hurting them or you will be the catalyst of their journey of healing/change. You awoke something in them. They’ll start to question themselves, seek answers, and go into deep solitude for self reflection. This person is worried that if you get to know them more, they’re scared you’re gonna leave them because they feel like their problems are too much for you to handle. I’m getting “Are they gonna get tired of listening to me?”. They’re anxiously overthinking. I feel like they won’t express themselves to the fullest because they’re scared that you’re gonna run away. They could have abandonment issues which is why I feel like they could be always watching your facial expressions and trying to read your energy. It’s like they’re in survival mode and constantly watching people's facial expressions so they won’t leave them. I feel like you’ll teach this person that real relationships don’t run away even if there's problems. You’ll be a safe haven to them. They might have brown hair, blue eyes, kind eyes, full lips, small nose, or thin eyebrows. For charms, someone’s grandpa could be significant. This could be during the summer time or when it’s sunny. For others it could be during the night or associated with stars. This can be in the winter too. It might be during the winter night when the stars are more visible. H or I initials or be in someone's/your name, a place, or someone’s grandpa. Someone’s Saturn is returning. It resonates with what I’ve said before, this person is maturing, self reflecting, facing karma and fears, and mastering themselves. That could be you also. For the Chinese zodiac dragon, born in the years of 1976, 1988, and 2000. Dragons are fearless, powerful, confident, intelligent, but could be unrealistic, frustrated, intolerant, and prideful. A muted purple color is significant. 

Pile 2 ꫂ❁

This person keeps to themselves and they don’t speak much. I feel like this person is intelligent and diplomatic. Just because they don’t speak much, that doesn’t mean they’re not good at talking. I feel like they have many thoughts in their head. They’re always thinking about something. I wouldn’t say it’s overthinking but more like noticing, observing, and internal monologue/dialogue. They could work in a field using their intelligence and strategy. This person is really smart and it may not seem like it at first. People could underestimate them. They could be in school or have a few degrees. They’re more logical than feeling. You will feel like they’re calming to be around. It feels like they’re a tree/log just existing being in the moment. Their stillness feels relaxing. This person feels mature and could be in a position of authority. They are well respected and known. But I feel like they don’t really care about popularity. They are thankful that they’re recognized for their work though. I’m not getting egotistical vibes so don’t worry. It’s more like this quiet confidence authority they hold and people feel it. This person could be a Capricorn. They are career focused and I feel like they don’t need to work as hard because this person is very smart but they can overwork themselves because they’re a workaholic. I’m getting Gemini energy here too. Ideas will pop in their head quickly. This person is gifted and talented, that they could own a business or be an entrepreneur. A Capricorn's life is busy and if they like you, they will make time for you and squeeze you into their schedule. But I also feel like you’re an independent person too. So it feels like a balance of the both of you doing your own things and not worried that you need to spend time together 24/7. I feel like the both of you guys enjoy having a mutual thought of being independent because maybe someone was in a relationship where their past partners needed their attention 24/7 and it was toxic. Past partners could’ve been needy, obsessive, codependent, controlling, and toxic monitoring. Because they’re busy, past partners were insecurely thinking that they’re not actually working and going off to cheat. I think this person got tired of being in relationships like that because their past partners don’t understand their work ethic and untrusting of them. They don’t like being distracted from their career. I feel strongly that if someone tries to sabotage their career, they will kick them out of their life immediately. They do not play about their career. In a snap and you’ll be gone. So it could be a while since they’ve last dated, if you ask their relationship status. Maybe they haven’t dated in the last 5 years. You could meet this person at a cafe or workplace. I’m seeing you guys shaking hands and introduce each other. This meeting will probably start off as professional then slowly moving towards a romantic relationship. This person is attractive so maybe that’s why their past partners were insecure. They could have wavy hair, round eyebrows, almond eyes, button nose, full lips, and a face shape like Ariana Grande. I think Ariana Grande is Capricorn rising so it aligns with Capricorn energy I was feeling before. For charms, we have a button and I feel like it aligns with the button nose. But I also associate it with a folklore/tradition in Japan, It’s when the school boy gives his second button to the girl he likes. Why the second button? Because it is said the button positioned there is closer to the heart. Basically giving their heart out to you. So this person could be the one who confesses to you first. For the calico cat, they have a bold personality, expressive, vocal, independent, affectionate, and playful. You could meet them in autumn and in a city. This person could be a Rabbit in the Chinese Zodiac. Born in the years of 1975, 1987, and 1999. Rabbits are gentle, considerate, diplomatic, artistic, but hesitant, use escapism, stressed, and indecisive. 

Pile 3 𓍢ִ໋🀦

This person loves to read and spend time where it’s quiet. Like at the park while hearing nature speak. This person feels for nature and has deep empathy. They love taking care of nature. I’m getting that they could live where nature and animals are around. Maybe living on a farm or a forest. I can’t stop hearing that they really love nature. They might advocate taking care of the earth. This person is caring, kind, and nurturing. They’re really feminine looking and take care of their appearance. They look like a doll with big eyes, pointed nose, rounded cupid's bow, and their upper lip is fuller than their lower bottom lip. They could have curly hair. They have a gentle and soft appearance to them, like a princess. Their style is long sleeves and long skirts. They could dress modestly. It sounds simple but for them it looks effortless and still stylish. They're minimalist but somehow their outfits are still well-put together. It’s like simple is best for them. This person could be close to their dad. I feel like their dad would tell them to watch out for terrible partners and to have high standards. It feels like this person is Belle from Beauty and the Beast and the crazy thing is that while I'm writing this in process, I’m playing a video in the background and I heard them singing Tale As Old As Time. You could meet this person at a library or somewhere that's quiet. They could be guarded at first or unsure. I feel like this person hasn’t dated anybody yet because they grew up hearing they should have high standards. They run a strict program so I hope you won’t mess it up. You better start reading up on how to treat them right lol, because you can't afford to mess up. This person is stubborn. So once they’ve made up their mind, you’re done for. Remember how I said that they’re like a princess? Well they like princess treatment too. But I’m not getting that it’s extreme princess treatment so it’s not anything toxic. I’m hearing you have to treat this person like a flower because they’re delicate. Their heart is full of love. They cry easily. They have high standards because they’re afraid of getting hurt. They have friends who tell them about terrible stuff their past partners did, so they’re scared. But I feel like you’re also full of love so you're an exception for them. They will notice that you’re different. Maybe you feel the same way about nature as them but more logical about it. Do you work in a field that helps the environment logically? If not, then the both of you probably share your love for the earth. For charms we have dad, so that is definitely a confirmation that they're close to their dad or it could be yours too. Someone has the initial R or has that letter in their name. Maybe their Dad’s name has an R in it. Someone has a Scorpio in Saturn, they’re able to confront their fears and karma. They will surrender pain and alchemize into empowerment and still share vulnerability. But in an unhealed version, they could be controlling, power hungry, betray, and have trust issues. This could also be when your Saturn is moving into Scorpio. It’s when you have to face your fears/lessons and transform that into power. Maybe you are scared to love or receive love deeply. For the Chinese zodiac, this person could be a Snake and born in the years of 1977, 1989, and 2001. Snakes are intuitive, wise, graceful, and analytical but could be jealous, suspicious, secretive, and possessive. The color pink could be significant.

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When happiness arrives, what fears come forth? (Very detailed).

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Pile I.

tw: suicidal thoughts, suicide, and triggering.

knight of swords reversed, queen of wands reversed, the wheel of fortune sideways, four of swords sideways, and chains.

When happiness arrives for you, you tend to allow your mind to drift away from the feeling. You do not allow your emotions to come forth, to show appreciation and gratitude for oneself and your hard work. Or how others helped you, how your intuition guided you, or how your religion helped you. Whatever the case is, you don't allow yourself to feel; you just go to the next situation like a horse would if they're running a race. You need to learn to appreciate the flaws that you have even when you get what you receive. Happiness comes to us in all different shapes and forms. For others it would be through success and money and it can also be winning a trophy. Even in my case, it is buying a book that makes me happy. In your case it's appreciating yourself for the little details about yourself, but you always nitpick every single thing, so how can you appreciate yourself? How can you enjoy the emotions and stay grounded if you keep sabotaging your happiness?

The fear that comes forth is a fear of sabotage. Now I understand that this sounds like, “oh, I'm afraid that if I sabotage so-and-so that I should be afraid of sabotaging myself instead, right?” No. The thing is that you have a fear of sabotaging yourself and then become scared that you're sabotaging yourself. It's kind of like making yourself the villain of your own story because you disrespect what you say and then nitpick and insult yourself in the past for the aftermath of now. Then when it comes to the future, you do it again in the same cycle that never ends. Think of the Wheel of Fortune. Not the tarot cards but the game—it spends each time someone spends it for the game but there are certain parts where there's a low income prize or you cannot get something out of it, it's the same thing like this: Each time you spin it, you keep making it hard for you to receive happiness because you keep expecting something new.

You cannot settle but you must settle. You must not think 'oh let me get this over with, let me go to the next thing.' You cannot go to the next thing, you have to settle down and feel the emotions. You also have an addiction to playing video games, using technology, or reading too much. Yeah, some of you are reading way too much, and you're procrastinating and sabotaging your other duties. You have to prioritize everything and keep it in balance. Think of healthy productivity. You cannot do everything all at once. You're limiting your potential, and you're causing yourself stress and this is the fear. This is the fear because you keep repeating your life on a loop and you don't take breaks. You must take breaks. It's okay to take breaks. It's normal to take breaks.

I know that you idolize other people, and you see, ‘oh they are so successful, so successful, so they must have been grinding the first time.’ No, they're not grinding so hard, they took breaks. Some of them may have not, but they have learned lessons to take breaks. You also see tarot readers who keep making posts, or they're doing paid readings, and then you feel jealousy because they're successful and you want to feel successful, but you cannot be successful if you keep at it. You're gonna burn yourself out and some of you are already burnt out as it is. You need to let it go, you need to let it go. You cannot go all the way straight in and do it—you must take breaks. Some of you even think that I grinded very hard when I did my readings, but I took breaks when I first started out.And then I became insecure and went at it, grinding so much. And I was not getting anything out of it. And now I don't grind as much as I used to. And I'm slowly going back into the same momentum as I used to. And seeing success slowly come to me. So it's a slow process. Everything is a slow process. You're going to have ups and downs all the time. But at the end of the day, you need to take breaks, and you need to prioritize yourself and take care of your emotions because if you don't and you don't surround yourself, you're going to burn out, and you're gonna quit completely.

You have two reverse cards. Honey, this is about taking breaks. You need that break. If you don't take that break, you're gonna get to the point where you're gonna start lying to yourself, you're gonna start causing trouble for yourself, and you're going to feel disgusted with yourself. This whole reading is that you need to learn to take breaks.

I know that when you have been in this mindset for so long that if you take a break, then you are not worthy of something in particular but in this circumstance you are worthy. And I know that you were conditioned to think this way and I'm sorry that you have. However, it is now your responsibility to take charge of your whole life and change your mindset because everything is about mindset. If you learn to nurture yourself, take care of your emotions and your mindset, then each time you do something simple like brushing your teeth or taking a shower, you are going to automatically thank yourself but it is going to be in your own way. But you have to start thanking yourself—you gotta become your own best friend, your own lover. Whatever you love, you gotta be that for yourself. You gotta stop loving things that are toxic. This is not for you. This should not be for you. This should not even be in your nature. You need to fuck off with those people that have treated you like crap, bullied you, made fun of you, conditioned you, whatever it is. Let them go. They are not worth your time. You are worth your own time. You have to respect yourself because if you don't respect yourself… you're gonna screw yourself in a pickle, and you're never going to return from everything—

People can burn out very quickly, but it's their responsibility to allow themselves to slow down and take a break. You feel guilt for taking a break but you should not feel guilt. Intuition tells me that “if you keep having this mindset where you feel guilty for taking breaks and you keep at it when you become an adult—not as of now, but like when you're in your 30s and 40s, and if you're in your 30s or 40s, then in your 50s and 60s. You'll come to the point where life has no meaning, and you will feel suicidal. You will feel so drained and exhausted. You won't think that life has meaning. You'll get to the point where you think that life should just be mindless, where you do a 9 to 5 job, where you don't do anything, and you're just... just like la la la, whatever, life is just life. You will become monotone and emotionless; you'll feel like you are devoid of your emotions. You won't feel anything and will literally chase to feel your emotions.” That is why I'm saying you need to learn to take breaks, and each time that you cannot take a break, remind yourself about this reading, or remind yourself of the time that you were burnt out in your life and how you allowed yourself to not feel burnt out anymore. What did you do exactly, how did you take care of yourself? You need to consider your past as the key to help you out with this notion.

You need to think of productivity as a reward system. Each time you're productive, like brushing your teeth or taking a shower, give yourself a small reward. It can be a cheat day. It could be one chocolate piece. It could be reading two or three chapters. It can be something small. And if you do something bigger, like finish your homework or finish two stacks of an essay or whatever, whatever. It doesn't matter. Give yourself a bigger reward. But it has to be genuine. You have to be genuine, and if you don't, you'll start to lie to yourself. And when you start to lie to yourself constantly, it's going to be so hard for you to get out of that cycle. Think of generational trauma. It's hard to get out of generational trauma because that is what you were taught and conditioned to have. So if you keep at it and if you have children, the same thing is going to happen. Do you really want your children to be like that? Or do you really want your future self to be like that? I don't think so.

You are at these pathways, there are two pathways… one is following what I'm telling you to a new path that I cannot spoil for you, and the other one is following your way that I can spoil for you, and it ends up with suicide. Now, I understand that the pathway I'm speaking about is very scary. I understand the fear of the unknown is scary as shitbags. But the thing is, if you follow the unknown, sometimes you're able to find lost roads. When you follow those lost roads, you come to a new place. Think about going to a new world each time. Each time you watch a movie or read a book, you are going to a new world (their world); you're experiencing the world that has a new path—your new path is your adventure. But the path that you're about to take is your demise. Is that what you truly want?

Intuition says, “I want you to think clearly about this. I want you to think rationally about this. I want you to think logically about this. I want you to think, think, think, think.” You need to really sit down with yourself and think. If you have to read this over and over and over and over until you're throwing up the words out of your head or whatever, do it. If you have to talk to yourself, talk to your comfort character, talk to your friends, or talk to someone that you trust then do it. If you have to vent to whatever, do it, but with their consent. That's your other problem. You need to respect other people's boundaries. You can't be entitled, you can be entitled to what you want, yeah, but you still have to think about other people's feelings. Be entitled to what you want, like money. Okay, money will come to you no problem, but if you're entitled about someone's feelings, it's not going to come for you. You're just being an asshole.

Intuition also says that “the wheel of fortune is in your hand. You can get the success you desire if you remove the jealousy and get forth what you want,” meaning that you have to do the work that you desire in order to get what you want. You cannot just sabotage your thoughts, sabotage your affirmation, sabotage subliminals, etc. You cannot do that. No. No, honey, you cannot do that. You're being a fucking asshole to yourself, and that's not what you deserve, okay?

Some of you are thinking that if you're a little bit harsh with yourself, you're being a cool person or you're being like everyone else—why do you have to feel like you have to be special? What do you gain from that? There's nothing. Everyone is special in their own ways, and everyone's special not in their own ways. Meaning we have flaws, we have two sides of us but also have many sides—it does not matter because the human mind is complex as it is. We are special in the things that we do and how we love ourselves, but we're not special when we don't love ourselves and we hurt other people. There are different hurts. You can hurt someone who's an asshole to you. There is no place for anyone to judge that because it's your experience, but if you're just hurting and bullying someone just for the fun of it, then you're not special at all. You're pathetic. It's that way, and I know for a fact you're not like that. I know for a fact that you don't understand boundaries because of a disorder that you have. I understand, I do. The thing and the reality is that you have to learn. You can learn by talking to other people, asking questions, looking online, and watching YouTube videos. You have to learn, you cannot disrespect people's boundaries and their feelings. You have to learn you're being unspecial, and I know a lot of you desire to be special, but the wheel of fortune is telling you to follow my path, but that is if you decide to follow it, and maybe if you keep following it and find different lost roads, eventually you'll find what you're looking for.

Intuition tells me that you're losing hope as you read this pac, you're feeling like life has no meaning again, and you're feeling a bit suicidal once more because it's not the answer that you seek. It's the answer that doesn't feel right to you, like everything has to work your way because you're manifesting it.

Intuition says, “I want you to stop manifesting for the things you desire and instead do the work. You're being lazy and unprofessional with yourself. You're being disrespectful to yourself. You can get what you want through manifestation, sure, but you also need to do the work. Because it's not physical work, it's mental work. How can you desire these affirmations that you keep affirming if you're changing your thoughts the next day? Why are you contradicting yourself? If you keep saying that you are successful and then the next day when it does not work and you say you're not successful, how are you supposed to manifest? You can't manifest then. To manifest is to affirm and follow through with your desires.” Meaning, if I were to say that I am successful for one day and then the next day and then the next and the following day and so forth, I will become successful. I will have the mindset of being successful, and I will gain it. But if I were to follow yours and say I'm successful, the next day I wouldn't, and the next day I'd get jealous and say I'm not successful. And then I say successful. Like, nothing's going to happen. There's going to be no momentum. Think of it with drawing. Let's say I’m drawing. And it's the first time I'm drawing. I'm not going to be good at it. I'm not going to be the best. I'm not going to be a beginner with it. I'm just going to make circles. It's going to look wonky. But it's not going to be that same momentum. And then the next day I draw, and then the next day, gradually in a month and a half or so, I'll probably get better; it won't be that wonky, but it's still not gonna be the best for my skills, and that's okay. But if I were to draw and do your method, I'd take a break because I failed. Then the next day, I would get jealous of other people, and then I would do it dry the same day, get angry with myself, and take a break again. That's gonna be the same thing. I'm not gonna gain anything.

Intuition says that, “I know you're triggered, but you must understand this is for your best benefit. You are being triggered for you to understand this world, to understand what you want in this world, and what your purpose is. Your purpose is to love yourself. Everyone's purpose is to love themselves, but they keep seeking other different purposes, and they forget one thing. It's to love themselves.”

You've come to a crossroad where everything I'm saying is very triggering, and you kind of just want to give up. You just want to forget about it, let it go, and make sure that it's something you never read before. You want to erase it out of your mind or whatever. But I'm going to be upfront, and I'm going to be harsh, and I'm not sorry.

If you keep allowing yourself not to feel emotions and allow yourself not to be triggered once in a while, you're going to get this mindset of perfection, and you're going to lose yourself. Each time you look back in your past, you will only see this perfect version of yourself, a fake, a mask, and you will never be able to tell the stories to yourself, to your children, or to whoever. If you keep lying to yourself about who you are right now and assume that you're perfect because of your stupid manifestation affirmations that you cannot even follow, then you are not going to get what you desire. You're not getting your success. You're not getting anything you desire. You have to do the mental work. If everything is about the mindset, then you need to follow through. You don't follow through then you don't get your success. You gotta stop being jealous. It's pathetic. I'm triggering you. I know and I have to trigger you. These are intuition words.

You have to be triggered. You have to be angry. You have to allow yourself to tell yourself that you're fucking scared like crazy. You have to scream at yourself, saying, "I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared. I'm losing hope. I can't handle it. I can't act. I can't wear a mask with other people. I can't say I'm fucking fine. I'm scared." You have to be honest with yourself and if you are not honest with yourself—you will kill yourself.

Is that what you deserve…..?

Pile II.

tw: a mention of suicide and death.

five of cups, six of swords reversed, and three of wands.

Did you recently lose someone who meant the world to you? It could be a child, a child that was not born yet, a family member, or someone you did not know but in a way you feel connected to. And when you lost them, did you feel like hope had no meaning anymore, that if you were to hope again, the same situation would happen? Whenever you think about happiness in your past, do you get stuck in the past? Think that it would have been better if you never met the person, never met your partner, or never met the one who caused you a lot of pain. A lot of you are blaming the person's death for your grief, you have to let it go. It’s not on them that they died. No one has control over their death, not even those who commit suicide. So you have to let it go.

Your heart is so heavy. There's so much emotional baggage. Each time I look at your heart as I try to channel your energy for this reading, I keep seeing shards of glass illuminating, but there is only darkness surrounding it. And each time I try to move around to see the light, maybe in hopes of seeing if there's something more inside the shattered glass heart. But when I open it in my mind, there's nothing but a withered rose. There's so much pain in your heart. And you feel like if you were to love again, if you were to have another child, or if you were to meet someone new, that pain would come to you.

Everyone in this pile is afraid of love and happiness. Not romantic love, but emotional love. When you give your heart to someone each time, it seems like the world puts you at a crossroad and makes you have a decision whether or not to save them or yourself. Meaning, if you were to save them, you would be grieving as you are now. But if you were to save yourself, you would be able to let go of the past and how they are dead now and move on with your life. Moving on with your life does not make you a bad person. It does not make you evil. And it does not mean that you are betraying or abandoning them. It just means that you're doing justice for yourself. And the five of cups wants you to do that. It wants you to let go, let go of the suffering, and allow yourself to feel like it's going to be okay. Because it will. Not only is tarot saying it, but my intuition as well.

When I told you that everything was going to get better, that my tarot and my intuition even said so, ironically, I flipped the card and you got six of swords reversed. And I know that the intention on this card is not the best, but your life is kind of upside down as it is. If you really think about the card and you learn about it, you'll realize that it's giving you a warning. But if you read the energy of the card and you combine it with five of cups, you're gonna see that there is nothing for you to worry about. There's no need for you to cause yourself pain, to allow yourself to drift into worry. You don't have to make a deal with the devil in a metaphorical way. You don't. You just have to let go and allow yourself to heal. Because intuition says this card means a slow healing. And I know that healing takes a long time, but when you heal, you learn that it's okay to let go, to abandon who you once were, and to find someone new. And when you understand that who you are now is who you were meant to be and that if you allow yourself to keep growing as a person, you'll find beautiful flowers already planted in your heart that were never discovered. Because now I see the shattered heart that was illuminating the darkness—there are flowers, pretty flowers growing in the dark. They're protecting the heart, and it's rising up. But the illuminating glass is showing a door out, a pathway for you. So in a comical way, yes, the card is necessarily right in the generalized way, but energy-wise, it just means that you're learning to solely heal as you read this pac.

You're like water in a glass. Sometimes it will rock. If you move it, sometimes it will stay still, and sometimes it'll rock when it stays still. Healing is a slow process. It's exhausting. Sometimes it feels like there's gonna be a lack of progress. Sometimes you have to stand your ground with your inner thoughts. Sometimes your inner thoughts are not your friends, and sometimes your inner thoughts are your friends. You're gonna have to figure out what inner thought is yours and what inner thought is your pain, grief, or traumatic voice.

When I said that tarot and intuition say that everything is going to be okay, the three of wands confirmed it. And it was also when I shuffled my cards, it popped up. It showed up immediately. But when I channeled it, it proved my point and it's gonna prove their point. If you look up the meaning, basically, it literally explains exactly everything that's gonna happen to you. But if you're curious, that is, then look it up. Otherwise, I'll give you a summary. I don't wanna spoil everything for you, because I feel like if I did, it'd be kind of boring for you. So I know you guys are like this spontaneous gremlin that craves excitement for every single thing, and when there are spoilers, you kind of become bummed out, but then you like get yourself back up and boom. It's like you're very moody; you kind of remind me of Bokuto from Haikyuu.

Basically, when you follow this advice, intuition says that you're going to start traveling, not physically but mentally. You're going to travel to different sections of your past, learn lessons, and teach yourself how to be gentle with yourself. You're going to travel to your past and ask yourself what you're seeking. You're going to allow yourself to daydream. Some of you are super realistic, and now you're letting yourself be stuck in your head. Some of you even shamed yourself for being stuck in your head or others, but now you're learning that it's not a bad thing, it's actually a very beautiful thing. All of you are actually going to become self-assured with yourself and have this strong sense of love for yourself. You were so afraid of love for the longest time, and now that you are able to—almost all of you are healing yourself as you read this. It’s like your brain is changing its gears in your mind. The energy right now is so beautiful. I'm really happy for you.

Some of you prayed for this. Some of you seek an answer. Some of you just told yourself this is never going to happen. You're not going to get your answer. Some of you don't even believe in this stuff, and it appeared for you. That's what I'm saying. It's meant for you, and this energy is so beautiful.

The gears in your head are shifting, and you're going to… also for those who are not in a relationship, you’re gonna fall in love with someone so genuine. It's going to feel like a fairy tale; it's gonna feel like Prince Eric from Ariel, but like the best type of way, and you're also going to become like an angel, both metaphorically and not. Meaning that you're going to spread your wings and find your desired job, your desired career, and the things that you actually want to do. You're going to follow through no matter what, you're not even going to look back, but physically you're going to—

Think about that illuminating cracked heart (again) made of heart glass.. there are so many flowers right now it's literally packed, and what I meant by physically is that your energy is like the heart but protected with flowers—that you're gonna have this energy that you're just like so.. you'll be people's angel. Angel on their shoulder. I know that some of you don't believe in angels, but I'm serious. You will be their angel on their shoulder. You're going to become their comfort person. You're going to be comforting. You're going to make people feel safe. You're going to make people feel relaxed. You'll actually change people's lives with the careers that you do. Some of you will also become tarot readers too, or if you're thinking about it, do it. Don't look back. We all start somewhere. If you don't write a lot, that's okay too. If you write a lot, that's okay too. It does not matter. Do it.

But one thing is tarot wants you to understand that when the love comes to you, not romantically, but when the love comes to you, just accept it. You can be scared. You can let the doubt come. It doesn't matter. Just accept it. Say, “I accept.” That's all you have to do. Because it will take the biggest weight off your shoulders. You're still going to worry. But this worry is not a bad thing. Think about the past before you got scared of this stuff. You may have been worried about your job, school, people, how you're gonna talk to someone, homework, an essay coming up, etc., right? But now you're worried about the good things that are happening. Do you see how much of a change that is?

I understand how scary it is, but at the same time, you're not scared about anything else other than the good love coming to you or happiness coming to you. In a way, that kind of relaxes you because everyone desires good love. Everyone desires happiness. But you're getting that, and you're scared of that. And even when you're scared, it's still going to come to you anyways, right? So there shouldn't be anything to worry about anymore.

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✨ If You Recently Saw 111/11:11, This Is Your Message ✨

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You've been thinking about something over and over again lately. Maybe it's a decision, a person, a dream, or simply the question, "Am I doing the right thing?" If you've recently started seeing 111, this message feels like confirmation that you're not crazy for wanting more from life. You're not meant to stay in a chapter that you've already emotionally outgrown. Someone reading this has been feeling strangely disconnected from things that once brought them excitement. You may even be wondering if something is wrong with you because what used to motivate you no longer does. But this feels less like losing yourself and more like shedding old skin. You're changing, and change often feels empty before it feels exciting.There's also a strong feeling of wanting answers right now. You want to know when things will happen, how they'll happen, and whether you're making the right choices. But Spirit keeps showing that you're trying to solve the entire puzzle while only holding one piece. You don't need to know the whole story yet. Your next step is enough.

Sme of you have been silently grieving a version of life you thought you would have by now. A relationship that never happened, a place you thought you'd be living in, a career you expected to have, or simply the version of yourself you imagined years ago. There's sadness here, but there's also acceptance beginning to bloom. Life isn't over because things didn't happen according to your timeline.111 is also coming through as a message to stop putting your life on hold. Stop waiting until you're prettier, richer, healed enough, or until someone finally chooses you. You're allowed to enjoy your life now. You're allowed to buy yourself flowers, start that project, travel, laugh, rest, and make plans without waiting for someone else to join you.

For some, this number appears because a new opportunity or new direction is slowly approaching. It may not be instant, and it may not look exactly how you imagined, but something is opening. The old path isn't closing because you're being punished. It's closing because you've already learned what you needed there.

And weirdly enough, this message keeps repeating one thing: stop assuming that because something hasn't happened yet, it never will. You've been interpreting delays as denials. They aren't always the same thing.

If you've seen 111 recently, perhaps the Universe is simply saying:

"Don't give up on your life just because it doesn't look like everyone else's. You're entering a chapter that requires faith before proof."

(Take what resonates and leave the rest.)

Divider by @uzmacchiato

[amora2larkspur]

CAN YOU TRUST THIS PERSON?

Hey love, Amora here. Today's reading is about whether you can trust this person you have in mind. We are dipping into their mind enough to understand how they perceive this connection and their intentions with you and this connection.

So choose one of the options down below 👇 use your intuition to choose, you know it's yours when it hits home. Don't forget to let me know whether it resonates with you by liking, sharing and commenting on the post.

Enough with the rumbling, let's get started!

!!DISCLAIMER: LONGER THAN MY PREVIOUS READINGS!!

PILE 1

THEIR TRUE ENERGY

They are coming off as someone who is curious and wants to explore the nuances in this relationship. They are fascinated and they want answers. It's like they have discovered something new that made them feel things for the first time, things that they never expected, they wanted to know more. They are here to learn and connect with you so that they can have a name for this curiosity and the eagerness they feel with wanting to know you. They are coming off as someone who is passionate, ambitious and open to new things in life. They are easy to get along with, they talk a lot and like to share their passion with others. Their ideas are fascinating and complex and simple at the same time. Youthful and social, always surrounded by a group of admirers and friends.

HOW THEY PRESENT THEMSELVES TO YOU?

Nurturer, affectionate, caring and supportive. They present themselves as someone who is loyal and would drop things just to be by your side at the time of crisis. This is not an act but a genuine urge to care for you. They are someone who is sweet, would listen to you, like truly listen to you. Like asking them about anything you said months or years before they would accurately, word by word repeat what you said at that time. They are good at remembering things that you said, like, dislike and love. They have a tiny diary inside their mind with your name on it, filled with things about you. They are diligent and careful. Promise made, promise kept. With them life is something which is beautiful regretless how much it toast you. They give you strength and courage.

THEIR INTENTIONS IN THIS CONNECTION.

Their intentions in this relationship is to give and receive, especially love. They are here to stay in your life in a meaningful way, for them this connection is worth having life long. You are someone whose presence gives value to their life and they are trying to do the same to you. I'm seeing them working to have a better, honest connection with, it is not easy but they trust you enough to try and open themselves further with you. And they appreciate when you do the same with them. They feel like it's just them, or just in their head.

HIDDEN MOTIVES AND OR SECRETS.

They are at a crossroad about a choice that they have to make when it comes to this connection. They don't feel comfortable about crossing certain lines and limits that they placed on themselves in this connection but it's getting harder and harder for them to not cross, it is mainly a protective measure that they have. The more they are with you, the more that they contemplate that choice of wanting to cross the barrier. In this connection they are mainly going with their intuition rather than heart or mind. They themselves don't know certain aspects of this connection, and also the future with you. For them it is unforeseeable and scary, but they are ready to push through it as much as they can.

WHAT YOUR HIGHER SELF SAYS ABOUT IT?

this connection is a home for you, you feel real and authentic and you can feel the acceptance and love to be you unapologetically. You see them in every walk of your life, being their supporting and celebrating you. This person is your soulmate, your soulmate tribe. With them you are getting closer with yourself and your higher version, your vibration is rising and you feel like you are brand new. They are here to challenge you and raise your vibration. Every conflict would reach a conclusion with them, in a good and healthy way. The relationship you have with them is not a one time thing, this connection is karmic connection, life time after lifetimes. You are their home and they are to you.

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TRUST THIS PERSON?

Balance. You will reach balance and you will experience a shift in your energy that makes you more adventurous and courageous. This person is a mentor for you in many things in your life, they will be for you and guide you. With this person, you will leave behind your old self and home and step into this new life and new prospects. They will influence you in a good way. Make you an active participant in life. Your inner child is blossoming beautifully.

GUIDANCE FROM YOUR SPIRIT GUIDES

You are called to work on your insecurities and fears that are chaining you down, in this connection that would be the biggest point of conflict. You will be challenged to deconstruct the conventional beliefs that are limiting you. You will be provided with alternative perspectives and arguments that are going to challenge your position with the beliefs you hold and also your identity based on those beliefs.

PILE 2 

THEIR TRUE ENERGY.

They are coming off as someone who is generous and kind. They are one to help others in need and everyone goes in time of need. They come off as someone who is selfless, almost like a saviour. People always have something nice to say about them. They are a well known name in your community or group or institution. They are the number one student and exemplary employee and admirable leader. They come up with pans that are agreeable for all sides. But when it comes to you specially they are trying to win you over with their good reputation and kind gestures. I'm seeing them helping you behind the scenes. Spending time with you and teaching you tricks and feeding helpful information. Their intention is to help you and be close to you. 

HOW THEY PRESENT THEMSELVES TO YOU.

Intellectual and competitive. Someone who is full of ideas and new ways of interpreting things. Great thinker and flawless executive. Someone who never backs down on their ideas and projects, good at convincing others. Always has a smile and is reliable. Knows about everything that is going around, every gossip to rumors to valid significant information. 

They present themselves to you especially as someone you would ask anything, they will give you the relevant information. They may be cryptic but honest. They won't give you things straight but give you enough for you to figure it out on your own. 

THEIR INTENTIONS TOWARDS YOU.

Their true intentions, let me be honest without sugarcoating, is to get over their heartache. Currently they are going through a tough time in their life, they are deconstructing their entire life and beliefs they hold. Which is painful and heart wrenching, they have lost a lot through this deconstruction. You are something that gets them out of this state of mind, that is not a good place to be. You are a wonderful and healing distraction for them, it kind of makes them feel normal and carefree. With you they feel like living and breathing in the fresh air. They need this connection in a way that is painful and sad. 

They are never going to bring the stuff that is happening to them to you, because you are an angel and paradise for them and they don't want to mess it up with their own tragedy back home. In case you feel like they are hiding something for you, this is why. 

HIDDEN MOTIVES AND SECRET.

Healing and escaping, as said before they are trying to run away. And you are the person that they are running to, because of you and the healing and calming effect that you have on them. With you comes peace and rest. They don't have to suffer, they can live and be free. The monster in the closet stays in the closet. Nightmares become beautiful daydreams. With you facing the inevitable seems easy. They need a strength outside for them to evoke the strength within them, and your strength does that to them. You are home to them, a safe space where they can heal and love safely. A place they can explore themselves with the monsters chasing them. 

WHAT YOUR HIGHER SELF SAYS ABOUT THIS.

This is going to be a lot harder than any relationship you had, not because it's a toxic, red flag filled relationship. But because it is genuine but at the same time quite difficult to understand what is going on this connection. The kind of hardship that this person is going through is hard and cannot be pushed out from them. So it demands patience and resilience. This is delicate but not toxic. It's beautiful but painful. This relationship demands a lot of work from both sides and it is worth putting in the work because of the love and healing this connection gives to both of you, it's a safe space not just for them but for you too. You are becoming more and more expressive and more and more open. This connection is purposefully slow so that both of you can feel and create a love much deeper and freer. 

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TRUST THEM?

It's going to be overwhelming because of the paradoxical nature of this relationship. You would be placed in a position to choose between connection and other things in your life. As I said before, this is a kind of relationship where both of you have to work a lot both with yourselves and the connection. So you will be faced with options of choosing to walk with or stay with your fears. This connection is transformational and transcendental. It will make you face things that are in the closet. Nevertheless everything is about healing and finding a place in this world where you call it your own. 

GUIDANCE FROM YOUR SPIRIT GUIDES.

Go ahead, your spirit guides are  giving you a green signal there. Every relationship in this world has its ups and downs, so does yours but the difference is while you go through these ups and downs the heart grows fonder and strengthens the bond. 

You will find a place in this list of happy ever after stories. So don't worry too much, everything is fine. Just let yourself be in this relationship and enjoy the present. 

PILE 3

THEIR TRUE ENERGY.

They are someone who has a lot of burden, they have a lot in their pocket.

Their energy is coming off as someone who is filled with desires to know where they are going. They seem like a person who will do anything to be recognised and successful. They are ready to get their hands dirty if it's required. They always have a motive and always have a plan in whatever they are doing. They might come off as someone who is reckless and carefree but they are intentional and well planned, every step is measured. They embody trickster energy so well. They are so much more than what you see. They are deceiving and addicting.  A beautiful nightmare. Their connection with you is not innocent and pure, it has its purpose which is beneficial for them. Unpredictable, is what they are. It is hard to know their purpose since they are very good at distracting and deceiving. They hold a lot of secrets. 

HOW THEY PRESENT THEMSELVES TO YOU.

A busy person, they present themselves as hardworking, diligent and important. They are always on the phone or working on something. They are someone who does a lot of things at the same time. They will surprise you with gifts and events. They will always be ready. They will do anything to swoon you over. Make you forget yourself in their constant praise and surprises. They will go by anything you want and anything you need. They will also keep you guessing about their next move. 

Despite all of this you might feel like you are on the edge, liking walking on the egg shell. Because you don't know when things you do could offend them. So you always keep on asking for their approval and validation. Because you feel like they are the best things that happened in your life, so you don't want to sabotage it.  There is happiness but not without price with them. 

THEIR INTENTIONS TOWARDS YOU.

Their intention is to have fun, they like how you look on them. Once the interest and spark is lost, they will walk away, from them it's not exciting. Commitment is not their thing. They are wanderer, always looking for the next best thing that excites them and makes them look their best. They care more about their image than this connection or you. You must be something that highlights their ego, it's always them. 

Love is just an empty cup for them, they are incapable of loving others because they love themselves with power. They are looking for power not love, so whatever makes them feel power, they will appreciate it and do it, if it makes them a loser it will set them off. In a connection they need to be the superior person, they need to be the authority and you have to cater to their needs and wants. 

HIDDEN MOTIVES OR SECRET.

They are in this for money, power and superiority. They are materialistic and that is how they treat this connection, a materialist gain or power that gives them the ego boost among their peers. You are the price. You are the trophy. You are meant to be a thing not a human with feelings. You are something they show off, like a hunter showing off his conquest. 

This relationship is so much based on the extreme of patriarchy. Toxic masculinity and toxic femininity. This connection is much based on rigid gender roles and expectations. Respect comes from how much you can submit to their control. (This is toxic)

WHAT YOU HIGHER SELF SAYS ABOUT IT?

You are a free soul, you have so much to explore and experience. But this is not it. You deserve so much more than this. Your inner child needs healing, there are issues that have made you feel like you are defective and broken and in need of saving. And somehow this connection is going to be it.

Sorry to burst your bubble, it's not. You are not being saved in this connection, you are just giving your control over your life to another person, because you are afraid to take responsibility for your life. It's easy when others make decisions for you, because you won't be at fault. But there is always a price for all these things. You are resisting the inner transformation. It is easy, if you are not taking responsibility for your losses right?. No.

The answer is a big NO. 

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TRUST THIS PERSON?

You will repeat the same cycle again and again, from your parents to your siblings to your past partners to your current one. You will always play the victim. You will alienate yourself from your authentic self, this becomes a caricature that will speak what is being told, do what is being told, always doing the expected and never be enough. Always seeking approval, appreciation, attention and love from the outside, because you fail to cultivate from inside. You don't give yourself love, attention and nurturing until someone from outside says you can. 

You are deserted inside, empty and thirsty for you and your love. When are you going to quench your thirst? 

GUIDANCE FROM YOUR SPIRIT GUIDES.

You need to step up for yourself. Just because others in your life failed you, doesn't mean you have to fail yourself too. You have so much to live for and so much to love for. You have so much resentment towards yourself. Because of not being enough, not being the best, not being someone everyone is proved about. You have to constantly prove yourself and be perfect in everything. Pleasing others is how you can afford love, attention, recognition and love. 

But this is slowly eroding you. Poisoning you to a dead sleep that you cannot wake up from. Give yourself a chance and believe that you deserve love and attention and recognition without you having to kill yourself for approval and validation from others. 

Affirmations

 I NOTICE ME.

I APPRECIATE ME.

I RECOGNISE ME.

I FORGIVE ME.

I APPROVE ME.

I LOVE ME.

I AM ENOUGH. 

That's all for today's reading, I hope it helped you, so see you all soon. Bye 👋 

[ouranious]

Betrayal.

Kinda want to test my intuition. Comment and I’ll reply with literally whatever comes to mind and let me know if it resonates or not.