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•august 16th 2019 update•

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Astro’s Jin-Jin

Genre: fluff

Word Count: 393 words

Requested By: @kpopcinnamonswirlroll

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      It’s snowing again. A dark and dreary day accompanied by heavy snow isn’t unusual, but it’s still disappointing. With a sigh, you continued staring out your bedroom window at the gentle white flakes falling down in sheets of despair. Your boyfriend was supposed to be coming over today, for a “lovely day out”, but instead it would be a day trapped in. 

    Rolling your eyes you grab your phone from the bedside table and make your way to the living room. Unlocking it you find the only contact that matters, Jinwoo’s. You called him hurriedly, knowing that despite his age and maturity level, he lacked common sense. You didn’t want him getting trapped outside somewhere during the storm, which sadly had happened before. 

   Like always he picked up on the 3rd ring. 

“Helloooo?”

“Hey, where are you?”

“On the way over!”

“Please say you’re in a vehicle...”

“Would that make you feel better?”

“Jin-Jin!” You exclaim.

“Listen, traffic was awful! By foot is quicker!” 

“It is literally negative 12 outside. You are going to have hyperthermia by the time you get here!” 

“That’s okay! I’ll be with you so it won't matter,” You could hear the grin on his face, “Not to mention, I’ll have you to keep me warm.”

You couldn’t help but smile, “Just hurry and get here!”

“I’ll be there in about 15 minutes! No worries. I love you.”

“I love you too. Be safe!” 

“I know,” he replied before hanging up the phone.

    Even though the 15 minutes passed by at an achingly slow rate, they passed and that is what mattered. When he knocked on the door you had been bundled up on the couch in an oversized sweater, boy shorts, and fuzzy socks. Groaning loudly you wrapped your blanket around you and shuffled over to the door. You opened the door quickly and Jinwoo huddled into the warm house. Shedding his body of a heavy coat, 2 shirts, and his shoes, he looked at you with his big lopsided grin. 

“Am I invited in there?” he asked gesturing towards your blanket.

     You nodded yes happily and shuffled back to the couch. Sitting next to you, he grabbed the blanket and threw it over your bodies. That is how you stayed for the rest of the day. Cuddled up in a blanket cocoon only made for you two.

[justtextmeoppa]

When you buy Namjoon gifts and  spoil him

-for anon

-kyu

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❝ Challenge Accepted❞

Plot: Heechul has been asking you out none stop and you say no, until you get drunk and then confess your feelings

Pairing: Heechul x Reader

Words Count: 2,2k+

Genre: Smut and comedy

For Anon, I hope you like it cutie!

- kyu.

Gif isn’t mine, credits to the owner! ♥

‘Will you go out with me?’

‘No.’

‘You said that the last time!!’

‘And I will continue saying it until you get it into your thick skull, Kim Heechul!’

You and Heechul had been best friends since you were starting university. He was a trainee at the time and you had bumped into him at the one of the convenience stores. At the time, he wore a baggy shirt with baggy pants and hair that was so long, you swore he was a girl. It had been well over ten years that you both have been friends and well over eight years since the best friend title was added. It had taken you some time to adjust to the singers personality, but once accustomed there was no turning back.

‘I have to go, I will see you later.’ You dismissed the last conversation.

‘Only if you go on a date with me.’ He stood his ground.

‘Then I guess I wont be seeing you ever then.’ A smirk adorned your face, turning on your heels and walking away.

‘Challenge accepted.’ He voiced to himself before heading back to the studio.

Yesung and Donghae had been working on vocals in the morning, but Leeteuk wanted everyone in the studio. Heechul opened the door before plummeting on the couch and placing his feet on the small coffee table that was in front of him. The others had stopped and looked at each other before looking at Heechul. Siwon nudged his leader to go and see why the second eldest was so…happy. When a grinning Heechul walked into your space, that was never a good sign. Never.

‘Ahhhh, you okay Chul?’ Leeteuk asked, sitting next to Heechul’s feet that were on the table.

‘Ecstatic, why?’ Heechul asked, shrugging his shoulders.

‘You are ummmm grinning.’ Leeteuk gulped just as a cackle left Heechul’s lips, ‘Don’t eat any of the food!!!’

‘Calm down Teuk, I haven't done anything…yet.’ He smirked, ‘No I am joking. I just saw Y/N today.’

‘Like always,’ Yesung piped in before clicking his fingers, ‘Did she say yes!’

‘No.’

‘Then why so happy?’

‘Reasons.’

‘And that is?’

‘No need to worry your little head turtleman, now let’s get back to recording.’

Heechul stood up to his feet with a clap of his hands, before walking into the recording booth. Yesung sat behind the recording desk while the others just made double sure that their food was not tampered with. Two hours went by and you were back at work. Being a teacher was tiring, but rewarding. You were molding the minds of the next generation and you were proud of yourself. Marking the papers of the high school students, your phone went off. Digging in your bag, you opened up with message.

From Pain-In-The-Ass-Heechul

Dinner, you and me, tonight.

To Pain-In-The-Ass-Heechul

Are the others going to be there?

From Pain-In-The-Ass-Heechul

Wouldn't it be weird if they tagged along on our date?

To Pain-In-The-Ass-Heechul

If only it was a date

From Pain-In-The-Ass-Heechul

Is that a yes?!

To Pain-In-The-Ass-Heechul

In your dreams, Heenim

From Pain-In-The-Ass-Heechul

Oh baby, if you only knew what we did in my dreams ;)

With that, you laughed and stopped replying. This fascination of dating you had started happening about two years ago. He had asked you out randomly one night and you had said no. Since then, it was coming monthly if not weekly. It did begin to die out a few months ago, after you rejected him for valentines day but now it was getting more persistent. You loved him, but you knew dating him would be disastrous. Sighing you just got back to work. Three weeks had passed and you had gotten no request as of yet, until the door to your classroom opened.

In walked a well dressed Kim Heechul in fitting black pants, a simple t-shirt with his haired styled up and holding a bouquet of flowers. As soon as he stepped foot in the classroom, noises erupted from girls calling his name and taking their phones out. He bowed and greeted all the students politely before turning to face you. You stood with your arms crossed and a raised eyebrow.

‘And now?’ You asked.

‘Go out with me?’ Heechul asked for like the thousandth time, well it sure felt like that.

‘Heechul…’ You said softly, having side glances at the students who were waiting eagerly for the response.

‘Say yes sunbae-nim!’ One of the girls shouted.

‘Yes!’ Another added.

‘You really going to say no in front of your class?’ Heechul smiled, gesturing his head towards them, ‘Please, just one date.’

‘Why are you so persistent?’ You finally asked.

‘Because I am Kim Heechul!’ He self praised himself as a roar of cheering broke out, ‘My confidence never wavers, Y/N.’

Sighing you took the flowers, ‘I will have a drink with you after work, not a date though. God knows I need that damn drink…’

‘It’s a start!’ He pecked your cheek before running out.

‘NOT A DATE!’ You shouted after him.

Placing the flowers on the table, you got back to teaching. The evening came and you both were drinking soju and beer. Shot after shot, you both felt the alcohol take effect. You were tired from school and just in a need of a good evening drinking. You never did it often, but when you did, you really went all in. Heechul sat on the other side of the table, the occasional hiccup coming as the fourth bottle of soju was delivered to the table.

‘Why…don’t you like me?’ Heechul slurred, pointing a finger at you.

‘But I do.’ You grinned, eyes also expressing intoxication, ‘You are my bestest friend Chullie!’

‘That…’ He hiccupped, ‘Isn’t what I mean, Y/N.’

You had poured another shot, both downing it and leaning across the table, ‘You wanna know?’

‘Yes.’ He leaned in as you now sat next to him.

‘Really?’

‘Ah ha.’

You looked around, hiccuping once before whispering, ‘Okay, but come closer.’ To which he did and you whispered into his ear, ‘I like you…very much Kim Heechul…’ A hiccup followed, ‘But! I do..do not want to ruin the friendship if we fail as ahhhhhh couple!’

Heechul pulled away slightly and looked at your face. He searched it for any sign of you messing with his emotions. He was drunk, but sober enough to understand what you had said. You grinned playfully at him, poking his nose before having another shot. At this point you were both drunk and it was time to call it a night. Heechul’s apartment was the closest and you were in no position to get yourself home by yourself. Arriving at his place, you both giggled and shed clothing towards his bedroom. It wasn't the first time you had both passed out on the same bed, but this situation was different.

Lying on the bed, you both laughed as you now lay in nothing but your underwear and Heechul in his boxers and shirt. Laying next to each other, you slowly looked at Heechul’s face in the dark. He was possibly the most handsomest guy in the world to you. He always was and always will be. You traced your thumb over his cheek as the alcohol pulsated throughout the both of you. Slowly, the gap was closed and his soft lips were pressed against yours. You tasted the alcohol, but also him. His hand slowly crept around your waist and pulled you closer as you kissed back. Feeling his skin against yours was electrifying.

‘You are so beautiful.’ He whispered, kiss breaking and looking into your eyes.

‘I love you Heechul.’ You blurted out, not really thinking but it also wasn't the first time you said it.

All he could do was smile again, calming your lips for his. This time the kiss was a bit more rough and passionate. He now held your face in his hands, slightly squishing your face and situated on top of you. The weight was comfortable and not crushing as your hand creeped under his shirt, exploring his toned body. You kissed him back, as he ran his soft tongue over your lower lip before taking it between his teeth and pulling gently. A sensual moan slipped from your mouth, as he used that as an opportunity to slip his tongue in and taste more of you. Both of you smelt of alcohol as your tongues moved together in a heated erotic dance. Your legs were tangled with his as you pulled his shirt off and then pushed him onto the bed. Back against the soft sheets, you straddled his waist and licked your lips sensually. He immediately sat up to try and kiss you but you pushed him back by his forehead.

‘God you are fucking sexy, Y/N.’

Smirking, you began to kiss his neck. Nipping it gently and sucking at the spot just above his collarbone. His eyes shut as his mouth let out raspy noises, hands tangled in your hair. Pleased with the mark, you traveled down his exposed skin. Kissing every inch of his chest, flat stomach and burying your noise in the thin trail of hair that was leading you to your destination. You felt his breathing hitch when you ended at your boxers and began to peel them off ever so slowly. Releasing him, you threw the underwear somewhere around the room. Gently you took him into your hand, stroking it. You could feel Heechul tremble just a little as you gave the tip a soft lick. Smiling, a long sensual lick was given to the shaft before you had taken him in.

Heechul really wants ready for that, eyes opening in shock before relaxing and falling under your spell. One hand still held around the base as the other massaged his balls. Bobbing up and down, you felt him tangle his hands in your hair. He bit his lower lip, holding back the moans that sounded much like your name. Slowly your pace began to pick up, sucking all the way up to twirl your tongue and then go back down. You released your breath through your nose so your cheeks hollowed out. Sucking him to the hilt, you had him in whole. Heechul's hold on you hair tightened as you went faster and you knew he was close. Moaning, you sent a vibration down his harden shaft that had him undone at the seems.

‘F..fffuck!’ He groaned out as he released, ‘Ngh…ahhh…Y/N!’

Preparing yourself, you sucked up and swallowed before releasing him. You wiped the side of your mouth before Heechul pulled you through his legs and pinned you to the bed. You now joined him in the naked glory as his eyes scanned your body and a goofy sexy smile caressed his face. The room temperature had risen as he now held three digits in front of your face. Leaning in close and whispering.

‘Suck these for me, baby girl.’ His voice sultry and you smelling the alcohol that was still very evident.

‘Mmmmm.’ Was all you mustered as you took his willowy fingers into you mouth.

Running your tongue over his fingers, he placed kisses on your neck. You knew that you would have to wear a scarf to school tomorrow. His free hand had begun massaging your breast just as you released his fingers that were generously coated. Slowly he prepared you with the gentle touch, regardless of the fact that he was drunk. Soon he lined himself at your entrance and inched in. Your nails dug into his back as he was finally in and allowed a few seconds of adjustment. Giving him a swift kiss, he took that as a sign to move.

Thrusting in and out, he began moving as your suppressing of moans wasn't helpful anymore. Your hands wrapped around his neck, pulling him down for a sloppy kiss as you felt him smile again your lips. He moved faster as both of you moaned profanities. Slowly, the warm familiar sensation began to bubble within the two of you as he moved his hips and slammed back in. At that moment, he had found that spot that had you screaming out his name. On edge, soon the feeling exploded and ran rampant through the both of you. Moaning shamelessly, he rode out the orgasam before slowing down and panting. He still lingered over you, sweat decorating the both of you as he leaned down for another gentle kiss.

‘Y/N?’ He asked softly.

‘Hmmmmm?’

‘Will you go out with me now?’

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❝ Are you ready, Omega? ❞ Part 4

Plot: Heechul ABO universe (Alpha, Beta, Omega)

Pairing: Heechul x Reader

Words count: 2,1k+

Genre: Drama, Angst, Comedy, Smut

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

For zhao-jie-shanghai, I hope you like it and now for an anon ^^

kyu.

Gif isn’t mine, credits to the owner!

Heechul now stood with his back pressed flush again the cool tiled wall of the shower and panting. His head beating with indecency as he pressed his head back, mouth open and breathing heavily. By now he had released his member from his hand and was now just looking up at the ceiling as the sensual pleasure ran rampant through his system. Closing his mouth, he gulped hard before realizing what he had just done. He knew that this ‘heat’ was a hectic problem, but now this was just ridiculous to him.

‘Oh fuck…’ He cursed, switching the water off.

He stepped out the shower and looked at himself in the mirror. His hair was flattened against his forehead before running a hand through it and styling it horribly. In a fit of rage he grabbed the hairbrush that was on the sink and threw it at the mirror. It shattered into thousands of pieces and he did nothing but go and change into some boxers and head to sleep. He didn't want to think about what happened but his dreams plagued him and played tricks. Tricks that were things he deeply wanted and others that were just torture to him.

‘Zhoumi!’ Heechul barked

‘Yes Chul?’ The Chinaman poked his head into the office, ‘What can I do for you?’

‘Do you know a good guy to fix mirrors?’

‘I know of a builder called Kangin, apparently he is the best. Why?’

‘I have a broken mirror in my apartment and I need it fixed.’ The boss explained.

Zhoumi walked into the office and quickly examined his boss’s hands, ‘Are you okay? Do we need to take you to the hospital?!’

‘Get off me!’ Heechul pushed him away, dusting himself off, ‘There was just a little accident in the bathroom. Get this Kangin person to fix my mirror and leave!’

‘Yes Heechul.’ Zhoumi bowed as Leeteuk walked into the office.

‘Barking at people, no shocker there.’ The elder made himself comfortable.

‘What do you want, Jungsu?’ Heechul began massaging his temples.

‘Well I stopped by your apartment because I had left a pair of shoes there and what more do I see then your bathroom mirror shattered,’ Leeteuk said with a raised brow, ‘What happened?’

‘Nothing.’

‘Chullie…’

‘I SAID IT WAS FUCKING NOTHING!’

Leeteuk looked at his best friend with wide eyes before shaking his head with a chuckle, ‘And so it starts. Did you break the mirror out of frustration?’

‘Partly.’ Heechul said.

‘Partly?’ Leeteuk repeated.

‘I may have moaned out Y/N’s name while mastrabating.’ Heechul said nonchalantly.

‘Vulgar much!’ Teuk looked at his friend.

‘You asked and I gave you the answer.’ Heechul dismissed, ‘Now leave, I have work to do!’

Leeteuk tried everything in his power to remain in the office, but Heechul had none of that. He personally escorted his best friend out of the office and got Donghae to kick him out the building, which didn't work out for the most part. It was Donghae at the end of the day. Heechul sat at his desk, running his hands through is hair repeatedly. Leeteuk had said his irritation would pick up during this period but he didn't expect it to mess him up so badly. Grabbing a pen, he tired to do some paperwork while ordering for yet another truckload of coffee which got Zhoumi another life threatening stapler to the head.

‘One Mocha.’ You called to the barista on the machine.

‘One Mocha.' Amber handed you the cup to which you gave the customer, ‘You wanna come out tonight? Henry has some friends who work at this new club.’

‘Shawol?’ You asked.

‘Yeah, Key is the promoter for the joint.’ She explained, ‘Apparently its off the charts!’

‘As much as I would like to join you and your boyfriend as this fancy shindig, I will have to decline.’ You smiled, before turning and getting another order, ‘One Latte.’

Amber walked back to the machine, ‘Come on Y/N, you haven't been out in weeks and I miss spending time with you!’

‘We work together, Amber.’ You laughed, handing the cup to the person, ‘Thank you and come again.’

‘That isn't the same,’ She pouted, ‘Like you don't even want to get a drink or something. Like are you pregnant? Because that would be th-’

‘Well…’

‘No. Fucking. Way!’

Meanwhile, Heechul downed the third cup of coffee and was on edge beyond understanding. He was snarling and shouting at everyone and everything. It wasn't helping either with the raging feeling of wanting to plow into something. But Heechul was going to prove to that duck of a best friend that he was wrong, that Heechul could pleasure himself and it would be perfectly fine. Telling Zhoumi to hold all his calls, he locked the office before going to his ensuite bathroom. He closed that door and pulled his member out. Resting a hand against the wall for leverage, he began pumping. As soon as he touched himself, it was all in vain because nothing was working. No visuals could come to mind, not even you. After countless tries, he let out a groan in frustration before a chuckle came from the bathroom door.

‘You just don’t listen, do you?’ The person teased.

‘What the fuck, Jungsu!?’ Heechul said in a fit of rage, zipping himself up and shoving his best friend out the way, ‘How the fuck did you get it?’

‘I have the spare key, remember?’ He swirled the item around his finger.

‘Give me those!’ Heechul launched for him, but was greeted with the floor of his office.

‘Gotta be faster then that, Chul.’ Leeteuk knelt down, before tucking the keys into his pocket, ‘We need to get you laid.’

‘I need no such thing.’ Heechul stubbornly stood up, buttoning his blazer.

‘Says the man who couldn't jack off.’ Leeteuk stood up, chuckling.

‘Just get out,’ Heechul barked, ‘I don’t need you and your shitty advice. LEAVE!’

Leeteuk held his hands up in defense, ‘Okay chill. I just came to tell you that Kangin had come to fix your mirror and I let him in because Zhoumi said you were busy.’

‘Oh…thank you then.’ The younger said.

‘He is a cute guy if I must say so, his manly look was… well refreshing.’ Leeteuk said with a smile on his face.

Heechul face palmed, ‘Please tell me you didn't sleep with him, you are married!’

‘Calm down, there is no law against me looking at other guys.’ Leeteuk explained, ‘And I didn’t sleep with him.’

‘Good. I may know you have a history with men but I am sure Sora wouldn't appreciate it, considering you are ten years happily married.’

‘Married, but happy, may have to think that again.’

‘Oh please, you love your wife more then anything in this world. You would kill for her!’ Heechul exclaimed.

‘Fine you are right, I love Sora but Kangin is a close second.’ Leeteuk winked, ‘Get laid before you kill someone in the office. Bye!’

With that, he left and left Heechul rubbing his face vigorously. He was going off his head, and this was apparently only the beginning. He wanted a release, but not with a random. The business man would like to think he had some sort of class. Pulling his phone out, he looked through his contacts. Scrolling through the list, which wasn't as long as one would think, he finally found the person he wanted. Sighing, he pressed call and waited for the person to pick up. It had taken a few rings before the person picked up and Heechul could breath again.

‘Hello?’ They asked, ‘Is something wrong, Heechul?’

‘Ah Omega, no nothing is wrong,’ He assured you, ‘Are you free tonight?’

‘I am. I finish work at 5.’ You explained, ‘What’s up?’

‘I have a proposition for you. I will pick you up from work.’ With that, the call ended and you looked at your phone in confusion.

Time between now and then seemed to drag. Were you in trouble for something? That wouldn't really be the case considering he said he had a ‘proposition’ for you. Not letting it bother you, you just went back to work. Amber had been hounding you the entire day, begging you to tell her what the fuck was going on. You said it was nothing and she shouldn't be worried, also that you knew the father. That seemed to keep her at bay before you both got busy with work. The day soon ended and it was time to clock off. You walked to the back room and went to change out of your work clothing. At the end of the day, the clean clothing always seemed to become dirty so quickly and you didn't even understand how. Changing, you slipped out the back and was greeted by a black sleek BMW. Looking around, you checked if someone was waiting for their lift until the passenger window opened and a person called your name.

‘Get in Y/N.’ Heechul called.

‘Heechul?’ You questioned.

‘Who else would it be?’ He asked with a raised brow, ‘Hurry and get in.’

You did as you were told, and he drove off. Everything about this seemed to scream kidnapping but you knew Heechul was a well known man and Amber would now have tabs on you in every way possible. The car was quiet as you looked to see Heechul in the drivers seat. He wore his traditional suit, but his hair seemed to be all disheveled and messy. You would be lying if you said you hated the look on him. He looked fucking hot. Driving through Seoul, he came to a red light and stopped.

‘You hungry?’ He asked.

‘Some food wouldn't hurt.’ You said softly, ‘Heechul what is this all about?’

‘Have you been eating in general? You have a baby to think about as well.’ Heechul gave you a quick side glance before hitting on the gas.

‘I have been eating, don’t worry.’ You rolled your eyes.

‘I hope so.’ His reply short, parking outside a building that was all to familiar to him, ‘This place is run by a good friend of mine. The food is great.’

With that he stepped out the car and you followed. The restaurant was clearly high class and you felt completely out of place. Not only were you not dressed for the venue, but you were pretty sure the food here was worth more then your rent. You walked through he restaurant, Heechul ahead of you. Not paying attention, you walked straight into his back without noticing that he had stopped walking . You head him groan and probably roll his eyes with your clumsy action. He sighed before talking to someone.

‘Table for two in a private room, please Hannie.’ He asked.

‘Who’s this Chul?’ Hangeng asked.

‘She is the one having the baby.’ Heechul said bluntly, ‘I did tell you that the other night.’

‘Ah,’ The foreigner looked you up and down, ‘She is very pretty.’

‘Pleasure meeting you, I am Y/N.’ You introduced yourself, extending a hand.

Hangeng took your hand and placed a kiss on it, ‘The pleasure is all mine. I do hope Heechul is treating you well.’

‘Ah-’

‘Will you stop flirting and take me to my table, I am hungry!’

Hangeng laughed before grabbing some menus, ‘Impatient as ever. Follow me please.’

You and Heechul followed Hangeng to the room that would serve as the place were dinner would be served. The waiter Tao had arrived and taken drink orders before returning with those and then taking the main dish. You awkwardly tapped your foot and you looked around. This was all so different to you. Thank god the food had eventually arrived as you could have something in your mouth rather then gapping around. Grabbing your chopsticks, you began to devour your food with speed.

‘And you said you ate?’ Heechul asked with a raised brow.

‘Well by eating I mean a fruit, it is better then nothing.’ You countered.

‘That isn't the point. You should be eating proper meals regardless. Do I have to send meals to your apartment because I can’t be having to take you to dinner every night to make sure you are eating, Y/N!’ You looked at him in shock, ‘What?’

‘You used my name.’ You shrugged your shoulders.

‘Well yeah, why wouldn't I?’ He questioned.

‘Because I have always been Omega, nothing more and nothing less.’ You explained.

He rolled his eyes with a deep sigh, ‘Well I have a soul, well for the most of it. Now back to my proposition.’

‘Which is?’

‘I need to have sex with you…’

[justtextmeoppa]

❝ I just want you..❞

Plot:You started to gain a little weight and became self-conscious and little bit insecure with yourself but Heechul reassured you that he still and always will love you. 

Pairing: Heechul x Reader

Words Count: 1,9k+

Genre: Comedy and Fluff

For Anon, I hope you like it cutie!

-kyu.

Gif isn’t mine, credits to the owner! ♥

‘Do you wanna go out and eat?’ Heechul asked, arriving home from the studio.

‘Where you want to go?’ You asked, looking up from your computer.

‘I don’t really mind, maybe SUM Cafe?’ He suggested.  

Great, where more people will be able to look at me, You looked down at yourself before looking at Heechul, ‘Ummm yeah sure, but I am not that hungry so we can go if you want to.’

‘Not hungry?’ He questioned, ‘Okay then you wanna go out or something, like when last did you even leave the apartment for fun?’

And that was a good question. You never left unless needing to, so that was either for work or buying groceries for the both of you. Since gaining a little weight, you started feeling very insecure and self conscious, like people were always looking at you and judging. You knew you shouldn't let it get to your head, but it wasn't easy when people were always looking at you as Kim Heechul’s girlfriend.

‘If you want to go out, go. Don’t let me stop you.’ You went back to typing.

‘You sure?’ He took a seat next to you, taking your hands into his, ‘You have been acting very odd lately.’

‘Define odd?’ You tried to make light of the conversation.

‘Yesung mixed with a little Shindong.’

‘That weird!?’

‘That weird.’ He chuckled, ‘Like you don’t enjoy going out, not to mention we haven't had sex in like two months and you just don’t seem happy. Are you okay, baby?’

You held his face in your hands, rubbing your thumbs over this cheeks, ‘I am fine, now go. I know you want to see Siwon.’

‘Yeah but I don’t want to leave you.’ He held your hands tightly.

‘I am fine,’ You smiled, ‘And you haven't seen him properly since he discharged with him going off with UNICEF and your schedule. Now go!’

‘I love you.’ A small kiss was placed on your lips before he left and you sighed with relief.

You watched as Heechul grabbed his things, said bye to the pets and left the apartment. You had Heebum sitting next to you, purring happily. Sighing you just went back to work. Your stomach growled but you knew you shouldn't eat, you wanted to get back to what you were but if had been six hours since your last meal which was an apple. It had been two weeks since you were called a Yedong weirdo and you hadn't gotten any better in leaving the apartment. Heechul walked into work and went to grab a coffee when he bumped into Taeyeon.

‘Ah Heechul Oppa, morning.’ She smiled.

‘Morning,’ He bowed, ‘How are you?’

‘Busy and you? How is Y/N?’ She asked, ‘We haven't seen her in a while, even Sunny has been asking.’

‘She is good, just busy with work I guess. Funny, even Seulgi and Zhoumi asked about her the other day.’ A shrug of the shoulders came, ‘Maybe I should tell her to come for lunch, then we can all see her!’

‘Yes!’

Grabbing his coffee, Heechul went to make the phone call, ‘Babe?’

‘Ah Chullie, something wrong?’ You answered.

‘Oh no, but I was wondering if you wanted to have lunch here. Taeyeonnie pointed out that you haven't been to SM in a while, they all wondering where you disappeared to.’ He explained, ‘So you want to come?

‘Oh well ahhhh…’ You started to think of excuses, ‘ Ah damn I am needed, I have to go. Bye!’

With that, you hung up and took a deep breath. You didn't want to be surrounded by idols at this rate. Heechul tried phoning back, but you ignored them. Arriving home, you went to have a shower. The warm water helped ease your nerves. Heechul arrived home and heard the sound of the shower. Smiling, he stripped himself of his clothing and walked to the bedroom. He saw your blurred silhouette through the frosted glass and opened the door as you let out a scream that had him shocked.

‘What, WHAT!’ He asked.

‘Get out!’ You pushed him, closing the shower door tightly.

‘What the hell, Y/N!’ He shouted, ‘Why’d you kick me out?!’

‘Reasons.’ You cringed, not wanting to tell him, ‘You just ummm scared me.’

‘That doesn’t mean you can just shove me out, let me in!’

‘No Heechul!’

‘Y/N!’

‘I SAID NO!’

You heard him slam the bathroom door and you sighed with relief. You finished up in the shower and went to get changed. You wore a baggy shirt that was to long and big for you to even begin with, and some sweatpants. You walked to the lounge and was drying your hair with a towel when you saw Heechul on the couch. He was fresh out the shower and you figured he used the guest shower. You took a seat next to him but he continued looking at the tv screen.

‘Why?’ Was all he asked.

‘Because.’ Your reply short.

‘That isn’t an answer!’

‘Well it’s mine!’

‘You have been acting very offish lately and to be honest, I don’t like it Y/N!’ He stood up, ‘Now fucking tell me what’s going on! You don't like going out anymore, everyone at SM are wondering what the hell happened to you. We haven't been physical is like forever-’

‘So this is about sex?’ You cut him off with a raised brow.

‘That isn't what I am saying!’ Heechul defended, ‘I am saying we don’t even cuddle, hold each other…nothing! So what is it?’

‘You don’t understand!’

‘THEN MAKE ME!’

At that point you had gotten to your feet and run off to the bedroom. There were tears in your eyes and you locked the door and crashed on the bed. Heechul remained in the lounge, groaning in annoyance as he rolled his eyes and threw his hands up in frustration. You had never been like this, in the whole three years of dating he had never witness you act like this. He honestly wasn't in the mood for anything, so he let you sulk and just went back to watching TV. It was the airing of the latest episode of Knowing Brothers and he rather laugh at his stupid self then have to deal with these issues.

‘Hey, how is Y/N?’ A familiar voice asked, ‘I haven't see her in a while.’

‘Even you!’ Heechul’s eyes grew large, ‘How have you not seen her, Kyunghoon! She is your sister!’

‘Well she is always busy and well I haven't had time recently.’ The fellow singer confessed, ‘Plus she has been ignoring my calls and stuff.’

‘Ah fuck,’ Heechul let his head drop into his hands in defeat, ‘I don’t know what to do anymore…really!’

‘What’s wrong?’

‘We had a fight a few nights ago about this. Well sort of. I had gotten home and she kicked me out the shower, we haven't had sex in like forever and she hate leaving the house! People say they haven't see her, and I understand that work can be hectic but her own family?! This makes no sense to me, Hoonie.’

Kyunghoon took a sip of his coffee, ‘Well here is a bright idea, have you asked her?’

‘No…really? That never fucking occurred to me! Don’t make me hit you, if you going to offer me help at least be useful!’ Heechul hissed.

‘Yah! I am your brother inlaw, be nice will you!’ Kyunghoon retorted.

Heechul’s head returned into his hands, ‘God look at me… I am busy fighting with Ssamja….SSAMJA!’

‘Listen,’ Hoon patted his back, ‘Go and talk to her-’

‘I have!’ He cut him off, ‘She is just avoiding it or we fight!’

And that was right. Heechul and Kyunghoon split way and he went back to work before arriving home. He was still pretty pissed over the fact that you hadn't spent time with your own brother. Opening the door, he listened out to see if you were home. No luck in the kitchen or lounge, he found you in the bedroom naked and looking for clothing in the drawers. Your back was to him as he slammed the door behind him,

‘We need to talk!’ He shouted.

‘What the hell!’ You quickly grabbed the towel and covered yourself.

‘Come on, Y/N, I have seen you naked before!’ His eyes narrowed.

‘Yeah well not like this!’ You said quickly, tears in your eyes again.

‘Why haven't you seen your own broth….wait?’ He stopped, ‘Did you said ‘not like this’?’

‘Yeah.’ You sniffed.

He sighed deeply, walking up to you and wiping your tears, ‘Please tell me what is wrong? Why are you shutting everyone and thing out?’

‘I-its because I’m….’

‘You what?’

‘I-I’m fat Heechul! Happy?’ You pushed him away.

‘Fat?’ He repeated, ‘What are you talking about?’

‘The reason I haven't left the house unless needed is because I don’t want to be constantly reminded that I gained weight! Like being around all those idols makes me feel horrible!’ You expressed, ‘I haven't see Kyunghoon because I am scared of judgment!’

Heechul at that moment, held you at arms length by the shoulder. He pulled the towel away, even though you fought for it to stay. With him winning, it dropped to the ground and you stood before him with underwear on. His eyes scanned your body as he looked for the fault that had caused you to become a hermit for the past few months. Once his eyes had done a full check, he allowed you to wrap yourself up again.

‘You’re an idiot.’ He finally voiced.

‘Excuse me?’ You asked wth a raised brow.

‘You heard me, you are an idiot.’ He repeated, ‘You are feeling self-conscious and little bit insecure because of a little weight gain?’

‘I do believe that is what I said.’ You rolled your eyes.

‘So you hiding away from everyone…from me?’

‘Well I figured if you noticed then you wouldn't love and want me anymore.’

‘Oh my god! Are you serious?! Do you think I wouldn't love you because you gained weight, which really isn't a lot of you ask me. I think you look even more beautiful now.’ He said with a soft smile,   stepping closer to you.

‘You just saying that.’ You said softly, looking at the floor.

Using his right hand, he tilted your chin so you were looking into his eyes, ‘Firstly look at me, you have beautiful eyes. Secondly, you know I would never call anyone else but myself beautiful, we all know this so you should be flattered. Thirdly, you are beautiful to me regardless of how you feel. This is me reassuring you that I still and always will love you.

At that moment you felt like all your high walls that you had built over the past few months come crashing down. Your insecurities felt like nothing but petty excuses to feel sorry for yourself when Heechul expressed how much he loves you. You loved this man in front of you in every way possible and didn't know it was anyway possible to love him any more. Closing the gap, he placed a soft sweet kiss on your lips. Making sure you felt him smile when breaking apart.

‘You are gorgeous inside and out. With or without clothing and make up. You are just simply perfect to me. And you know why?’

‘Why?’

‘Because I just want you, that’s all. All your flaws, mistakes, smiles, jokes, sarcasm, everything. I just want you Y/N….’

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Choi Minho where you invite him to watch your performance, but then he gets jealous of the guy you were dancing with and ends up angry that you can't be public about your relationship

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-kyu

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Jinyoung is jealous because you were out with Day6's jae

for taehyungshipthrusts

-kyu