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I have learned to live my life one step, one breath, and one moment at a time, but it was a long road. I set out on a journey of love, seeking truth, peace and understanding. I am still learning.
-- Muhammad Ali
(Madrid)
How fragile
How tedious hope is
I'm impatient
Like I've never felt the feeling before
I wish loving you more would remove the pain
But it just can't
I hate myself every time I can't be there for you
Even though I know I need balance
You can't pour from a cup that's been emptied
But still
I miss you with every second
I'm a little scared of the uncertainty
Ridiculous
I know
Why am I scared of a future that might look a little different than what we dreamed about
You're here that's all that matters
I'm pre worrying
I try to remind myself everything's okay
I've been doing that a lot lately
All I can do to help is love you
And then sometimes I wonder if our love is what saved you
You had to get the motivation to fight so hard for so long from somewhere
And I know that's ridiculous
But I like the feeling
"i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time."
The Scenic Route
Song: Dahmer Does Hollywood by Amigo The Devil