#lost potential

[fancy-fic-potato]

Sometimes I go about my day and out of nowhere I'll get reminded and then become so pissed off cause Dead Boy Detectives had a potential of becoming a long-running show (similar to supernatural imo) and with a guarantee of Edwin and Charles getting together on screen but no - Netflix had to cancel it 😤😭

[ray111secretdiary]

Billy ( to hopper) : alright thanks dad

*everyone stares at him*

Billy : Why is everyone starring at me

Steve: You just called Hopper dad. You said, "Thanks, dad. "

Billy: No, I didn't. I said "thanks, man"

Hopper: do you see me as a father figure billy?

Billy: *scoff* No? If anything, I see you as a bother figure cause you're always bothering me

Max: hey show your father some respect!

Hopper: it's alright, I believe you son

Billy:

[stardollly]

[sinligh]

something stands between me and all the feelings I’m trying to dissect

maybe it’s melancholy made into flesh holding me down as a base to my wavering relationship with all that i am and all that i want.

an Imposter syndrome ?

maybe it’s all the goodbyes December held on a leash..

Impermanence scares us humans but so does stability

all the insecurities and self doubts wrapped around my neck with a gentleness that competes with a lover’s embrace.

As the weather gets colder I burn through thoughts and distant dreams abandoned prospect

incandescent potential burnt to ash underneath my skin

And as i do so, i can’t help but wonder:

If I left you my letters as an offering will you put them together for me ?

Form endless strings of words and attach them to anything you deem familiar In me?

Wrap me up in poetry?

Or will you burn it the way i did my dreams; to warm yourself up ?

Will you prosper?

“Love” is nothing but a fabricated fairytale Sung by desperate heartbeats who have been poisoned by forfeited hope

Is the cup half full or half empty? I'm not sure anymore..

But the content of that cup is all that's left of my share of happiness in this world

and I'm willing to share it with you...

Even if it left me groundless.

Lost in the terminology of love, And the ideology of death and self sabotage

While disillusionment feed on my lifeline.

would it be so wrong to let myself dissolve in a little love knowing it won’t last?

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• Quote: Sylvia plath/Mary Oliver/ Fyodor Dostoevsky/ Simone de Beauvoir/ Maya Angelou/ Marina Tsvetaeva/Anne Michaels

• Original context: Sinligh

• Art reference: 1. Art by Zhao Kailin. 2. Wounds of the Earth by xis.lanyx. 3. George Hitchcock, Calypso. 4.Art by Ivan Pokidyshev. 5. Monseigneur Love by Thomas Cooper Gotch

[bonniebennettthewitch]

𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓊𝓃𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑒, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒𝒹.

𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝐸𝓃𝓏𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 💔

[da1lybyuri]

Chapter 2 of my phanfic Lost potential is out now!!

This one is a pretty short one but I just wanted to test out some new things so i hope you like it! you can read chapter 2 here this time i tried adding a phone screen and Google history

Lemme know your thoughts and any comments and if you have any ideas of anything I could add!!!!

[jenselcqs]

I badly needed these two to interact 💔 Imagine what we could've got.

[elilexyy]

Thinking of how stranger things had the potential to make a Harry and Voldemort relationship between Will and Henry but they fumbled it.