#mental ilnesses

[sparklybinder]

[halinski]

Me: *holding a clipboard all scientific and shit* Based on data collected from 23 years: sleep = nightmares, always

Also me: *stunned when others mention my symptoms sound like trauma* ...wha- but... I don't remember being traumatized so it can't be!!!

My brain: *nightmares* nightmares (day and night, 24/7), oh and also a bunch of other sleeping issues which is why you haven't even slept in a bad the past 3 nights... 'slept' haha

[agentbarnes]

American School System

In the sixth grade, my grandmother passed

Not seven months later, I’m in a classroom with an emotionally abusive teacher.

By halfway through the first quarter, I’ve had 13+ panic attacks

I don’t know anything about the math I’m being taught but I take time out of studying for my science test, to help another student with their math homework.

School year ends for seventh grade.

In eighth grade, I get the sweetest teacher. She looks like my grandmother and she understood my anxiety. She let me get a few more days on huge assignments in her history class.

I’m passing Science with ADHD and being sat in between the jocks.

I’m getting picked on for listening to Video Game scores, but not for my grades.

I’m in a grief therapy group.

I come out as bisexual and date my best friend.

I’m having a panic attack a day still.

A friend tries killing themselves.

A girl tries killing herself.

I have to pass the mentally abusive teachers class and I have a panic attack.

I read the entire Hunger Games series and get down graded for not turning the book assignment that was due with it.

I read the Black Widow book

I read the entire history of Russia, in three days.

I hate myself and my developing mental illnesses.

School year ends.

I start going to therapy.

I get diagnosed with Anxiety and developing depression.

I get put on anxiety medications.

I get sat with a first year English teacher, who is homophobic.

She constantly yelled at me whenever I was with my girlfriend.

I go to a film class and make three successful skits and never see them.

I get accepted to a new school, that’s online.

I leave my old school, and go to this new school.

I start getting A’s in my classes

I stop having an anxiety attack a day.

I have survived a horrible school, although with severe mental illnesses.

[ursidaez]

object buffoons voicing audition

yoyo!! as you may have heard, me and @strangersplate are making an object show, and it’s time to start voicing auditions!! simply voice a phrase, or something given below, and send it to [email protected] if you can, have a clear microphone, but if you can’t audition please reblog to spread the word!! results will be out by late April.

OBJECT BUFFOONS

large speaking parts - host: theater popcorn - dyslexic & bipolar - female, rough feminine voice. contestants: trash bag (full of kittens) - autistic - female and nb, loud and usually happy slightly feminine voice. rat poison - bipolar and auditory hearing disorder - male, not too deep of voice bleach - minor shaken baby syndrome - genderfluid, very innocent and loud voice, cannot form full sentences. square - bipolar depression and BPD - nb, quiet and soft voice. circle - anger management and limb length discrepancy - fem, VERY ANGRY voice. trash can - adhd - male, any voice that isn’t too masculine. pretzels - add - male, scratchy voice. yellow chalk // mute so she use text-to-speech

picnic basket - them/her, any voice sammich - male, any voice chocolate bar - female, calm voice yogurt - AAAAAA female

small speaking parts - mrs. ruler - old af, female, teacher, anger. mr. chalkboard - second teacher, also old, strange, rulers husband. trash bags parents - any voices!!

“What are, uh, you doing? / Hey… Where are we going?” confused/wary “A-Are we lost?! / You nerd, You got us lost!!” angry “Uh, what were we talking ‘bout? / I totally just spaced.” normal “Yo, That’s an insanely awesome idea!! / To be honest, you’re great!” positive

[autisticdreamdrop]

autistic things 45

not being able to tell how you're feeling you just know you feel bad (alexithymia, interoception)

[autisticdreamdrop]

Being extremely physically and mentally disabled sucks but at least as a system we have each other

[autisticdreamdrop]

tfw your mental health teams encourages us to stim

https://germcore.carrd.co

[sparklybinder]

*slams the table* I FINALLY ASKED MY MOM FOR A THERAPIST

IN A BREAKDOWN

WHILE BEING JUDGED BECAUSE I DONT SHAVE

AND CRYING

WITHOUT FOCUSING

AND AFTER THAT WONDERING IF I'M NOT THE BAD GUY

BUT STILL, I WILL SOON SEE A THERAPIST. THAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT DETAIL OF THE STORY.