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NCT ~ SMTOWN WONDERLAND 2018 ✨
Being a Dino girl before it was cool to like him because of his sudden glow up (this guy has been adorable and attractive for years like how has everyone only just noticed???)
-Vernando Dicaprio
avec ton bonheur // dino angst ❀
❥ word count : 841
❥ theme : angst angst angst
❥ warnings : none !!!
“Wow, that’s really something,” he whispered in awe.
At that moment you couldn’t exactly pinpoint what pulled you deeper into him, but you were pretty sure it was the curl of his lips and the awe glittering in his eyes as he stared at the breathtaking scenery. While his eyes were locked onto the sinking sun, striking orange against the pink sky, yours were on his.
You had gotten to know Chan when working with Pledis, after being assigned to Seventeen. Since you were one of the youngest workers, having started right after university, you got along easily with the youngest of the group. You fell in love with him slowly, then all at once. What first captured your attention was his laugh. You remembered each and every detail of the first time you heard him laugh - you were telling a joke, the most ridiculous pun to have ever left you lips, and an explosion of amusement erupted from his chest. His eyes were crinkled and his lips were upturned in the most beautiful smile.
“Hey, y/n, you alright?” a voice broke through your thoughts and you instantly looked up to see Chan staring at you, worry plastered all over his face. The sky was now a darker shade, the night starting to grow impatient. “I’m okay. I just spaced out for a moment,” you mumbled, staring at the remainder of the sun before it dissapeared over the horizon. “I brought you here to tell you something, actually,” Chan continued, and your ears perked up. “What is it?” you questioned, hope tugging at your heartstrings. You tried shaking it off - it was stupid to even hope.
“I’m in a relationship with this girl back in Pledis. I think - I think I’m in love with her.”
With those two sentences, an enormous weight pressed itself against your chest, and your palms gripped the railings of the balcony as your vision swayed. He misunderstood your shock as suprise and continued excitedly. “I’m so happy, y/n, I feel as though I could fly. It’s a wonderful feeling,” he whispered. “It’s like … you want to capture all the sunsets for them. You'd want to steal all the stars for them and lay them out on a tray. You'd want to give her the world. No matter how much it hurts you, you’d do anything to keep them happy."
A weak smile grew on your face as you held his hand. It was all you could do to not pull his face to yours and spill your heart out to him, reveal how elated or dejected he made you feel, how nervous he made you feel that your tongue forgot what language to speak in, how many nights you had spent thinking of him - but wouldn’t that just make things worse?
“Avec ton bonheur, tout va bien,” you whispered subconciously, the phrase that had been drilled into your head ever since you were twelve from reading the same french storybook to improve your language skills coming up as an almost bittter reminder. An ruefully sweet taste sat ever so prominent at the tip of your tongue. 'With your happiness, everything is fine.’ His happiness meant the world to you, and if he was happy, you would be too.
“Is that latin or something? Spanish? What does it mean?” Chan pondered and the second snicker left your lips, you knew you would be able to mask your feelings. “It’s french, idiot. You know I don’t speak spanish or latin!” you teased, relishing the sheepish smile decorating his face. “Anyways, it means that your happiness means the world to me. As long as you’re happy, I’ll be too.” you muttered, the sentence ending in a sharp crack of your voice.
The two of you were silent once more, before Chan spoke up, his voice soft to blend in with the now darkened sky.
“It means a lot to me, y/n. Thank you for supporting me.”
Chan sighed as he stood up straight, the sky now a star speckled black, signalling the arrival of the night. “You should go now, you have practise early tomorrow,” you murmured, exhaustion suddenly weighing at your bones. “Okay ! I’ll see you tomorrow then, y/n. I love you !” he smiled cheerily. After all, a close friend of his had just accepted his love for another girl and supported him whole-heartedly. How could he not be floating with euphoria?
Just as the door quietly shut, a massive sob left your chest, the aftertaste of heartbreak still thick on your tongue. Tears ran down your face and landed on the suede of your skirt, flowers of melancholy blossoming on the brown fabric. Suddenly, coughs erupted from your chest, strong enough to shake your whole body. A hand quickly flew to your mouth to disguise the sounds leaving you, in case he was still there, and when you slowly took your hand away from your mouth you noticed three peony petals, the pink edges tinted with red, from the blood.
@sofiafabulousphan requested: “hello bbys ! may i please get a retro style moodboard for channie please? akdks it may be a bit hard to make so if it is please dont ! ♡♡♡♡”
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“The reason for my existence is you I wanna make you smile like the spring Wherever we are, whatever we’re doing” - Chan ~ Highlight
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to everyone sleeping on dino
u woke yet fam?