09.04.24, @jegulus-microfic
James drives after the ambulance at the speed of light.
After Regulus suddenly collapsed while cooking and James could do nothing more than wait for the ambulance, it now feels like an eternity until he arrives at the hospital.
There he has to wait what feels like years until a doctor speaks to him.
"So you're Mr Black's flatmate?"
"Yes... So no, so yes, but I'm his friend. So his... we're engaged."
"I see, okay. So Mr Black is stable at the moment, but we're still keeping him here to find out what happened."
James jumps up from his chair and replies, almost shouting:
"So he's conscious again? Is he asleep? Can I see him? Oh God, I have to call Sirius!"
The doctor smiles slightly: "He's in room 59"
James runs off in the direction of the room in question and rushes straight in.
Regulus with a glass of water in one hand and a chocolate bar in the other.
He immediately looks towards the door and smiles as soon as he recognises him. James immediately runs to him, puts both hands in Regulus' face and looks him up and down. Regulus immediately sees the tears in his eyes.
"Are you okay? You feel good? Hello Love!"
Regulus smiles: "I'm fine James"
"You just... Collapsed. In the middle of the kitchen. You didn't wake up. Oh, I thought you were having a heart attack or a stroke or a seizure! Did they say anything?"
Regulus puts the glass down and puts his hands on James, which are still on his face.
"Im fine, James. I told you my circulation isn't good sometimes. I'll just eat some chocolate now and then I'll be fine."
James exhales with relief.
"Are you sure? Just circulation problems? Because... I... I don't know what would have happened if you...if you hadn't woken up. My heart wouldn't have made it. I can't do any of this without you, love." He presses a kiss to Regulus' forehead.
"You don't have to, Jamie. I'm here. I'll always be here. As long as you let me."
The tears flow from James' eyes, he leans forward and buries his face in the crook of Regulus' neck. They stay like that for a while. Regulus runs his fingers through James' hair as he clings to him. Later the doctor arrives, says that it was really just the circulation and they go home, but James doesn't let go of Regulus for a second. He wants to savour every moment with him, to feel, see, sense and hear him for as long as he can. Once again, this fear has shown him that everything he needs is already in his arms, sleeping peacefully.