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[whatskpoppindude]

Sometimes you just need to nap. You just need to nap in someone's arms. Curled up under blankets blissfully drifting away. The world melting away from you both. Sometimes all you need is a nap.

[whatskpoppindude]

Morning Kisses

Word count: 1001

Pairing: Felix x reader

Warning: Anxiety

Dedicated to Lil Sheep cause I sent a small version to her and told her I would write more

                                                       -Namli-

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   You wake up with a morning breeze and the smell of lilacs from your open window.You two had planted them when you moved in 5 years ago.Along with adding in the small garden that can be seen from the back door. You smile at the memories of researching what grows in what season and what not. The digging to plant seeds and him scaring you by dropping a worm on your arm. Right now you can see the lettuce coming in nicely. It's all just so...perfect with him. Really this is the life you always have dreamt of.

    You lazily go to the kitchen to see your boyfriend he had already made you a cup of breakfast tea. He has added as bit of honey just like you enjoy. He gets ready to go to work and you get dressed for a day of errands. He is about to leave to the studio. Before he does he kisses you on top of your head saying, “I love you my girlfriend.” His smile glowing as he says it. Felix has done this every morning for years and yet it still makes your heart flutter. A feeling that grows stronger everyday. “And I love you my boyfriend.” You say this as you kiss him. He leaves and you finish your tea.

   As the hours go by while you run around the city doing the weekly shopping you think about this morning. Yes he does it every morning, the whole kissing on the head, but it felt different. A good different. Maybe you’re overthinking again. Maybe. “Sigh” You finish your shopping and head home. Today's events replaying with you over analyzing the whole scene again and again. Even when you get home you can’t get the scene out of your head.

   Felix gets home late that night. His group must of had a hard day. Dance practice was today for him. He warms up dinner and eats quickly. Afterwards he heads straight to bed. You follow soon after. A few moments pass and he pulls you close cuddling you. You two fall asleep like this like so many nights. Really like every night. Close and warm and happy. Well except for your anxiety.

   A few more days pass like this. The only exception is your anxiety gets worse the more the days go on. It happens and you know telling Felix will help you. For some reason you can’t. Not this time. You trust him. A lot. What if you aren't wrong this time though? Maybe he no longer finds you pretty or fun or anything he has fallen for you over the years? Maybe he noticed the weight gain or that you don’t wear makeup as much anymore? It's all a series of what ifs. Maybe you should bring this up after all. As long as he isn’t too tired tonight anyways.

   Pacing back and forth for hours waiting for Felix to get home. You forgot to make dinner but it's too late now. Felix walks into the door around 7 pm. No food, lights dim, and you nervously pacing around the living room. “Baby,” he whispers as to not startle you. You look up and you can see how worried he already is. Felix moves closer and you can tell he did a video today. Foundation covering his pretty freckles. With you just staring now he leads you to the closest chair. You sink down in it. He sits near you placing his hand on your yours. “Baby what’s wrong?” He asks with worry and nerves in his voice. It shakes the room. To you it does. “D-do you still love me? Like in love?” You ask and give him no time to answer. “I’ve been thinking and overthinking for days now. Things like what if you realized how ugly I am? How I gained weight or stop doing makeup? Even things like what if you are planning a breakup?” You’re shaking violently and starting to cry. Tears falling faster than can be wiped away. “Just I understand if you have fallen out of love but it’ll still hurt.” Before you can start up again Felix hugs you tightly. “I love you deeply and sincerely my girlfriend. You have to be tired so let us put on your favorite movie and I can help you calm down in whatever way you need. Is this sounding okay?” You can muster up a nod and you hug him tight. He leads you to the room and you climb into the sheets. Felix puts on your favorite movie and he plays with your hair and cuddles you all night. Your breathing calms and you have drifted off to sleep.

   It’s been a few days and all Felix has done is spoil you even more than normal. You truly don’t deserve this man as your boyfriend. You get up and head to the kitchen to find it empty. Maybe he left early for recording. You make a cup of tea and continue on your morning routine. When you arrive back to the room candles are lit and your favorite flowers are laid into a heart on the ground with a note. You pick it up and read it.

                       Turn around my girlfriend

   You turn around to see Felix bending down on one knee. “Uh heh Y/N I love you. I love you dearly. You are beautiful, smart, brave, and have great taste in everything including my freckles,” he smiles at this since you are always commenting on how you love his freckles. “For 7 years you have been my girlfriend and now I want to call you my wife.” He pulls out a box with a beautiful silver ring it. “Will you let me call you mine?”

   Minutes pass and you forget to speak for a moment. Finally after realizing this you say,” Yes Lee Felix,” He stands up and kisses your head like so many mornings. “I love you my Fiancee.”

[whatskpoppindude]

Lazy Mornings

Sunlight streams in slightly opened window of your guys bedroom. A light breeze blowing the curtains like a delicate dance. You don’t normally wake up before him but when you do its always a blessing. With a sleepy glance you look at him,your love of your life, Kim Namjoon. The streaks of sunlight across his beautiful face. It enhances his natural glow. Even after all these years you are still taken back by his beauty. He truly is a fantasy. You lean down and give him a soft kiss on his cheek. You decide to not wake him up. He looks adorable sleeping. You steal one more glance before dragging yourself out of bed. You get dressed in your lazy Sunday clothes and decide to make some tea. Still being sleepy you don’t hear Joonie walking up behind you. He hugs you from behind and lightly kisses the top of your head. You both grab a cup of tea and head out on the porch to sit and enjoy the morning.You live in a more remote town since full time city life is tiring. As you cuddle on the porch swing he pulls a blanket over you two and steals a few looks at you. Joonie falls in love more then he thought he could. He has his arm around you and the other under your chin making you look at him. He steals a light kiss on your coffee stained lips as he whispers,”I love you baby.”  Then as you both continue watching the morning pass by you both wish it would never end.

[gelecegenotcom]

S01E09: Elli İki'nin Mağarası

[whatskpoppindude]

A better night

Interpretation is needed. Whoever you think of for this no matter it be a idol, a real life person, or anyone else is who it is. Please enjoy or dont.

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You are cuddling the one you love. They are playing with your hair. A new movie is playing you two have never seen. After a bad day this is a better night. After stress this week tonight is a better night. After everything all you needed is tonight. All you wanted was a better night.

[whatskpoppindude]

Birthday Boy

It's Chan's birthday so you set up a surprise. A homemade dinner. You guys don't get to do this often so it makes it even more special. You have his favorite food made. He comes home and sees it with you near by. After eating all the members come in with the cake and presents. He had a great birthday thanks to everyone

[whatskpoppindude]

Give me cold nights cuddling under blankets. Give me matching mugs while drinking hot coco. Give me silly movies we can sing along to. Give me tv shows we can binge watch again and again. Give me your good days and your bad. Your kisses and hugs. Give me your favorite book or a song you jam out to a lot. Give me all of you so i can give you all of me.

[karrnb]

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