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hello! i'm lilia, twenty-four and i write nct smut.
requests are: open!!
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minors dni
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last updated 052523
the art of love nct dream 00 line x female reader [f, a, r], series
as art students at neo university, jeno, jaemin, renjun and haechan find it especially difficult to balance their professional passions with, well, their personal passions. will they be able to figure out the art of love before they venture out into the real world?
sun & moon jaehyun x gn reader [a], 2.2k
a story about the rise and fall of a relationship that was doomed from the start.
7pm haechan x gn reader [f], 658
if blue could be happiness jaemin x female reader [a, r], 2.4k
all you have ever known is being alone, so you can’t help but pull away when jaemin comes into your life. too bad he’s here to stay.
au revoir jisung x gn reader [f], 1.2k
© kisstuals, 2023
carnations have thorns too || hrj [TEASER]
¤ pairing: huang renjun x reader
¤ genre: fluff, comedy, angst, college! au, childhood friends to lovers !au, friends to lovers! au, step brother's best friends! au, established relationship! hanahaki au! elements of enemies to lovers au!
¤ synopsis: after years and years of hopelessly pining for your step brother's best friend since you were six years old. life for you had gone from stealing roses from mrs. wong's garden to having sushi picnic dates on the park every thursday. to stop you from getting small for the sake of giving him roses, an eight year old renjun told your six year old self that he preferred carnations instead of roses. what he failed to tell you at that moment was that carnations have thorns too.
¤ warnings: angst, signs of unrequited love, heartbreak, swearing, mentions of blood, crying, arguments, mentions of loss of family member, mentions of coughing up blood, yangyang is a slightly shitty brother, renjun is sort of an ass, a character has a severe heart condition, MAJOR character death, probably alcohol warning, throwing up petals. (more to be added)
¤ word count for teaser: 260 words
¤ release date: end of december to beginning of january
¤ a/n: special thanks to @lebrookestore for making the header ♡!!
¤ dm or send an ask to be added to the taglist!
Scratching the back of his head in confusion, he furrowed his own brows as he attempted to recall. “The ones I like are yellow, they have petals just like the ends of the dress you wore to my parent’s barbeque. It’s like a rose, but prettier!” He exclaimed, not 100% knowing what in the living world he was going on about.
“Also, roses have thorns too! I think you should stop picking them unless you don’t want me to get hurt too, you know?” he sputtered out, instantly changing the subject as you furrowed your brows in wonder. “Maybe Mrs. Wong has them growing around in her-”
“No!”
Your eyes shot open at his sudden remark, causing both of your eyes to widen before Renjun let out a nervous chuckle. “It’s a flower that you can only find in other places like Italy and Greece!” he exclaimed with an affirming nod, even though he really does favor yellow carnations over any other flower, he was sure that half of the things spewing out of his mouth are utterly nonsensical, but what’s the harm in lying when it’ll keep you out of trouble.
“When I grow up, I’ll give you lots and lots of yellow carnations then,” you beamed, stretching your arms wide as you tossed them into the air to emphasize your terms of ‘lots and lots’. Renjun simply chuckled at this, shaking his head before patting your head softly with an understanding nod.
None of you realised that what he had failed to inform you was that carnations have thorns too.
¤ taglist: @nct-writers @neoturtles @neowritingsnet @ankathi-a @songchan @tyongishs @nuoyi-city @jensrose @rensiu @aedreamzy @zhongtune @frickyratz @sunflowerhae @jccv
Happy New Years to everyone^^ I'm gonna try start posting more often like I used to so keep an eye out for future fics, polls and other events!
heres a cutie taeyong to start 2022 right~
heartj4yn0's 7 ways to say i love you collab !
✂ the 7 ways of saying i love you without actually saying it. let's see how the boys (NCT 127 & NCT DREAM) say i love you! enjoy reading~
*should i also do wayv? 👀 (send me an ask!!!)
writers: @markedown & @crazyczennie -more to come~
8 WRITERS NEEDED
prompts & members are based on first come, first serve basis!!!
all fics should be sfw!! suggestive at max! pls check w me!
RELEASE DATE: first week of April 2022 !
list of members : click here!
discord server : click here!
masterlist : click here!
**for more info, pls feel free to send me a message / an ask!
love,
heartj4yn0.
No More Roses - NCT 127 Collab Call
I made another one for EXO too here come and join!!
Roses are red, violets are blue, I am bored with roses, let's change some hue!
COLLAB CALL FOR NCT-127 WRITERS AND READERS!!
First come first serve basis, just pick your flower and pick a member then write something out of the flower you pick (I will give some options and it'll have the meanings too you can use one or all of the meaning it's up to you!)
WC : 800+
Due : JULY 2022 (later or earlier It's all good :D just tag me and put the "No More Roses" collab)
you know the rules, just put warnings before each work if they need a warning. no incest, smuts are okay as long as you remember the flowers here and angst fluff are super welcome!
New writers friendly here!! it's an open collab for everyone don't be shy. no discord but i'll update everything here and just dm me if you want to drop out or need extension :D
Flower options
Carnation - Admiration, love, loyalty
Primrose - Luck, Devotion, Youthfulness
Daffodil - Happiness, new beginning
Daisy- Playfulness, Cheer, Optimism (taken)
Lily of the valley - Sweetness, Joy, Practicality
Larkspur - Positivity, Charm, Potential
Poppy - Imagination, strength, success
Aster - Elegance, Faith, Valor
Marigold - Creativity, Passion, Warmth
Chrysanthemum- Friendship, Health, Longevity
Narcissus - Prosperity, Hope, Good wishes
Hydrangea- Gratitude, Honesty, Deep understanding
Camellias - love and missing someone (taken)
Members!! (SLOT COULD BE OPEN FOR MORE THAN 1 AUTHOR.. SO ANYONE WHO'S STILL INTERESTED welcome)
Taeil - @dundun-baby Lily of the valley
Johnny- @hachanbaecon Aster | @dundun-baby carnation
Taeyong - @charmingyong chrysanthemum
Yuta - @yutahoes Camellias
Doyoung - @taemin-jaemin Hydrangeas
Jaehyun - @peachyoonoh Marigold | @nctworststuff Larkspur | @theje0ngs Daffodils (Jaehyun closed)
Jungwoo - @junjungsunwoo Carnation
Mark - @cosmiclatte28 Daisies
Haechan - @lovnde Primrose | @strawhathyunjin Poppies
thank you for joining and please share this!
reblog and feel free to join the collab. and please check the EXO collab too :D in my previous post
a note from Travesty
Hi everyone, Travesty here!
I know I don’t do posts like these. But a fic of mine recently hit a 1000 notes and I am honestly so overwhelmed that I can’t even put it into words (you would never believe I’m a writing blog lol).
When I started this blog last month, I just wanted to start writing again for the joy of it and post my works in one place just for myself. I didn’t expect that people would actually read what I put out there. So, seeing that a 1000 people had read and interacted with my story lowkey put tears in my eyes lol.
I know a 1000 notes isn’t a big deal for most, but it is for me! So I just want to thank you all for supporting my work and making this month more special for me than you realize. I finally got to do something just for myself, and that’s something I hadn’t done in years!
But onto the main reason for this post. I kinda want to celebrate this because my heart is so full and happy. So, should I:
Celebrate by doing a “NCT Reaction to ___” type of request post, or
Post an extra from Under Your Skin?
Let me know what you guys think!
And once again, thank you for being in my life in such a special way 💛
The Truth Untold
Where you fell out of love with who you thought were the love of your life, Mark Lee, and the pain that comes with it.
aka my first attempt at a one shot. hope y’all enjoy it
pairing: reader x mark lee
word count: 781
“What the fuck?” Mark threw a heavy manila envelope onto the coffee table. The envelope was carefully addressed to him, but you knew very well what was in it. If it wasn’t for you, he wouldn’t have gotten it in the first place.
“You’re serving me?” Mark’s face was riddled with anguish. He was astonished, angry, and desperate all at the same time. “Mark, I can explain.” You plead. You were as frustrated as he was. He just didn’t know it. He ran a hand through his hair, and when you took a peek, you saw his hands were trembling. He was trying to hold himself back, and he was trying as best as he could.
You had served Mark his very first divorce papers, hopefully his very last too. You’ve had your decision consulted to a lot of people, Mark’s bestfriends, Donghyuck, Johnny, and Yuta. Your own bestfriends, Jaehyun, Taeyong and Renjun. But clearly, you never talked about it to Mark himself.
The man in question was breathing heavily now. His face demanded an explanation. He was still red with rage. “Tell me, is there someone else? Some other guy?” He whispered, desperate. He thought that if there was another guy, then maybe he could blame him instead. He secretly wished there was another guy.
When Mark finally sat down, his whole body was still shaking quietly. You reached at his hand, putting it on top of yours. You hated this feeling of guilt. It was your fault that he was now crying, and shaking quietly. He loved you and this is what he gets. Anguish, and torment. It was your fault and no one else’s. As much as you want the relationship to end, Mark Lee will always be your first love. The memories you had of him, and with him, will remain untouched, a box full of secrets you will forever bury in the depths of your heart.
Mark will always be the first person who taught you how to live, laugh and love even when it seemed the hardest. He will always be your first kiss. He will always be your first real real best friend, your brother, your partner, your mentor, and your whole world. There were times when you thought it would end in torment, but he fought his way through brick walls, oceans and stormy skies back to you. And he will always win you back. Every. Single. Time.
But not this time, no matter how hard he swam against the current, you could no longer be his destination. All six people you consulted with, Renjun, Johnny, Doyoung, Donghyuck, Taeyong and Jaehyun were all asking the same question. “What happened?” And you found yourself completely dumbfounded. Because when you fell out of love, you did it for the same reasons you fell in love. The difference was just that slowly, the butterflies in your stomach started to escape, their wings no longer fluttered, and it no longer supplied the warm and slow beat of your heart that you usually felt when his thumb grazed your cheeks. Slowly, your heart gets cold and colder. It no longer beats to the same drum as his. The rhythm that you two had slowly broke. Most importantly, his smile no longer made you smile. You started to forget for what exact reasons were you in love with this man?
Slowly, you realized you were clinging to his memory more than you clung to the real person who was sitting in front of you. “Was it his fault?” Renjun had asked. “No, it wasn’t. It was no one’s fault.” You said as an answer.
Because you knew, Mark did nothing wrong. He couldn’t. He was the best you could ever ask for. Then what exactly went wrong? That was the million dollar question. The one you could never answer. Because you didn’t know either. One day you just started sleeping with your back against Mark. Silently weeping. One day you just started spending more time with yourself than with Mark. One day, you two drifted apart. And what hurts more is that you knew it was happening, you could feel it change, but Mark was oblivious enough to live with it. And you didn’t have the heart to tell him that.
But secretly, you wished he had realize the change. You two were standing on top of a melting iceberg. You wished he realize that, so that he could try to save himself. But he didn’t. God, it would’ve been so much easier if he did.