Word Count: 505
Summary: "No, it's fine," he said, voice quiet but firm. "I hate me too. It’s something we can have in common."
Pairing: Winwin X Reader
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The air was thick with tension, the kind that settled between two people when too much had been said—and yet, not enough. You stood across from WinWin in the dimly lit practice room, arms wrapped around yourself as if the pressure of your own hold could keep you from shattering completely.
He wouldn’t look at you. His eyes were glued to the floor, fingers clenched into fists by his sides. You could see the rise and fall of his chest, the weight of unspoken words pressing against his ribs.
"You hate me. I get it."
Your breath hitched. "No, WinWin, I—"
You wanted to deny it, to tell him he was wrong, but the words tangled in your throat. How could you? After everything that happened, after all the things you left unsaid, all the times you pushed him away when all he did was try to reach you?
WinWin let out a hollow chuckle, finally lifting his gaze to meet yours. His eyes weren’t angry—they were tired. Worn out from the endless cycle of misunderstandings and unspoken feelings.
"No, it's fine," he said, voice quiet but firm. "I hate me too. It’s something we can have in common."
Your heart cracked at the way he said it, like he had long since accepted that he was impossible to love. Like he truly believed he wasn’t worth fighting for.
"That’s not true," you whispered.
He tilted his head slightly, an almost amused look crossing his features. "Then why do you always pull away?"
You swallowed hard. "Because… I'm scared."
WinWin didn’t move for a moment, but you could see the way his expression softened, just barely. He sighed, running a hand through his hair before looking at you again. "Scared of what?"
"Of ruining you. Of ruining us."
It was selfish, really. You had spent so much time convincing yourself that you were the problem, that staying away from him was for the best. That if you let yourself love him the way you wanted to, you’d only bring him down.
But now, looking at him, seeing the way he held himself together like he was afraid of breaking apart, you realized—
You had already hurt him by keeping your distance.
WinWin took a careful step toward you. "You don’t get to decide that for me."
You blinked, breath catching.
"If you hate yourself, then fine," he murmured. "But don’t use that as an excuse to push me away."
Tears stung the corners of your eyes as his words sank in. You had been so caught up in your own fears that you hadn’t even noticed how much it affected him. How much he had been hurting, too.
Slowly, hesitantly, you reached out. Your fingers brushed against his, and for a moment, he didn’t move. Then, ever so gently, he closed the distance between you, his hand warm against yours.
"You don’t have to go through this alone," he said softly.
And for the first time in a long time, you let yourself believe him.
hey guys, so i’m aware that most of my followers are now either inactive or not interested in my writing anymore, but if anyone wanted to send me some reqs for little drabbles or something i’d love to bring some of them to life :)
Warning: mention of emetophobia, angst (if you squint. Reader’s whole personality trait is hating Jaehyun), themes of infidelity, smut. I think that’s it let me know if I missed anything! Enjoy <3
“What do you mean she threw up on you?”
“Dude I was about to finish and next thing I know-”
You’re sat on the couch perched by the table completing a jigsaw puzzle while Johnny sits at the bar conversing with Jaehyun about one of his sex horror stories that you begin to zone in on for a moment but quickly regret it, putting your airpods back in. You had the day off today but you were out of the house for most of it, running errands and catching up with Mark before you two had to part due to his schedule. You couldn’t help the feeling of guilt that ignited whenever his lips met yours when you prepped to part ways because you felt like a cheater and he was the last person on earth that deserved to be backstabbed after everything he did for you. Looking up from your puzzle you spot Johnny peering over at you mouthing words you are unable to make out with your airpods in as your hand comes up to take one out he reiterates.
“We’re gonna catch a movie later.” He says, not asking you but instead informing you.
“What if I don’t wanna go?” You counter.
His expression shows he’s taken aback as he plants his hands on his chest and parts his lips letting out a gasp.
“Did you just say you hate me and that I should die?”
Rolling your eyes and letting out a chuckle you shake your head at his melodramatic attitude. You didn’t mind going to catch a movie with him; you’d done it before and the night ended in him having to restrain himself from uttering another word since every syllable he uttered had you clutching your stomach in laughter.
“I’ll be ready.” You assure him.
“Thank god, Jaehyun, how boring of a roommate are you to have her doing a puzzle on a Saturday night?” He exclaims, flailing his arms around. Your eyes fall on him who is already staring at you with that sharp gaze that makes you wanna run to your room and never come out.
“Not my fault she doesn’t know how to hold a conversation.”
“Why would I want to hold a conversation with you?”
Your tone is sharp, matching your eyes that shoot daggers at him from across the room. It’s not that you aren’t aware of the fact that talking back only fuels the fire between the two of you but you refused to let him have the last word especially after the crap he pulled last time he got you alone. Did he not feel even an ounce of the guilt you felt for what he caused? Him and Mark have been friends way before the two of you lived together. So much for bro code.
“Afraid you might fuck around and like me?” He teases, tongue in cheek with his words while you feel the hair on your skin stand up and your nostrils flare in annoyance so much you nearly forget about Johnny who’s eyes dart between the two of you incessantly.
“Fuck off.” Your jaw clenches as you look at him with the looming urge to punch him in his beautiful face.
“If you guys are gonna fight, at least let me pop some corn.” Johnny quips, laughing at his own joke while you raise a questioning brow at him.
“No? Tough crowd.”
Deciding it’s best to step away for a bit you excuse yourself to your room with the excuse that you’ve left to get ready for the movie. Taking your time to pick out clothes after doing your makeup which you figure is a slight waste since you would be in the dark for the majority of the night but you were desperate to pass the time in your room and you ruled out starting another series on Netflix. Looking over yourself in the mirror you take your phone to glance over your notifications and they hold no substance until a ding sounds and your finger taps on the text message from Mark.
Mark <3: Missing you :(
Your heart swells and deflates at the words on your screen. Even though you did not act on your sudden attraction for Jaehyun you did only an ounce of what you could have to stop him from touching you the way he did but it was still wrong of you to think of another person while you were in a happy and healthy relationship.
You: Miss you too, bub.
Your fingers press send as a knock sounds at your door, startling you.
“Yeah?” You answer, rubbing your glossy lips with another coat of product.
“We’re ready when you are.” Jaehyun’s voice sounds from behind the door causing you to stiffen at the sound of it, hating yourself for wanting to feel his breath on your lips while he utters filthy words to you.
“Be out in a sec!”
You utter a ‘fuck’ under your breath hastily searching for your bag and trailing over to your door to whip it open before your face nearly collides with a chest but your hand squeezes the door knob for leverage and peers up at the face that belongs to the body you nearly crashed into. Your eyes are wide like a deer in headlights before you clear your throat to compose yourself.
“S-sorry I didn’t know you were still behind the door-”
His eyes trail over your attire making you gulp at the way he feels no need to be subtle.
“Can you chill? Seriously, you don’t have to be a fucking cunt all the time.” You spit, before shoving him to the side and turning the corner where you meet Johnny's line of sight, falling into a conversation quickly. His head tilts in resignation at your attitude, he concludes he deserved that one after pushing your buttons in front of Johnny.
“I call front seat.” You chirp when you walk out of the apartment towards Johnny’s truck, hopping in with the help of the ledge that juts out when you open the door of the vehicle. You’re pressing buttons on the radio to occupy yourself while you tune out the men’s voices in the minimal space of the vehicle. The room always felt ten times smaller when Jaehyun is present, somehow sucking the energy out of you through gestures even though his comments did bother you most of the time his aura is what ticked you off.
“You remember Diana?” Johnny’s voice pulls you out of your thoughts as you move your eyes from the radio to watch his smirking face.
“Yeah! We’ve only talked a few times but she baked me cookies for my birthday- why?”
You recall the timid girl that sat across from you in your English class occasionally asking you to get coffee and you were surprised to be approached since you were still coming out of your shell as well. She’s beautiful and you had some of the best conversations with her.
“I asked her out and she said yes.”
Your heart soars for your friend. It was easy for people to like him since he has the looks and personality everyone searches for but he never felt a deep connection with any girl he “dated”, meanwhile every girl he ever dated fell in love with him and he never stayed present long enough to catch them.
“She’s so sweet! You guys vibe?”
Jaehyun chimes in, poking at Johnny’s cheek from the backseat with a smirk.
“My boy’s in it for a good time.” He laughs, peering over at you with an indisputable look in his eye making you roll yours.
“Are you not emotionally drained making everything about sex? Where’s the fun in that?”
You couldn’t help but be bothered by his take on the subject. Sure you had your fair share of meaningless hook-ups but they all left you with that same feeling of emptiness and at your age now you only gave real relationships you feel would make you grow to be a better person with the whoever you ended up spending your life with.
“The fun is in the sex.” Answering like it is the most obvious thing in the world, his dimpled smile comes into view as he replies to your serious question and you are reminded why you despised him in the first place; no longer clouded by lust or the feeling to put all the energy you put into hating him into finding the good in him. You have seen all you needed to. The ride to the theater remains silent and you arrive, eyes looking up at the huge menu displayed on the wall behind the concession stand before your hand taps Johnny on the shoulder.
“I’m gonna run to the restroom.” He nods.
“Yeah, what do you want?” He gestures to the concessions.
Rummaging through your purse to hand him your credit card you scan your eyes over the menu.
“Uhh nachos and a medium pepsi.” You say while your hand is still held out waiting for his to take it. He grimaces at the sight of it.
“Take the card, Suh.” You go to grab his hand but he moves it from your vicinity, a frown forming upon your lips.
“I got it. Go.”
He flips you around, pushing you towards the restrooms before going to stand next to Jaehyun who’s waiting in line. You trail to the restroom and wash your hands hastily drying them before your eyes land on your face in the mirror. Right then your phone rings; the tone hits the walls of the restroom making it louder than you expect as your eyes read the name on the screen and your finger finds its path to the green button before you put it to your ear.
“Hey you.” You declare, adding a tinge of sultry to your voice nearly cringing when you depict it in your speech.
“Hey. How’s my favorite girl?” Mark’s voice fills your gut with butterflies and guilt all at once. The combination poisonous as it spreads to the top of your fucking skull.
“I’m alright. You done workin’?”
Your palm rubs against the counter to suppress the nerves his voice on the line induce.
“Yeah it got pretty slow so boss let me out early-”
His voice seems to fade out as the door of the restroom swings open and your neck looks up from your phone to the mirror to see who it is- expecting a stranger to walk in but Jaehyun’s eyes meet yours quickly as your lips form a thin line.
“What are you up to, baby?”
You hear the question and your senses feel like they have disconnected as he steps towards you, peering down at you while you look at the ceiling to maintain the loss of eye contact.
“Baby, you there?”
His neck cranes down, moving your hair out of the way purposely letting his fingertips graze the back of your neck.
“Y-yeah I’m actually at the theater.” You curse yourself for the way your neck automatically tilts at his touch, giving in while you struggle to remain aware of your boyfriend’s voice.
“Oh? You went alone?”
You nearly shake your head before you realize he can’t see you.
“No. I’m with Johnny and Jaehyun.” You exhale, nudging the man behind you with your elbow emitting a groan of agony from him.
“What are y’all gonna see?”
Jaehyun goes to lean on the tiled wall of the restroom, staring you down ambiguously.
“Johnny wanted me to come along so I just went along- I was actually working on a puzzle at home and now I’m in the restroom talking to you.” You ramble making your boyfriend chuckle.
“Cute. Tell the boys I say hello and let me know if you get home safe, alright?”
You hear the clicking of his car and come up with the conclusion he must be driving himself home from work now.
“Alright. Love you, bub.”
“Love you too, babe.”
The line cuts there as he hangs up and you let your hand fall from your ear, putting the phone away in your pocket. Jaehyun remains wordless with his arms crossed, jaw clenched for a reason you don’t know. Your brow raises as a way of saying ‘what was that?’
“The uh movie’s about to start.”
You nod, “I was just on my way out.”
The silence holds tension as you dry your damp palms on your jeans.
“Listen-I’m sorry, okay?-”
Your fingers fluff your hair out in the mirror idly while his eyes remain focused on you but you react in a way that shows you are not phased
“For what exactly? Making me feel guilty for feelings you have for me or being an asshole?” You spit shamelessly, recalling the way he spoke in the car.
“All of it. I shouldn’t intrude on what you and Mark have going on.” The look in his eyes shows sincerity, differing from the pompous attitude he held up in the car.
This is what you wanted so you nod; not adding or rejecting the words he says because it no longer matters. Not when you and his best friend are happily together and he cares for you much more than Jaehyun ever could because as he admitted in the car; lust is the only thing motivating him to feel anything for you. This condition was seamless, he’d leave you alone. This apology is now timelessly effective.
“Great. See ya out there.” Before he can say anything, you are out of his sight and he is left with the swinging sound of the door.
-
There’s a lot of things that come with being a girlfriend; a good one at that. There’s holding hands, gift-giving, and the occasional late-night phone conversations discussing what you would do the next time you met up with one another. Mark is one of the most affectionate people you’ve ever been with; attentive to your mood switches but never pestering you regarding the matter and when time permitted he’d fuck the absolute shit out of you. You were more than surprised with his performance given the way he usually came off gentle but you had come to find out that you judged so incorrectly.
You recall the first time it happened, laid on his bed and working on assignments since he insisted he felt most productive with you around and you obliged, taking your textbook over to his room, putting a good dent in your calculus homework until you heard him shuffling across the room to trail over to you with dark eyes, differing from the usual dark brown. His hand pushed your textbook closed, sliding it to the ground while your lips fell open in exasperation and his hand made its way to your thigh before you crane your neck up to look up from the book that was now splayed on the ground to peer up at him with a pout.
“What-”
Lips met yours and you immediately forgot about the textbook, letting your fingers tangle themselves in his bleached strands, moaning into his mouth giving the chance for his warm tongue to slide between your lips. You become aware of his hard-on rubbing your thigh, pulling away for a moment to look at him with curious eyes, a smirk decorating his slightly swollen lips.
“I don’t mean to be so straight forward but is it too early in our relationship for me to fuck you?”
Mark’s vulgar words ignite a heat in your tummy before it resides in between your legs as he presses himself between your legs.
“Nuh-uh.”
That’s all it takes for sounds of fabric tearing and you are trying to keep up with his rough kisses and quick hands that palm your breast through your shirt before he pulls it down to wrap his lips around your pert nipple and your lungs forget how to act while your back arches into his touch, forgetting how it felt to have someone pleasure you. His mouth meets yours in a searing kiss while his hands pull your white, lacey panties down before carelessly throwing them to the other side of the room and his lips trail kisses down to where you need the most attention, letting his warm breath meet your clit devoiding it of care as he sucks on the skin of your thighs surely leaving gifts for you to view later. Your whimpers are incessant as he continues his torture and his fingers brush down your slit making you shudder.
“Sensitive little thing aren’t you?”
“More please.” You plead.
His fingers rub against your entrance, coating your arousal evenly before slipping one inside of you emitting a sigh of relief from you while your back arches into his touch. It was too good that your hands found themselves going to grab at his wrist but his free hand caught them, smacking you away for you to seek shelter in the sheets around you. His lips press against your clit, softly kissing it while adding a finger to further the stretch, pumping them out at a quicker pace while the obscene sound of squelching meets the wall along with your mewls while you try not to moan too loudly. Your senses feel like they’re mushed as your vision blurs and your body vibrates as Mark hums against your pussy and before you can register it ecstasy thrums through you. Your teeth bite down on your index and you only realize when you open your eyes to peer down at your boyfriend who’s lip glistens with your release. He climbs up so his face is near yours again, your thumb gliding across his coated lips before you bring it to your mouth, giggling at nothing in particular while Mark’s gaze stays on your face. Your lips meet his for a moment before you move them down to his neck, licking and sucking at his tan skin while your hand goes to tug his length out of his shorts. A sharp exhale from his lips encourages you to continue your movements as his skin heats up against yours and he pushes you away, pinning your wrists on either side of your head while you squeal at the swift motion but enjoy the firm grip he keeps on you.
“Tell me how bad you want me.” He whispers into your ear, letting the tip of his nose graze yours before sucking your bottom lip into his mouth.
Your hips rise to grind your center against his length and his body presses against you to halt your advances, feeling his bare length brush against you.
“Want you so bad.” You plead shamelessly.
Flipped onto your stomach in a split second you feel his tip glide across your slit deliciously before he slips himself into you without any warning and you feel like the air is too thin to breathe in, your mind foggy with pleasure as his hips set a sensual pace while your shallow gasps sound. Your head is buried into the pillow, muffling your sounds until you feel his hand hold your neck firmly while his other hand has its fingertips pressing into your waist.
“Wanna hear you.”
You grunt in response as his pace quickens and the obscene sounds of skin against skin hits the walls and his dick brushes your g-spot repeatedly making your eyes roll to the back of your head, pushing your ass up to him automatically giving into the heat you feel unfurl through your core. His hands never stop wandering as he accommodates you by gripping your upper arms to pull you against him all while his hard thrusts never falter. You were insane for ever doubting him for even a second, mentally apologizing for your fault; for even thinking of Jaehyun the way you did when you had something so good and healthy with Mark.
“M’ gonna cum.” You declare breathlessly, laying your head on Mark’s chest while he wraps an arm around you to keep your incapable body against him while his other hand goes to play with your clit forming stars in your vision.
“T-too good.”
A chuckle rumbles through his firm chest. “You’re not gonna take what I give you baby?”
The motherfucker knows you can’t respond while his cock is literally brushing your cervix.
“Want me to stop fucking you, hm?”
In fear of him halting his movements you muster words through your shallow pants.
“No! Please make me cum!”
His hands palm your breasts, adding to the stimulation and you swear you are on cloud nine when your vision goes out for a moment but it has no importance when the most brain-wracking orgasm thrums through you while he fucks you through it holding you tighter against him like he’s afraid you’ll disappear in thin air. Peppering gentle kisses on your neck, differing to the sins he committed on your body.
“Shit.” He says when he notices the wetness on his sheets. You come to, looking down at the moisture dripping down your thighs and the wet spots on the sheets, clenching around him in embarrassment.
“Fuck, I didn’t-” You began declaring an apology before his lips meet yours, straying soon after.
“That was so fucking hot.” He smiles, pressing his lips to yours again while his hands glide all over your sweaty body.
This is good. Things are good. You just had to learn how to ignore the looming thoughts of someone you swore could beat the standard your boyfriend reached.
-
Back at the shared apartment you mostly stayed in your room working on assignments that were not due for several weeks with the hopes of avoiding Jaehyun who became strangely cordial towards you with the reciprocation of that attitude from you. This new energy between you ignited a pain within you because his apology was sincere and he backed up his words with the way he interacted with you daily. Shutting your laptop closed, you pad your way to the kitchen for a drink of water, grabbing one from the fridge hastily before chugging down half the bottle. Shuffling is heard from down the hall making you turn to see where the sound is coming from to spot a head of wet hair that leads down a bare torso to a white towel obstructing your view of the rest of your roommate’s body; not that you had any reason to want to see any of it. Jaehyun is quick to enter his room, oblivious of your stunned figure standing in the kitchen losing your breath over the sight of him. Averting your gaze back to your water bottle, you sigh out in an attempt to clear your head. All this time you put all the frustration you had pent up for him towards hating him and it made sense then but now you were simply classified as a bitch if you were mean to him when he was so nice to you now. The door of his bedroom opens again making your neck turn towards the sound of his footsteps meeting his friendly grin with a similar expression.
“You alright?” He says with a quirked brow. You nod quickly, picking up your water as a poor way to mask your fidgeting.
“Just dehydrated is all.”
He frowns, placing his hand on your forehead checking your temperature.
“What are you-”
“Feel sick at all? I know with school starting and all it’s anxiety inducing.”
The Med student in him rears its head as he takes his hand away from your forehead and glances at you intently waiting for a response while you stand with your mouth agape thinking of a coherent sentence because he’s so attractive and you are such a bad person and such a bad girlfriend.
“I-I’m alright, really. It’s very sweet of you to check.” You chuckle as a toothy smile spreads across his face and you swear you see his eyes glimmer in the kitchen's lighting. He spares you another smile before darting his eyes to a spot behind you before his gaze meets yours again.
“I’m making us dinner tonight-”
Your eyes widen and your cheeks flush at the way his words come out and he notices the look on your face at the way the words could be interpreted after he swore he was changing phases with you. No amount of him being a jerk would make you fall for him like an idiot-plus you are dating his best friend. Jaehyun shakes his head, scoffing at his words that he wishes he could erase from the air as he clears his throat to utter an apology to you a soft palm slaps his arm playfully.
“No way, what are you making?- Can I help?” You perk enthusiastically, looking up at him with wide eyes. He recalls that look in your eyes from New Years as you looked up at Mark with hazy eyes in your vulnerable intoxicated state but now you are fully sober and there is nothing to blame it on other than the sheer fact that you had no idea what effect you have on him. You had no clue what he was willing to put on the line for you- for just a taste-
“Jaehyun?” You repeated as he stood frozen, glaring at you with his dark eyes that blink incessantly as he snaps out of it.
“Sorry- brain’s lagging from all the studying- but why don’t you go wash up and I’ll handle dinner.”
Your lips form a frown as you become vigilant of his usual aura becoming invisible- usually he seemed so certain in all of his actions with all of the smart comments he’d shoot at you when the possibility of being cordial was never presented. The scolding water hitting your skin in the shower makes the thoughts in your head run wild. Was it a bit masochistic to say you prefer the way things were before? What was there to even talk about with him now? Climate change or the way the economy was ready to fail us all? A groan rattles through you as you slide your bare body down the tiled wall of the shower. Hating him was much more fun than this. Finally ending your pathetic excuse of a pity party you dress yourself in an oversized pullover that definitely belonged to Mark along with shorts before padding out of the steamy bathroom with your damp curls sticking to the nape of your neck. It seems Jaehyun had everything set up for dinner prior to informing you about it since the table is already set with two plates that consist of generous portions. Setting the last utensil down he looks up at you with raised brows.
“There you are. Feeling better?”
You forget what he is referring to and think you have been caught and that he somehow heard your thoughts in the shower causing you to stand rigid with wide eyes as he tilts his head awaiting an answer.
“Oh yeah. All good. Food looks great, by the way.” Your feet pad over to the chair pulling it out before sitting down feeling eyes burn a hole through your form. He takes that as his cue to take a seat across from you who struggles to meet his eyes, a visible wince evident when you finally do.
“I hope it’s not too spicy.”
You shake your head at his words, cutting a piece of the chicken on your plate and popping it into your mouth, eyes widening at how good the food is.
“No way this is actually good.”
An offended gasp comes from him. “You’re surprised I can conjure up a decent meal?”
A chuckle comes from you, hand coming up to cover your mouth. “Honestly?”
His eyes form a squint along with the appearance of the craters in his cheeks. “That would be preferred.”
“Surprised is an understatement.” You jab playfully.
The tension seems to wither away as you fork away at the contents on your plate, finishing most of it before you lean back in your seat absentmindedly watching the way his jaw clenches when he chews before your eyes catch the veins in his larger hands and you don’t realize that he’s watching you gnaw on your index finger while you blatantly gawk at his hands-he swears he’s imagining the far away look on your face because although he is focusing on being better towards you that changes none of the desires he holds for you but he’s determined to stray away from the asshole you coined him as. It’s not until he goes to stand up that your eyes move up to look him in the eye.
“Let me help with the dishes.” You softly declare through your pouty lips and he swears his knees buckle at the sight of them. You’re quick on your feet when you rise from your chair, taking his plate from his hands to trail over to the sink with them, running warm water over the plates and you turn to find him bringing over the cups. You quietly thank him as you let the sponge scrub against the porcelain while his warmth radiates on to you as he stands near you. The only thing that can be heard is the water's movement while you rinse the silverware of the soapy substance before setting them on the rack to dry all while you try to ignore the feeling of his eyes burning into your skin. You turn your neck to meet his eyes. He sports a grin on his face as he just gazes at you in silence.
“Thanks, I really appreciate it.”
Your damp hands forget about ever washing the dishes as your eyes blink multiple times and you are struggling to generate a response.
“Of course. Thanks for dinner.”
A silent nod is all he returns before he wishes you a goodnight, leaving you breathless as you soon hear the click of his shutting bedroom door.
Hey Guys!! I know its been 2 months since I posted Broke it All pt.1, but I have finished pt.2. Here it is! I hope you guys like it !! <3 pls let me know what you guys think of it.
!!PART1!!
Details: Jaehyun-NCT. This part was inspired by the song Apologize by Timbaland ft One Republic so listen to that on repeat if you’d like while reading. 2/20/2021 2:50 p.m
Word Count: 1,060 (ik it’s a lil short but I didn’t feel like it was something that needed to be dragged on in terms of a concluding part)
JaehyunxFem!Reader
"soooo... How'd it go?' Johnny asks when Jaehyun walks in the door
"She said she'd think about it" he sighed
"Well.. That's good right?"
"I think so. Leaves room for hope. I wouldn't blame her if she said no"
"yea I wouldn't either"
Jahyun glared at him. "Dude.. a lil support would be cool.."
"Sorry. But I'm being honest. You cheated on her man. That's one of the worst things you can do in a relationship. You better pray she's willing to try again. She was perfect. But anyway, you should sleep. Try not to think about it too much. Good Night man" Johnny says and walks past him and pats his back, and goes to his room.
Not think too much? How could he NOT think about you? Your smile. Your laugh. Coming home to you after a long day of practice, recording, making appearances. You were his #1 supporter. And he ruined it all. He walked to his room, slowly undressed, and laid in bed, staring at his ceiling until he fell asleep unknowingly.
He spent his time trying to distract himself. Trying not to dwell on your possible response too long. But it made him anxious. He couldn’t focus, he would space out and get distracted. He didn’t feel motivated anymore. The members would constantly have to snap him back to reality. They would take him out, invite him to things, to try to get his mind off you. But he just wanted to know your answer.
He was in the studio when he got your text. 2 weeks later. Which he thought was incredibly quick. But that couldn't mean anything good right?
[Y/N] I think I've made my mind up... lmk when you're free to talk
[Jaehyun] I'll be free in like 30 min. You should be out of work by then, right? I'll pick you up from there.
[Y/N] ok
Reader P.O.V
You locked your phone and got back to work. Staring at the clock, waiting to be able to leave. Just so you can get everything settled.
5:30. You begin putting things back into your work desk and grab your purse. You walk to the front of the building, checking the time, and looking around for his car. Finally, he pulls up and gets out. He hugs you. God you missed his hugs. How warm he was. He opens your door and you get in, he closes it for you and comes back around to his seat and begins driving.
"How was work?" he asks glancing over at you.
"It was okay. Nothing really exciting. Just editing and such. You know how it is" You looked over at him. How did he look so good doing the simplest things, in the simplest clothes? Just a white t-shirt, black jeans, and high-top converse. one hand on the steering wheel. Usually, the other would be in your hand, or your thigh... You clear your throat when you realize you were staring too long. "And you? I'm assuming you were at the recording studio or something? you don't look like you were filming or anything"
"Yea just recording. We're almost done with the album. The session was almost over so you texted right in time"
"cool" you slowly nodded your head. Not sure what to say. The silence goes on for a few seconds more. "Where are we going?"
"oh. Uhhh well it's kinda hot today I thought we could get some iced coffee or cold drinks, go to the park and talk there? Unless you wanna do something else or just talk in a parking lot or something"
"No that sounds good. Drinks and park are fine"
He nods. You stop at a cafe and you both get an iced coffee. He pays, even though you were pulling out your card to pay for your own.
Once you reach the park you walk around together. Watching people on bikes, the kids playing. Then you find a table underneath a tree, nice and shade-covered. You sit across from each other, you played around with the lid of your cup. Not sure how to start what you need to say.
"so, I've made up my mind" You breathe out
"Wait. Can I say a few things first?"
You sigh quietly. "yes of course"
"Okay. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. You have no idea how much I regret what I did. I have no excuse besides the fact that I was stupid and selfish. I was going to come clean after I broke it off with her. Explain everything and be honest. I didn't mean to hide it. I've already blocked her, cut her off, a long time ago. I love you. So much. I saw me spending the rest of my life with you..."
your throat tightens, tears threatening your eyes. Once again it all comes flooding back. "I can't Jaehyun. I don't think I can give this another go after that."
Silence again. He stares blankly at you, as you stare down at your cup, tears slowly trickling down your face.
"Please. Please just this once. I need you. I'd take another chance, I'd do anything, take a shot for you. Please... Is there no love for me left at all? Nothing left between us to hold onto?" he grabs your hand and you look up and he's crying.
"It's too late Jae. I loved you so much. It's too late to apologize. Too late to fix anything."
"You're my everything..."
"You said she was nothing that night. You sit here, calling me everything. But you still ruined your everything, for nothing. She must've been a pretty important nothing... I'm sorry Jae." You get up, and he follows. "I didn't deserve to be cheated on, while I was giving you all my love, effort, and energy. I deserve to be with someone who appreciates me in the moment. Every moment, of every day. Like I did to you. Not when it's too late after the damage has been done. I can't give you another chance. Maybe we can rebuild but as friends. Just friends."
You turn around and start to walk away. Leaving him behind at the table. You know he's heartbroken. You are too. You truly loved him. Were in love with him. But clearly, he didn't love you as much as you loved him.
A/N: In conclusion, don't get back with people who cheated on you. Even if they're a rich celebrity or multi-millionaire. You are worth more than that. Don't cheat on anyone either. That's fucked. When someone truly loves you, they only have eyes for you. Love for you. Whether they're mad, drunk, sober, high, tired, etc. I hope none of you settle for less than you deserve. There is someone, even multiple people, who would give you the world and never hurt you. They will be worth the wait, and all the heartbreak you've endured before them.
Jaehyun x reader // SMUT
Summary: You’re just trying to enjoy your short break before going back to school, you met Jaehyun at a bar in the most creative way. Things got interesting after agreeing to hook up with him.
Word Count: 3k
Warnings: Mentions of alcohol, older Jaehyun, younger reader, age difference. If you’re uncomfortable, please click away. Explicit mature scenes, rough? sex.
Note: there will be following chapters so the genre will change eventually to fluff, angst and smut.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
It was the end of third term and you passed the first level of your thesis a real pain in the ass but you managed to pass. You and your circle of friends decided to celebrate at one of the city’s finest and expensive bar and get wasted to expensive shots and beers the whole night. No matter how fucked up you get from drinking tonight, someone will get you home safe and untouched. It’s been months since the last time you tasted alcohol and tonight you’re ready to drink any drink your friends give you.
You and your friends are collecting shots at the bar when a really tall man approached you asking if they can join tables with you guys to have fun. “To have fun?” You repeated.
“Oh its Johnny by the way” he introduced himself then points at the corner of the bar letting you know where they’re seated.
“We can play truth or dares, body shots, anything you guys like” he offered. Your guy friends are down and so are the others, you didn’t have much of a choice.
“First game for tonight” your friend Mark exclaimed trying to fight the booming music the dj is playing, “is dares! No truths because that shit is boring.” Everyone was up for it and you cant believe that Mark came up with that game, not that you’re scared of anything.
Joy spins the bottle and everyone was quiet, waiting for the bottle to point the first lucky player. The person who will give the dare is the person on your right. And to your surprise, you’re sitting with one of the strangers. A guy named Jaehyun.
Everyone seems to get along fine, Johnny and Mark looked like close friends already even though they just met. And the person beside you, Jaehyun, kept the drinks flowing, pouring tequila shots for everyone. And the other guy, Yuta, was a joker. Kept everyone laughing all the time.
When the bottle finally points at you, everyone cheered for you because Jaehyun is the one giving the dare.
“Oh don’t worry, she can do almost everything. Don’t go easy on her.” Your friend Wendy shouts to Jaehyun and all of your friends agreed. Again, dares don’t bother you. You find it really fun. During Wendy’s birthday, she dared you to kiss Mark for 10 straight seconds, and you did, you even bit his lips and put tongue in it.
Jaehyun clears his throat and proceeds to his dare for you, he’s reaching for 8 shot glasses and pours tequila on them, the glasses are full.
“I dare you, to finish these 8 tequila shots and kiss me after, I’ll be your lime”
Everyone went, “Ohh!” and cheered for you.
“Failure to do so, you’re punishment would be, paying for this whole bottle” everyone went crazy because Jaehyun kept on challenging you. You wanted to fight back and challenge him too, so you did.
“If I do everything you said, you’ll pay for everything tonight” you challenge back and everyone went even crazier. He added 2 more shots to make the shots 10, “deal.”
You went on drinking with a smile, confident enough that he’s going to pay for everything tonight and you will go home super wasted, Wendy should take care of you.
You down the first 4 shots fast, everyone was counting. “1! 2! 3! 4!” You glanced at Jaehyun taking the last 5 shots continuously without breaking eye contact. You took the last shot slowly, making him wait for the most awaited kiss. He’s smiling already, really impressed on how you handle your alcohol very well.
You came closer to him and kissed him. His hands are cupping your face so he can kiss you properly. The taste of tequila lingers in your lips, and the taste of lime lingers on his.
Everyone was counting and it has been 5 seconds since you started kissing each other. Jaehyun tried to pull away but you grabbed his head, encircling your arms around his neck and kissing him more. You hear nothing but the heavy music, and you cant stop kissing his soft lips. This time you pulled away.
“Y/n you wild girl!” You hear them cheering, as if they cant believe what just happened. Everyone is speechless but somehow made them howling.
Going back to Jaehyun, you remind him the deal, “We’ll Jaehyun, you owe us” He nods with a smile on his face very satisfied with what you did.
As Mark introduced another game, you excused yourself and went to the comfort room. I cant believe I just kissed someone looking like a mess, you told yourself. You removed the small lipstick smudge on your face and straightened your dress. To your surprise Jaehyun is waiting for you just outside the ladies room.
“Hi” he started.
“Good game” is all you can say, not actually wanting to talk to him any longer so you walked passed him.
“Y/n can we...” you stopped and turned towards him again. “Can we continue what we started earlier?”
Wha he said startled you. If you’re really being honest, he kissed you really good and you wonder what other things he’s good at.
You can’t believe you agreed, leaving your friends at the bar, Jaehyun paid for all the drinks as promised. He took you to a fine hotel, a rather decent and expensive one for a hook up.
When you’re finally alone with him, he kissed you wildly not like how he kissed you earlier, it was wet and breathtaking, your lips burn from his biting. Discarding your sexy black dress, you caught Jaehyun admiring you. You unbuttoned his black buttoned down shirt, not leaving his lips.
Careful not to bump on anything, he walks you towards the room and gently pushed you on the perfectly made bed ready to be ruined and stained. You throw pillows at him trying to let him catch you in the huge bed but he catches you immediately, hovering on top of you. Savouring your soft skin, he gently kisses your shoulders down to your breast licking and kneading it already. You unclasp your bra from behind, Jaehyun throwing it somewhere in the huge bed and continued what he was doing with your breast.
Wet kisses trails all over your body, Jaehyun kissing your hard nipples making it even harder, “You have nice nipples” he whispers in between biting and licking your breast, all you can do is moan and run your fingers to his soft hair.
You feel him coming down slowly between your legs, leaving soft kisses on your abdomen and playing with your pink lacy panties. Teasing your clothed entrance, he removes your underwear slowly leaving you fully naked under him.
“On the scale of 1-10, how drunk are you?” He asked and waits for your answer before continuing.
“.5” you answer with a giggle, telling him you’re not drunk and all is good he can fuck you senseless. He let out a small giggle, showing his cute dimples before teasing you again. Looking at you straight in the eye while his fingers make you feel good. He looked hot and ethereal, almost looked like a sex god you thought.
He spreads your legs even wider and plays with your slit more before he removes his pants. He has a great body you thought, Jaehyun looked like a model who came out straight from a magazine. His Calvin Klein underwear makes him ten times hotter.
“Y/n you’re staring” he snaps out of you.
You gasp as you remember that your legs are wide open in front of him, trying to close them but he stops you. He grabs your legs, and dragged you down, leaving your legs dangling on the side of the bed. He’s in between your opened legs, you came closer to him, Jaehyun made you touch his perfectly sculpted body. You look into his eyes when your hand made its way to his growing crotch, he’s hard already.
You kissed his abdomen playing with his Calvin Klein underwear before removing it. His cock sprung free, almost slapped your cheek. You lick it for a the mean time leaving Jaehyun weak. You feel him trembling already but that didn’t stopped you from blowing him. You took him slowly, pushing his cock in your mouth your tongue doing wonders inside. You sucked him good and you made sure you never let go of his cock putting him on edge over and over again. Fucked up Jaehyun is so hot and he’s sweating already, hair cover his beautiful face from looking down at you.
Looking in his eyes when you feel hes about to come, you focused on licking and sucking the head of his cock, slowly and very slowly you push back taking him full in your mouth again then he cums. You felt him cum, a lot a and you swallowed looking into his eyes.
You winked at him and he pushed you back to bed growling while kissing your neck, hands all over your body. Kissing your lips again wilder than ever, biting your nipples making you moan with a soft, “ouch.”
You can feel his cock hard again poking your thigh, you hum stroking and teasing it again. “Cant get enough of my cock?” He whispers, leaving wet kisses or your neck.
His hand went between your bodies and you can feel him stroking his cock teasing, your entrance. “Oh wait” you stopped for a second, “condom” you remembered.
He sighed and and puts his forehead on top of your breast, that gave you tingles.
“I dont have one” he said, very disappointed with himself.
“Aaw. Too bad, I have one” you teased him again, his mood went back, “check my purse” he quickly get off the bed and grabs your purse.
Watching Jaehyun rolls the condom on his thick cock, your mouth waters about the things you want him to do with you. “Its only one so we’ll have to make the best of it” he said hovering on top of you again.
You bit his lip followed by kissing it with your tongue to put him on momentum again. It worked. Checking your slit if you’re still wet, he lines he’s cock to your pussy and slammed right in without any warning.
“Ah - you didn’t warned me!” You screamed, almost 100% sure you scratched he’s back with your long nails.
Fucking you slowly now, Jaehyun says his sorry while he’s making you feel good. You moan, when he change his pace from fast to slow taking his time on you, putting you on edge.
“Do you want me to spread my legs more?” All he did was kiss you hungrily as a form of answer. His right hand is on your left thigh, making you spread even wider and stopping your legs from closing at the same time. His other hand is all over your body like it has a life on its own, making you suck his thumb and puts it on your clit. The sudden action made your hip jolt, and your right thigh kicking on the sheet below. You moan beside his ears, letting him know how good he is.
Your hands are encircled around his neck, making him focus in you. Looking him in the eye while he thrusts hard and deep and your boobs bouncing up and down beneath him.
Searching for more feeling, addicted to everything Jaehyun does to you, you made him suck your right thumb while looking into your eyes, he gave you a wink and suddenly you felt your lower abdomen tighten, your eyes roll back and your body archs. You heard him giggle because he knew what he did to you.
With your long nails, you never intend to scratch Jaehyun’s back but he’s fucking you now through your orgasm, not letting go and his thrust got harder and sharper
“Jaehyun!” You moan his name, spreading you legs even wider trying your best to get out of the overstimulation.
Wanting to see his beautiful face, you raked your fingers to Jaehyun’s beautiful hair scratching his forehead accidentally.
He came closer to you, whispering sweet things and making you laugh while he fucks you nonstop. “You’ve been hurting me quite a lot, am I going to be alive after this?” You laughed but it turned out to be a load moan, he’s now kissing and bitting your nipples again as he picked up his pace.
Your head moving from side to side, gripping on his back more because of the changed pace. He bit the skin of your left boob a little too hard, it actually stings, maybe a little blood but you don’t care.
You grabbed his face and kissed him to prevent him from biting you again, and just a glanced to Jaehyun’s perfect fucked up face made you cum again trembling and shivering under him, moaning his name telling him to stop. But of course he didn’t, he chased his own orgasm and cums right after you.
“Oh, y/n” he moans, almost sounded like he’s about to cry. He pulls out immediately after he cums and discarded the condom, throwing into the trash bin. You pant, while trying to pull the white duvet to cover your shivering body but you’re just too weak. Jaehyun kissed the top of your head and covers your body, soon joining you in bed to give you heat.
Warm enough to make your shivering stop, you cling to Jaehyun so much, you can smell his body soap.
Forcing to get up, Jaehyun didn’t expect you to leave him so soon. As much as you wanted to stay, you cant.
With trembling legs, you forced yourself to collect you clothes and put them on again. Jaehyun looks for his underwear, and wears it again.
Not wanting to lose your touch so soon, he was planning to convince you to stay with him tonight. To his surprise he felt your cold hands on his waist, gripping it softly from behind it made him blush and smile so big his ears are turning red.
“Im sorry” He heard you apologising, but he didn’t know exactly why.
“What? Why are you apologising all of a sudden?” He asked, still not feeling the sting caused by the scratches that you made on his back. It almost looked like some type of animal scratched Jaehyun’s back, and you feel sorry because that animal was you.
“Jaehyun Im sorry. Wait please sit down” you exclaimed, pretty sure he doesn’t know whats happening.
You went to the bathroom to grab the first aid kit and some wet towels. You keep on apologising to him while you check the wounds, cleaning it with the wet towel.
Its weird how he’s smiling, maybe he enjoys rough sex but you’re certain that you can’t leave without tending his wounds.
Grabbing his face with both of your hands, scanning for other wounds. He’s quite startled he thought you’re going to kiss him, and you notice his ears are burning red it made you worry more. You pressed the wound on his forehead, he let out a loud “ouch!”
You’re still not wearing your dress, just your bra and underwear and to be honest Jaehyun thinks your hot while you’re tending his wounds. He tries to hide his growing erection, trying to avoid from being embarrassed.
“Im sorry. I couldn’t control myself” you put a bandaid on the scratch you made on his forehead still feeling sorry.
You’re too focused on feeling sorry you didn’t notice Jaehyun is smiling sweetly, he notice the bruised he cause on your boob and he suddenly panicked.
He didn’t know what to do, he didn’t want to just grab your boob and put a bandaid on it he thought that’s rude. So instead, he apologised and told you that its bleeding. “Don’t worry about it, its just a small scratch I can manage” you said while putting on some clothes again.
“Why cant you stay? And sleep here beside me?” Jaehyun blurted out.
“Its not that I don’t want to... but I have class in the morning and I have to be in school really early” you fix your hair in mirror near the bathroom. “Don’t you have class or anything?”
“The last time I attended class was 8 years ago? I think?” He went back under the covers looking like a god with his left hand behind his head, his muscles flexing.
But what you heard made you shook your head, it made you dizzy for some reasons. You opened a bottle of water and handling one to Jaehyun thinking he might want some.
“So you’re telling me, we’re not on the same age bracket?” You asked not wanting to believe what you’re hearing from him. “Did you know that I’m younger than you?” You asked almost shouting at him.
“Hey, hey. Calm down.” He asks of you, “Believe me I’m almost as shocked as you are, but I don’t think there’s something wrong with it? Were both adults already”
“I had sex with an older man” you said to yourself, biting your nails while siting on a chair facing the bed. “How old are you again?” You asked Jaehyun, your frustration already visible.
“30-“
“Oh fuck!” You shouted, “Im only 23!” You shouted again not looking at him.
He’s giggling and he doesn’t looked like he’s bothered at all.
You gathered your false bravery, and you apologised to him. Telling him it was a mistake, “woah, woah, woah!” He stopped you from what you’re about to tell him.
“You’re making me feel really old right now. After giving me the best blowjob of my life and having sex with me just a few minutes ago, now you’re apologising?” He still looked calm.
“It’s just- It’s not my thing. Hooking up to guys older than me... Way older than me” you’re head starting to ache.
He let out a soft laugh, runs his fingers to his beautiful black hair and crossed his arms, “Well for someone younger than me, you seemed well spoken and mature” he bit his lower lip, “and for someone so young, you seem good in bed like really good. You almost made me cum so fast” He praised you trying to make you calm.
You put your hair up on a messy bun, making you ten times hotter. Jaehyun smiles again while watching you walk around the hotel room but felt a slight disappointment when he sees you putting on your heels.
The atmosphere was quiet and all you here is the sound if the ac in the hotel room, “Please. Mr. I had a really great time, but I really need to go”
So thankful that he didn’t stopped you from going home, Jaehyun thought he didn’t have any right to make you stay. He was scared to make you angry and to make you feel more guilty, so he let you go. For now.
And you left. You left Jaehyun in that cold hotel room, after he made you feel so good you’re almost positive you’ll never have a good fuck like that ever again.
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Masterlist
Description: Officially a college dropout, Y/N seeks to find solace by finding a job in a hotel to fund up Medical School. However, bumping into multi-millionaire Jung Jaehyun and blabbering ‘find a daddy’ made the bachelor propose an idea which both of you will benefit; being a companion to his clandestine meetings and having you search for the gold scalpel.
— warnings ➙ strong language, mentions of anxiety disorder, toxic relationship, sexual harassment, misuse of drugs (acts of felony), mature themes, slow burn, smut (graphic sex), dom! jaehyun and sub! reader, subtle dirty talk, virginity loss, cunnilingus, fingering, unprotected sex
You sauntered your way towards the hotel as quickly as you can. Chanting the advises Alex told, “Follow their orders, Y/N”
“Serve them the right drinks, and smile, got it Y/N?” whispering silently. You saw a few familiar buildings including the Jung Enterprises, you were momentarily awe-stricken.
You continued your tracks and blabbering, “..and lastly, find a daddy” your face morphed into confusion, why would Alex tell something as ridiculous like that? You collided with something, no someone, you thought. A toned chest. You stopped in your tracks, and looked up in embarrassment, “Oh my god, I’m so sorry”. You didn’t know what could be more humiliating, having a complete stranger hear your ridiculous request of a daddy or bumping someone who is an embodiment of Adonis?
The Gods are not with your side at the moment, however they were also considerate despite putting you in a very awkward and humiliating situation. This was a first, you’ve been attracted to a man, internal organs churning and left you confused with the strange new feeling. You’ve never seen someone look so, ethereal. His bone structure is fine and perfectly symmetrical. He is so striking, a face that could stop anyone in their tracks. He held a nonchalant gaze, a tint of blush kissing his cheeks, a smirk plastering his luscious lips, “I’m actually single, and No” he paused staring at you intently, “I’m no daddy, but I can be one for you”
This fic will be published soon!! please wait for a little more! I love you all! <3
The burning red and orange made the scenery obscure and abstrues. The scene of her past home being devoured by the orange flames burned a gratifying feeling within her, dancing like the flames flickering right in front of her eyes. It was like an embezzlement to an already perfect dress robe. Something extra, but something which derives pleasure to oneself.
The devil showed up in front of her eyes, just in the arms reach. Heavens forbid that angels kill but that meant little to no meaning to the fallen. She had gone to the point of no return.
The war between the devils and angels portrayed the literal image of ‘when all hell broke loose’
but the fallen had only one goal; to finish off the devil who tricked her into being a traitor for the sacred higher ups. Her eyes locked onto her target, adrenaline pumping within her
“I guess I'm just a little messed up like you” she whispered.
“ i bit the apple cause i loved you “
As the devil laid on the floor breathless and tattered, a pair of arms locked against his neck, a pair of ruthless menacing eyes looked up, staring dead back at the momentarily stunned and glazed eyes.
The soft glance and demeanor that once stared back at him in a loving trance, was now all replaced with acrimony and storm, hatred written all over for glance
“What the fuck” he managed to get out whilst struggling to get out of the shock.
‘___? Why are you here ? missed me?“
She adorned a bitter smile as she leaned forward,
A single lone tear slid down her cheeks onto her ash-covered white dress. Flashes of the remembrance brought stinging tears to her eyes
“Why, regretting the decision of liking me now? Think again, angel” he smiled infuriatingly back, surging a new level of anger on her Her hands tightened, fingers paper-white, as she managed a choke out of Him
“ I'm so embarrassed, Goddamn i fucking fell for you”
He managed to raise a brow, surprised by her retaliation and “you've changed…”
“I didn't change, it's just that I realised you were as naive as i am” she smirked
“It's just because I realised how toxic you were. How much of a manipulative piece of shit you were. I didn't change, you did. What happened to your tough demeanour? It was all an act, wasn't it?
i thought you would be different, I thought you would be more understanding, but I believed you too much, didn't I ? I wanted to believe you, I lied to myself that I was doubting you too much. I wanted to trust you but you know what the real tragedy was? The real tragedy was that it was fucking true. YOU were the traitor.” she said with raw desolation.
“What?” he said with his eyebrows furrowed, the feature of disbelief spreading over his face as his rage started surging up as well
“If you could only live up to your worth” the fallen spat acerbity
But as quickly as she had the upper-hand of the situation, the tides changed as she found herself being held to the neck instead
“Say that one more fucking time.” the devil said with clenched jaw
The fallen didn't answer, instead staring pointedly at the eye that was in the darkness of the corner since the start, signalling something.
The devil noticed, but it was a second too late. “don't let your guard down, you devil. and so when i speak, you bet your life my words are true” she glowered back
A pair of hands reached to the devil's neck from behind “Oh and before you go, I hope you have a wonderful time in the underworld. They do say that all devils go to hell when they die, and the worst ones go to Satan himself…. Well, that's rather tragic considering that Satan is his dad” she nodded looking at the boy behind the devil.
“M...master?” he looked eyes wide with shock “You don't even have the right to say my title after what you have done, you filth. I wish you happy eternal condemnation in the afterlife, you demon” donghyuck said, sneering into his eyes
Putting more pressure onto his hands…
… ‘crack’
A few months later…
“You know, I think that was a wonderful ending monologue. You can't deny that I wasn't cool” Donghyuck said, sinking back into the sofa, remembering the moment he killed his nemesis in the war which happened not much long ago.
He placed his hand on his chin, staring at you
“..........”
“Hey you're really gonna ignore me like that?” he said in a slightly whinier tone
You stifled a laugh and nodded. It was lee donghyuck you were with anyways.
