#optimisitc

[johnnie-lynne]

[zestnutriessentials2019]

[faint-rhodonite]

The best you can is good enough

Radiohead

[johnnie-lynne]

🌀🌀🌀🌀

[peachmingo-blog1]

I feel happy

I could cry tears of joy, I haven’t felt this in so long, but I feel like my heart could bust these last few days with the happiness I finally feel again.

I dropped out of college two weeks ago. I know that may sound like a bad thing, but it is such a relief. I felt so overwhelmed and helpless, and now I am free. I’ve been interviewing at some really interesting jobs with good benefits around my area, and the prospects look good.

I have my baby back, my true love is mine again. It hasn’t been easy, and we both needed the time apart, but after spending 8 weeks reconciling, and talking about our problems I’m ready to continue life with the man I love. To love and to be loved, oh what a glorious feeling. I spend every weekend at his house, and we even go out for dinner during the week sometimes too.

Before we were back together he hooked up with some girl, and she was so pretty. I met her after we got back together (not knowing who she was) and she for some reason thought when had been together when they slept together, and she was so mean. Posting pictures of me and telling the world how ugly and worthless i was that my man had fucked her. Why are girl’s so mean? I was so hurt and so miserable.

I deleted my facebook, and my snapchat. I am so tired of the negativity and the gossip. He deleted his too. Everything, all of his social media. He said he wanted to show me that I am the only girl he wants to give attention too, and that made me feel better.

I didn’t think I could ever be this happy again. This time last year drugs and infidelity were ripping apart my life at the seams. Sobriety and communication are finally helping us put the pieces back together. My family and friends judges me for taking him back after what happened, but they don’t know the terrible things I did to get back at him. And he still forgives me.

We were childish, but as we mature and forgive, I know this is the person I can trust to build my life with. This is the man who will love me unconditionally, and I will always love him, and knowing this, and to have him back in my arms it’s like... words can’t even describe. I am optimistic for my future.

I did a short tarot reading this week, and drew the nine of wands when asking what the future holds. “The challenges you face now, are the last bit of darkness before a beautiful dawn”

I am optimistic finally, and I am happy finally. I’m going to get this job, we are going to spend our lives happy together. Thick or thin, I will always love you <3

[therealjerryyonekura]

Jerry Yonekura Mabia, Do your Best!! Be happy, Don’t worry 😉 #Optimisitc

[melted-moonlight]

I am an optimistic nihilist

melted moonlight

[harrisdesignconcepts]

“Today, begin to train your mind to focus on the good. I guarantee you will start seeing much more good in your life!” — Dani Johnson #harrisdesignconcepts #danijohnson #mental #focus #qotd #positivity #optimisitc #freshstart #wednesday #daniquotes #believe #mindset #quoteoftheday #hdc #morningmotivation #designlife #wednesdaywisdom #focussed #trainyourbrain #positvevibes