Mar 7, 2023
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Just showered & got dressed and did my hair and I'm feeling sick and gross and so incredibly dissociated and blended and I don't want to go to work and be the super outgoing & energetic closing manager they expect me to be at this point 💔
We need more people who draw travis as a messy-haired, pathetic and ugly little guy with basically no social skills.
You guys have to remember,,,, he is not pretty. That’s okay! He doesn’t have to be! Not everyone in the world is a pretty little soft boy who waters plants and cuddles his boyfriend
Being ugly is real. I can say that we, as a collective, are very ugly. Filled with traumatized and rage-filled hateful idiots who want to feel flesh between our teeth, to tear out our bones and reveal to the world what truly being ugly is.
Being traumatized isn’t pretty. It’s painful and horrible and it fills you with rage and pain and you spend so many nights “ugly-“crying and trying to breathe but all that you can muster is a pathetic gasp.
Travis is not pretty. He has a black eye, his face scrunches up so tight when he’s mad,, he doesn’t care if he makes weird faces,, he just wants to show that he has HATRED and PAIN and the WHOLE GOD-FORSAKEN WORLD is going to burn WITH him.
Trauma, pain, rage, everything, it’s not pretty, it’s so hideous and it feels like being a wild animal or a bird whose freedom was stolen, whose wings were cut or ripped out. There’s so much hapiness and freedom ripped from your soul and it RUINS you.
Please, don’t reduce him to “just some soft boy with messy hair and a grumpy attitude.” There’s so much more. There’s years and years of trauma and suffering and he finally snapped, and he’s finally taking that match and letting it burn down the forests and turn each beautiful organism to softly-glowing ash.
This has been a post from the trauma holder (both source and outerworld). I am Mr Addison, and I bring this message as someone who knows exactly what it feels like to suffer and hold so much pent up rage until it all flows out of you like blood from a wound.
A tonetag masterlist !
What are tonetags, How do I use them?
Tonetags are usually a sign off on a message to show which tone one has used! This helps people who cannot tell tone over text!
Why are people so persistent on using them?
It helps a lot of people! If they misunderstand something it could upset them! Be mindful!
What are some common Tonetags, What do they mean?
/g, /gq = genuine, genuine question
/j = Joking
/hj = Half joking
/ij = Inside joke
/cj = coping joke (commonly used after trauma jokes)
/lhj = Light hearted joke
/srs = Serious
/s, /sarc, /sar = Sarcastic/sarcasm
/hsrs = Half serious
/nsrs = not serious
/lh = Lighthearted
/l, /ly, /lyr = lyrics
/nay = not at you (when something isn't directed to you)
/ay = at you (when something it directed towards you)
/nbh = nobody here (commonly used after a vent towards someone to show it is not directed towards them, or to point out nobody in the group or place)
/dir = directed
/ndir = not directed
/safe = safe to click or open, (links or spoiled things)
/cur = Curious
/np = not pushing
/nf = not forced
/nfa = not forced answer
/nfta = not forced to answer
/rh, /rt = rhetorical question
/rt = retweet or rhetorical question
/pa = passive aggressive
/npa = not passive aggressive
/f, /fake = fake
/q, /quote = quote
/ref = reference
/ncm = not comparing, not competing
/c = copypasta, or caps lock
/li = literally
/hy, /hyp = hyperbole
/pc, /pos = Positive connotation
/nc, /neg = negative connotation
/neu = neutral connotation
/opn = opinion
/sugg = suggestion
/gs = genuine suggestion
/nbr = not being rude
/ot = off topic
Primarily closeted system things
- hinting at other parts fronting
- “oh yeah this was the other me”
- weirdly obscure lyrics and reposts
- calling yourself ‘I’ even when talking about the collective
- “oh yeah my memory is just really bad lol”
- *telling someone about trauma* “I swear you’ve told me this before/in a different way”
- wanting to buy system things but not wanting others to find out
- lots of different accounts on different social media’s
- ^ forgetting the passwords to every single one
- (especially in school) grades going from top scores to absolutely nothing with ‘no explanation’
- living in your head most of the time
[⚠️CAPS/TQ⚠️]
AAHH UR ART STYLE IS SO FRICKIN CUTE!!!!! COULD WE GET A FENNEC FOX TAIL WAG AND/OR EAR STIM?? /NF
Thank you so much! I did these for you guys :D I hope you like them!
-Thank you for your Ask!
-Fennec Heart
-Sitting tail stim (with alternatives)
-Ear stim
Sorry for any inconsistencies! I'm just starting out, I hope you can understand :D
LOUD. SO LOUD. GIRL EAT. GOING TO MURDER EAT GIRL. GO AUTISM REGRESSION? BURNOUT? WANT SLEEP. LOUD SHOW. GIRLS WATCH SHOW LOUD LIGHT BRIGHT. GIRL LOUD LIPS EAT - 🐧
[Image: 18-piece background, alternating between blue & orange with a picture of a young degu in the middle.
Top text reads: “Forgets everything”
Bottom text reads: “Including the fast I've forgotten things”]
Did I blog this already? And would many of those with amnesia remember I blogged this... if I didn't post it already then why does it seem familiar? Or did I think about posting it but not actually post it?