#rant rant rant

[just-here-for-ff]

bruh i just realized season 1 derek had no facial hair just a lil shadow, and season 3 derek has a full grown man beard. when did this happen and why didn’t i notice and how didn’t i notice

also him and stiles should kiss

[desigurlie]

You know what I need? I need a fic where the Supers put their bloody foot down for once. Where they do not come back after being pushed. Where they do not swallow every insult and humiliation and hurt under the deceptive guise of the eternal excuse of 'oh the poor Bats are so broken they need more patience more love more unasked for forgiveness'. For once where they can say 'Fuck this shit if you dont want me I wont sacrifice my self respect my time my relentless efforts and my feelings in a misguided attempt of fixing a relationship which is neither desired nor respected.'

For one goddamned time I want to read a healthy relationship dynamic where there is effort from both sides, where the Bats have to face some goddamned well deserved consequences of their actions.

I'm fucking fed up reading fics where the Supers are bending over backwards to accodomate the Bats in every relationship dynamic because their partners are repressed or broken or whatever shitty issue of an issue.

[fatimazainab]

one day, you’re collecting stickers and stuffed animals, and the next, you’re collecting reasons to keep going.

[jourrdane]

Dealing with ADHD feels like a total dystopian nightmare.

You’ve got an older, wealthier, politically influential generation still acting like it’s not even real, while at the same time everything around us is designed to destroy our attention span.

Everything feels engineered to keep us distracted and push us into impulsive decision-making. Into impulsive spending.

So we end up stuck in a system that screws with our ability to focus, then turns around and profits off it. Is it any wonder it's so fucking hard to get a diagnosis and the correct medication.

Fuck this man it all feels impossible.

[paloma-ascends-into-hellfire]

being the eldest daughter is being a control freak and feeling responsible for everything and everyone. feeling worthless one second and then setting your breakdown aside to comfort your friend. worrying about others so much that you forget to take care of yourself. setting the highest standards for yourself and feeling like a failure when you can't achieve them. feeling like a failure all the time, really. it's setting your ambitions aside for any minor reason. teaching your siblings to learn from your mistakes, having to bear the burden of making mistakes first. fearing leaving your siblings alone when you move out. shutting down and repressing memories because you need to deal with someone else's problems.

and yet, i can't imagine being anything but the eldest daughter.

[snakeredbirdbatkatana]

I do not understand how people manage adhd meds in the morning like you want me to eat food? At 8:00 am no way in hell that is more nauseating than the meds can be.

But also no protein drink and water combination seems to work well enough for said med to last longer than three hours?

BUT if I do the not recommended and take said med at like noon and eat steak we’re golden!!!

BUT I’m also supposed to take it twice a day!

I CANT KEEP BEING NOCTURNAL MY THERAPIST YELLS AT ME!

“You need to sleep a night” “A Normal sleep schedule would be beneficial”

Is it really? because if I do not sleep a night I can continue to avoid interactions with the people who live in my house! The only one I somewhat like enjoys that I wake them up for work it’s awesome!

But I do have to do things during the day you can’t vacuum at night it’s considered rude! (Maybe if other people could learn how to clean…WHO SAID THAT)

Like I would be willing to take a pill that is the amount of calories/protein/water needed!

I’m going to become a Bat (not the vigilantes) and just hand out in a cave then my nightly routine would be considered normal and no one’s business.

What do people take their meds with in the morning? Because I have tried all the protein drinks Alani, Fairfield, Nesquik, on top of 12 ounces of water and a protein/granola bar! Nothing and I can’t make smoothies at that time and I am weird about smoothies I literally only like the ten dollar ones from tropical smoothie! (Yogurt is a weird thing for me)

[divinegallery]

y'all i'm just so exhausted . the entitlement and lack of accountability today is maddening. and now i'm being harassed by a debt collector for $38 fucking dollars. fuck this country