feels good to post nothing on insta atm tbh. I needed this break. I needed this distance. Ive been checking on some people who inspire me now and then, but I've de-installed it on my phone for a while. It feels good. These breaks are so important for me. Especially now, when I really feel like I needed to step back. Esp because I have many tasks to do atm and I need to re-structure myself and re-focus. Although I still tend to be nervous or hesitant in certain situations, it really gets better . I am feeling more calmness. And dont get me wrong- I love to follow the people I follow on IG but this constant online-activity distracts me a lot from real life, creating an artificial bubble that we need to step out of now and then. It is necessary because it can soak you in too easily how it seems to me. So stepping out feels good, feels natural. The urgent need to constantly digitally socialize is beginning to fade, it becomes more focused. Focused on the people I really want to spend time with in person instead of digitally in an online space. Nonetheless, so many people and their and/or music deeply inspires me and I love to check on them and what they currently do! I also see social media as an useful tool or instrument for us to share our creativity, thoughts and ideas. Our art and music. But being offline or stepping back also gives us so much energy back. So much inspiration and creativity. Raw connection. Real communication, vis a vis. Herein lies the root of connection, creativity and communication: In raw exchange.
Being on tumblr feels like spending time in my coziest livingroom with the nicest people 'round <3 Here I can express the flow of my thought so freely whenever I feel like. Thankful for my community space and my time on here <3 It feels so familiar and whenever I step back from other platforms, I always always come back here. It's definitely my online safe space that never overwhelms me.