Sharing My Energy

•Open your hands if you want to be held• This space is where I express my inner, most wild thoughts. You’ve found me and now, we’re connected. A warrior, A mother, A goddess

[paytonlee333]

I am grateful to have woken up today.

I am grateful to have soulful relationships in my life.

I am grateful to be healthy.

I am grateful the Universe brings what I need into my life at the right time.

I am grateful for the abundance that shows up in my life.

I am grateful to be who I am.

I am grateful for kindness in the world.

I am grateful for my passions and to be doing the work I am meant to do here on Earth.

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I give up my need for control and allow the universe and divine to guide me in my soul adventure.

I release the habit to overthink about the future and allow the energies to come and go as meant to.

I receive abundance in all aspects of my life.

I give love out to the world and the world shows it back to me x3.

I am grateful to be financially stable.

My cup is overflowing and is easily given to myself & those around me.

I am grateful to have a healthy vibrant and radiant body, mind, & soul.

Abundance flows easily to me & to those around me.

Gratitude for this life & the connections made every new day 🌞

[paytonlee333]

I’ve forgotten how to grow…

You know when you let your busy body control your life, whether it’s a job or school or your peers, & you’ve let them take all your time.

Or at least used the excuse of having “no time”.

I have abandoned my work. My self work that is very much needed.

I will give myself the benefit that I’ve noticed but my guides will not let up until I put in the effort to start again.

So; a reminder that when you’re feeling drained, low energy, & “stuck”, it’s because you’ve lost touch with your shadow side. The side of you that should never be put away but seen for it carries beauty that will blossom.

[paytonlee333]

I give up my need for control and allow the universe and divine to guide me in my soul adventure.

I release the habit to overthink about the future and allow the energies to come and go as meant to.

I receive abundance in all aspects of my life.

I give love out to the world and the world shows it back to me x3.

I am grateful to be financially stable.

My cup is overflowing and is easily given to myself & those around me.

I am grateful to have a healthy vibrant and radiant body, mind, & soul.

Abundance flows easily to me & to those around me.

Gratitude for this life & the connections made every new day 🌞

[paytonlee333]

With the year 2021 adding to the number 5

To me the number 5 represents change.

A change in direction, a change in mindset, a change in awareness.

I’ll be honest, I used to be afraid of change. It’s not the change that put fears in me, but the doubts and judgements that cloud my vision. My vision of WHY change is necessary. In order to grow, you have to be ever evolving & ever changing.

Change is healthy. Allow yourself to grow and flourish in the paths meant for you.

[paytonlee333]

Grateful.

I woke up with the word grateful heavy on my mind. That feeling of being grateful for the present moments. No matter the difficulties of life, but gratitude for what’s happening or what has happened and what is going to happen.

When you can reprogram your thinking from the constant replay in your mind of all the worries to be worried about and let them go, just release the stress, you’ll be grateful.

Your mind will feel like it can open back up again, you’ll start coming up with new ideas or be able to believe in yourself again. I know it can sound silly that letting go of the worries and stress can free you but I promise you, it will.

Thankful and grateful this morning, what about you? How are you feeling? What’s the first scenario you play in your mind when your eyes open?

[paytonlee333]

The feeling to be accepted can be unbearable at times.

It may stem from childhood of being abandoned from a parent or feeling I always had to prove myself to my peers and those around.

But being accepted from everyone besides yourself may seem like you’ll finally be happy. Up until the moment you’re surrounded by people who don’t know who you are, the real you. You see, when you spend your time looking for acceptance you tend to lose who you are. Or at least forget because you have been consumed by mainstream and the media.

Once you realize acceptance of others isn’t your happiness and the acceptance of yourself is where it lies, happiness will radiate from your core.

You’ll glisten light from the roots of who you are.

It’s a beautiful discover, finding acceptance of yourself.

[paytonlee333]

I am grateful to have woken up today.

I am grateful to have soulful relationships in my life.

I am grateful to be healthy.

I am grateful the Universe brings what I need into my life at the right time.

I am grateful for the abundance that shows up in my life.

I am grateful to be who I am.

I am grateful for kindness in the world.

I am grateful for my passions and to be doing the work I am meant to do here on Earth.

[paytonlee333]

Understanding the feminine that has been forgotten.

I’ve decided to go on a splurge of the random thoughts that make their way into my mind about the energy of the feminine. What I like to call “The Goddess”.

For years now, I have had a strong pull to write about the forgotten goddess.

This is my own thoughts, views, and feelings of how the feminine has been demenished in our world for centuries.

I will be writing my thoughts that come as I go about my days. Till then, so mote it be.

[paytonlee333]

You are powerful.

Through all the years you’ve doubted yourself, forgotten who you are because of what people told you who you are supposed to be.

Remember.

You are the author of your own book & only the author can tell the story.

Release.

Growth is apart of you. As well as change. Trust yourself, give patience to yoursel, and show yourself love because you are worthy.

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Do you realize how important our self talk is? How much it can impact our lives, our relationships, our goals & desires?

I’d just like to thank myself for allowing inner peace with myself even in my darkest thoughts.

I am thankful for the way I express myself to the world even when I may be scared of an illusion approval.

I am thankful I am able to release and let go of what or who no longer serves me to allow room in my mind, heart, body, and soul to GROW.

I am thankful for all of the obstacles that have stood in front of me and I never gave in or gave up.

I am thankful for the love i give myself even when my energy is so low I can’t bear to look into the mirror.

I am thankful for the energy I radiate when I allow myself to speak with passion.

[paytonlee333]

Manifestation is the energy you put out, trust your intuition, trust the universe, and most importantly, TRUST yourself.

Allow your dreams to be big, chase after them even when your fears have tried to shy you away from following your heart.

Your soul has a calling, your voice is yearning to be heard. The lessons, the fails, the victories you’ve gone through are waiting to be shared.

Open your heart to your love.

Headed outta dodge 🌎 from Seattle, WA -> Hubbard, OR -> (Boondocking along the beautiful Oregon Coast) AND -> Somewhere in CA soon to be

[paytonlee333]

Ring of fire ~ symbolizes the outer ring of the mandala, meaning the wall or barrier between reality and spirituality.

As you pass through the ring of fire, fear may arise but that is the illusion.

Once fear has been overcome you’ll come to one. One with yourself and one with the universe! Look at it as a deep dive into who you truly are! Past the chaos and into harmony.

[paytonlee333]

It’s crazy how much my mind can change thought process when I am away from the chaos.

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I remember that I am like a flower. We are all like flowers. Beauitful and elegant in our own ways. Or maybe even a little strange with colors that stand out like wild flowers.

We may blossom at different times of the year, at different seasons but we all blossom. However and whenever that may be for you.

Remember that a flower does not shy away from its beauty depending on who walks by, but wakes up every sunrise with its pedals open like a book ready to be read, to be heard, to be seen.

[paytonlee333]

Self destruction.

Sounds a little like

You wake up, you’re feeling good and in your groove.

Ideas of what you will accomplish today start popping in your head but one thought that changes your course.

Instead of positivity, you’ve been surprised with a well known friend, negativity.

the toxic friend that you’ve let take control of your mind.

The friend who makes false promises to you only for them to fall through and leave you alone.

Hopeless. Insecure. Unsafe.

As soon as your mind is running on happiness, sadness hiding in the corners of the library of your mind remind you why you are where you are today.

Let’s heal that friend. Let’s hold hands and remember why we start our day with our dear friend Positivity.

Your first thought is a great one. Cherish it. Remember it. Hold onto it. Even when our shadow pops in to remind us of what is still to be remembered, it’s not negativity but the past that has made us who we are today.