why can’t I let the past be the past
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why can’t I let the past be the past
What if you wanted to sleep but That One Time You Did That One Thing said:
Daaa. It’s rewind time
me: "want to hang out?"
friend: "oh sorry i already have plans!! another time!!!"
me:
Me:please love me for me! Love me for my personality, not my body. *has a personality disorder,awful sense of self,unstable identity *
Well fuck.
events and emotions: repressed as soon as i stop experiencing them
Hell yeah I'm
HOT 🥵🔥
H - urting my own feelings with a fake scenario at 2am
O - nly having one proper healthy meal a day because no appetite
T - urning into a radioactive emotional dumpster fire when the tone of my FP text changes
Getting my point across to a people i love in the only affective way i know how to express my feelings: ;
**comes across like i am gaslighting**
Tip-toeing around my point because i don't want to hurt the people i love: ;
**them not getting the memo because of how softly i am beating around the bush scared of sounding manipulative, and thus them getting the wrong idea because i just can't explain my feelings properly**
*Person struggling with mental illnesses for many years and keeps asking for help*
B•tches: "wHaT dOeSn'T k!lL yOu mAkEs u sTrOnGeR"
Person: *mental illnesses k!lls them instead of making them sTrOnGeR*
B•tches: ** "oMg iF oNLy wE sAw tHe sIgNs" :''''( **
This BS needs to stop...