#rustysdoggiethoughts

[archiethepuppyboy]

people don’t talk enough about just how upsetting species dysphoria can be, but you can never really talk about it because it either feels so unserious/silly or something to do with serious mental illness whenever you try to explain it to anyone who isn’t alterhuman (not that there’s anything wrong with it if it is mental illness or delusion ofc, it’s just that that’s the first conclusion people always come to)

like i’ll say

“yeah basically as much as i love dog show agility/running dog videos i don’t watch them often because i get pretty dysphoric about my body not being able to run and move that way or that fast”

and it’ll either be

“uhhh what? i thought u were just like some “hehe silly ouppy boy :3” person wdym dysphoria….so like…you ACTAULLY think your a dog…and like wanna be a dog…? oh sweetie…that’s not…”

OR

“youuuu know that’s not healthyyyyy, like yknow that means your delusionallllll and you have psychosisssss rightttt? and like that you have a mental illnessss and like you needa go to therapyyyy righttttt?”

LIKE

URGHHHHHHHHH

[archiethepuppyboy]

I wish nonhuman hrt was real…. :(((

[archiethepuppyboy]

[archiethepuppyboy]

hate regressing in public and not being able to do shit about it and having to repress it

[archiethepuppyboy]

Since my tt account recently got age restricted/banned (fuck you tiktok mods), figured i might show my newest mask here instead

It’s probably my best one yet in terms of quality, design, detail and just how much it makes me feel like me :3 (much yapping ahead)

First off, the species matches a lot. It’s my fursona Rusty with some more added, who’s based off a duck toller retriever mutt, so a duck toller with aspects of other breeds, which as a canine clado/ambitherian fits pretty well, as i’m every/a mix of every dog while still more specifically being a duck toller retriever a bit more than other breeds. Also the wings on the side represent some of my other kintypes (barn owl, angel, avian), so it fits species wise

Some of the aspects represent what my human features look like, i’m ginger with freckles and green eyes, and it has all those

The piercings are all either ones i want to get in the future or ones i like but don’t think would suit my face, even the star on the plaster and in the highlights of the eyes is like me because i associate myself with stars and space a lot

so ya, very me, love it very much :3

i’ll be wearing it to the coming up comic-con in ireland, i doubt i’ll meet anyone ik online but if ur there feel free to say hi, i love new friends :D

[archiethepuppyboy]

One of the pros of being bodily human is I can have treats whenever I want to :3

(Wheat puffs/puff snack thingys)

[archiethepuppyboy]

ok random rant but

i hate when people tell me i’m “not like” some of my kins just because my personality doesn’t match the stereotypical version of the species

for context, to most of my irls my main kintype/the only one they rly know much about it my canine kintype. so when i mention being felinekin or even mention felines in relation to myself atall in any way, its kinda discouraging when people tell me that “oh you’re not very cat-like tho” or “nahhh ur not a cat rly, definitely more of a dog”

similarly i know that if i told more people about my merfolk or gsd kintypes id get the same comments of my ‘types “not matching” my personality or their views of me and said species

and like, especially to non alterhumans i can get correlating one certain animal with people a lot, especially if stereotypically it fits with their personality traits alot , but that doesn’t mean u should upright tell someone that they “aren’t” or “aren’t like” some of their other less talked about kintypes

idk this is a long ramble for one thing my friend said to me without thinking much but oh well i like yapping

[archiethepuppyboy]

Guys I think I’m like some sort of were dog thing

Might elaborate later idk