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I should be allowed and encouraged to stop talking and only make non human based noises when I feel like it, combining that with physical communication. I want to whine and growl, I want hop around when I'm excited, I want to paw at someone or lay on the ground and assume a play position, I want nuzzle someone or make content noises as I get pet, I want to bark and awoowoo and hiss, I want to butt my head against someone's shoulder hard, and whatever other delightful things I feel like doing.
how to become a therian
❌️Wear masks
❌️Do quadrobics
❌️Pretend to be your favourite animal
❌️Shift through guided meditation
✅️Identify as an animal
I wish people would stop perpetuating that fae have to look exactly perfectly beautiful by human standards. Fae have always been described as looking majorly strange, sickly, inhuman and sometimes even described as horrifying! Fae don't base their form on what humans find pleasing unless they want to. ((((Edit: let me add also that even the "beautiful" fae's main favorite foods are typically creams, honey, fruits and sometimes cheeses so even the 'beautiful ones' wouldn't all be the slender borderline anorexic body types that most of modern media insists is how ALL elves and fae look)))
A few of my kintypes and theriotypes are mainly just because they feel right. Like, I’ve always felt like one in one way or another, even if I don’t have all of the behaviors/instincts. Alterhumanity doesn’t have to nor should be strictly one way. Everyone has their own experiences and identities and that should not be shunned. Whether you identify spiritually, because of delusions or hallucinations, psychologically, physically, voluntarily, involuntarily, or any other way, you are still valid. Don’t forget that
☆Misunderstood☆
any other satyrs here? Plzzz be my moot so we can prance around fields and feast and drink and headbutt each other it'd be so awesome it'd be so cool
Kinsidering a fae creature that has parts of a deer and butterfly? Something kind of like a satyr, fairy, or shapeshifter. I also think I may be bunny kith, not kin. I’ve been thinking about it more and I feel like I just really really love bunnies and sort of relate to them, but I don’t really feel like I am a bunny, if I’m being honest. More about my possible fae identity below. 👇
Things that make me feel shifty/more like myself: Walking/running on my tippy toes, eating with my hands, dancing, chewing with my mouth open, tree climbing, walking barefoot, not shaving my body hair, rain, and eating nuts, berries, and vegetables. There are other things but those are more attributed to my canine identity. Some of these may be dogkin things, but there are others that I think definitely are not. All of these things could also definitely be considered human (and probably autistic) traits but they make me feel like something other than human?
I also have a couple butterfly and deer like behaviors but they feel more like spiritual/symbolic identities to me. I’ll occasionally get voluntary antler shifts when I’m meditating and they symbolize strength, intuition, and protection for me. It almost feels like I’m like deer and butterfly concept kin, they don’t feel like full identities themselves, more like fragments of something bigger, hence the butterfly deer fae creature. I actually identified as a butterfly for a while before realizing that wasn’t quite right.
Or maybe they are parts that come out every once in a while? I always have some traits of them, but I can fully shift when I need to or if strong emotions trigger them. I once watched a short film called Butterfly Business by Amanda Mai. Its about a guy who involuntarily shifts into a butterfly when he is very stressed. I heavily relate to it and feel very kin with the main character and whatever species he is. Something about the freedom and beauty of flying and having such beautiful wings, but also repressing those things to try to fit in and participate in society or religion.
I’m not sure but writing these things down helps.