"New Beginning" - Aftermath Part 5 (Last part)
Summary: Y/N is sister to Rhys and Cassian, but what is she to Azriel?
Warnings: 18+ Fluff with smut (somewhere between loving and fucking),
Authors Note: Last part, finally here, and it's like a dual POV. And I have officially realised that writing smut is a challenge. Comments are open to any suggestions, ENJOY!
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Y/N POV
“I don’t know about this one” I said, looking at my reflection wearing a one-shoulder maroon A-line dress. The dress was pretty, but not what I wanted
A sigh reached me “This is the 6th dress you have tried” Mor said, sitting on one of the chairs in the trial room of the shop. I rolled my eyes
After that kiss, I didn’t trust myself staying in the same house as Azriel. I knew sooner than later I’d somehow end up in his bed. So, I went to The Town House, it’s not like I didn’t try to make other excuses for why I wanted to stay there, but Mor and Feyre cornered me, and well, the truth came out
“I knew it” Feyre screamed “You two are thing now, right?” I just shrugged and looked at Mor
She smiled at me, shaking her head, her eyes were apologetic, though, for all those years when she strung Azriel along. I just hugged her, letting her know what happened, happened
Somehow, telling them, and whatever happened in these past couple of weeks, made me feel freer
“Do you even know where he is taking you?” Ferye asked, handing me an emerald green dress
“He just told me to be ready by 8, I don’t have a clue where we’ll be going” I bit my lip,
The dress was beautiful, equal parts of elegant and sexy, something that said You better fuck me tonight. Well, I didn’t tell the other thing to the girls, it somehow seemed wrong to. Seeing the sweetheart neckline of the dress, I knew it’ll show the deeper scar mark. I’m used the mark showing until my collarbone but-
“Okay, go try this one” Mor ordered, I turned towards her, “Whatever your mind is thinking” Mor narrowed her eyes “It won’t matter to him, you and I both know what kind of male Az is”
Mor was the only one who knew about the extent of the scar; she got suspicious after seeing me wearing an outfit completely out of my element to Rita’s. I suck in a breath, Azriel of all the fae in the world will not be horrified from scar marks; mustering up the courage and go try the dress
As I emerge from the curtains wearing the green dress, a gasp rippled out from Feyre, and Mor just looks at me, mouth wide open “WOW” that’s all the high lady said
I stood in front of the mirror, my eyes going to the angry scar; a hand went towards the middle of my chest, even with the Illyrian healing, the scar stayed, an angry shade of pink and brown mixed
“It's funny how you see the scar first” Feyre says, looking at me “But we see how beautiful you look in that dress”
The dress was more than beautiful, the neckline, the slight shimmer on the dress, which made it shine on different angles according to the light, and the way it hugged my curves, but was also flowy.
“I bet by the night he ends ripping it off you” Mor says, grinning
My face went red. It’s not like I didn’t want Azriel; hell, I needed him. But he wanted to take it slow, and understanding that I agreed to it
A sigh left me “I don’t think there is going to be any Ripping tonight” I replied
Mor and Feyre start laughing, I look at them raising my eyebrow “Y/N, you have too much faith in Azriel’s control” Feyre says midst laughing “When it comes to you” she adds, teasing
“Oh shut up”
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Arziel POV
I couldn’t wait for tonight, finally sorting my feelings out. The pining after Mor, and then an attachment with Elain; all because my mind couldn’t process the fact that there was a female who was interested in me, even after knowing my darkest sides.
In a way, I was glad that Y/N wasn’t there in the house when I woke up. I didn’t trust myself around her anymore; it fucking took 500 years of self-control to leave her room after that kiss, well I had to pump myself 3 times before I got any hint of sleep.
I kept thinking about how she would feel, tugging on her silky hair, her mouth on my cock, the taste of her pus-
I heard footsteps outside “Who is it?” I said before anybody knocked
Rhys entered grinning, working like an ice bath over my thoughts “Hello brother” he said
“Hey” I replied, sitting on my bed, and staring at my open closet
“I came here to check up on” he said, and I raised up an eyebrow “Well, Feyre, Mor and Y/N are out and” he pauses “I just wanted to make sure you are not a mess”
I chuckle “Well, it’s a date, Rhys” I pause “With my best friend, with everything on the line” The confession left me without me thinking
Rhys looked shocked, then he chuckled, “Brother, I know you two” He gave me a knowing look “It’ll be more than fine” he walked toward the door, he paused “Just don’t wear your leathers” He teased me and shut the door
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Y/N POV
I looked beautiful, I had to admit, somehow, I looked feminine, with the makeup and dress. Mor was a magician when it came to my hair. I did tie it up in braid before, first knowing it’ll just get in my way while flying, and second, I didn’t know how to manage it,
“A braid belongs on the training field and not on a date” Mor said, finishing the last section “We should head down, your lover boy should be here soon” I laughed at the lover boy nickname
“Thank you, Mor” I told her, standing up, my hand reaching to the to mark
“You look beautiful, Y/N” Mor reassured
“Thank you”- “You need to teach me how to do hairstyles Mor. These curls look great” I tell her
I reached the end of the stairs and froze, warm honey eyes looking into mine. His eyes travel up and down the length of me
“Hi” Azriel said, taking 2 long strides to reach in front of me
I was at a loss of words, Azriel was wearing a white shirt with dark grey pants. I rarely saw the male in anything but black
He reached out “These are for you” I look at the bouquet of dark purple tulips, and just blinked
“You're not wearing black” My mouth uttered the first thing before thinking; I bit my tongue
He chuckles and gestures to the flowers in his hand “Oh, thank you” I said, our gaze locks again. My breath hitched at the contact of our hands, heat already creeping its way
“You look like a goddess”- “It should be a crime to look this beautiful” Azriel whispered
I couldn’t help but blush “You're one to talk, shadowsinger” I tell him
“I’ll take these” Mor chimed in, taking the bouquet “You two need to leave before a make-out session begins right here”
My face heated, turning crimson
Azriel offered me his hand “Shall we?” I nod
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Azriel POV
After dinner, we landed on the hillside top in Velaris, a place I usually visited alone, but I wanted to show her this
“Azriel!” Y/N exclaimed “This place is beautiful” she told me looking at the city lights below us
“When did you find this?” those hazel-green eyes were looking towards mine
I huffed, walking towards her “You’ll be surprised at the places you find flying around the city” I reply, sitting near the edge of the grassy ground
She narrowed her eyes to me “Well thank you for the obvious statement” moving to next to me
My hands moved before she sat, and I placed her on my lap, her cheeks turning pink
“Dove?” I look towards her, voice husky “When did you know?” – “That I was not a friend to you” A question that was burning up inside me
Y/N let out a sigh, looking at the lights “I always knew”- “I tried to see you differently” she shook her head “But I couldn’t, I also couldn’t act on it cause I thought you saw me as a sister” She huffed out a laugh
“I never did” I wrapped my hands around her waist, looking into her eyes “You were always my best friend, never a sister” –“But my mind- it never comprehended that someone could show interest in me”
I reach out to her scar mark, pausing, looking up to her, and Y/N slightly dips her head. My finger traces her mark, and Y/N stiffens; the urge to kill those bastards again consumes me. We sat in silence for a while, looking into each other.
“This is the second place my mind is quite” I confessed
“Second?” Y/N asked
I took a breath, knowing it’ll be now or never “First is always next to you” My eyes graced upon the scar again “I did not know before, but I know now” I look into her eyes again
I took her hand and placed it on my heart, and I did the same with mine. Y/N’s breath hitched
“That I loved you before, I love you now, and I’ll love you for my whole existence and beyond” The confession left me, 2 heartbeats pass by
I saw it then, the golden light, the string that bonded us; my eyes widened and my body froze, then I felt a tug towards her
I choked on my breath “How long have you known?”
“When Rhys walked in with your limp body” She threw grass strands on my face “You luckied out, you felt the snap when your mate is on your lap, not bleeding out” Every vein in my body was on fire
I moved, kissing her, placing a hand on the nape of her neck to get her closer, trying to simmer down this need. Y/N opened herself instantly for me
She shifted in my lap, and her body touched my already hard cock, I growled in the kiss. She started grinding herself, our kiss turning from passionate to devouring. Her need hit me like a drug. I moved away from her mouth, kissing her neck
“Azriel” Y/N moaned, rolling herself on me, and a curse left my mouth
I don't know whether it was the mating bond, just us, or how she moaned my name. A part of me was ready to fuck her right here. Another, had to stop this madness before I cum in my pants without touching her.
“Let’s go from here” Y/N said “Or this place is going to turn into something else” She bared her teeth, her need as potent as mine. I tried to reach towards a sane part of me, winnowed us away
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Y/N POV
I was wrapped up around Azriel’s waist, our mouths in an open kiss, teeth clashing, my hands were already unbuttoning his shirt when we landed. My body, working on its own, grinding on his hard length. A thud sound was the only indication of finally being where we are supposed to be
“Dove” He growled, placing me on the edge of the bed
I bite down on my lower lip, and start unzipping my dress. While watching my mate remove his shirt, his eyes nearly black
Azriel pushes me on the bed and pins my hands “So impatient little dove” he says voice full of silk
His eyes roaming over me, wearing a lacy black underwear, his finger flicks my already hard nipples, I moan and arch my back at his touch, Azriel hums his approval “Your body is so responsive to my touch”
That finger travels down the length of my scar, and then he stops “Azriel” I whimper his name, moving my hips
Biting his lip, he rubs my core through the barrier “You are drenched” He growls
I moan his name, tired of this game, wanting, no needing him “Mine” I snarl
A growl sound was the only response before Azriel ripped my underwear and kissed me hard. His mouth travelled down me, placing kisses; he stopped at my breast licking a sucking one and kneading the other. My nails digging on his back, careful of the wings, he nibbled my nipple, and pleasure zigged in me.
“Azriel” I moaned out his name, he pinched my other breast. I could feel my already drenched core getting wetter
I gently tugged on his hair, a slight command, he obliged me, kissing his way down my centre
I moaned at the painfully slow lick down my core, he did it again
“You taste exquisite my love” Azriel’s voice low, I whimpered
He sucked on the bundle of nerves and my back arched more, I was at his mercy. He inserted a finger down me, and I gasped at the sensation, my focus on that single finger
He added a second one, my eyes flew open, looking towards him to find him staring at me, as if waiting for the movement, he curled those digits.
Pleasure gathered down my spine, as his mouth sucked at clit again “Azriel” – “I’m I’m gonna” words fail me as white hot pleasure fills me wave after wave
I come down from my high, panting, my eyes go towards my mates, and he slowly licks does finger clean. Blood pumps in my veins at the sight of him, I get up and tug on his belt, noticing his hardness that’s caged
He lets himself free, my mouth waters at the sight of him, I was gonna devour him. I moved forward “Later” his voice came, barely leashed
He moved us back, and slowly he guided himself in, stretching me to the sweet point of pain and pleasure. He moaned, and the sound that came out of me was not of this world. He filled me so deliciously, letting me adjust to his size
He was inside to the hilt “Are you alright?”
“I’m perfect, Az, now please move”
He started moving at slow pace “You feel heavenly, so tight love” he hissed
“Az, harder” I said between pants
“Are you sure it’s our first time”
“HARDER” I commanded, moving my hips
I wrapped my legs above him for emphasis, and he sped up, setting a punishing pace. I met his each thrust with my own. He shifted, hitting the spot, and my eyes rolled back
“There” I cried out “Just like that”, pleasure gathered again
His pace didn’t falter, hard and brutal. The sound of our moans and slapping of skin on skin filling the room
“Azriel Azriel Azriel” his name was like a prayer on my lips
I felt my walls tightening, but I wasn’t ready to let this end
“Let go dove” Azriel panted his thrust losing their rhythm “Cum on my cock Y/N”
I cried out his name, shattering, compelled by his words
“Y/N” he roared, filling me
He lay on top of me, panting, still seated inside me, the thread between us shimmered. We looked at each other and chuckled, slowly, he pulled out of me
“I’ll be right back” He came back with a towel, and moved my legs apart
I blushed “Az I can do it” and said trying to take the cloth, he held my hand and smiled
“Let me take care of you” He smiled “My mate”
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Lying on the bed all cuddled up “I love you” I looked in those hazel eyes
“You are mine and I’m yours, dove” Azriel says, wrapping his arms tighter around me
I bit my lip “I know things are busy for me and you both” I pause “But I, I want to accept the bond Az”
His head jerks up eyes widening, “Not now” you say, tapping his chest
His soft eyes look into mine “Would you like a ceremony?” He asked, I shook my head
“A week alone would be good” I tell him, my face heating up
He furrows his brows “Just a week?” He says teasing
I gape at him, and he smirks
“I bet it’ll be a fun conversation with Rhys” Azriel teases “Brother I need at least a month off to accept my bond” He mocks me
My eyes widen “A month??” Shocked, I look at the male
He bites my lip “With all the things I want to do to you” he traces my scar, and my core heats “A whole lifetime is not enough” his voice was full of shadows
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Few Months Later
Slamming a stack full of documents in the living room, I let out a sigh, and turn “That’s it we are moving from here” I tell my brother
“You tell this every time” Cassian just grins “A little scent bothering you, sweets?”- “You should be used to it by now”
The training sessions began in the House of Wind with one additional member in the house, Nesta. I were not sure about the female at first, but as the days went by, she was improving, we bonded over our mutual love for books. But the house smelled of sex, and my brother smelled of her; the thought of that made me want to puke
“Oh c’mon now” – “You and Az were worse” Cassian yelled
Well we have been worse, but we barely got time after we accepted the mating bond. Azriel had left for his spymaster work, and I helped with the females' training lessons. Ruby, Lucy and Sarah joined along with 2 more.
Rhys did offer us to stay at the River House, but with Cassian, Azriel, and Nesta looking for the dead trove, someone had to stay. There was also the fear of losing Rhys and Feyre, in short things we fucked up
“I can’t fucking sit in the library cause of the memory of you two clawing each other there, and don’t get me started with the dining room” I yell back
Cassian starts laughing, I glare at my brother
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4 Months Later
I was walking behind Azriel “Okay, okay, but where are you taking me?”
“It’s a surprise” Azriel said smiling at me
We were near the hillside, of Velaris, Azriel stopped and turned his head to the small house building there,
My eyes widen “Az you didn’t” I gape at my mate “So all the What's your dream house questions you asked”
Azriel grinned “It’ll be ready soon my love” he leaned forward and kissed me gently
“Decorate it as you wish” A tear slips from my eyes
“This is gonna be our home” I say, Azriel hugs me from behind and places one hand on my stomach
“A family home” he whispered
Note: I’M finally done with this series, and I know they being mates is cliché, but I wanted a happy ending. I hope you guys enjoyed it and well I think imma either take a break from writing or just write another drabble. I don’t know, but thank you to everyone.
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