Nov 21, 2021
It can be so difficult to see yourself as those who love you do. Even if you don't understand it, know that others can see the good in you.
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It can be so difficult to see yourself as those who love you do. Even if you don't understand it, know that others can see the good in you.
Honestly have so much appreciation for artists and creators who separate their sexual-themed content from the rest. As someone who experiences severe sex repulsion but still wants to view and support the rest of your content, thank you sincerely!
Honestly one downside of DID is that sometimes it can be so difficult for us to let go of things
On wishing our trauma was worse.
Sometimes we used to wish that something horribly traumatic like we'd seen in movies, or heard referenced as a horrible thing to happen to someone, would happen to us.
And honestly it's weird, looking back on it and knowing what I know now. Because things were actually pretty dramatically bad. But part of how we personally operate is to split the memories between us.
So because we didn't really have an idea of the true extent of it individually, and the events that we weren't dissociated from didn't look enough like the trauma we had seen/heard represented, we were left confused.
Even unaware of the extent of what was happening, we identified with these portrayals of scarred people. We longed for the support and help that they received in these stories.
So maybe we just wanted things to be bad enough that we would be worth saving. Maybe things would eventually get bad enough that we wouldn't be able to hide it and someone would just.. help.
I know now that things were bad, and in fact even the things that we remembered at the time were bad enough to deserve help. It was just so normal for us we didn't know it was abuse.
A lot more to it but I hope that this summed it up okay. If you identify, then I'm sorry, and you deserved better. Just because it wasn't the most terrible thing that could happen doesn't mean it wasn't traumatic. Be kind to yourself.
Do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.
We have made it through so much. I’m so proud of us all.
Healing is worth it.
It’s not easy, but it’s so incredibly rewarding to keep pushing on. You are strong, and you can do this.
having a pretty symptomatic day today, lots of switching and blurriness but it doesn't help that our alastor fictive has discovered tumblr after avoiding the internet for months on Today of all days
he Loves the booping. absolutely cannot get enough of it. thinks its entertaining.
every like 5 posts i just hear "ooo reblog that art of me" or "boop Them!" girl i thought you Hated the internet like a week ago what HAPPENED