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I really, really hope we'll get a chance to see Lizzie and Sieglinde interact again!! It would be absolutely perfect if Lizzie, who's currently at rock bottom emotionally, unexpectedly received some support and a fresh perspective from a new friend.

Sieglinde could share her own story. How she was a pawn in the hands of her own mother, the woman who ideally should have been her closest person. How her mother made her commit terrible acts in the name of a "greater good", believing she was serving her country. And yet Sieglinde managed to recover from the lies and betrayal, step into a new life, and reject someone else's violent goals.

And in the same way, Sieglinde could tell Lizzie that she doesn't have to stay on r!Ciel's side just out of duty or guilt if she realises he's doing something wrong. That she doesn't have to sacrifice her life for either of the Phantomhive twins, because Lizzie is so talented and amazing. And if the twins didn't appreciate her enough to accept her for who she is or be honest with her, then they don't deserve her.

Elizabeth needs to hear this. That there's a way out. That she's not alone in her trauma. And that she's nowhere near as horrible as she thinks she is.

No one could understand her the way Sieglinde can.

#if anything I'm not blaming o!Ciel for lying #he had a bunch of reasons to pretend to be his brother #but it was still cruel to Lizzie #I think she genuinely fell in love with him because he didn't reject her “strong side”#and she would have forgiven him if he'd told her the truth about the identity switch himself #especially since she already suspected something #but alas...#btw I don't think o!Ciel has any romantic feelings for Elizabeth #she's like a sister to him (which she literally is lol)#so I really hope that in the end they won't be enemies but also won't become a couple #AND THEY'LL BOTH STAY ALIVE TOBOSO PLEASE......#okay o!Ciel will probably eventually give up his soul #but he could live to a ripe old age you know that's a great compromise #let me dream #damn this post was supposed to be about Sieglinde and Lizzie sorry I went off topic #THOSE TWO are literally made for each other #if we don't get a single more line of dialogue between them by the end of the manga I will cry so hard #black butler #kuroshitsuji #elizabeth midford #sieglinde sullivan #sieglizzie #sieglizzy

honestly continually taken aback at how squeamish citizens get if you're honest about the practical calculus of immigrating, even the ones who think of themselves as pro-immigration! like why are you suddenly stumping for The Good Immigrant archetype bc i promise the immigration bureau is NOT going to fuck you!!!

#like all my international student and immigrant friends are pretty like yeah these are the things you have to do to get legal status #particularly if you're not in like one of a dozen 'highly skilled' fields #and it's like oh okay so the system incentivizes going to a university here as a smoother pathway to immigration #that gets you points on your eventual application for longer term residency #and yet both the government and other people want you to pretend that that doesn't factor into your decision making at all???#like why is it only okay if i tell you that i came here just for the love of academia and then was like oh haha it's so great i had to stay #and was just serendipitously able to take advantage of this immigration pathway that i didn't even know about that you left open to me!!!!#like why would i maintain that kind of fiction if you're not a child and should know better #like i took a gamble and figured that it would be quicker and more reliable than trying to find a job that would sponsor me #and then i wouldn't be at the mercy of some random employer who could fire me and jeopardize my status at literally any time???#it drives me literally insane how much i'm supposed to pretend that the moon is made of pudding like i'm sorryyyyyyyy #like why are you setting up a system where you can only get through it in certain ways then freaking out at me for taking one of those ways #and it must be said probably the only one of those ways that was actually realistically available to me given my resources and skillset #like it's so weird how many residual hangups people have about what 'right' way to immigrate even if they say they don't #and it must be said generally know fuck all about how immigration and its bureaucracy work in their given country so like half of the shit #they're imagining as what you should do isn't even something that most people slash anyone could do #it drives me nutssssssss okay i'm done #i just was getting a medical test done and the tech was like oh you must love [subject area] and i was like oh yeah haha and i also loved #being able to move here (rookie mistake i should not have even mentioned this but in my defense i was very drowsy)#and she got soooooo weird and terse and was like 'oh! well i just assumed you were one of those people who loves learning'#like yeah that was on me but like you're an adult who knows how tuition and employment work and i literally said i was doing a lit degree..#like MAYBE if i were soo independently wealthy that would be a sufficient reason to work constantly for shit pay and no practical benefits #but c'mon girly........#okay i'm done it just drives me up the wall to have people act like i'm some craven freak #for looking realistically at my options for immigrating and being like hmmm well this one seems the most doable for me i guess #like i have figured out you do just have to be like oh yeah haha to whatever people say and again i would normally remember to do that #but it just makes me feel soooo like we're living in two different realities. esp when i have friends who Get It due to we're all getting #fucked by the immigration bureau constantly #it feels a lot like when you have to talk about your disability with people who've literally never thought about or experienced such a thing #and they'll give you some inane useless boilerplate advice then be affronted if you talk about how you actually (have to) navigate the world

i think ur really underselling it craigory..........

#ts4 #the sims 4 #thorn tower #craigory #this is best case scenario lol #worst case scenario: craigory keeps the CoT PC locked up in the frat basement during fall/winter/spring/summer break #which works because in CoT you don't ever go home for break. and it allows your character to get stockholm'd (idk a better word for it lol)#if you piss off or make craigory jealous enough (only happens if u opt in to craigory's obsession route)#(the frat brothers will actively turn a blind eye. if ur part of the same frat they tell you they're sorry but they're not risking #getting on craigory and alex's bad side (because of course alex is gonna help his bestie no questions asked))#(you COULD try appealing to alex for help. he won't. but his response depends on how good or bad ur relationship is with him)#CoT PC would get opportunities to escape ofc (skills and inclinations would come into play here on how successful or not #your escape attempts are)#and how good your relationship with PC's Best Friend is also plays into it #good relationship and talk to them often enough? they will come looking for you and help you #let the relationship become distant and they'll try looking for you/contacting you but eventually give up #bad/actually hate? they will not look for you at all and probably not even notice you were gone #okay that's enough craigory/my version of CoT lore for today lol

Moon, bringing his favorite employee a new friend: they like me so much!!!! look how happy they are with their new pet!!! we are best friends :^]

Y/N, writing an incident report, covered in scratches because SOMEBODY decided to throw a live opossum at them: i hate my fucking job

#beetle chittering #normal beetle fic #*narrator voice* they were in fact NOT best friends #moon x reader #moon's a little confused but he's trying #y/n doesnt really like him but that's okay they'll probably change their mind when they realize how silly and funny he is (lies)#this is alluding to a oneshot that will come Eventually #moon fnaf #moondrop x reader

Why live. For real

#life sucks irl. it's not awful ive been in worse situations but it just feels like this is as good as it's ever going to get nothing's going #to ever change ''not awful'' is the best it can ever get the best i can hope for is it not getting worse. online no one gives a shit about #me either. i was barely getting notes on my gif sets for a stretch recently im getting more but it doesn't make me happy. i feel like i #barely get engagement nowadays for anything so many mutuals have gone semi inactive. the most attention i can hope for is random non mutual #reblogging gifs. fic i don't know why i even try anymore how much i post abt a fic doesn't mean anything i know what always happens is the #first chapter of a new fic will probably get a few comments but then they drop off all i can completely count on is a certain person <3 wil #always comment on any rockstar luis updates but everything else is just a toss up. and no one cares abt me personally they just want my #content at most and i get anxious and don't like to be open and get into big headcanon/fic discussions w anyone anymore bc it's just in the #back of my head that they're just going to eventually be tired of me and unfollow or block me and leave (to be dramatic) a hole in my heart #i don't know why i keep... god i don't even know i just hate everything i feel like jenny is my only real true forever friend who won't eve #drop me and actually makes me feel important and appreciated but for the first time ever she upset me bad today i wish she'd never said she #could definitely visit this fall thrn i wouldn't have gotten my hopes up so high and i wouldn't be laying here bawling over losing the one #reason to keep existing and feeling so empty #who else would even notice if i just disappeared. more importantly who would be *upset* if i disappeared instead of just a neutral oh i #haven't seen her post in a while or in a discord server just as an observation and then never think abt it again #i know therr was a time several ppl would notice and one would even dm me asking if i was okay after not being ss active but he doesn't car #anymore and i don't think anyone else would #ppl saying they care and wanr to talk to me doesn't make me feel better bc it's out of pity. they wouldn't ever reach out or message me #first if i didn't say something remind then i exist and make them feel bad. that's always how it is someone seems like they really care and #interacts with me a lot and then just does a slow fade and eventually won't talk to me ever abt anything so i just don't want to get #attached to anyone bc i know it'll go the same way they'll move on from me. snd it's not always 100% on them i can be a bad friend too but #don't think that it's 100% my fault either i just don't know im tired of everything #not looking forward to my birthday either last year ppl cared but i don't think anyone will this year. definitely not enough to make #me anything. i feel like the only time i cross anyone's mind is if they need smth from me and they wouldnt even notice if i disappeared #until they dmed me needing smth and i didnt answer. like no one's ever thinking abt if they could do smth for *me* at this point. don't get #me wrong i definitely enjoy the validation from being needed but it would be super cool to be *wanted* especially outside of the 'i can edit #stuff for ppl and give mod recs and have screenshots for references and know some deep lore' context. like someone wanting to talk to me #just bc im a cool person and not bc im useful

Pouting about having to be an adult and buy things slowly for turtle instead of just getting everything Right Now Already so I can set it up and play with it and make sure it all works well and ahhhhhhh.

I need to be focusing on Crab Con, someone put my brain in time out

#fbw rambles #brain trying to make plans and diagrams for how to set up the basking platform #needs to be nice and big and sturdy bc he's a big baby #need to look at the storage room to see where outlets are too #so far i think the plan is using eggcrate panels since they'll be fine with water #but may use some wood for some of the supporting structure to make sure it's stable #and can take his weight #and then cork panels for the flooring and the ramp to climb up #won't be bothered much by water #won't shed into his water #won't catch nails and should absorb heat nicely for basking #i already have an led panel coming #probably going to do some general led over the whole pool #since the room light can't be on a timer #but then he may have more plants in the room which will need light too #so overall the room should end up well lit eventually #UVB and basking light obviously most important #but i suspect they would benefit from lighting set ups like beardies #so that's my end goal i think #okay I'll stop tag rambling now

oh no somebody I do not want to know about my online presence might have found this account luckily I didn't find anything suspicious in my follower list but oh my god

#nana talks #its literally my dad too I'm not gonna get into the whole lore of why I genuinely don't like him but he's an awful person #I hope nobody has to deal with somebody like that ever not even my worst enemy I'm not kidding #so like I'm hoping he's not stalking this blog #like literally what can he do not like its gonna drive me off of the platform I literally don't care about his opinion of me #but its still unsettling if he is trying to keep track of his adult daughter like this #anyways I don't know if I should reach out to tumblr support because like they probably can't do anything #literally up until I was like 15 he had stuff installed that would let him see everything I do online #eventually that app or something of his shut down and I was free hehe #like this man did and said the most horrendous things under the sun and he's like omg why does nana not want to spend time with him #I don't even care if he's reading this he knows that I don't like him #best thing you can do if you have someone like this in your life is just do whatever you want don't let them bother you that much #eventually they'll realise they can't bother you anymore #like literally for the longest while I thought he would never shut up with the insults directed towards me #but like a couple of months of not caring about it and not talking to him later and he left me alone #so like if anyone reading this can relate I am proof that it does get better my dad is the most stubborn and mean case too #so I promise you it will be okay

Most eligible bachelor: Royal Edition!

Lierik; King of Ahnia, witty and protective, but can be initially cold

Jawyr; Ahnia's Crown Prince, clever and affectionate, but driven to a fault

Sivel; King of Vasyri, curious and devoted, but obsessed with someone else atm

Ezra; Prince of Exulan, bright and compassionate, but the addictive personality-

Fekik; King of Setia, proud and supportive, but can be really possessive

Areix; Setia's Crown Prince, innovative and kind, but needs a lot of reassurance

Voting ended onDec 18, 2023

#addition to Lierik and Fei's is that it would be a small harem situation most likely #so you’d have to join/be okay with that (obviously not if something is plotted to say otherwise on the harem thing)#finishing Ezra's: the addictive personality can sometimes cause problems (it also makes him bait for the 'I can make him worse' thing...#though admittedly not as much as in the regular verse)#Aifaen aren't on here because technically they don't have royals-- they have a bunch of different leader figures #so they'll honestly probably get their own poll #And then there will be one for (main #otherwise it'll be too long) nobility!#Dunno if I'll do one for others or not since they're not exactly /obligated/ to get married eventually #or maybe more accurately won't have people sending marriage proposals to them for political reasons alskfn

Elizabeth needs to hear this. That there's a way out. That she's not alone in her trauma. And that she's nowhere near as horrible as she thinks she is.

No one could understand her the way Sieglinde can.

#they'll be okay...eventually....probably...

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