This has been sitting in my drafts for over two weeks and has been driving me insane :) ANyway, here's part 3!
Still depicting BayVerse (every one is an adult and consent is not optional, it's mandatory, thank you very much)
First time writing and posting NSFW (please be gentle with me, i will cry ;^;)
CW & TW; NSFW, smut, dirty talk, biting, size difference, manhandling, praising, blood, bruises, multiple orgasms, aftercare, monster fucking? i mean i guess but idk
You didn't even notice he had lifted you up until you were half way across the lair, nearing the bedrooms and hearing voices mixing behind you between laughter and teasing as Raphael grunted as he entered his room and kicked the door shut behind the two of you. You looked up at him, your skin was a soft pink and your body temperature had risen considerably as he set you down on the edge of his bed before lowering himself next to you.
You took a moment to stare at the mutant. He seemed scared, his eyes darted from your figure to his hands that kept on twitching. He opened his mouth only to close it again a few times as he kept avoiding your gaze. Whatever that was going through his mind was eating him alive.
Raphael was completely terrorized of your next move, he knew you had kissed him but he didn't know if you had done it due to his brothers being there, now that it was just the two of you, he didn't know what to do next, all he knew was that he loved you and he still didn't know how to tell you.
-I'm sorry - his voice was more a grunt than actual words but you understood him nonetheless, you were about to protest, your eyebrows rising in concern but he kept on speaking - I-I ain't good with words but I… I love you and I don't know how it happened and if you don't feel the same, I'll leave ya' but… You have to know- I had to tell you and and… I'm sorry if I scared you or if I made you feel uncomfortable around me… - he sounded defeated as he spoke, head tilted down, fidgeting with his fingers as he avoided looking or touching you even though your knees were a breath away from each other. He looked so vulnerable that it broke your heart that you had made him feel that way.
You shook your head before gently cupping his face and forcing him softly to look at you, your eyes were glossy at the confession, he looked as if he was going to break between your hands so you knew you had to be honest to the man before you.
-I love you too, Raphael - your voice trembled as you finally let out those words that had been eating your insides. He looked up at you and you swear you saw explosions behind his eyes, he looked so in awe at your confession that you couldn't help but smile, letting the tears fall to your cheeks. Raphael moved a hand to your face and wiped away the tears, his face turned into one full of love and you still couldn't believe you were on the receiving end of it.
He leaned forward until your foreheads were touching, as you let out a shaky breath and slid your hands to the back of his skull a smile appeared on your features as you gently nudged him.
-You know… I wouldn't mind doing that again - your smile grew wider as you separated to stare at him only to be able to witness Raph trying to decipher you again.
-Do what again, princess? - he tried to sound casual as his hands lowered to hold your hip, begging that your train of thought had lead you to where his was.
-Kissing you... - You simply replied biting your lower lip trying to not giggle like the mess of emotions you currently were.
His chuckle was darker than what you'd ever heard from him before and you instantly knew you had either made a terrible mistake or the best choice in your entire life. It didn't take long before his hands left your waist to lift your chin and round your neck before crashing his lips against yours. It wasn't soft this time, it was rough and messy and it didn't take you long to start moaning against his mouth. The second your lips parted, his tongue was inside eating you up and poorly concealing your soft sounds as they escaped you.
You tried to hold onto him as he started to moan, his voice low as it mixed with yours. His hands left your face and trailed all the way down to hold onto your lower back, his fingers going lower to feel your ass under your clothes. You started to feel a small pressure begin to form in your lower abdomen and so you tried to move closer to the turtle as he kept kissing you, stealing the air from your lungs as he did so.
A low rumble came from deep within his torso and it only made the feeling grow, you were quite literally coming undone under his touch.
He pulled away and stood up as you whined at the momentary loss of contact, you couldn't complain for long because he was quick to push your back on his bed and continue kissing you, spreading your legs and positioning his hips in the space.
He kept growling and churring as you kept on moaning, the feeling of wetness that was pooling between your thighs was enough for you to pull him even closer to your form. As you tried to wrap your arms against his frame, you could feel something poke exactly where your bodies would have been meeting if it hadn't been for both your trouser. The sheer size of his member made your thighs instinctively close around his hips wanting to feel all of him deep inside you.
-Fuck… you smell so fucking good… could eat ya' up… - He didn't even realize he was dirty talking to you but the way you frenetically held onto him, digging your nails on his shoulders as you nodded encouraged him to continue - Ya' like that? - he talked against your lips and you nodded again, dragging your nose against his snout as you did so.
-Yeah, of course you fucking like that. Why wouldn't you like that, huh princess? Yeah, just like that - His voice dropped to an even lower growl and it caused your body to involuntarily spasm, your underwear was soaking with your own arousal as you began to clumsily undo his belt buckle just so you could push his trousers down.
You wanted him, no, you needed him to fill you up and make you feel like you had never felt before, full and wanted, you wanted to melt under his touch and the way he bit and kissed your neck told you he was also as desperate for you. He started to grind his hips against yours and the movement alone had you closer and closer to the edge of your sanity.
It didn't take long before he was fumbling with your clothes, removing each and every article of clothing tossing it somewhere behind him just to leave you completely bare on his bed under his imposing frame. He admired you for a moment before his hands went to his own clothes and did the exact same thing, leaving the two of you completely naked and breathing heavily as your eyes scanned his body and you took a mental note of each and every one of his scars with the intention on kissing all of them.
-Look at you, sweetheart, so eager for me… - his voice was extremely low and mixing with his churrs, a hint of something dangerous mixed with how he was looking at you. Your body begged you to get closer to him and you did exactly that, arching your back so your bodies met.
-Fucking hell sweetheart you look so good… - He leaned forward, holding your body in place with his hands as he did so. His mouth stopped between your breast and he blew air, you shivered as a reply, choking a small moan as you pushed him further against yourself. He chuckled again and moved to suck on one of your nipples.
-Ah-Raph! - you were so aroused you could feel your slickness pool between your legs, your nails scraping anything they could find that just so happened to be his shoulders and upper back. You kept on moaning, raising your volume and calling his name as his mouth left your nipple only to move to your other breast and repeating the movements of his tongue there, giving it a soft bite before sucking and licking.
-So ready for me ain't ya' - his hands moved to pull your legs around his waist. The feeling of his shell against the inside of your leg made your vision white at the edges as he kept on taking you closer and closer to your orgasm.
You opened your eyes in the midst of the pleasure to find green eyes surrounded by a red bandana staring at you, you reached a careful hand up to his head and tugged at the edge of the fabric as his hands cupped your ass and pulled you upper on his bed. He closed his eyes and nuzzled against your hand, a shaky breath and a small nod was your only confirmation. You knew how important it was to him so you took your time as he slowly closed his eyes and let you remove it.
He held his breath as you stared at him, you were in complete awe at the sight of him; scales of different shades of green mixed, a nasty scar on one side made your heart clench in your chest as your eyes kept roaming and scanning his features.
-If you keep staring at me like that I'm gonna end up doing something you might regret - his voice is soft as he let himself be vulnerable with you. You were shaking in his hold and you weren't exactly sure why. Of course you wanted him in the more explicit sense but seeing him hold you so carefully as if he could break you and the way he spoke to you made your heart do backflips inside your chest.
-I'd never regret doing anything with you - You didn't recognize how strong or imposing your voice came out of your throat even less the severity on your face as your eyes locked on his.
Something inside Raphael shattered at the way you reflected the same devotion he felt towards you, he couldn't believe anything that had happened in the past few hours and he was afraid he was going to wake up at any moment and you'd be gone from his grasp and away from his bed.
-You sure? - he asked, he had to make sure you were real and you really truly wanted him, his voice was less strong this time and full of something that resembled fear. You loosen your grip on his figure a little bit as your lip trembled.
-Never been more sure of something in my entire life - you replied and he didn't give you another moment to think as his lips were back onto yours, eating you to an inch of your life, taking your breath away as you tried to pull yourself to him again. As you did so, you could feel his dick fully dropping out of his cloaca as he grunted and it made you even more wet.
One hand of his left your body only to find it's way between your legs and, as Raph kissed you again, he pushed one finger inside your wet folds. You moaned at the feeling and he let out a deep churr, so loud that it made the entire room shake with it, you're pretty sure you stopped breathing.
-So wet for me princess… - he murmured against your lips as he took his finger out only to push it inside again, starting to finger fuck you brutally fast as your moans grow and grow until you're practically screaming against his lips.
His tongue crawled inside your mouth and drowned your sounds poorly to his churrs as he pressed you flush on your back, you felt those sounds reverberate everywhere in your body, causing your hands to clasp down and dig onto the skin of his shoulders drawing a bit of blood as you held on for dear life.
He took his finger out of you slowly, breaking the kiss to stare at the mess you'd made where he'd been touching you.
-So ready for me… - he repositioned himself just a little bit, his hand, now coated with a considerable amount of your slick and he moved it to stroke his fully erected mutant cock. It gave you an opportunity to truly see him; he was bigger than anything you had seen before. Sure, you knew how the male anatomy looked but Raphael was just so thick at the base and so long and big that you choked on your words as your eyes shot open at the realization of just how big he was. He noticed your expression and his eyes softened instantly, he knew he was big and he was more than painfully aware of how tiny you were in comparison to him. He had never had sex before but he had access to the internet and he knew he had to be careful not to hurt you.
-We don't have to if you're afraid, baby - he gently cupped your face with his free hand and pressed your foreheads together, hoping the contact would ease you up.
-No! No. I want to. Please? Please Raph please, I need you. Need you inside, please? Please please - you were slurring the words and sounding absolutely desperate but you needed him deep inside you. Yes, you were afraid but you'd never felt anything like this before and you definitely didn't want him to stop just because you couldn't find the right words.
-Say the word and I stop, okay? - his voice is extremely soft and you swear you can see hearts behind his eyes as you nod again to let Raph know you want him.
-Words princess, need ya' to use 'hem - the way he looked so concerned with your safety, trying desperately not to hurt you or crush you under his weight that your heart was melting.
-O-okay - you shakily managed as you tried not to overthink what you were about to do. Your nails scrapped his shoulders as you stared at Raphael in complete awe.
-Okay - he repeated your word, breathing it directly against your lips before diving back into a melting kiss that had you instantly moaning at the slightest contact. His hands tightened their grasp on your body, you were sure he was leaving bruises all over you but you couldn't bring yourself to care in the slightest about it, you wanted to be his and if this was his way of letting everyone know that, you weren't going to complain.
The way Raphael moved against your body had you seeing stars behind your eyelids as he positioned himself right between your legs and slowly entered you. You moaned again and tried to hold onto your sanity as you felt him stretching you open and push deep inside. He's massive and you feel him everywhere, holding you, lapping at your lips as he kisses you, his shaky ragged breathing, his churrs mixing with your incoherent and slurred sounds.
You moan loudly against him and at this point, if you could still think, you'd have notice exactly how loud you were being but luckily for you, you were too busy getting your insides rearranged. Your body shook as you spilled over the edge, closing your eyes and digging your nails in his skin. He stood still, holding your frame close to his as he kept on kissing you.
-That's it, that's right it sweetheart, let me feel you… Fuck, so tight… - his voice was low and husky as he felt you around himself. Raph admitted he was holding himself back, he wanted this to be special to the two of you and he knew he was going to push his limits but most importantly, yours. He wanted to see how much you could take of him and how long you could go. Sure, he didn't have to do it on your first time together but all the wet dreams and dirty thoughts of you he'd had the past months had been complete torture to the point that now that he finally got to be with you, he was not going to hold himself even remotely back.
Even with all this running through his head he still gave you time to come down from your high before rolling his hips against yours, hitting a particular deep spot inside you and making you feel so good that you never wanted the feeling to end.
In the blink of an eye, he moved your legs around his waist, giving himself better access. He let out a pleasant growl that reverberated across his chest as his grip on you tightened even further, nails digging your skin, causing you to bleed slightly and shooting a mix of pain and pleasure to your brain.
You were a complete mess underneath him as your hands roamed all over his impressive figure, trying to hold on to anything inadvertently leaving very visible marks on his skin. You were half moaning half repeating his name over and over again as if doing so would ground you to the moment, each time louder than the last. Your brain was becoming mush as he kept on hitting that sweet spot inside you over and over and over again.
You couldn't think about anything else other than the here and now as you came undone under his touch once again.
You were seeing white even as you opened your eyes to try to figure out where you were and you only managed to notice in your haze that your lover had not stopped his pace and in fact was moving even faster if that was possible. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you lovingly let him do with you as he pleased, scrapping the skin on his back as your heels dig slightly into the lower half of his shell, trying to keep him close to your body.
On his part, Raphael was not complaining about the light wounds you were giving him as he fucked you against his mattress, his entire bed was creaking as he churred loudly at the time he grabbed your body hard enough again to the point of leaving bruises in the shape of his hands everywhere he grabbed you.
He was getting close himself and you were on the edge of breaking again and you did exactly that in a broken scream as you managed to separate your lips from his. It didn't take him ling to pump himself a couple of times inside you before you felt him filling you all the way up with his cum and, fuck did it feel good.
He moved just slightly with a broken moan and you felt both your fluids mixing and coating your inner thighs and his. You look up at him with teary eyes as you gently cup his face.
-I love you - you let out and it sounds so fragile when you say it like that, that it tugs at a spot in his heart. Raph knew he was yours from the moment you appeared into his life but never in a million years would he have imagined that you felt this way towards him. Who could love a giant scary monster? You. The answer had been you all along.
He pressed your foreheads together as he wrapped his arms around your torso.
-I love you too… - his voice was a mix of a growl and proper human speech but you understood him nonetheless. You heart was still beating fast as you closed your eyes and pulled him tighter to your chest. With your hearts beating in sync, you couldn't help yourself and let some of yours tears fall against him.
You earned a low churr as he pulled back to stare at you, an unasked question marking his features. He wanted more of you but he didn't know if you'd let him. Hell, he wasn't even sure he could do gentle in that moment. He had waited so long just to have you that he needed to show you just how much he loved you and he didn't know how to tell you or if he even could speak. Fortunately, you read his expression like an open book and chuckled before giving him permission.
-I don't want to pass out, okay? - you smiled and he nodded against your forehead before pushing himself back inside your tight folds. You were pretty sure you were going to pass out between his arms and if this wasn't your first time with Raph you wouldn't have minded at all but it was your first time and you wanted to see and feel absolutely everything, you didn't want to miss a single second of being in his embrace as he resumed his brutal pace, pumping himself inside and out of your tight pussy, you could feel his balls slap against your ass every time and you could no longer speak as your eyes rolled to the back of your head once more.
-So good… Fuck, ya' feel so good - his accent was thick as his arms wrapped around you again, if you thought you'd have some part of your body without bruises you'd be dead wrong.
The sounds of your bodies meeting were loud in his bedroom and he kept fucking you, harder and faster each time to the point you could only hold onto him as he kept on making you feel so damn good.
-Raphael… - you moaned his name and he looked at your fucked up expression as he forced himself to maintain eye contact as he ripped another orgasm from the two of you.
You could barely see him as he stilled for a moment deep inside your body and you recognized the look in his eyes, you'd seen it hundred of times before, he wanted to keep going.
You cursed yourself for being so weak but your human body couldn't take anymore of him.
-Stop please… I can't… I'm sorry… - you forced your throat to speak so your voice was barely a whisper as you shed tears of frustration.
Above you, Raphael stood still before slowly pulling out of you and delicately kissing your temple before pulling you into a tight hug as he rolled to his side, taking you with him.
-Told ya' princess, we stop when you say - his voice was sweet like honey and you melted in his embrace again, a tired smile painting your face as you leaned to give him a kiss on the scar on the right side of his lip. It's sweet and small and it grants you yet another churr of his.
The two of you were a complete and utter mess from the waist below and that was such a contrast to how he was holding you so carefully and massaging your lower back and whispering sweet nothings in your ear, had you chuckling against his chest.
-You did so good baby, you took all of me without fainting, you're so good baby, my good girl, I love you so damn much princess, ya know that? Yeah, of course you know that - He's speech was rather slurred as he nuzzled against you. You were feeling so happy and full and good and exhausted that you doze off almost instantly between his arms.
He kept praising you long after you fell asleep and he only noticed when he opened his eyes and stared at your features.
-So pretty even when you sleep… - he gave you another forehead kiss before removing himself from your embrace, carefully letting you rest on his bed as he moved quickly across his room. He returned just a moment later with a damp towel to clean the both of you up, he lifted your unconscious body up and cleaned the mess you'd both made all the while still holding you and making sure you were still sleeping and okay before trowing the towel to the other side of his room and tucking the two of you back into his bed and covering you in a soft blanket.
Raphael wasn't entirely sure he hadn't hallucinated the entire thing and, honestly he didn't want to figure that either so he just held you against himself as he could feel exhaustion crawl over himself as well.
You slowly blinked your eyes open and turned in bed.
-Mornin' - Raphael moved a strand of hair behind your ear and offered you a smile.
-Morning - you replied as you placed your hand on his cheek.
Both of you looked starstruck as a shade of red covered your features. You didn't know what to say that could convey how you felt so you leaned forward and gave his snout a small kiss.
-I'm sorry for… being a mess - you sighed as you let your head rest against his pillow.
-Hey, you're not a mess - he shushed you gently before leaning forward and giving you a sweet kiss in your lips.
-I was terrified of you not liking me… - and there it was again, the vulnerability that Raph only showed to you, you couldn't help but softly smile.
-What do you mean? - you traced the scales in his arms as you looked at him dreamily.
-You know… I ain't good with words and I know I'm big and strong and rough… If-if you didn't like what we did or how we, I mean if I made you feel uncomfortable or if I hurt you, I - he was looking at you and looking away every couple of seconds as if he couldn't bear to look at your reaction.
-I loved every second of it - you simply said, cutting him off mid sentence. You offered him a playful grin as you pulled him closer. - In fact, I can't wait to repeat it - you kissed his neck sending a shiver through his body.
-You really are something else, princess - he replied with a contagious laugh.
The two of you remained in his bed, naked and cuddling and kissing and talking about small things and about how much you loved each other, tracing each others figures for hours and only decided it was time to leave the comfort when your stomach growled.
The task of actually getting out of bed and finding your clothes was a little bit difficult because neither of you remembered where you had tossed everything and when you walked past his mirror you realized how many bruises you had all over your body. Raphael stopped dead in his tracks as you assessed the damage.
-I'm- he began but the smile on your face as you turned to him made him realized that you didn't mind having his prints all over you but that in fact you loved it. You blamed yourself for your first thought being wanting to show April how strong your boyfriend was so you made it up by running up to your turtle and melting in another kiss as you hugged him.
Eventually the two of you managed to get dressed and looked semi decent between chuckles and teasing as you made your way out of his bedroom and into the common living space. Before you could walk away from him, Raphael lifted you up against his chest and carried you to the kitchen where he sat you on the kitchen island while he hummed and made a simple breakfast for the two of you. You knew yourself well enough to know you were smiling wide as you followed his each and every move, even something so mundane as making breakfast was making your silly little heart do backflips inside your chest as you stared at Raphael.
You offered to carry something from him and insisted on the fact that you could walk but Raph shook his head and lifted you over his shoulder before grabbing a plate full of food and two coffee mugs.
He carried the two of you to the exact spot where this whole thing had started and gently set you down before sitting himself and carrying you with him. The two of you chuckled as you enjoyed your breakfast without realizing his brothers had also started their days and were staring at the two of you.
-So, did you guys sleep fine? - Leonardo said casually as he walked past you. Raph's grip tightened on your hips and you nearly spat your coffee.
-Very fine, thank you - Raphael replied through gritted teeth as you let out a nervous laugh and a nod of your head.
-Good, because the entire sewer system could definitely hear you two lovebirds - Donatello was not far behind his brother as he teased you. Your face turning a deep shade of red as Raphael simple held you tighter.
-Mine - he simply said and him acknowledging what you were to him to his brothers certainly was doing things to you as you tapped his chest in a happy tune.
-Hey, congratulations on not dying! Not many people can say that after spending a night with Raphael - Mikey chimed from the background and you couldn't help yourself and laughed so hard of embarrassment that you almost couldn't breathe. Raph held you tight as he joined your laughs. You managed to calm down slightly before the two of you looked at each other with a knowing look before bursting out laughing again. Somewhere around you, you could hear pained groans belonging to three mutant ninja turtles and it couldn't make you happier.
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I have not checked this a whole lot so I hope no one is too OOC and that you guys enjoyed it ^^'
(it feels so weird and awkward to post nsfw but here we are >////////<)
