#toxic situation

[cyberkitty1]

FAME IS A GUN

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" love is a drug that I can't deny "

the urge is always strong, you were like two magnets always pulling towards each other and anything that gets in your way gets destroyed int eh process.

" I'm your dream girl but your not my type "

he loved you more than you did, it was going to be the downfall of you two and you both knew it but it was a topic constantly left unspoken. everyone around you could see it. in the way you looked at each other, how you texted, even when you kissed he always chased for more while you found it so easy to pull away.

" nothing makes me feel as good as being loved by you "

you sucked him dry of all the love he could give in every sense of the word. as the relationship continued everyone could tell the energy and life force being sucked out of him. no matter how many times his family and friends told him how much they could see the change in him it never worked.

" fame is a gun, and I point it blind "

you had the gun, you had the power to end the relationship, you had the opportunity to do the right thing; end it, but every time you got close to pulling the trigger you found some reason to take your finger off and with that, the cycle continues.

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so im back maybe?????????

[starwarsgrl77]

Sadly yes. Politics is 99.5%

[firerubyjam]

You might not see them "suffering" like they made you suffer, but their biggest punishment is that they are Who their Are

[ravenbara]

Raven Needs to MOVE

Ok,

so this is currently a need but not anything i know how to do. I don't know where i'm going but need to stay close to family and medical support so same general area. My partner, A has put out some feelers and have my parents. Need a trans, disabled, queer, bird, cat, and outdoor cannabis friendly space.

The reason for this is that my current environment has gone toxic, it's impossible to disagree with my roommate or her daughter without getting emotionally ground down or have passive aggressive consequences for up to days later. My birds and my cat, when we moved in, had full reign of the communal areas in the house and are now usually shoved in my bedroom only, unless i carve out space for them to be out (on leash for cat, in travel cages for birds). And i'm just so tired of my own well being, my own emotional state, and my own safety and safety of my family being threatened over whims of my roommate and her daughter during the pandemic. I do have an emergency plan to get my animals out in case the people i live with get more dangerous toward them as they are one of my top priorities.

I have a few information needs?

1) What do i need to know in order for find a friendly unit? The dream would be a mother in law unit on a property with friendly people for me. I cannot live alone but desperately need my own bit of space.

2) this does mean i am very excited to be able to furnish my new space (hopefully with disability backpay if my lawyer can get that to happen) But some things i can start making/finding now. I've seen instructions out there for moss rugs and i'm completely here for anything forest themed. especially moss, mushrooms, vines, leaves, greenery. soooooo............. home decor craft ideas???

3) I and a dog in the house are very attached and he follows me around everywhere...... but he is not my dog. Any advice on breaking the connection with me and getting him to be better on his own would be helpful. he is a very anxious pitt mix with a bad history. but he loves and trusts me and i adore him.

4) kind of related to 3, what are essential items that can be forgotten when stocking your own kitchen space? i've always been kitchen savvy but always have used a shared kitchen

mostly.......... HALP

[supercrazybooknerd]

"They're your family! You have to love them!"

Thanos loved his daughter. Look what happened when she went near him.

[thisisalwaysme]

Repeat after me:

I am not running away from my problems, I am leaving a toxic-or soon to be toxic-situation.

[mysteriouslyjade]

My Toxic Sister

Why do you repeatedly call me ugly?

Why do you say I’m darker than you constantly?

Like my complexion is something to be ashamed of. I am not you nor do I want to be you.

Why aren’t you happy for me when I succeed?

You never spent time with me as children. You abused me as a child. Both physically and emotionally.

The envy and jealousy you emit is suffocating.

It brought me down to a level of self-hate. So much so I tried to end my life.

Why can’t you be happy for me?

Why is it always a competition between us?

Shouldn’t you raise me up the way I do to you? You are the second oldest and I the youngest.

Aren’t you ashamed of your behavior towards me?

Now you don’t speak to me as though I did something wrong?

You told me your dreams. I was excited for you. Encouraged you...

I told you my concerns. You got upset with the truth.

You want to be a great performer. But you don’t practice your craft.

How do you expect to be your best when you don’t put in the time or effort.

Yes there is natural talent, but in order for you to be the best you have to work harder than everyone around you.

Now I got something for myself that I am striving for and your jealousy almost broke me.

But I know now, I cannot trust you with my dreams or aspirations.

I hope one day you will see your faults. But as for now I will be happy for myself.

I will succeed without you. Because I never needed you I wanted you.

[babykkumaa]

I can’t wait to leave one day so I can be surrounded by my own positivity