#tw denial

[the-sensitive-sadist]

Cruel edging and long-term orgasm denial because I gaslight you into believing that your ass feels even tighter around my cock when you're desperate, denied, and locked in chastity. Something about keeping you denied just makes you feel so much tighter, love. You know that. And you would do just about anything to make me feel good, wouldn't you dear?

[our-plural-stories]

Denial is a funny thing (real thing that happened btw)

[sys-confessions]

if i get tested for DID and it turns out i dont have it iml be scared of how to cope. i cant exist without my headmates. like im pretty sure i have DID, but what if i dont?? i would have been lying to myself and it scares me

[armory-comics]

Sort of vent comic. Loneliness and partial denial

[plural-confessionsblog]

(CW denial)

Inspired by the anon who also talked about ot. I was also in heavy denial about plurality because I wasn’t educated and thought plurality = DID EXCUSIVLY and I was like

“Oh I don’t have DID but I relate to this person’s experience with it….must be the ADHD/depersonalization!”

and besides memory losss there was SO many signs:

-Obesssion with AUs crossover/making AUS and eventually making a character that has to live with other versions of themselves on a daily basis and is stuck with them

-Multilple sonas to represent my “different facades of myself”

-On a server confession channel,a long ass rant about the people I have in my head while I was like “I dont have DID though”

And I still think I don’t have it/dont wanna say I do unless diagnosed but man. I was really blind huh?

You know if plurality was just as know as things like ADHD and Autism evryone and their mama probably would have clocked me.

And ,sidenote,im saying this because for some fucking reason any person (that dosent sterotype autism) I meet and who I tell them “Hey im autistic” theyre like “yeah that makes sense”

-🐝 (beez kneez anon. Wait is the bee taken. Fuck I forgot if the bee was taken. If the bee is taken then im❤️‍🔥 but like I dont have a name for this one)

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[I believe this is the previous ask they were referring to]

[Plain link: https://www.tumblr.com/plural-confessionsblog/822051591285784576/cwtw-for-system-denial-confession-youve?source=share]

[jubjubbird]

ok i feel like i'm living the fucking battle of wits scene in the princess bride every time i try to figure out if i am plural or not it's like

well i know that sometimes i feel so very different from myself that i wish i could pursue an entirely different dream and identity

but i also know that if i truly wanted just to be a different person, i would convince myself that i was plural so that these pursuits felt justified and real rather than an attempt at escapism

and even if we considered the fact that wanting to find justification in separation could be sign enough of plurality, perhaps i am only seeking this outlet to avoid having to come to terms with my body and that such a simplistic conclusion is appealing to me in that it allows me to continue this avoidant fantasy

but a half decade of trying to claw my way out of who i am can only speak to some innate reasoning that pushes me towards this, yet i am also well aware of this fact and could also be convincing myself that i want this as a retroactive validation attempt

or maybe i am even mistaking this fearful desire for true escapism as a sign of being truly plural because that is exactly what i want it to mean, allowing the dream itself to be self-fulfilling

and-

[andytruther]

advice from a collective prone to denial

when speaking to your denial holders, try to meet them where they're at. don't push them to see things a certain way. it's been helpful for us to speak to them with a lot of grace and not denying their denial

it's okay to sit with the discomfort. the fear of not being real, the fear of doing something wrong, the fear of telling a lie: these are all anxieties that can be sat with. if the anxiety doesnt improve, it's okay to self soothe. you dont always have to be strong.

see what your headmates need in that moment. what are they asking for? what are they anxious about and how can you help soothe that anxiety?

if you are the denial holder: i see you. i'm not angry at you. i don't blame you. i think your skepticism is a normal mental process. i'm not saying you are correct or incorrect. all i ask you is to be kind to yourself. if you're not a system, still be kind to the parts of yourself that think or feel differently to you because you deserve kindness.

[syscultureis]

sys culture is fuck what if we're just made up by my adhd and when we start taking adhd meds it all goes away???

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