putting this all under a readmore so i dont burden anybody
dont fucking look at me like im a kid. "oh yeah we had different perspectives when we were young too". dont fucking patronize me. just because i am younger than you does not mean i am any less smart. just because you watched everything THE NEWS had to offer does not mean i am any less knowledgeable than you.
do not fuckign speak like you know what it was like to be that black boy. do not talk like just because you pulled yourself out of a drug dealing neighborhood that you were just like mike brown. that you were exactly in his shoes, that you knew what happened because of what you heard from fucking CNN.
just because you are colored does not mean that you did not have more privilege than he did. asian people and black people are not facing the same thing.
do NOT HAVE THE NERVE TO FUCKING SAY "OH BLAKC PEOPLE ALWAYS BRING UP SLAVERY EVEN THOUGH ASIANS HAD IT WORSE" SHUT THE FUCK UP OH MY GOD. "ASIAN PEOPLE ARE SMART BECAUSE WE ROSE UP FROM THIS CHINK, THIS LOSER, AND WE BECAME RESPECTED"
DO NOT MAKE THIS INTO A COMPETITION. DO NOT SAY "WE ARE NOT RACIST" AND PROCEED TO TALK ABOUT HOW ASIANS ARE SUPERIOR TO BLACKS BECAUSE WE MANAGED TO OVERCOME THE OPPRESSION WE FACED. DO NOT FORGET ASIAN SOLIDARITY WITH BLACK POWER. DO NOT FORGET THAT EVEN THOUGH WE HAVE RISEN TO BE THE MOST RESPECTED OF MINORITIES, THAT THERE ARE OTHERS WHO ARE NOT SO LUCKY.
DO NOT CLAIM THAT YOUR PRIVILEGE IS SOMETHING THAT YOU SHOULD PRIDE YOURSELF ON. THAT OTHERS ARE THEREFORE LESSER THAN YOU, DUMBER, STUPIDER BECAUSE THEY COULD NOT REACH THE SAME LEVEL AS YOU DID.
"ALL THEY ARE DOING IS MAKING NOISE"
WHY ARE THEY MAKING NOISE, I WONDER? MAYBE BECAUSE THEY'RE BEING FUCKING GUNNED DOWN EVERY FUCKING WEEK, AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE TOO IGNORANT TO FUCKING REALIZE THAT THIS CANNOT BE FOUGHT WITH "RISING ABOVE" BECAUSE THEY MIGHT NEVER GET THAT CHANCE.
" DO NOT GIVE THE POLICE A REASON TO SHOOT YOU "
I WANT TO FUCKING STRANGLE YOU OH MY GOD. I HATE YOU SO MUCH IT FUCKING HURTS MY SOUL. AS IF TO ADD ONTO YOUR INTERNALIZED MISOGYNY, YOUR BLATANT HOMOPHOBIA AND RACISM, DO NOT FUCKING DEMONIZE A DEAD PERSON.
"IT DOESNT MATTER THAT HE WAS 18"
HES A CHILD. HE IS NOT AN ADULT. DO NOT TALK ABOUT HIM LIKE HES A FOOL, LIKE HES AN IDIOT, AND THAT IT WAS HIS FAULT THAT HE GOT SHOT.
MOTHERFUCKER IM GETTING SO EMOTIONAL BECAUSE YOURE NOT LISTENING. YOURE MAKING THIS ARGUMENT BASED ON YOUR PRIVILEGE, ON YOUR EXPERIENCES, ALL WHILE DEFENDING DARREN FUCKING WILSON. YOU KEEP SAYING WELL HE SHOULDNT HAVE SHOT HIM, WHILE THEN GOING BACK TO SAY THAT HE HAD EVERY RIGHT TO BECAUASE MIKE BROWN APPARENTLY PROVOKED HIM.
IM GETTING SO EMOTIONAL BECAUS EYOU ARE SO IGNORANT I AM ASHAMED TO BE CALLED YOUR FLESH AND BLOOD. THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR YOUR BLATANT RACISM. YOU SAY ITS AN INTELLIGENCE THING, ON THE PART OF THE WHITES NOT BEING AS EDUCATED AS THEY SHOULD BE. AND THEN YOU GO AND SAY THAT BLACKS ARE STUPID FOR PROTESTING.
FOR RAISING THEIR VOICE. FOR NOT TAKING THE QUIET ROAD AND BECOMIGN SMARTER AND WORKING THEIR ASSES OFF TO GET HIGHER THAN THE WHITES LIKE ITS THAT FUCKING EASY.
DO NOT TALK AS IF BLACK PEOPLE DONT WORK THEIR ASSES OFF. DO NOT CLAIM NOT TO BE RACIST, ONLY TO PERPETUATE THE STEREOTYPE OF LOUD, LAZY BLACKS. THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE DOING. DONT FUCKING SPEAK.
and to be honest, the only reason i tolerate you is because you take me to theme parks. that is the only reason. you are a means of transportation if i had the choice, i would have just left you and had fun on my own, but i need someone to drive me home.
everything that comes out of your loud, stupid fuckign mouth is the most ignorant shit. you slut shame. you're a fucking misogynist do not fucking even lie. you are racist against blacks and a hypocrite at that. you scream and yell ableist slurs at your own children. you call your daughter a moron for asking you what to eat instead of "looking in the fridge yourself (insert name here because i dont want to call her out) why are you so dumb"
to think you are someon eyour children look up to disappoints me, because it only means that there are going to be two more ignorant racists, misogynists (she's already slutshaming, good job as a parent), and ableists in this world.
and you are so fucking patronizing that it fucking hurts my very core. you talk over people. you talk LOUDLY so that no one can get their point in. you say "okay, okay, i see that" and completely disregard everything that the person just said. you do not hear what they are saying. you continue making your argument, which eventually steers to your opponent's side (BECAUSE YOU ARE AFUCKING HYPOCRITE) and act all surprised when they tell you "THATS WHAT IVE BEENS AYING THIS WHOLE TIME".
you act like i am less smart because im only 15. as if i am somehow less intelligent than you because of my age. the experience factor is not some sort of fucking excuse. you misgender me. you're transphobic and biphobic. you believe that polyamory is disgusting and wrong.
and you're teaching your kids the same thing by being how you are.
you are unwilling to listen to the arguments, because some fucking ego of yours always makes you in the right. your voice is the only voice in an argument and that is why you disgust me.
at first i didn't really like reblogging social justice stuff because i thought it was just complainign. but now im looking oppressors (who are in fact accepting the system and are taking no part in solidarity to help others less fortunate and instead SNEERING DOWN AT THEM) in the eye trying to placate me by saying i shouldn't be so invested because it "doesnt apply to me" because im not black.
so it's easy for me to appear heternormative because i am agender and while gendered pronouns do make me a little uncomfortable now that i am understanding and comfortable with my identity i have little qualms with being referred to as "she/her" and pansexual, whereupon they pointedly fixate on my cis male celeb crushes while blatantly erasing the fact that i am also sexually attracted to those of the female sex.
ignoring the fact that i am queer makes you transphobic and biphobic. you accept gay friends. but the moment i come out as a pansexual, meaning that i am attracted to all genders and all sexes, somehow in your brain i only like cis males.
you use "she/her" because that's "all you know".
you are ignorant, and you are unwilling to acknowledge it. you patronize me and my fandoms and what i like because my "imagination" (aka calling characters "bae" and "husband" like what the fuck is your damage did someone tell you that it was wrong to be emotionally attached to prince charming from a disney movie when you were young like god calm the fuck down ok) is "stupid and unrealistic" like i dont fuckign know that i cant marry the phantom of the fucking opera ok. im glad im sitting away from you holy fuck you make me want to hurl.
everything about you and your classist, elitist, homophobic older brother disgust me. at the very least, your younger sister has been confused but willing to learn about my queerness and your younger brother has been so nonchalant and accepting it's lightyears ahead of you.
i would be perfectly content to never see the either of you two again.
