I like Artificer because shes a failure. Shes a pathetic, broken, shitstain on the world, who manages to hurt or abandon everyone she meets eventually. She desperately wishes she couldve been better to the people she loves, but how is she supposed to help them, when she cant even help herself!? Shes a horrible, burnt out, tar pit trying to build a life out of nothing but ash. And every single time she fails miserably, and every time it hurts more and more, but she cant ever stop. So she just wakes up and does the same fucking shit over and over and over and over again, hoping to a god she doesnt believe in, that SOMETHING will change. But it never does, and it never will. She'll be STUCK HERE, in this MISERABLE LITTLE WORLD, until she DROPS FUCKING DEAD.
and when that day comes, she can finally rest. she can finally give up. she can finally be well and truly free. But until then. She will just sit here, burning away in her little husk of a body, waiting for something to happen. Day. After day. After day.