#vent btw

[mk-somethingiswrongwithm3]

[love-is-like-a-lottery]

I have a strange feeling that someone might be trying to come back in my life again. it’s not hard to say no or anything like that, it’s just the thought he might’ve tried is so scary (?) to me. hate that, but I have a new guy now, so

[french-fryyyy]

Oooooo spooky flashbacks to horrible memories of my brother ooo spooky

[eepybubble]

i'm gonna snap one day istg

[mellifluous-sys]

projecting my thoughts and feelings onto others is shitty and toxic I don't do it in their face I do it when nobody is there IRL and I'm all alone I talk to myself

It's just. I feel like I'm being forgotten and shit and its all my fault cuz of my maladaptive coping mechanisms where I avoid everything because I feel like I made a mistake/said something dumb. I run away from accounts. I hide under my blanket shaking in fear. I stay radio silent for months on end. Which has made people forget I exist. And that's the scariest part.  I wanna quit being miserable and I'm trying to help myself but god is it fucking tough. I wanna be heard. 

[chmyri]

Mmmmmm my parents are being mean to me and it hurts my feelings :/