#vent time

[arrgh-whatever]

[archiarthur]

Tfw you wanna do big runs in pressure for fun but every group of people you've meet has always some white dude that uses the n word

[szyszkasosnowa]

Maybe I'm asexual, maybe I'm not, either way I have little interest in romance and sex and I think I would be totally comfortable with being single for the rest of my life. For some reason this seems to be completely alien approach for everyone else on the planet, but at this point I'm ok with other people considering me a freak or a loser or pathetic because the older I get, the less fucks I give about what others think.

But the fact that I can have a deep, caring, supportive friendship and then lose it at once when the other person gets into a romantic relationship. Because they no longer have need for this level of connection with me. And everyone agrees that this is how things should be and you're a problem if you complain. So I lose every relationship I care about (or rather keep its more shallow, hollow version) because they find someone they're closer to. And I know it will keep happening over and over because no one else seems to be fine with being single.

THAT is why I sometimes want to kms. Fuck my stupid acecel life.

[rosenfey]

ah yes. the peak summer weather

[morningstar-chronicles]

every day i think "i have done it. i have gotten as desperate to shift as possible." and every day i am proven wrong

[kepodewers]

I really REALLY hate the feeling when I discover a new show or band or something and I completely love it, just to find out it ended years ago.

Like, the feeling that I am late, that is too late for me to join the fandom and really appreciate it. Like I’ll never really get into it right.

I. Hate. It.

[alaztortarrant28]

Vent

Sometimes I wonder if the people who think of me as "friend" or who just follow me on the Internet really like what I post, what I say, the way I think. I just wonder if people "admire" me. Not that I care too much, I've changed since last year and I no longer have a need for attention. I made friends at school but I still wonder if there's anyone who when they're not writing online thinks "Hey, AlaztorTarrant28 seems like a nice person" and "it would be fun to meet her in person". On YouTube I have "friends" who say they love my ideas and there is even someone who considers me a "comfort friend". What about the rest of the platforms? Is there anyone who admires AlaztorTarrant28 like she admires many of you? Just a vent... but I'm fine like this ❤️

[arenabreadandbiscuits]

My current mental state in five gifs because it's not funny but... It kinda is too lol.

TW for the sad vibes, just me being me rn

Haha, feeling better already. Let me go ahead and light up. Y'all have a beautiful day and honestly I'm hoping y'all having a better life than I am.