Hello all! I have big news and general musings about game development and plans.
First, 20,000 downloads and 1,500 followers on itchio! THANK YOU SO MUCH! I'm glad that so many people have experienced my games and I'm looking forward to making more. Much much more. Making games is the most fun a girl can have afterall.
To those wondering about Chilling Devotion Day 3…it'll certainly be this year! But not sure if I can give an accurate time estimate yet. I'll probably still be making art of Jim to post on socials and answering asks over on tumblr in the meantime! And to answer some more commonly asked questions about CD- yes, there will be nsfw content in later days. And Jim is a switch lol. Ya'll got perv questions. And I respect that lol
For now, I'm mostly working on releasing Act 1 of a new project: Vespera Blood and Sacrilage. It'll definitely and instantly be a nsfw/murdersim game so very different than my other projects. But I think it'll be a very special and very cursed game.
And…I'm proud to announce that I've got the sickening music for it…by Saidan! A U.S. horror black metal band that I really like AND!!! Big news, I'll be touring with them on their U.S. west coast tour and helping out with merch while I work on game development. It'll be a lot of fun and, if you can, please come out and see the show! Tour start next month in St. Louis, MO!
And apparently I'm dabbling in rpg maker lol so who knows how I'll end up using that!
Saidan
CHECK THEM OUT AND COME OUT TO HAVE FUN WITH US ON TOUR!
Remina
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Come meet the band and the game dev this freak summer if you're in the US or Vancouver, Canada!!!!
Are any of ya'll from the United States? Or Vancouver?
Vespera prefers the quiet corners of the Midnight Circus, where the lights are dim, the conversations are soft, and the only sound is the gentle rustle of wings overhead. Calm, observant, and rarely quick to judge, she's often the first to notice when someone isn't doing as well as they pretend.
Though she carries herself with quiet confidence, don't mistake her for being above a little mischief. If Jinx has an idea that's just harmless enough to be funny... there's a good chance Vespera was the one who helped make it happen.
Her bat-like senses make her an invaluable friend, whether she's spotting danger before anyone else or simply finding the perfect place to perch and watch the Circus unfold.
Just...
If you can't find her...
Try looking up.
Full Bio Under the Cut uwu and remember, commissions are always open
Arrival: Arrived after Gangle, but before Zooble.
Vespera's first days in the Circus were some of the hardest she'd ever experienced. The panic, confusion, and fear nearly overwhelmed her... until she slowly began to understand what this place was.
Oddly enough, amidst all the horror, she found a small sense of peace.
For the first time, she looked in the mirror and saw a body that truly felt like her own. While she'd never choose to be trapped in the Circus, she quietly treasures that silver lining, making the thought of escaping more emotionally complicated than she'd ever admit.
Today, she's one of the Circus' more level-headed members. She prefers to observe before acting, finding comfort in quiet moments and familiar routines. Though often calm and reserved, those closest to her know she has a surprisingly sharp wit—and a habit of causing just enough trouble to keep life interesting.
Personality
At first glance, Vespera seems quiet.
She's often found perched somewhere high above the others, watching conversations unfold with a faint smile rather than joining immediately. She rarely raises her voice, speaks thoughtfully, and carries herself with an effortless confidence.
That doesn't mean she's serious all the time.
Underneath the composed exterior is someone with a wonderfully dry sense of humor. She enjoys harmless mischief, loves catching people off guard, and has absolutely no problem matching someone's sarcasm if they decide to test her patience.
She has little interest in starting conflict...
But she'll happily finish one.
Emotional State
Unlike some of the others, Vespera copes with the Circus by seeking moments of stillness.
Bright lights and constant stimulation wear her down, so she often disappears into quieter corners of the tent after adventures. Sitting in the dark helps her organize her thoughts, and she's learned to embrace solitude without letting it become isolation.
She understands that surviving the Circus isn't about pretending everything is fine.
It's about finding small moments that make tomorrow worth facing.
Strengths
Extremely perceptive.
Excellent listener.
Calm under pressure.
Dry, quick wit.
Fiercely loyal to those she trusts.
Exceptional hearing and echolocation allow her to notice details others miss.
Weaknesses
Can become emotionally withdrawn when overwhelmed.
Sensitive to bright lights due to her enhanced vision.
Has difficulty asking for help.
Holds grudges longer than she'd like to admit.
Occasionally lets her pride get the better of her.
Despite her calm demeanor, Vespera has a breaking point.
When pushed too far, her patience gives way to instinct. Her claws come out before she has time to think, and afterward she's usually the first to regret losing control.
Abilities
Her wings allow her to glide and achieve short bursts of flight, though they don't follow normal aerodynamics. Flying is awkward, requiring practice and creativity rather than brute strength.
Her hearing is exceptionally sensitive.
She can pick up conversations from across the Circus, recognize people by their footsteps, and even navigate using a limited form of echolocation when visibility is poor.
Ironically...
The same heightened senses that make her so observant also make bright lights and loud environments exhausting.
Habits
Frequently perches on rafters, beams, and balconies instead of sitting in chairs.
Likes quietly observing conversations before joining in.
Experiments with different outfits and makeup whenever she can.
Enjoys startling people by silently dropping down beside them.
Often folds her wings around herself like a blanket while resting.
Has a tendency to unconsciously twitch her ears toward interesting sounds.
Gargoyle Tendencies
Vespera has discovered that remaining perfectly still while perched high above the Circus unnerves people far more than it probably should.
So naturally...
She does it on purpose.
She finds it endlessly amusing to wait until someone finally notices her before offering a small wave.
Little Mystery
Despite her love of fashion and makeup, Vespera has never explained why experimenting with her appearance brings her so much happiness.
If someone asks...
She simply smiles and changes the subject.
Relationships
Kinger
Vespera has a great deal of respect for Kinger.
His stories often wander into strange territory, but she's learned that if she listens carefully, there's usually a surprising amount of wisdom hidden beneath the confusion. She's one of the few people willing to simply sit with him, no matter how bizarre the conversation becomes.
Ragatha
Ragatha's kindness helped Vespera through her earliest days in the Circus.
Though Vespera doesn't express affection as openly as Ragatha does, she deeply appreciates everything Ragatha has done for her and quietly returns that kindness whenever she can.
Gangle
The two bond over creativity.
Whether they're discussing movies, trying different makeup styles, or simply sharing a quiet conversation, Gangle is one of the few people Vespera feels completely relaxed around.
She genuinely wishes Gangle had more confidence in herself.
Zooble
Vespera appreciates Zooble's honesty.
Neither of them feels the need to constantly fill silence with conversation, making their friendship surprisingly comfortable. They don't always agree, but they respect one another enough to say exactly what's on their minds.
Pomni
Seeing Pomni's arrival reminded Vespera of her own.
Rather than overwhelming her with reassurance, Vespera offers steady, practical support whenever Pomni needs it. She knows firsthand that sometimes the most comforting thing isn't advice...
It's simply knowing someone is there.
Jax
Unlike most of the Circus, Vespera refuses to let Jax dictate the conversation. If he throws a sarcastic remark her way, she already has one waiting in return.
Their constant back-and-forth has become something of a spectator sport among the others.
She'd like to believe she doesn't enjoy it.
She'd be lying.
Caine & Bubble
Vespera appreciates the effort Caine puts into entertaining everyone, even if his adventures sometimes lean a little too heavily into childish chaos. She's one of the few people willing to politely tell him when something isn't working.
Bubble, on the other hand...
She finds strangely endearing.
Noire
Noire was one of the first people to make the Circus feel less frightening, and over the years she's become Vespera's closest friend. The two understand each other in ways that rarely require words, often spending long stretches of time simply existing in comfortable silence.
Vespera is one of the few people who regularly sees past Noire's theatrical persona.
She also knows Noire's crush on Encore is painfully obvious.
Noire remains convinced she's hiding it perfectly.
Encore
Vespera genuinely enjoys Encore's gentle company. Whether they're discussing fashion, experimenting with makeup, or quietly relaxing after one of Caine's adventures, time spent together always feels peaceful.
She has absolutely noticed the way Noire looks at Encore.
For now...
She's choosing to let things happen naturally.
Jinx
Jinx brings out Vespera's mischievous side like no one else. While she usually presents herself as the sensible one, she's surprisingly willing to participate in harmless pranks if Jinx can convince her they'll get a good laugh.
She'd never admit it...
But she's usually the one helping Jinx come up with the better ideas.
