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Soon you won't know where I live. My life will move on and yours will forever stay in a cycle of chaos. You will forever be a small town man child with dreams. The fact that's she's with you confirms her insanity. You're just mooching off of her vibes and enthusiasm. Its beyond me. Just a cringe Joker and Harley Quinn. She pushes you too be a dead beat Dad and you bring her down by being crazy and controlling as well.

You always treated me badly and as a last resort. I don't miss you. At the early hours of the morning you haunt me. You calling me into the kitchen after drinking your ass off. I can still hear your voice. My best friend who was supposed to be at my wedding. Meet my first child. Be in my life. Its for the best. You really let yourself down, but at least it's not me any longer.

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"I FUCKING MATTERED" I screamed. My chest overwhelmed with the raw emotion of guilt. No. not the guilt of doing something wrong per say. The guilt of being wrong as a person. Believing in a person who hid me from their life. Who was ashamed of me. I fall to my knees as memories fall around me as hail. All the red flags. How much money had I spent on you for your peace of mind? Only spending time with me when it profited you? How much time had I spent traveling for you? If I had physical marks from the emotional pain, I would be bruised and bloody. Yet, you just look at your own self inflicted wounds and blame me. I feel such guilt and hatred towards you. Disgust for allowing myself to be used and telling myself that you'll change.

I would like to say this is the first person to treat me this way but it would be a lie. I don't understand what about me makes people ashamed to have me in their lives. The non-existent invites. Just used as a emotional support sponge. Perhaps some people aren't meant to have friends. I'm at the point where it's desirable. I'm surrounded by people but my heart will forever be neglected when it comes to friendship.

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Yeah, I posted this several hours ago. I'm over it now. Why would I be caught up over someone who can't move on and appreciate the people around him? I'm gunna do the one thing he never can do. Move the fuck on. Dead to me. 🙃 🖕🏼 Fuck you KAP. You're a terrible friend and a fucking narcissist.

"I FUCKING MATTERED" I screamed. My chest overwhelmed with the raw emotion of guilt. No. not the guilt of doing something wrong per say. The guilt of being wrong as a person. Believing in a person who hid me from their life. Who was ashamed of me. I fall to my knees as memories fall around me as hail. All the red flags. How much money had I spent on you for your peace of mind? Only spending time with me when it profited you? How much time had I spent traveling for you? If I had physical marks from the emotional pain, I would be bruised and bloody. Yet, you just look at your own self inflicted wounds and blame me. I feel such guilt and hatred towards you. Disgust for allowing myself to be used and telling myself that you'll change.

I would like to say this is the first person to treat me this way but it would be a lie. I don't understand what about me makes people ashamed to have me in their lives. The non-existent invites. Just used as a emotional support sponge. Perhaps some people aren't meant to have friends. I'm at the point where it's desirable. I'm surrounded by people but my heart will forever be neglected when it comes to friendship.

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As I laid on the bed his eyes met mine. It was so odd to look at someone’s eyes as they counted the stars in my own. How many times had I looked in peoples eyes with such wonder for them to only see the blue in mine?

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In the Bible there’s a verse about God collecting my tears in bottles. Sometimes, I wonder what that room would look like.

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Other people’s opinions of you are irrelevant. If they want to paint you as something you are not, let them. This is due to their own distortion of inner wounds and shadow projection. If you are living your life authenticity, you never have anything to prove. The truth just is.