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The road to "it wasn't true socialism" is paved by young bright eyed activists who think they are building that supposed true socialism up until they get purged. Then the cycle repeats again. All aptempts to build socialism lwad to fascism wearing a red coat.

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It's so infuriating to see someone label themselves as anarchist, disagree with the system and question everything, only to then advocate for socialism amd taxes. How do they not understand, true anarchy cannot ve peaceful or mercyful, freedom isn't sunshine and rainbows.

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Got my beef heart jerkey onto the hanger, ready to be hanged in the balcony

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Action insist upon itself. I do not need to justify scratching an itch or eating when i feel hunger. Why would other actions be any different? Morality is a psyop that assigns arbitrary "value" to actions, limiting the one under it's spell to a life of obedient servitude.

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I don't know what's happening to me, i woke from a 1 hour power nap after having not slept since last night, and having consumed 4 whole nutmegs in those two days in form of hot cocoa and spices, and now i am feeling my mind being flexible like clay. I can actually focus on things instead of drifting off, i feel like a child again, and every word keeps echoing with the whispers in my head, and i can taste and smell exactly what it means and feel the emotions it represents, and they get installed onto my consciousness which is like a continuously playing tune that things drop into and cause ripples like water, which cause my whole personality to warp and change. And i gotta go the psychiatrist right now and convince them i am mentally stable and competent. What is happening

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Raw fish, raw cow heart, raw egg yolk, blueberries and a teaspoon of homemade wine. Great dinner

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A new rhyme about human sacrifice

Blood pooling in wrinkles

Bowls of stretched skin

Another cut - bingo

I sense pain spike within

His eye forever open

Eyelids cut away

A tear rolling down

As cartilage gives way

I can taste the suffering

Struggling in vain

The tendons called upon

Are no longer there

His face - mutilated

An unhinged jaw

Hangs down separated

His despair so sweet

How many must I open up

To feed the urge within

Doesn't matter - I succumb

Savoring the kill

I am chaos incarnated

Dripping with fresh blood

My insatiable malice

Is the only god

Shadows move in unison

And gather on torn skin

I feel a foreign presense

Slowly rising from within

The room itself

Now groans as one

I laugh and cackle

There's no fun

And as I stare

Into death's eyes

I whisper -

"Take this sacrifice"

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Looted an abandoned house today, these are the things I took, hid a saw and a few other tools in a corner to pick up later. It's all legal, as the house does not officially belong to either a private citizen or the government by a legal loophole.

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A little rhyme about school shooting

They spat and whistled like before

I swore in silence - nevermore

And filled the place with bloody gore

Avenged my pain forevermore

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Went to a store 0,9 miles away to buy potassium nitrate and sulfur. As it turns out, Monday is the store's one closing day. I walked 3 bloody miles to it, through forests and fields. My day is ruined.

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Some random poetry

Fear me, bastard, shake and tremble

I'm your death, look up the barrel

Pray and gurgle on your blood

In this moment I'm your God

As your skull is blown apart

All your life a big wet fart

As your body is laid to rest

You no longer can protest

I'll carve you up and take what's best

Lips bright red from the blood fest

Your bones shall rot upon the earth

Mixed in with sand, so rough and coarse

In the grand cycle of rebirth

You'll be a tick stuck to a horse

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A poem about my full moon walks and visions

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Under the moon's pale, dimming light

I walked, lips curling in delight

In silver shadows of the night

I saw no horror, felt no fright

I looked for victims, not a fight

My teeth were itching -

Grab and bite

Until I came into moonlight

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It whispered from the peaks of fright

So silent to my blackened plight

And in my mind was no light

There was, forever, just the Blight

I stood, I nursed my butchered pride

I could not leave, I would not fight

In pain, catharsis and delight

I froze in awe of cosmic might

We were all wrong, and IT was right

It was, i wasn't , in the night

I could not flee the sacred site

I stood there, frozen in moonlight

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DO NOT, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, CONSUME MORE THAN 5 NUTMEGS! I SNACKED ON 20 NUTS AND I HAD THE WORST NIGHT OF MY LIFE, I THOUGHT THE GUY ON A QUAD WAS TRYING TO RUN ME OVER I RAN OUT OFF ROAD AND LAID IN THE GRASS HIDING, I WAS FREAKING OUT ALL NIGHT. DON'T EAT NUTMEGS I HIGH QUANTITY

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A political poem I just wrote

War is God and I'm it's herald

Resist or plead, you'll die in terror

I have come here just to kill

Your flesh - my feast, and feast I will

I have come just to maim

Struggle harder - don't be lame

I have come here just to burn

Your ashes don't deserve an urn

I am anarchy and chaos

I am disorder manifest

When I'm finished with my business

On scorched earth shall nothing stand

Crops are evil,

Homes are vain,

Your cullture -

Tyranny and pain

The cogs of evil

Musn't turn

For peace, for freedom

You shall burn

When all is done

And you I slay

I'll see my children

Laugh and play

On ash, on blood, on shattered skulls

Will grow the bliss of days long past

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By mixing boiling pork lard and finely ground charcoal, I have made this black goo. It's purpose is to turn my skin black by being rubbed all over me. Right now, it's too cold to strip naked outside, but if the sun shines again, I shall apply it and report on the results.