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dokitsuu.

“ATSUCCHI!” There is an excitement that is unparalleled by any child on New Years. She adjusts the flower crown on her head before turning her bag around, digging through its contents before producing a neatly packaged box of mochi. “Happy New Year, Acchan! From my family to yours!”

her excitement is met in equal, and he takes the box with eager hands. ❝ uwaaaah, looks good! wait ------ here, this is for you. ❞ from his coat pocket he procures a set of tickets, four to be exact, and pawns it off into her hands. ❝ it’s not gyoza, but I talked to one of my aunties and managed to snag a some coupons for a free stay at one of their hot spring resorts. three days, two nights ♪. no expiry date, thankfully~. ❞

#tenrokami #` verse: to set one’s fall. (haikyuu)#LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED

❝ Kacchan~! ❞ a waving hand, before he dropped a flower crown onto the other’s head. ❝ this is late, but happy new year! ❞ // @dokitsuu

#dokitsuu #` post: starters.#YEEEEEEEEE

aniime-mangacaps

#` paint a black silhouwolf. (atsushi)#` howling at the moon. (queue)#boi

*intensely doesnt care*

#` bared teeth. (isms)#` howling at the moon. (queue)#STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP

brain: ur afraid of destroying your relationships right

me:

brain: what if u destroyed them on purpose

me:

brain: it would give u control of the situation and u wouldn't have to worry about it anymore

me:

me: go on

#` howling at the moon. (queue)#` bared teeth. (isms)#stop

higapho

#` the fiery sirius alters hue (aesthetic)#utsunomiya tag.wip #do I still not have an utsunomiya tag what

peachbyunnii

hello ! im a transboy trying to get out of a toxic, abused raised home by October. As a child I had to deal with a unloving father who would verbally and physically abuse me and my mother, leaving me with visibly large bruises and scars. Time and time again I would forgive him and try to have a father/child connection I so longed for, only to result in more anger being took out on me. I grew up very unhappy and ended up with depression, this affected me greatly at school and hindered my studies. This went on until I was 12-years-old. My mother then got tired of this. We then fled to another city when my dad was at work, to avoid any physical fights, and with no plans on returning. There, we lived with my brother until we got on our feet. During this time I would receive phonecalls from him, hearing continuous threats and manipulation one after the other. From how he would put my mother in jail for NO apparent reason from how I was an abomination if I did not return to the house that mentally destroyed me. Several months later we then get a court date. I had say in what all went down. I was called a liar by my father even with two other witnesses and pictures of bruises. The Judge asked me if I wanted to still visit him, of course I didn't want to, but I was so scared of what he could do, what he would do. One week out of a month was settled. My mother was puzzled on why I still wanted visitation with him. I never told her the reason. Every visit after that resulted to more threats and manipulation, but the physical abuse had ceased. In 9th grade my depression got so horrid that I stopped attending public school. By then I wanted to commit suicide because I felt like I had no hope for my future. I had let the abuse drag me below negative. I then transferred into online homeschooling. I'm now 18. And back at the house that I never wanted to stay at again. All due to manipulation and being afraid by what he could do. When I moved back down here, the arguments were pointless, endless, back to back and day by day, still carrying on to this day. Majority of them all being root of how I was lying in court. How I'm the one in the wrong. And how my father was the victim. I'm still in highschool, being kept on a leash from due to my dad paying my school debt that I didn't ask him to pay. If I needed something small like a tooth brush or deodorant he would bring up the same excuse, "I paid 1,000 dollars for your school, why are you asking me for anything else." Or if I needed to go somewhere, "I do too much for you already." When he only gives me emotional heartache. The only thing he has done was that payment and nothing else in my life. I'm forced to eat his way. Which results in me not eating at all or eating once a day. When I ask for something that I'd like have from the store its always "You got money?" and nothing else. A small bologna sandwich will not keep me healthy. When my mother come visits me she does buy me food which I'm thankful for. But whenever she does, my dad ridicules what I eat, starting more pointless arguments; but then proceeds to eat whatever I have. I feel unsafe and threatened here. There have been talks from the past of him speaking horridly of gay and transgendered people. From how they should be killed off from how he would disown me or worse if he found out that I was of that category. I'm not at peace and will never feel comfortable here, with the past and knowing this. Thankfully I have a job as a host at Outback now. I'm able to get food from there and not starve as I did. I'm able to save a little money a place of my own, a car, transitioning and other important needs. Unfortunately its not enough for any of this and I'm completely stuck. The money that is donated will be placed towards moving away from my father and being able to be free of this toxic environment, the rest of my highschool education so I can be able to finally complete and receive my diploma, a decent car for transportation and back, and savings for my transitioning to finally be who I see myself as. Every little cent counts, and I'm thankful to whoever donates, thank you so much.

so i’m severely at a breaking point and I can’t be here any longer. i’ve been trying to push myself at work and possibly get two more jobs to help speed up the process but its too much on my health, I can’t drive and getting there would be even harder than now.

i’m tired of feeling insignificant and living at a place that has extreme negative effects on me. i don’t like asking people for help but I really need it.

whoever donates $15 USD or more will get a drawing of a character/oc of their choice as a thank you if you’d like, some examples of my art style can be found here: http://fav.me/da3pjsz http://fav.me/dab9iai http://fav.me/da33lqx http://fav.me/d9pg6h1 http://fav.me/d9p6af9 http://fav.me/d9n6c6u

if you’re unable to donate, please, please share ! it will really mean the world to me, thank you ;;

#abuse //#homophobia //#transphobia //#I don't have any money of my own to donate but jsialhigkjvnkj #I hope things turn around for you and you're able to get the help you need!!

celestiis.

❛ I DON’T KNOW… . . you’re the one that can bake. i barely know how you’re supposed to make the batter for cake. ❜ but he does lean on the other’s shoulder to take an INTRIGUED look at the video , thin eyebrows raised in surprise. ❛ not too long , i’m guessing ?? the tiering part looks pretty difficult though. ❜

❛ --------- well I mean, it’s not like I’ve actually baked before...... ❜ not unless getting help from his mom half the attempt counted. she had been a little annoyed by the end of that, but the result was delicious. ❛ the batter seems easy enough though? as long as you follow the instructions and the measurements, I think you’d be okay. it’s making the filling that I’m wondering about, since if I whip the cream too much it’ll be too stiff, but if I don’t it’ll be too soft and then it'll melt under the layers. ❜

#celestiis #` verse: to set one’s fall. (haikyuu)#kick my ass I didn't see this #also same. . . .I got cake not long after I posted this

warmed amber pulls away from the video playing off his phone, blinking a few times to refocus as they turned to look at the taller boy. ❛ how long do you think it’d take for me to learn how to make a cake like this? ❜ the recipe itself was fairly simple, but delicious nonetheless; a plain chocolate sponge cake that’d later be cut into squares to form the multi-tiered gateau. // @celestiis

#celestiis #` post: starters.#` verse: to set one’s fall. (haikyuu)#idk what this is #I just remember that one thread we had where they met at a camp a year before #and I also was thinking about cake #and here we are

subtly tries to jump start this blog even though I haven’t finished rewriting sushi’s profile

#` your opinion’s invalid. (ooc)#consider this a smol .. . smol starter call .. . . .. .. . .#my dash is also still dead af after cleaning out all the inactive follows I had going on #so I'm gonna have to get a lil promo going later so I can reconnect myself

obviousplant

I left a free biology report outside a Los Angeles high school. See a bonus page on Facebook.

#` who’s afraid of the big bad wolf. (tenrozan)#I hate myself #long post

tag dump!!

#` atsushi sashimi. (study)#` bared teeth. (isms)#` necessitates me. (interests)#` night howls. (latent)#` wolfish. (content)#` problems are opportunities. (attire)#` the fiery sirius alters hue (aesthetic)#` paint a black silhouwolf. (atsushi)#` bearing a king’s pride. (zodiac)#` set for the hunt. (volleyball)#` who’s afraid of the big bad wolf. (tenrozan)#` the sparrow must live like a hawk. (takamori)#` verse: to set one’s fall. (haikyuu)#` verse: insert title here. (undetermined)#` verse: tfw moon moon fol. (crack)#` your opinion’s invalid. (ooc)#` while texting: I don’t have a cell phone. (mail)#` that 808 woof woof. (music)#` howling at the moon. (queue)#` look but don’t touch. (mine)#` mementos. (save)#` post: starters.#` post: status.#` post: memes.#` post: wishlist.#` post: promo.#` post: self promo.#` post: miscellaneous.#` psa; important.#` reference.

stillbetterthanthesolarsystem

AU ideas

“the subway train is terribly crowded and you keep bumping my shoulder or stepping on my feet when the train stops and i swear to god i’ll yell at you if you do it one more time - oh wait you’re hot please carry on” au

“yes i am a vet and yes i cure animals but this goldfish is just beyond saving oh no nonO NOW YOU LOOK LIKE YOU’RE ABOUT TO CRY I’LL FIX HIM I SWEAR!” au

“i frequent this supermarket on a daily basis and i keep getting you as my cashier and sometimes you seem pretty out of breath as if you’d just run to the cash register i’m queuing at, and i’m getting a little bit suspicious” au

soulmate au where everything you draw on your skin appears on your soulmate’s skin and hey i’m doodling little hearts and flowers and sweet messages for you everyday but i never get one back and jFC IS THAT A TATTOO ON MY ARSE WHAT THE FUCK DUDE

“the bus driver made a sudden stop and i might have accidentally ended up in your lap and you’re terribly cute pls don’t kill me” au

“i love singing in the shower and i know your brathroom is next to mine and one day you start joining in and we’re singing a duet and i’m so embarrassed omg” au

“this is my first time on a roller coaster and you’re sitting next to me and i don’t know you but i’m fuCKING SCARED CAN I HOLD YOUR HAND PLEASE” au

“I’m decorating my house for christmas and i’m trying to put up the christmas lights and i slipped on the ladder and fell and you’re the only one who helped me and wow you have some serious blue eyes” au

“my house is next to yours and your bedroom window is facing mine and you have caught me dancing to awkward 90′s songs pls don’t tell anyone” au

“we’re at the beach and you have lost your swimming trunks due to a particularly annyoing wave and i swim out to get it for you but you’re not gonna get it back until you agree to go on a date with me” au

“we’re both at a karaoke event and you need someone to sing a love song duet with you and i volunteer just for fun and holy shit i think i’m falling in love” au

“we’re both attending a convention and i cosplay a dwarf and you cosplay an elf and we start teasing and sassing each other and i might be crushing on you a little goddamnit” au

“hey i know we never talked but you’re my neighbour and you have your telly on and the volume really high up and i recognised a line from my favourite movie care to watch it together?” au

“there was a mistake made by the employees of the cinema and they sold a seat twice and every other seat is occupied now we’re arguing because we both want to see this movie and wtf are you seriously pulling me down on your lap so we can watch it together” au

“i’m at the library trying to study and you flop down on the chair next to me even though there are tons of other unoccupied seats wth man” au

“i bought a cardboard cutout of my favourite character and you saw me with it and i blushed but then you invited me over to your house and showed me that you have the same cardboard cutout so i’m guessing we should be friends now” au

“i’m the clumsiest human being on this earth and i keep ending up in A&E and somehow always when it’s your shift and i’m getting really embarrassed noW STOP LAUGHING AT ME IT’S NOT FUNNY (and it hurts when i laugh)” au

“you’re next to me at this concert and you keep singing the wrong lyrics and it’s adorable shall we meet up later so i can teach you the right ones” au

#` post: wishlist.#oooh

⌚ , ❅

headcanon meme

⌚ - Does your muse worry about time?

he does, but really only when it’s something to worry about it. deadlines and time limits are things that often drive his mind to the brink of distraction when they’re an oppressive presence and they’re important, often resulting in a fractured focus that gets worse the more time runs out. he usually avoids letting it worsen to a level of anxiety, which he’s only experienced a few ( three ) times in his life so far, but it is significant enough that his parents and teachers are aware of it, and his friends know that he’s one of the last people to expect to see taking procrastination very far.

❅ - Favorite time of the year?

summer! despite the fact that summers are generally very humid where he lives, he enjoys the summer heat, likes the joy that comes with the idea of summer. he does end up helping out more with the family business during his time off from school, and sure Utsunomiya’s summer is also their wet season, but he enjoys it all in the end, and is always happy when things begin to warm up as summer nears.

#begiiiin #` while texting: I don’t have a cell phone. (mail)#` atsushi sashimi. (study)

upagainstabookcase

A Sociological Look at Soulmate Universes

I want to take some time to think about Soulmate AUs in broader social and historical context. (I’m sticking to the ‘first words written on your body’ version of those aus)

Thoughts on Society:

In a soulmate universe there would be distinctly less homophobia because queerness would be both normalized and no one would be able to argue that it isn’t natural. (Not that there wouldn’t be any because people are assholes).

Religion would be structured differently - destiny would be seen as an incontrovertible subject. “Of course you have a destiny and a place in God’s plan, just look at those words on your arm.” What words were written on the arms of Messiahs and prophets?

Scientists attempting to explain it through genetics and physics.

The culture of introductions would be essential. What you say to new people would be built into the culture of what is polite and it would change society by society.

Societies with strict verbal introduction rules that limit the finding of soul mates (because what would disrupt strict social stratification than princes discovering that their soul mate is a maid).

Societies where people craft personalized introductions and use the same line like a personal signature each time they meet someone new.

First day of school or college or a new job being almost all meeting rituals.

Special festivals that are dedicated to meeting new people and talking to them. Pilgrimages for young adults to go town by town to meet as many people as possible.

Pop Culture

Massive online databases full of those first words.

Books dedicated to the first words of famous people.

Analyses of your words (a la astrology: because you have the word ‘time’ in your words it means…)

Matchmakers who promise they’ll find you Your Soulmate!

Imagine the shipping debates around TV shows: “Her words haven’t been revealed yet! So she could be his match!” or “They revealed his words in season 2 so we know his match isn’t Fred!”

Interpersonal:

Imagine the pressure to find your match

People who claim children raised outside of matches are more destructive and less well adjusted and at a disadvantage

“If you have sex outside a Match you will catch chlamydia and you will DIE”

Special marriages for matches.

Support groups for those who find their Matches late in life.

Imagine the family pressure in some families to never meet anyone unapproved by the family. “Your father speaks to everyone first!”

Different marriage systems

Flexible ones where every non-match marriage is considered voidable if a soulmate match is found. Imagine being the person left behind by someone you love and trust because of words on their skin.

Or a system of different marriages where people have different partners for different contexts: This is my household wife June and my Match wife Alice her household husband Larry and we all make it work.

Or systems where you can’t legally marry unless you can both show your words and prove you are a match.

People who lie about it to avoid the social pressure inherent in finding your match. “Of course my husband and I are a match!” Or teens who lie to their parents that someone is their match because their parents disapprove of their new date.

Parents who worry like hell about their kid’s words.

People who fall in love with the “wrong person” because this social system means that there is literally a wrong person. But they truly fall in love. Who try and scratch off their soulmate words from their skin because FUCK destiny, we’re making our own.

Imagine how broken you would feel if you were asexual/aromantic and you didn’t have words.

Imagine having words that you hated. Imagine having words on your skin that were a slur or an insult or a threat and knowing that someday you will meet someone who will say that to you and they are someone you are supposed to love.

It fascinates me because the idea is so much bigger than just meet-cute scenarios and fluff fics. It would change society from the ground up.

I want to write the one in bold a little bit.

transformativeworks

I would love to read in-depth discussion about each of these ideas. Sadly, there’s not much available. What does exist, though, is discussion about fannish tattoos, which are voluntary physical marks of things we value. Transformative Works and Cultures has a couple of interesting articles on this topic by Bethan Jones, which you can read here and here.

#` post: wishlist.#` reference.#` howling at the moon. (queue)#au studies #omg

kyungusoo-deactivated20200513

i’m so tired of the AU where your soulmate’s name is on your wrist. i want my enemy’s name on my wrist. i wanna know who i’m going to have to physically fight eventually. turn on your fucking location

chekhovsgum

your enemy’s name on one wrist and your soulmate the another. no clue which is which. hope it’s not the same name on both wrists.

#` post: wishlist.#` howling at the moon. (queue)#ooh

gym-leader-merida-blog

if you don’t terrify people a little bit then what’s the point.

#` who’s afraid of the big bad wolf. (tenrozan)#school motto 2

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