[innerchildabortionclinic]

i'm the first depressed person to be lazy for real

[scarabies-real]

Realizing the depression is not seasonal is like: Wow! What a beautiful flower! The birds are singing! I sure do love spring! I think I am fundamentally unlovable as a person.

[nettles-bpd]

“it gets better!!!”

yea for two weeks until i fall apart again and end up at the starting line. it’s just a vicious cycle

[moriartea221]

use my organs when i die. let me be useful for once, since i couldn’t achieve it in this pathetic life.

[terminal-solitude]

i wish I could watch people find out im dead. see their face when they think about me gone, watch how they behave with the knowledge when they're not being seen. i want to know if i was truly as abysmally alone as i feel. if any of them ever thought of me as i did of them.

[terminal-solitude]

seeing their joy when they find out I'm dead would heal something vicious in me. like I finally did something right for once.

[terminal-solitude]

im so fucking tired of myself

[terminal-solitude]

it especially hurts that i am so fucked up that i can't make or sustain friendships, have a decade long relationship with self harm, poor emotional regulation and a shit relationship with my family, but that there's no actual reason for any of it. no diagnosis. no community. just pure, constant isolation and heartbreak.

i get to the end of my rope every few weeks. i fucking hate myself.

[terminal-solitude]

i deserve to be alone forever. i think about permanently solving this problem daily.

[terminal-solitude]

i wish I could watch people find out im dead. see their face when they think about me gone, watch how they behave with the knowledge when they're not being seen. i want to know if i was truly as abysmally alone as i feel. if any of them ever thought of me as i did of them.

[cellarspirit]

i love giving up and getting worse

[slaughtered4ngel]

lore update i wanna die

[woodwool]

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person

[11990904]

why isn’t anyone allowed to be wrong anymore? it’s okay to be wrong. being wrong, and realizing you were wrong, is how you learn and grow.

[sailermoon]

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

[boy-biter]

Voyeurism but it's you watching me kill myself, is this anything

[tboygorelover]

if someone pressed a cold hard revolver against my forehead i would probably lean in and moan

[starterheart]

fighting mental illness w substances and making art. as god Intended